Shortly after beginning the 90 day was my Mayan signature day, WHITE COSMIC wind day on the Mayan calender and the veils were lifting as they do-It fills my heart to be a part of the ceremonies of this time and all the blessings they shower upon us! shortly after beginning this 90 day, was my Mayan signature day-white cosmic wind day-that is on the Mayan calender and the veils were lifting as they do;

letting go; suddenly present and in the moment; an unseen before door opens;
song and ceremony that seems to come from 10,000 years ago, coming in serendipitously -filling my heart -what a beautiful gift coming from the soul-resonating with that vibration- I felt back in ceremony again- such a gift!

-the animals coming in during this portal time-again the moose-I think at the last 90 day -while at one of the 90 day meetings Kathryn was told to give me a mooses tooth to hold during the meeting-then I shared an incident that week with a moose filled with adrenaline had communicated for my oncoming car to change lanes before this moose- not yet visible to me until only seconds later- running full sppeed past my window in the lane I had just changed from and so was able to unharmed drive safely by this moose -so was surprised that another moose came in during this 90 day-but in a polar opposite form -this time so relaxed- this moose rested on all 4‘s sitting facing me communicating how animals do in that way that being in their presence seems to heal and affirm your very life; where you are and what you are doing- with eye contact that seemed to look into my soul in this timeless beautiful moment-that turned into much later- (one of the blogs if i can remember right- had mentioned that initial fear that was felt when in the presence of the Wolf)-I resonated with that blog and it reminded me of that-realizing that fear is a choice and letting go of that fear-this moose teaching me to relax!

-again the spirit guides coming in the form of a beautiful sign -- a beautiful connected double rainbow circling around the sun. This was to take on more meaning later when shortly after seeing this rainbow around the sun, pulling out a dvd I had been carrying around for a long time, but finally watched and kept stopping on the RAINBOW SUN that had appeared to me again in this very magical dvd; got goosebumps all over as rewound and played this over and over-I wanted to share this because this message from this pure spirit seems to embrace everything about the 90 days for me and I was so moved, just as I have been moved by everyones sharing that gave me the strength to put down the DEAD food that was about to go into my mouth and reach for my pre-made snack high VIBRATION core food and finally i think have the nerve -a gift from the moose -to share with you. This quote following the picture and mention of “RAINBOW SUN” from Alex Grey’s chapel of Sacred Mirrors, a 2006 DVD, film by Nick Krasnic, www.CoSMthemovie.com that has filled my dreams and visions and has become my mantra, intention and for me is another spirit guide: While the film shows Alex Grey’s Rainbow Sun picture he says, “Our WHITE COSMIC consciousness leaves our body and enters into a new realm of light and great mystery. Teacher of mind; a wanderer from the west did go upon an unclear path, as bone and flesh. Alone they went through dark unholiness. I wonder can I find myself? brought clearing and a voice. No bally born, seek spiritual dawn the path has opened-it’s your choice. Along the path- death-mirror of future collapse, animal powers surround and protect the teacher as a corpse. The teaching is taken. The sun emerges. Book of the dead -direct me, resurrect me. Climbing the mountain, slipping and falling, struggling to upper reaches/the path of practice can be long and arduous, as it teaches, holy book ignites a vision, seeker becomes seer, karmic preparation allows the face of the guru to appear. The 3 worlds are united. From lesser to greater being. Vision spontaneously liberate, as vaste as nakedly seeing. Awareness, supreme and central, emptiness radient and clear, inner sun, outer sun, non-dual in the heart, no desire or fear. Guardians cut loose my empty husk, a human skin pelt of turquoise sky, reveals a mungdulah (sp?) of great perfection-a re splendid buddha eye, the essential vazrah (sp?) teaching condensed in a rainbow sun, transmits a fractal message-wake up everyone! the inspired yogi reaches for universal truth’s jewel -encoded in a heart drop or a crystalline molecule-pure of stain or ill, now has found it’s heart home, empowered to penetrate others with primordial waves of bliss. Shimmering, resonant love webs spread out to boundlessness. All beings and things included in the bodi soph vahz (sp?) vow. Therefore a return to the world, but in touch with the timeless now. An elixir of wisdom and compassion does my tray bring to all. Everyone is a future Buddha-listen deep for the Inner call.

The art that Alex Grey has created that goes with this message for his rainbow sun painting that is on this DVD transforms you directly to the 5th dimension!

ok-it is after 12:00am -i’m going to turn into a pumkin, sorry i’m tired, butthis is my first blog- i hope this makes sense-thanks for listening -maybe i can bring some balance into my life with the 90 days and find a time bubble so as to not stay up late to blog-but i feel liike i have now joinged the 20th century if I can figure out how to send it!
lightening storm desert rose Casseopeia-A-and thank-you RAINBOW SUN!