I am feeling so much unity with Mother Earth, the spirits of the east, south, west, and north, and the whole universe. I read the stories of each one of you out there who are walking this journey of transformation around the medicine wheel, and I see my own story in yours.
Today I was cooking some delicious roots (I am always amazed at how good they taste even at the end of this fast), and Blew Thunder came running into the kitchen from outside. He hurried me out the back door and pointed up to the sky. There was a beautiful rainbow circle around the sun. It looked like a whirling rainbow, because the edges had streaks of fog streaming out at an angle, that made it look like the ring was spinning in a clockwise motion. I have never seen anything like this before.
Today I am celebrating. The Grandmothers have given me that deep appreciation that comes when I get to glimpse the divine blueprint coming into manifestation. I see it taking form in Alaska, and how great a part Alaska is playing in the transformation process for the North and South American continents. Thank you all for stepping up to bat in this lifetime! Thank you for your willingness.
I see people everywhere awakening to a new vision, a new clarity, believing they have the power to choose and the power to create a new experience of the reality. We who are holding the space for these changes to happen all around us get the greatest gift-to see the future unfold before us! To be of service and experience the highest level of fulfillment that life has to offer. To be fully present.
Love, Truth, and Beauty...
Kachina
Tuesday, March 2
Gratitude & Life Purpose
I was surprised when I read Kathryn's dream about the Mayan creation story...it very nearly matched my own! Writing my story this time around flowed through me, and it feels like a story that is very real. It has also put a lot into perspective for me about the work I am here to do. Now that my reason for being here is much more clear, it makes no sense to me to spend my time doing things that don't resonate with my true purpose. I have felt a huge shift in just the last week, and feel like I have a little more direction in my days. I just hope I have the courage to make the shift in the physical world.
I have been feeling deep gratitude for Michael and Kathryn the past few days for putting this 90 day program together. I can feel the shifts happening in my own self already, and the journey has only just begun. Many, many thanks to the plant spirits for providing us with such high frequency foods, and again to Kathryn for creating Foods for Ascension. I am fascinated and empowered each time I dedicate myself to this lifestyle because I become more and more aware of just what our human bodies are capable of, and that each day really can get better and better. These are the kinds of things they should teach us in grade school. Imagine the possibilities of a world where humans were aware of what they were capable of! I feel that this is just around the corner, if not now.
Much gratitude to you all. I am off to pour some of my love into the medicine wheel, with the intention that it reaches all corners of the earth. -Earth Song
I have been feeling deep gratitude for Michael and Kathryn the past few days for putting this 90 day program together. I can feel the shifts happening in my own self already, and the journey has only just begun. Many, many thanks to the plant spirits for providing us with such high frequency foods, and again to Kathryn for creating Foods for Ascension. I am fascinated and empowered each time I dedicate myself to this lifestyle because I become more and more aware of just what our human bodies are capable of, and that each day really can get better and better. These are the kinds of things they should teach us in grade school. Imagine the possibilities of a world where humans were aware of what they were capable of! I feel that this is just around the corner, if not now.
Much gratitude to you all. I am off to pour some of my love into the medicine wheel, with the intention that it reaches all corners of the earth. -Earth Song
BIG Dreamer ;)
I have this dream, of owning LOTS of raw forest land, in a very secluded location, and building a little cottage/cabin on it for me and Murphy (my dog) to live in, very old fashioned, very simply. I have had this dream my whole life, ever since I could remember. I want a big organic garden, LOTS of animals, a studio for making products for animals, a commercial kitchen where I can spend my days dowsing and making custom, fresh and healthy high vibrational dog/cat foods, with a big walk in freezer/cooler. Than another studio for my crafts, a wall full of different beautiful yarns (maybe even getting my own alpaca and sheep and spinning my own) a pottery wheel, a lathe for making my own wooden bowls and cups, a old fashion sewing machine where I can make all my own clothes and LOTS of gifts for my family and friends and pet's (I have been collection patterns for many MANY years and I don't even know how to sew!...yet.) a section where I can do bead work,embroider,crossstich, patch work, just EVERYTHING! Aah this visual never fails to get me all tingly inside.
This has been my dream my WHOLE life, even before I knew what it meant to have a dream.
recently I found some property in Indian valley, it was significantly smaller than I had ever imagined (3 acres) which is still BIG... but not big enough for what I really want to do with it... and it is allot closer to town that I would like to be, but I have been practicing my "law's" this one was the perfect opportunity for me to practice the law of unattachment, knowing that everything will work out how it is supposed to. So, I let myslef fall in love with this land, I drove out there just about every day to visit it, I had ceremonies on it, I planted crystals, set intentions, visualized our future together,and for us to work together co-creatively, I visualized just where I would squeeze everything that I wanted so badly all on this land... And I was happy with that. I have been "planning" my life there (while staying unattached) for about two years now.
Recently though, anorther amazing opportunity came in, 28 acres of RAW forest land for just about thirty grand less than the other property and it's about an hour out of town! It is in a town I have never herd of before but I hear it is VERY secluded,but still close enough to my sisters, that alone makes my heart flutter. It all came in so perfectly and unexpected. I was driving in my car eager to get over my my sisters house for our dog walk to tell her about my "vision" and I was thinking about this every different direction. " This land sounds perfect but am I REALLY ready to move to the middle of no where with as little knowledge as I have about the work I want to do?" "I'm not a master animal communicator YET and I am still pretty new at dowsing, can I REALLY make a living and support me and Murphy JUST by making custom LOVE infused pet foods and products?" " I still have soooo much to learn about my work, am I stupid to want this now or should I wait till I learn everything I need to know?"... my mind was going a billion miles an hour, making plans, than doubting myself. Than I got it, it all came in all at one, like a water fall, with information pouring into my body,and I got butterflies in my stomach like a highschooler with a crush, it came in so clear with such detail that I was like WOW, I know exactly what I'm doing, and the layout was different than I had ever imagined but I loved it, it was perfect.
A place where people bring their pets to heal!.... or corss over. Say, if you have just been raising your pet on this store bought pet "food"( which I have been guilty of in the past) not knowing the depths of how very unbenificial it was for your pet whom you love soooo much only to find that your pet got, cancer, or diabetes or was significantly over weight or whatever other kind of un natural disease or medical "mystery" and your only other options were to pay top dollar on brutal vet visits, or to put them to sleep all the while thinking ("ooh my god, does my pet understand what's going on? I don't want to kill him, I wonder what he's thinking/wants" I have been there before and that feeling of helplessness is an awful feeling",) or let them suffer through it if you couldn't afford it... than I would come in! :) You could bring your pet to me, I would tune in with him/her and first and for most ask what her wishes are, does she WANT to leave her physical body, does she WANT to live? than take it from there. Sort of like those centers in Mexico and what not where cancer patients go to heal where they give you fresh juices and a healthy diet, it would kinda be like that.
I will have a BIG beautiful cozy barn with a BIG fire place to keep them warm and stalls in them with cozy beds (which I can make) with the pets favorite color, and pictures of their people and just make it as cozy as passable. I would ask for them to leave their pets there with me since I know that everyone cant stay away from work and their family's too long and I would do my thing, I would have a little cottage for people to come and visit or see what I'm doing with their pets so that they will understand and bring the knowledge home with them.
I would make each individual animal a custom diet, dowsing every meal for exactly what they need at that time, I would check in with them daily, take them on walks around the property, feed them birch water, ahh so many plans, I am so excited! and give them lots of love! I'm a big cuddler, I couldn't care less about cuddling with people but put me around animals and i'm a magnet spooner, I wouldn't be surprised if you walked in to catch me curled up with a horse or a pig or something, I love it.
I want to learn how to give animal massage/Riki and perhaps one day manifest a veterinary partner who knows how to nuder and spay.
I than can send the happy healthy pet home and hopefully heir person will continue to place orders with me for their food that I would custom make every time, fresh out of the garden and with healthy happy meats.
WOW, I cant wait. I know this is going to be allot of work but I cant think of a better way to spend my days/life. I would love every minute of it, passionately.
I cant wait, I know this is going to happen, I can feel it, and I know that the animals and land is going to teach me everything I need to know.
This is just my roughdraft and I am open to change but this sensation I have in my body is like nothing I have expierenced before. I just want to start already!
This has been my dream my WHOLE life, even before I knew what it meant to have a dream.
recently I found some property in Indian valley, it was significantly smaller than I had ever imagined (3 acres) which is still BIG... but not big enough for what I really want to do with it... and it is allot closer to town that I would like to be, but I have been practicing my "law's" this one was the perfect opportunity for me to practice the law of unattachment, knowing that everything will work out how it is supposed to. So, I let myslef fall in love with this land, I drove out there just about every day to visit it, I had ceremonies on it, I planted crystals, set intentions, visualized our future together,and for us to work together co-creatively, I visualized just where I would squeeze everything that I wanted so badly all on this land... And I was happy with that. I have been "planning" my life there (while staying unattached) for about two years now.
Recently though, anorther amazing opportunity came in, 28 acres of RAW forest land for just about thirty grand less than the other property and it's about an hour out of town! It is in a town I have never herd of before but I hear it is VERY secluded,but still close enough to my sisters, that alone makes my heart flutter. It all came in so perfectly and unexpected. I was driving in my car eager to get over my my sisters house for our dog walk to tell her about my "vision" and I was thinking about this every different direction. " This land sounds perfect but am I REALLY ready to move to the middle of no where with as little knowledge as I have about the work I want to do?" "I'm not a master animal communicator YET and I am still pretty new at dowsing, can I REALLY make a living and support me and Murphy JUST by making custom LOVE infused pet foods and products?" " I still have soooo much to learn about my work, am I stupid to want this now or should I wait till I learn everything I need to know?"... my mind was going a billion miles an hour, making plans, than doubting myself. Than I got it, it all came in all at one, like a water fall, with information pouring into my body,and I got butterflies in my stomach like a highschooler with a crush, it came in so clear with such detail that I was like WOW, I know exactly what I'm doing, and the layout was different than I had ever imagined but I loved it, it was perfect.
A place where people bring their pets to heal!.... or corss over. Say, if you have just been raising your pet on this store bought pet "food"( which I have been guilty of in the past) not knowing the depths of how very unbenificial it was for your pet whom you love soooo much only to find that your pet got, cancer, or diabetes or was significantly over weight or whatever other kind of un natural disease or medical "mystery" and your only other options were to pay top dollar on brutal vet visits, or to put them to sleep all the while thinking ("ooh my god, does my pet understand what's going on? I don't want to kill him, I wonder what he's thinking/wants" I have been there before and that feeling of helplessness is an awful feeling",) or let them suffer through it if you couldn't afford it... than I would come in! :) You could bring your pet to me, I would tune in with him/her and first and for most ask what her wishes are, does she WANT to leave her physical body, does she WANT to live? than take it from there. Sort of like those centers in Mexico and what not where cancer patients go to heal where they give you fresh juices and a healthy diet, it would kinda be like that.
I will have a BIG beautiful cozy barn with a BIG fire place to keep them warm and stalls in them with cozy beds (which I can make) with the pets favorite color, and pictures of their people and just make it as cozy as passable. I would ask for them to leave their pets there with me since I know that everyone cant stay away from work and their family's too long and I would do my thing, I would have a little cottage for people to come and visit or see what I'm doing with their pets so that they will understand and bring the knowledge home with them.
I would make each individual animal a custom diet, dowsing every meal for exactly what they need at that time, I would check in with them daily, take them on walks around the property, feed them birch water, ahh so many plans, I am so excited! and give them lots of love! I'm a big cuddler, I couldn't care less about cuddling with people but put me around animals and i'm a magnet spooner, I wouldn't be surprised if you walked in to catch me curled up with a horse or a pig or something, I love it.
I want to learn how to give animal massage/Riki and perhaps one day manifest a veterinary partner who knows how to nuder and spay.
I than can send the happy healthy pet home and hopefully heir person will continue to place orders with me for their food that I would custom make every time, fresh out of the garden and with healthy happy meats.
WOW, I cant wait. I know this is going to be allot of work but I cant think of a better way to spend my days/life. I would love every minute of it, passionately.
I cant wait, I know this is going to happen, I can feel it, and I know that the animals and land is going to teach me everything I need to know.
This is just my roughdraft and I am open to change but this sensation I have in my body is like nothing I have expierenced before. I just want to start already!
THANK YOU animal spirits, THANK YOU Deshka
Ok, I have four different band aids on four different fingers, it is a bit difficult to type but I just have to get this off my chest. For those of you who don't know me personally, I really, truly don't often have a whole lot to say, not to people I'm not familiar with anyway, especially in groups bigger than... two, if we were physically in a talking circle right now, I would say perhaps 5 words than quickly pass the talking stick! But lately there has been SO MANY synchronicity(s) and very clear amazing shifts going on that I feel like I can write a book! And they are difficult for me to talk about because they are coming from all different directions, not just one, so I'm like, really, WHERE DO I BEGIN??
This one that I am choosing to share tonight is a BIG one for me, one that has been unraveling for the last two months but only tonight did I get the biggest piece.
As you much have probably gathered my now, I am a AVID, EXTREME animal lover (still haven't made peace with sharks but I do believe that one day I will get there) so much so that when I was 16 I became a STRICT vegetarian. One day I decided, "I'm not going to eat meat anymore!" and I never did after that. I never craved it, never felt like I was missing out on anything, nothing. and if there was ONE thing that I KNEW in life, like really, really, "KNEW," it was that I would never, ever under ANY circumstances EVER eat meat again, EVER! (and neither would my future husband/partner...I was going to manifest that) you couldn't pay me a billion dollars to do it, NO WAY. PERIOD. And if you knew me than you knew this to be true, I'm not a preacher by any means but this was just something I was whole heatedly passionate about "not supporting the meat industry".... or ANY animal death for that matter wither it was done through ceremony or not, I just couldn't fathom how any person could think that they were so great to be able to decide wither and animal gets to live or die...I kept a lot of these feelings to myself, and in fact to even begin to try to talk about them would instantly bring me to tears.... my whole family ate meat at this time, my dad was a seasonal hunter and all that jazz.. To sum this up the best I can, the last 6 months have been totally about REALLLLY checking in and listening to my body... this has been my theme, it came in subconsciously but it came in strong, ME! ME! ME! ME! ME!, everything was about "what's going on in my body, what is my body saying/telling me?"!...."why am I reacting this way towards this situation, where do I feel it in my body?" "why am I reacting this was to this food?" "Why am I feeling sick and where is it coming from?" "Why do I feel soooo down and drained after hanging out with this person?" why? why? why? I have just been really looking at things differently and deeply and curious as to my experience of them. Well over the last few months of really listening to my body I kept getting.... "hum,I think I need to eat some meat?" It totally caught me off guard and to tell you the truth, I kind of offended myself, just for even thinking that! than it got to the point where I kept getting that thought,daily... than I would say it jokingly to my sisters and they would laugh it off KNOWING that that would never happen... well, I keep thinking that....every day, stronger and stronger. I wasn't craving it, I wasn't feeling depleted in anyway, it was just like my body was saying "listen!do it!" so I talked to Kathryn, she said "yesssss, you needed to start eating meat, like yesterday!"(not in those words).... I figured I cant pick and choose which part of this "path" I want to actually live and which part I want to pretend to live, if I'm going to do it, than I'm sure as hell not going to do it half assed. I'm really really doing this! So... I made the conscious decision to bring meat back into my diet as a garnish and only temporarily (while being open to whatever the out come is supposed to be) I will only eat game and I have been dowsing up a storm, I always connect in with the animal spirit, have a little ceremony and make an offering (I have been doing this daily,and religiously and loving it)
Now to the good stuff, I feel amazing! Not only did I get the "idea" to let go of all "labels" but I am so excited and in love with this idea. I will never label myself as a vegetarian again, or anything else, because it keeps me shut down to truly listening to my body. I only ever want to be my own best friend, and give my body exactly what it need, we are a team and we should no longer work against each other.... or, I against it.
I realized that after I began eating meat again that my life changed completely! I realized to my bringing meat back into my diet had nothing to do with my physical body as it did emotional/spiritual, that is so clear to me now.
in a nut shell, for the first time in my life I am not a total mess thinking about animals dying. YES it does still make me sad but it used to be so bad that I would completely "shut down", wouldn't/couldn't even allow my self to even think about it, OR ELSE I was in a deep depression for weeks till I blocked it out of my memory.
I also think that hunting animals in ceremony is a BEAUTIFUL and exciting thing.
I also caught myself encouraging my dad to "go out and get a caribou" the other day??
but than today I caught myself thinking, "wow, I just found this amazing piece of property, I have this dream of this animal healing center or a place people bring their pets to cross over, where I can help them both to understand and let go, the only thing I am missing is a man (someday) to raise some chickens that we can feed to the dogs (raw) and to go hunting so that he can get a buffalo, moose or caribou or something and we can can use the antlers for a rattle or talking stick, and the hide for some beautiful drums, and the meat, if he or I didn't eat it at that time than for the dogs, and the bones for the dogs" and so on. I got SO excited, OF COURSE doing it ALL in ceremony and love and gratitude. I have NEVER felt in my life more connected to animals. Not like this. It's like, I'm finally getting it. And it feels sooo good not to have this draining overbearing emotion behind it. I feel closer to them than I have ever felt in my life, it finally feels like, I'm home... or I'm at least on the porch.. but I am getting it... and soon I can really start with my true animal work...
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU ANIMALS!
This one that I am choosing to share tonight is a BIG one for me, one that has been unraveling for the last two months but only tonight did I get the biggest piece.
As you much have probably gathered my now, I am a AVID, EXTREME animal lover (still haven't made peace with sharks but I do believe that one day I will get there) so much so that when I was 16 I became a STRICT vegetarian. One day I decided, "I'm not going to eat meat anymore!" and I never did after that. I never craved it, never felt like I was missing out on anything, nothing. and if there was ONE thing that I KNEW in life, like really, really, "KNEW," it was that I would never, ever under ANY circumstances EVER eat meat again, EVER! (and neither would my future husband/partner...I was going to manifest that) you couldn't pay me a billion dollars to do it, NO WAY. PERIOD. And if you knew me than you knew this to be true, I'm not a preacher by any means but this was just something I was whole heatedly passionate about "not supporting the meat industry".... or ANY animal death for that matter wither it was done through ceremony or not, I just couldn't fathom how any person could think that they were so great to be able to decide wither and animal gets to live or die...I kept a lot of these feelings to myself, and in fact to even begin to try to talk about them would instantly bring me to tears.... my whole family ate meat at this time, my dad was a seasonal hunter and all that jazz.. To sum this up the best I can, the last 6 months have been totally about REALLLLY checking in and listening to my body... this has been my theme, it came in subconsciously but it came in strong, ME! ME! ME! ME! ME!, everything was about "what's going on in my body, what is my body saying/telling me?"!...."why am I reacting this way towards this situation, where do I feel it in my body?" "why am I reacting this was to this food?" "Why am I feeling sick and where is it coming from?" "Why do I feel soooo down and drained after hanging out with this person?" why? why? why? I have just been really looking at things differently and deeply and curious as to my experience of them. Well over the last few months of really listening to my body I kept getting.... "hum,I think I need to eat some meat?" It totally caught me off guard and to tell you the truth, I kind of offended myself, just for even thinking that! than it got to the point where I kept getting that thought,daily... than I would say it jokingly to my sisters and they would laugh it off KNOWING that that would never happen... well, I keep thinking that....every day, stronger and stronger. I wasn't craving it, I wasn't feeling depleted in anyway, it was just like my body was saying "listen!do it!" so I talked to Kathryn, she said "yesssss, you needed to start eating meat, like yesterday!"(not in those words).... I figured I cant pick and choose which part of this "path" I want to actually live and which part I want to pretend to live, if I'm going to do it, than I'm sure as hell not going to do it half assed. I'm really really doing this! So... I made the conscious decision to bring meat back into my diet as a garnish and only temporarily (while being open to whatever the out come is supposed to be) I will only eat game and I have been dowsing up a storm, I always connect in with the animal spirit, have a little ceremony and make an offering (I have been doing this daily,and religiously and loving it)
Now to the good stuff, I feel amazing! Not only did I get the "idea" to let go of all "labels" but I am so excited and in love with this idea. I will never label myself as a vegetarian again, or anything else, because it keeps me shut down to truly listening to my body. I only ever want to be my own best friend, and give my body exactly what it need, we are a team and we should no longer work against each other.... or, I against it.
I realized that after I began eating meat again that my life changed completely! I realized to my bringing meat back into my diet had nothing to do with my physical body as it did emotional/spiritual, that is so clear to me now.
in a nut shell, for the first time in my life I am not a total mess thinking about animals dying. YES it does still make me sad but it used to be so bad that I would completely "shut down", wouldn't/couldn't even allow my self to even think about it, OR ELSE I was in a deep depression for weeks till I blocked it out of my memory.
I also think that hunting animals in ceremony is a BEAUTIFUL and exciting thing.
I also caught myself encouraging my dad to "go out and get a caribou" the other day??
but than today I caught myself thinking, "wow, I just found this amazing piece of property, I have this dream of this animal healing center or a place people bring their pets to cross over, where I can help them both to understand and let go, the only thing I am missing is a man (someday) to raise some chickens that we can feed to the dogs (raw) and to go hunting so that he can get a buffalo, moose or caribou or something and we can can use the antlers for a rattle or talking stick, and the hide for some beautiful drums, and the meat, if he or I didn't eat it at that time than for the dogs, and the bones for the dogs" and so on. I got SO excited, OF COURSE doing it ALL in ceremony and love and gratitude. I have NEVER felt in my life more connected to animals. Not like this. It's like, I'm finally getting it. And it feels sooo good not to have this draining overbearing emotion behind it. I feel closer to them than I have ever felt in my life, it finally feels like, I'm home... or I'm at least on the porch.. but I am getting it... and soon I can really start with my true animal work...
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU ANIMALS!
Catching up
My fellow lightworkers,
I have finally been able to catch up on the blog, and by catch up I mean sit down and hear what everyone of you has had to say. My trips to Bethel always seem to throw me off kilter, and it usually takes me a week or so to catch up, physically and energetically. I do not like this at all. My trips there are so short, and yet so long. Anyway, it's been wonderful to hear you all again tonight, and I feel immense gratitude to be a part of such an important group - a group who is willing to go within and do the deep work that is not always easy.
During our Full Moon Ceremony last night, I was guided to place the Flower of Life Symbol, the blueprint for all life, into the wheel, which had never occurred to me before but made perfect sense. Our group wrote all of our new blueprints, personal and planetary, onto this symbol, and then drummed it all into the earth grids. It was powerful! Liz also brought the intention for our bodies to shift from linear to radial time awareness. We had an amazing group, and the energy during the ceremony felt very connected and present. Afterward, I got the feeling that each of us doing this work (all lightworkers) were so very powerful, and that the world was not as huge, overwhelming and helpless as I used to think-in fact, quite the contrary. I felt a shift from hopeless to "we are so there, we have done it, we have created the new world." It was amazing, and a new feeling that I had never had before. Finally, Kathryn had sent me a package of Blue MoonFlower Seeds with my 90 day package which had no instructions. They jumped out at me last night before the ceremony, so at the end, each of us placed these first in our mouths (guided by MistWalker and SpiritTalker) and then placed them all at once around the outer circle of the medicine wheel. I'm not quite sure what this means yet, but am sure the information will come at the right time.
I accept Kachina333's challenge of listening to discomfort/dissatisfaction in my life for 3 days (hopefully forever). Though uncomfortable, what a gift. Thank you to the Spirits of the East!
Sweet dreams, Earth Song.
I have finally been able to catch up on the blog, and by catch up I mean sit down and hear what everyone of you has had to say. My trips to Bethel always seem to throw me off kilter, and it usually takes me a week or so to catch up, physically and energetically. I do not like this at all. My trips there are so short, and yet so long. Anyway, it's been wonderful to hear you all again tonight, and I feel immense gratitude to be a part of such an important group - a group who is willing to go within and do the deep work that is not always easy.
During our Full Moon Ceremony last night, I was guided to place the Flower of Life Symbol, the blueprint for all life, into the wheel, which had never occurred to me before but made perfect sense. Our group wrote all of our new blueprints, personal and planetary, onto this symbol, and then drummed it all into the earth grids. It was powerful! Liz also brought the intention for our bodies to shift from linear to radial time awareness. We had an amazing group, and the energy during the ceremony felt very connected and present. Afterward, I got the feeling that each of us doing this work (all lightworkers) were so very powerful, and that the world was not as huge, overwhelming and helpless as I used to think-in fact, quite the contrary. I felt a shift from hopeless to "we are so there, we have done it, we have created the new world." It was amazing, and a new feeling that I had never had before. Finally, Kathryn had sent me a package of Blue MoonFlower Seeds with my 90 day package which had no instructions. They jumped out at me last night before the ceremony, so at the end, each of us placed these first in our mouths (guided by MistWalker and SpiritTalker) and then placed them all at once around the outer circle of the medicine wheel. I'm not quite sure what this means yet, but am sure the information will come at the right time.
I accept Kachina333's challenge of listening to discomfort/dissatisfaction in my life for 3 days (hopefully forever). Though uncomfortable, what a gift. Thank you to the Spirits of the East!
Sweet dreams, Earth Song.
Rules
I haven't been able to write till now, it's a "rule" and I just can't follow them. This for me is pretty hilarious. Starting in childhood and on into adulthood, whatever the "rules" were I followed even if it went against my heart. From keeping family secrets, staying in an abusive marriage, and sacrificing myself to everyone and everything to something as simple is following the lead of another if they said it was the "rule". Over time I have rebelled against one rule for another as I awaken to more truth but I never let go of the ridgid idea of doing everything just right without room for failure. Interestingly enough I am here at this point that I cannot seem to follow any "rules". I started this program with the understanding that I am not to question and only to trust. The struggle with "rules" started there as my layout for this 90 day journey does not follow the same "rules" as the last one. It's clear that the "rules" I understand, I cannot follow and the new ones I create are out of reach. With that said, in gratitude and laughter, I surrender to freedom, I let go of the "rules" and trust the unknown to the fullest, question and rule free.
I am listening and I hear, in gratitude, Michelle
I am listening and I hear, in gratitude, Michelle
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