Today around noon Blew Thunder checked the outdoor temperature, it was 80 degrees! The wind was still, there was an amazing hush across the valley, and I could hear birds singing. I spent some time watching a kingbird build her nest out of pieces of deer hair and little twigs. Spring has truly come to White Sage in a big way.
Everything felt new, and fresh , and alive. The aroma of sage brush, the sparkly feeling of mountain air, the dramatic deep blue sky, and the feeling of magical anticipation that heralds spring on the Kaibab plateau, all made me so happy to be alive. I truly felt the blessing of being present here on Mother Earth NOW, for this amazing time the elders called the "time of Purification".
We get to participate in the awakening of human consciousness. We get to live in a human body and experience life, breathe real air, touch, taste, feel, hear, (and sing!) the world. We get to know love, and all its colors and shades.
May each of you share your heart with someone tomorrow.
In Love,
Kachina
Thursday, April 15
I have been here and been present with you all, listening and learning through each word in each post. It is beautiful. I feel a familiar beauty in me but it is clouded by a curtain of self-doubt, a piece of me that is just not quite wanting to trust the process...for good reason...
Years back I experienced a major health crisis. My skin and joints were yelling out for help in a majorly uncomfortable and very public way. I overcame and cleansed these things with assistance, and am grateful for that. But through this current 90 day process am experiencing similar cleansing...a scary and uncomfortable reality for me to revisit. Because of this, I am working very hard to let go...let go of the fears that surround my trust in my body's ability to heal, let go of the idea that this is a sickness, let go of the concept that I may always have to "deal" with this. It is so very hard to be faced with symptoms that revert me to an earlier self; full of fear and lacking self confidence. I know that these are cleansing symptoms, my heart knows it is ok, but it is the stubborn mind that remembers the "before pictures" and sets the fear in motion.
So I take this time to make it known that I am not afraid. Fear will not take me to that place I have been and left behind long ago. I will trust in the timing and use this moment to commit to my body to continue to help it along it's path. I will listen to my body and support it with what I best know how. I allow and observe the cleaning powers rush out my limbs. And I care for my limbs as as I have never before. I will repeat to myself that I trust the process, and eventually I will with my whole being, heart and mind together. I will try very hard to stay positive and let go of the fear...for my lesson this 90 days is of letting go...of the past and the future and learning to be here now.
I support you all in your journey's...whatever they may be. Thank you for listening.
I will let go of the river walls and flow with the current...
Years back I experienced a major health crisis. My skin and joints were yelling out for help in a majorly uncomfortable and very public way. I overcame and cleansed these things with assistance, and am grateful for that. But through this current 90 day process am experiencing similar cleansing...a scary and uncomfortable reality for me to revisit. Because of this, I am working very hard to let go...let go of the fears that surround my trust in my body's ability to heal, let go of the idea that this is a sickness, let go of the concept that I may always have to "deal" with this. It is so very hard to be faced with symptoms that revert me to an earlier self; full of fear and lacking self confidence. I know that these are cleansing symptoms, my heart knows it is ok, but it is the stubborn mind that remembers the "before pictures" and sets the fear in motion.
So I take this time to make it known that I am not afraid. Fear will not take me to that place I have been and left behind long ago. I will trust in the timing and use this moment to commit to my body to continue to help it along it's path. I will listen to my body and support it with what I best know how. I allow and observe the cleaning powers rush out my limbs. And I care for my limbs as as I have never before. I will repeat to myself that I trust the process, and eventually I will with my whole being, heart and mind together. I will try very hard to stay positive and let go of the fear...for my lesson this 90 days is of letting go...of the past and the future and learning to be here now.
I support you all in your journey's...whatever they may be. Thank you for listening.
I will let go of the river walls and flow with the current...
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