Wow, today I finally realized that I have spent the whole first half of the 90 days unaware of a very old contract that I am breaking through in a very big way!
The old contract involves doing things on my own, by myself, etc. The unconscious motivation behind this contract is the belief that I have to do things myself in order to create what I want (the results I want, or the level of quality that I want); and the deep desire to control outcome.
I am seeing this issue dissolve in every direction, as I open daily to let go of some little piece that I was unconsciously trying to control. Amazing people are coming across my path to offer help and direction, and the creative element has never been more exciting! Even though I had revealed this to myself several years ago, and done some ceremony around letting go at that time, I feel that this time the last holding pattern in transforming.
I feel myself opening, and receiving the flow of the universe!
This morning I was reminded of one of the Universal Laws of Manifestation. It was the law of the south, the law of circulation. It states that, if there is anything that we desire, especially something that we seem to be lacking in our experience of life, we can create that very thing in our lives by giving it away.
You might say, "How can I give away something I don't have?" But think about it. I wanted to raise my frequency and experience physical ascension, so immediately I began to find ways to help other people raise their frequency. If a person decides they want to live in sobriety, the first thing they often do is to go to group meetings where they can support others who are choosing the same lifestyle. If someone wants to become prosperous, they align with others who are also seeking prosperity, and soon they are all living in true abundance.
My point is, if you are struggling with something that seems impossible to change, find a way to reach out and help others with the same issue! It dissolves all barriers and the universe begins to flow energy into your life in a new form. You will soon receive exactly what you once were struggling to create.
Kachina
