It has taken me a while to gather the courage to share myself with everyone and contribute to the blog, and I am happy to say that I am ready. My life is not what I ever expected it to be. For what feels like forever, I just went through the motions without ever being conscious of my own actions and what I was creating in my life. I blamed and made excuses for why things were the way they were, never spending the necessary time with myself to begin to uncover the real truth. Never listening...always distracting and avoiding.
In early January, an unexpected and even unwanted shift began to occur. I say unwanted, because it was just easier to stay the way I was than to work through my issues. I began to uncover, with the help of a very dear and true friend, that I no longer had to settle for the way things were. Instead, I could create anything I wanted in life. No limits.
These change would not come over night. Either stay the same and let the things that were eating away at me fester, or listen and recognize the issues so I could fix them. Turns out, I was my own worst enemy. My life was the way it was now, today, because of me and only me. This was when I truly decided that I wanted to love myself again and live life to the fullest, not settling and hiding. I want to see who I really am and what my purpose in life really is.
It was told to me that coming to this land would change my life. To be honest, I guess I was afraid. Afraid of facing myself and my past. I am no longer afraid and the time has come to be who I want to be.
Thanks to everyone for your inspiration,
SwiftWater
Thursday, March 4
the Universe is Magical
I joined 5 other women for a beautiful full moon ceremony at DiamondHeart where we all realized we were powerful and able to weave the world to assist in the healing , regeneration and ascension of the planet, humanity and all life.
You know I have been writing and living trying to resolve the issue of my family beach house for the highest good of all the estate beneficiaries. It has been quite the 2 week day and night journey with my ego, fears, self-doubts, inner guidance and strong intention to be heart-filled leadership. Today I made a choice!... and amazing things happened! I decided to proceed with offering the house to my nieces at a substantial discount that I could still justify as fair to all other beneficiaries including my brother Francisco, myself and my children. I pushed the send button to my attorney giving him the go ahead to call my nieces' attorney. I felt relief. I went to my healing room looking forward to a relaxing time of tuning in with guidance. I immediately felt to connect with the angel of the beach house (an amazing spirit whose beautiful vibration I have had the gift to encounter before) and the spirits of the land there. I asked if it was going to be very difficult to part with the beach house and received a no. I got the urge to ask for their names which are Pacyna and Mavesas is the overlighting spirit of my mother's lovely garden. Mavesas shared a big heart, sweet, gentle and happy energy. This spirit then told me she had messages for me. I could feel it was my family on the other side of the veil. I was happy for the anticipated connection. First my mother came forward and communicated how happy she was with my efforts to resolve the beach house for the highest good of the girls and the rest of us. Then my older brother's spirit Frank (the spirit who left to allow a walk-in Francisco to come into his body still here on earth) told me he would like me to call on him more for help. He told me a whole host of spirits, even Mayans, are acknowledging the work and choices I have made about the family house. He said it is a healing on a much greater level than my family. It is for thousands and I could see the energy in the Medicine Wheel at the beach house. He said I had planted energetic seeds in that Medicine Wheel for trusting in the abundance of the Universe, for fairness, for walking the path of Truth, for co-creation, for knowing our cosmic memory and for connection to it. Frank communicated that all things for the resolution of the family estate will now unfold in Divine timing & perfect synchronicity for the highest good of all. Next my sister-in-law Barbara, who rarely comes to me, came forward to acknowledge the good job I had done and thanked me for how I have taken care of her daughters in my efforts and choices. That meant a huge amount to me. She told me that a new form of connection to their parents for both girls will be a beautiful unfolding. I know I am to play a part in teaching them ascension. I asked her if the girls trust me at this time and she said no but that they will in the future. I was told that my brother Ben is helping me with the finances, Barbara is helping me and the girls emotionally and my brother Frank is assisting the girls. Through all of this I sobbed happy tears with the joy of connecting, of a resolution and the release of the pressure I have had on myself. Then Mavesa told me I am to do a balance in my Medicine Wheel between my extended family, the spirits of the land at the beach house and the Divine Planetary Blueprint. I have a feeling some of my extended family are going to buy the house for an interim period until my nieces get a windfall settlement from their parents plane crash. Then I will not have to say good-bye to the house and garden either. In any case, the Universe is magical! By the way I found out the Medicine Wheel in my mother's garden is called "Men of Ben"! I think Ben is helping men with ascension and that's why he is hanging around WhiteSageLanding's Medicine Wheel and you Michael! Wow, magic everywhere!
You know I have been writing and living trying to resolve the issue of my family beach house for the highest good of all the estate beneficiaries. It has been quite the 2 week day and night journey with my ego, fears, self-doubts, inner guidance and strong intention to be heart-filled leadership. Today I made a choice!... and amazing things happened! I decided to proceed with offering the house to my nieces at a substantial discount that I could still justify as fair to all other beneficiaries including my brother Francisco, myself and my children. I pushed the send button to my attorney giving him the go ahead to call my nieces' attorney. I felt relief. I went to my healing room looking forward to a relaxing time of tuning in with guidance. I immediately felt to connect with the angel of the beach house (an amazing spirit whose beautiful vibration I have had the gift to encounter before) and the spirits of the land there. I asked if it was going to be very difficult to part with the beach house and received a no. I got the urge to ask for their names which are Pacyna and Mavesas is the overlighting spirit of my mother's lovely garden. Mavesas shared a big heart, sweet, gentle and happy energy. This spirit then told me she had messages for me. I could feel it was my family on the other side of the veil. I was happy for the anticipated connection. First my mother came forward and communicated how happy she was with my efforts to resolve the beach house for the highest good of the girls and the rest of us. Then my older brother's spirit Frank (the spirit who left to allow a walk-in Francisco to come into his body still here on earth) told me he would like me to call on him more for help. He told me a whole host of spirits, even Mayans, are acknowledging the work and choices I have made about the family house. He said it is a healing on a much greater level than my family. It is for thousands and I could see the energy in the Medicine Wheel at the beach house. He said I had planted energetic seeds in that Medicine Wheel for trusting in the abundance of the Universe, for fairness, for walking the path of Truth, for co-creation, for knowing our cosmic memory and for connection to it. Frank communicated that all things for the resolution of the family estate will now unfold in Divine timing & perfect synchronicity for the highest good of all. Next my sister-in-law Barbara, who rarely comes to me, came forward to acknowledge the good job I had done and thanked me for how I have taken care of her daughters in my efforts and choices. That meant a huge amount to me. She told me that a new form of connection to their parents for both girls will be a beautiful unfolding. I know I am to play a part in teaching them ascension. I asked her if the girls trust me at this time and she said no but that they will in the future. I was told that my brother Ben is helping me with the finances, Barbara is helping me and the girls emotionally and my brother Frank is assisting the girls. Through all of this I sobbed happy tears with the joy of connecting, of a resolution and the release of the pressure I have had on myself. Then Mavesa told me I am to do a balance in my Medicine Wheel between my extended family, the spirits of the land at the beach house and the Divine Planetary Blueprint. I have a feeling some of my extended family are going to buy the house for an interim period until my nieces get a windfall settlement from their parents plane crash. Then I will not have to say good-bye to the house and garden either. In any case, the Universe is magical! By the way I found out the Medicine Wheel in my mother's garden is called "Men of Ben"! I think Ben is helping men with ascension and that's why he is hanging around WhiteSageLanding's Medicine Wheel and you Michael! Wow, magic everywhere!
Update on the Ascension Process
As many of you know, I have been working with guides and ascension masters for some years to move consciously through the steps of physical ascension, in order to observe every step and create a "map" for others to follow on the physical ascension path.
In January, I was given the programs for my next step, and was told that this part of the process will be complete in 26 weeks (around 6 mos.). I began connecting with cells of my body, and in particular the mitochondria of the cells. I asked them if they would like to stay and be reconditioned for a new role or if they would like to be relocated to another host somewhere to continue life in this form. They wanted to go through the reconditioning and so I began setting the programs in place for the transformation from food to fuel conversion, into direct source energy connection.
This program was received and the shift began to create a physical experience right away. The guides told me to go on the internet and look up the word "apoptosis". Well, I made a mental note, but didn't look it up right away. I began to experience flashes of heat in my prana tube as the body began to burn off old stuff. My prana tube itself became hollow and expanded, with tons of light flowing through. I began to feel very different in my stomach, as if the food is just passing through without being processed. I began to feel neutral toward food in general, with moments of ecstatic enjoyment followed by complete disinterest in food. All foods have begun to dowse neutral for me, even foods that I would never have considered eating a month ago, and foods that used to be off the chart beneficial. It is a wild ride, and I am just beginning to understand the final stages of this process of turning the body into light.
My baseline breathing has changed dramatically! I now breath 2 breaths per minute at rest (but wide awake). My heartbeat has gone to 73 betas per minute (my normal resting pulse) to 48 beats per minute. All this is happening as the cells go through "programmed death", the process of apoptosis that I finally looked up and read. I do experience some symptoms, but have found that I can usually program an adjustment and the symptoms disappear almost intantly, once I know what the cause is. This is the most amazing set of circumstances I have ever experienced in my body! It is as if the body and mind are becoming one.
Thank you all for listening, writing this out has helped me, just to share some things that not many people around here would understand!
Many blessings,
Kachina
In January, I was given the programs for my next step, and was told that this part of the process will be complete in 26 weeks (around 6 mos.). I began connecting with cells of my body, and in particular the mitochondria of the cells. I asked them if they would like to stay and be reconditioned for a new role or if they would like to be relocated to another host somewhere to continue life in this form. They wanted to go through the reconditioning and so I began setting the programs in place for the transformation from food to fuel conversion, into direct source energy connection.
This program was received and the shift began to create a physical experience right away. The guides told me to go on the internet and look up the word "apoptosis". Well, I made a mental note, but didn't look it up right away. I began to experience flashes of heat in my prana tube as the body began to burn off old stuff. My prana tube itself became hollow and expanded, with tons of light flowing through. I began to feel very different in my stomach, as if the food is just passing through without being processed. I began to feel neutral toward food in general, with moments of ecstatic enjoyment followed by complete disinterest in food. All foods have begun to dowse neutral for me, even foods that I would never have considered eating a month ago, and foods that used to be off the chart beneficial. It is a wild ride, and I am just beginning to understand the final stages of this process of turning the body into light.
My baseline breathing has changed dramatically! I now breath 2 breaths per minute at rest (but wide awake). My heartbeat has gone to 73 betas per minute (my normal resting pulse) to 48 beats per minute. All this is happening as the cells go through "programmed death", the process of apoptosis that I finally looked up and read. I do experience some symptoms, but have found that I can usually program an adjustment and the symptoms disappear almost intantly, once I know what the cause is. This is the most amazing set of circumstances I have ever experienced in my body! It is as if the body and mind are becoming one.
Thank you all for listening, writing this out has helped me, just to share some things that not many people around here would understand!
Many blessings,
Kachina
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