This past weekend I was blessed to attend a workshop called, Mending your Heart.
It entailed four classes three hours each with two hours of yoga asana practice and one hour of Native American ceremony including; talking circle, exercises in communication, forgiveness, connecting, listening and speaking from your true heart, chanting and singing and a purification water ceremony, it was beyond beautiful and transformational on all levels!
I have been asking the universe for sometime now for assistance on how to feel and live through my heart and this weekend I got my answer.
I was able to identify where my stagnation's were, feel what they did to my body and energy field and how I allowed them to dictate my life in a non-beneficial overly protective way.
Michael Sharp always says "what one man can do" and this weekend that took on a whole new meaning for me. What I can do is forgive. I can courageously go into those scary places that wanted so desperately to be shielded and forgotten and gently remove the armor and lay my hands upon my wounds and say "I love you" to assure these old hurts and pains that its okay, you are completely safe and accepted, I honor all you have done to assist me the best way you knew how to at the time but now it is time to let go.
What one man can do, forgive. Break the pattern of protection that no longer serves and heal the past, to do this for yourself is to do it for others and that powerful ripple is bigger than any anger and pain. I deeply deeply feel and have experienced the power of love. I forgive myself, I let my heart out of its iron box and I feel the power of this act of freedom, this act of merging my heart with the rest of my being and I can see all the pain in the world coming into the presence of this love and being washed away in an instant!
In 3 three short days I have come to know the answer to every question I ever asked, I have come to understand and accept every piece of my individual puzzle and I have come to a place now where I can look at myself in the mirror and say "I love you, every last bit of you, you are beautiful, powerful and magnificent!"
And now feeling so deeply this love and respect for myself I can go out and bathe others is love and hold that space for them to come into their own self-love, but I know and believe that if I am there then we are all already there and there is nothing left to fear!
With gratitude from the farthest part of the universe to the deepest core of the earth I honor each and everyone one of you.
Aho, a truth has been spoken.
Sunday, April 25
A Request for All Journeyers
Here we are in the North, the stage of completion. In this stage, we have a beautiful opportunity that I am going to extend to each of you. The north , in many Native American traditions, represents connection with the Ancestors, and with all of life.
Some of you who took the 90 Day Program with a the last group in Anchorage Alaska, will remember that we did something at the very end. We opened the sacred talking circle and brought together two different groups of people who had completed this journey, for one night of sharing.
We can make the most profound transformation in our lives, yet if we do not bring that transformation forth into the world and SHARE IT, have we really accomplished anything?
So... I am inviting each one of you to share this website with at least one person that you know or love. Open your sacred space and allow selected individuals to share the journey you have just made, by inviting them to read about it here in these pages.
It does not matter whether they act on it, understand it, etc. What matters is that YOU open your gifts and sharing to the world. Something magical can happen!
Love and light,
Kachina
Some of you who took the 90 Day Program with a the last group in Anchorage Alaska, will remember that we did something at the very end. We opened the sacred talking circle and brought together two different groups of people who had completed this journey, for one night of sharing.
We can make the most profound transformation in our lives, yet if we do not bring that transformation forth into the world and SHARE IT, have we really accomplished anything?
So... I am inviting each one of you to share this website with at least one person that you know or love. Open your sacred space and allow selected individuals to share the journey you have just made, by inviting them to read about it here in these pages.
It does not matter whether they act on it, understand it, etc. What matters is that YOU open your gifts and sharing to the world. Something magical can happen!
Love and light,
Kachina
Connection and the workbook
Things that stand out:
Forgiveness:
I am sure over the years I have been told that forgiving myself will help me heal, I couldn't hear it. I spent many years working through trauma and doing different levels of forgiveness outside myself. This lead to more work and lingering issues that would not resolve. Forgiving myself changed and dissolved all outward judgement and grudges. Today I am grateful for hearing this information and allowing it to heal me.
Non attachment:
For the first time I am in the space of non attachment, which is very different than what I "thought" it meant. I have a son who is 16 and making some choices that would normally have me in reaction and control. Instead I found myself in non attachment, which has resulted in a very different outcome than anything I've experienced before. I didn't feed worry, fear and chaos but remained grounded and connected. This made space for responsibility to find it's way to my son without room for blame. Interesting. I still felt an abundance of love flowing without the rest of the garbage that usually attaches to such circumstances. WooHoo. The end result, I remained solid, grounded and connected, he is left with all that he created to see and learn from. A gift!
Name:
I skipped the name page last 90 day class and it resided inside me for the next two years. This go around, I am moving on through and have a whole new perspective on the rest of the pages. Honoring my true self with something as simple as a name has brought an abundance of growth that I am incredibly grateful for.
This 90 day feels as though it's the first time, as every page is new and evolved. I feel like I am me and I hardly remember the path to getting here. Details used to be my strong point. I love that I don't have to question because trust resonates within my being.
I am so grateful for this gift of transformation and for all who are connected in this group and sharing. Thank you is not enough to express my gratitude for Kathryn and Michael in the gifts they share and the humble example they show through their journey, Thank you from my heart, Michelle
I wanted to add; today I was fortunate to join a group,"The Tree People". I received some information from the trees about how they can assist in Blue Road Healing and being a vessel to the light. I saw a vision of trees everywhere radiating light and opening with a staircase inside. Entities or beings were guided into the tree staircase and moved up through the tree trunk, out the top of the tree and taken into the universe on the light coming from the tree. That a mass healing will be coming and a call to the trees will assist with this process. That in places where we are not available on the land to assist, the trees can. They are all connected and communicate.
Forgiveness:
I am sure over the years I have been told that forgiving myself will help me heal, I couldn't hear it. I spent many years working through trauma and doing different levels of forgiveness outside myself. This lead to more work and lingering issues that would not resolve. Forgiving myself changed and dissolved all outward judgement and grudges. Today I am grateful for hearing this information and allowing it to heal me.
Non attachment:
For the first time I am in the space of non attachment, which is very different than what I "thought" it meant. I have a son who is 16 and making some choices that would normally have me in reaction and control. Instead I found myself in non attachment, which has resulted in a very different outcome than anything I've experienced before. I didn't feed worry, fear and chaos but remained grounded and connected. This made space for responsibility to find it's way to my son without room for blame. Interesting. I still felt an abundance of love flowing without the rest of the garbage that usually attaches to such circumstances. WooHoo. The end result, I remained solid, grounded and connected, he is left with all that he created to see and learn from. A gift!
Name:
I skipped the name page last 90 day class and it resided inside me for the next two years. This go around, I am moving on through and have a whole new perspective on the rest of the pages. Honoring my true self with something as simple as a name has brought an abundance of growth that I am incredibly grateful for.
This 90 day feels as though it's the first time, as every page is new and evolved. I feel like I am me and I hardly remember the path to getting here. Details used to be my strong point. I love that I don't have to question because trust resonates within my being.
I am so grateful for this gift of transformation and for all who are connected in this group and sharing. Thank you is not enough to express my gratitude for Kathryn and Michael in the gifts they share and the humble example they show through their journey, Thank you from my heart, Michelle
I wanted to add; today I was fortunate to join a group,"The Tree People". I received some information from the trees about how they can assist in Blue Road Healing and being a vessel to the light. I saw a vision of trees everywhere radiating light and opening with a staircase inside. Entities or beings were guided into the tree staircase and moved up through the tree trunk, out the top of the tree and taken into the universe on the light coming from the tree. That a mass healing will be coming and a call to the trees will assist with this process. That in places where we are not available on the land to assist, the trees can. They are all connected and communicate.
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