Right on Schedule

A few days ago I was a week behind in my journal and my process was in full force that I didn't even look at it. When I finally started feeling better, I picked up the journal and figured I would go as far as I felt I could.

I wasn't surprised but I always love the validation that comes when you realize that you are exactly where you belong and I am! During the week I journaled but not in my workbook and processed like crazy, still am :) and what surfaced as I dove into the workbook is that each day, I was doing exactly what the pages said. Recognizing my responsibility in creating my world, death of my identity, acceptance, forgiveness, contracts and letting go. I was happy to go through it a second go around and reinforce it in my soul. On this side I am grateful and joyful.

Thank you for this workshop, this group, Kathryn and Michael, the Universe, and all my relations. All that join me on this path, all who guide, teach and support me, I am ever so grateful and growing......

Michelle

Ask and Trust

In my dream last night, I was on an ancient piece of technology resembling a cell phone and couldn’t make it work properly. The connection was halting, fading in and out and never clear enough to hear much. I asked a friend to help me and he said he couldn’t; there wasn’t a 4G bone in it’s body. And then….

I was at the airport trying to make a flight but all these reasons/obstacles kept presenting themselves and the airline folks were trying to accommodate me, telling me the next counter I needed to go to or phone call I needed to make and the time for the flight was closer and closer and with all I had to do I knew I wouldn’t make the flight. Someone from a different airlines suggested they could help if I would just step over a short way to this counter. I began to tell about all the obstacles preventing me from getting on that flight. I knew the rules and knew there was nothing that could be done to skirt the things that needed to happen.

And with each issue I presented she would reply that it wasn’t a requirement, or sure we can handle that, or she would say, let me make a phone call and shortly all the obstacles had been broken down and resolved and she handed me a bill for my flight and it was $100 less than the other airline! Happily I joined others boarding the plane. Everyone filed onto the same plane, no matter what airlines had booked their flight!

I am so grateful for the simplicity of this message! When I went to bed last night I knew that I needed to withdraw from the Medicine Wheel Walk. I’m so far behind and feeling so overwhelmed, guilty, humiliated and just plain pissed off at myself for getting behind and feeling there is no way to complete this process. I prayed for the courage to say I needed to withdraw. This dream revealed so much about the way I do life! I’ve been trying to do this myself, to follow the rules, and to do it right based on my old ideas and all the ideas of so many other helpful people! Everyone has ideas (and many, many of them good) on how to get on the plane! If I ask Spirit for guidance it will be there. If I ask my Guides for help, it will be there. If I ask one or two very discerning people I know for an opinion, it will be there. My job is to learn to ask judiciously, and with full trust and knowing, that I will always get what I need. It is also my job not to take on unsolicited information and to be extremely discerning about what I allow into my field. Strengthening my prayer field and keeping my channel clear will keep me from being pulled away from my focus. Ask and Trust. Ask and Trust, Ask and Trust…..

As I was coming out of the dream I asked “but how will I do this” and heard clearly put one foot in front of the other and all the self-created obstacles will fall away….

In Gratitude and Trust,
Crystal Raven