Wednesday, Feb 24

It is spring in Alaska - but for how long before the snow falls again. The palace that I'm working on has the belt channel - kidney area. I decided to get a hula hoop to help stimulate that area. I borrowed one since no store has them yet and gave it a go. At first 2 seconds was all I could last but yesterday I did 22 revolutions. I'm curious as to how this movement will help change the health of my kidneys. I've discovered that I want to do movement with this 90 day to help facilitate the healing. I've not connected specific movement to the constitution work before.

I also had a night dream where I was in a class waiting patiently for the question answer period. My question was about horsetail hydrosol. The dream ended and when I looked up this hydrosol I discovered it is for kidneys. The plants are talking to me! This is what I asked for on one of the pages where it said to draw a guide to help me. Dododododo. I've included animals, birds, etc as my guides as well. It has hit me the last 2 months how much the animals/plants/nature wants to be a part of human healing -- beyond just vibrant food but in communication with us about guiding our healing.

My stomach talks to me now about what it doesn't like. I drank a Kombucha and the stomach was not ready for it. I am listening.

I was at my computer today and I flashed back to the Kiva and the tarantulas day dream. I was not done. So I started singing like Kathryn said to do and the spiders turned white. I then went up to my spiritual room and began singing and swaying. It soon became apparent that I needed to sing to all the spirits of animals/plants/nature that I have in my room in the form of feathers, fur, claws, eggs, teeth, hides, shells, etc. I began dancing like Yupik Native Dancers. It only lasted a short while. I've come to believe that spontaneous action only needs to be as long as it needs and doesn't need to be big like a ceremony. This is Living the Dream every day.

Sometimes I get panicky about the time left in my life. I'm 60 now. I look at my spiritual friends in their 20's 30's 40's and think about how long their future is. Then I hear Michael in my mind telling of his story and how he reversed his degenerative body and I have hope. My doubts fade into the background. I see 120 years old in the future and who knows perhaps no age. I ask for courage to step fully onto my new spiritual path and may I always remind myself I don't have to know all the steps to get there. I just have to make the first step and keep moving forward.

Joni Mist Walker

Mind vs. Heart

Hi everyone...

I have a business out of town (in Bethel, AK), and was away working there this weekend. I missed you all and this connection while I was away, but am happy to report that I was able to maintain my high-frequency diet and did not have any coffee, which was amazingly effortless for once. I am so proud of myself!

I can feel deep changes in myself already, and attribute them to this program. I was stunned to get to Bethel and be confronted with strong feelings that perhaps I have outgrown my business there. I have had my skin care business for 3 1/2 years, and there is no logical reason for me to give it up - at all! I love every bit of it and feel great love from my clients in return. I am able to completely support myself financially by working only 3-4 days every 5 weeks, allowing me much freedom the rest of the time. My business continues to grow and grow and I have a deep loyalty to my clients. I also get to spend precious time with my parents who I otherwise would not see much of.

However, there is something off about it, and I felt it very strongly this past weekend, even though it was a wonderful weekend. I believe my heart is telling me that it's time to move on, and that having this business is somehow holding me in a certain place vibrationally, even though I only work 3-4 days/month. I've been using that as a justification until now to override my intuition. I created this business when I was a very different person, and I think now there is a dis-resonance that I can feel more and more as time goes on. It occurred to me this weekend that I definitely "keep a lid" on who I really am, allowing my clients to only see one (very safe) side of me. I feel like I am so much more than what I have been allowing others to see, and now I want to create something new that honors who I am now! Though it all looks perfect on paper, it's beginning to feel very 12/60.

I have made a new commitment to listen to my Heart, and wonder if I'll have the courage to actually go through with this new change. It feels powerful to admit this to you all, myself included. A recent program I placed in the DiamondHeart medicine wheel and the Bethel medicine wheel was " I shift through synchronicity, desire, and fulfillment." That is what this feels like. Thank you all, Earth Song.

A Gift from the Spirits of the East

Some Lakota elders say that one of the great gifts of the East is dissatisfaction. At first it may not seems like a gift, but in reality it is a powerful gift that must be acknowledged.

Dissatisfaction is the attitude that provides the energy and motivation to create positive change. Lethargy and denial can cause us to just go along with the way things are, even if we are not experiencing the ecstatic frequencies of living in dynamic synchronicity and co-creation that are possible. Sometimes we get lazy or make the safe choice. Little do we realize that the safe choice is often really a "death" choice.

Every choice we make either brings a little more excitement, adventure, and harmony into our lives OR it causes just a little contraction, a little less of that same adventure and energy. Over a lifetime of safe choices, we gradually suppress our natural energy flow, stop taking risks, and end up in a very small and strong box that can usually be broken out of by dying a physical death.

If we looked at our choices with this awareness, learning to check in to the energy flow that we feel when we make that choice, we can learn to live in constant awareness. This way of living is laying the foundation for the next level of ascension; breaking free of the need to die physically and reincarnate in order to experience change. Once we graduate from the cycle of reincarnation, we begin to live the reality that the ancients have envisioned for us from many cultures. The Mayans call it the age of Flowering, when we walk as humans on the Earth with full connection and awareness in all dimensions.

If you are comfortable ignoring your dissatisfaction, or don't think you have any, make an intention to honor it for the next three days. Really look for it and value it when it comes to the surface. It is a signal that something in your life is out of harmony, or something needs to change.

When we can identify our dissatisfaction, and then can take an action for change, we are moving into empowerment. Our prayer force and manifestation level rise to a whole new level.

Much gratitude

Kachina

White, Puffy, Beautiful Snow!

Arizona's Monday storm seems to have met the Northeast with just as much power and beauty. We are into 24 hours of constant snow fall with accumulations of over 20 inches so far and building! They call for more through the night and into tomorrow! It is a beautiful sight out there, every tree is holding armfuls of snow on their limbs and branches; like white puffy leaves!

It is very peaceful and calming to be surrounded by it today and I feel grateful that I did not have to make my way to work and am able to witness the soundless white raindrops. My dog is in heaven (as she is an Alaskan by birth) and I think our mild winter before this had been giving her a bit of seasonal doggie depression. Her 7 year old frame bounced and dug it's self all around out there today and now she rests contently, snow balls stuck to her paws and bum fur making puddles on my wooden floors...ahh...doggie heaven! The simple joys in life!

Oops...there goes the power...on and off all day...looks to be staying off now...

...I intend to enjoy this time to reflect and continue my work on myself and my creation story, can't think of a better tine or place to reflect in silence...

Thanks for listening...

To each and calm and peaceful snowstorm of their own,
Tayo