Hello all, thank you for all you are sharing! I just got back on & read the blog after 2 weeks.
April 7th my brother Francisco tried to harm himself by cutting his wrist. I had to take him to the hospital from which we both knew he would be going to API, a sad realization. He said he was hoping Raquel would not have to know he had cut himself which showed me how far he was from reality. I was very sad that he was being institutionalized again. At our house he had been making juices and helping me cook. I was focussed on encouraging him to clean out toxins. He was not interested himself though he clearly enjoyed the good food. When I connect to him through dowsing I get that he was not yet ready, not yet passed through the madness, that he does want to stay on the planet, wants me to hold the vision. I am told he is whole, all is well and that he loves me. At API he will rarely take my calls and does not want me to visit. He does express gratitude or love when he does sometimes decide to talk.
It was not easy with him here because he was not himself. He was severely depressed. He was not taking his medication though telling me he was. He rarely uttered a word except to say thank you or yes or no. He loves jazz & was listening to Miles Davis's most experimental albums on high volume late at night! He looked so distressed & weighted down. I did not see this coming. I felt his brooding presence and downward energy drawing on my energy. I made affirmations that I receive energy & nourishment directly from Source. Since he left 10 days ago, I have felt my stress unwinding like a corkscrew . Raquel was so sweet with him but it was difficult for her. At least he is now here in Alaska nearby. I am holding the vision.
Yesterday was amazing. A mom came to pick up Raquel for a sleepover. She offered & spent a few minutes facilitating some body talk between me and my wrist. It was simple like "Hello wrist" and waiting for my wrist to answer. Then getting the wrist to say hello and I would answer. Just being acknowledged in this simple way seemed to make my wrist come alive! I began to use it. It reminded me to converse with my wrist which I decided I would do once they left.
When I first tuned in to my guidance I was directed to read the "empowered ascension" section of the spring Food for Ascension newsletter. I recognized my desire for ascension is to be at a vibration to co-create something as exquisite as a flower, the co-creation of Divine and beautiful expressions that assist all life. I was directed to start taking the suggested foods & herbs mentioned there.
Next I checked in with my wrist and it told me all is healing for an amazing outcome: the metal plate will help my connection for automatic drawing of sacred geometry and Syrian DNA patterns that will assist me and others in healing and ascension. You are kidding! The Syrian star beings will be guiding my wrist, not my mind. Yeah, get that head out of there! I will also be drawing them in places on Mother Earth to initiate the release of 3-D energy to allow the influx of 5-D energies, 12-60 for 13/260. For me it will be joyous heart-resonating work that will create abundance. Is anyone getting confirmation here? When I 1st knew who my surgeon was to be I did a balance between his spirit, my spirit and the Divine Planetary Blueprint in my Medicine Wheel. Kathryn said that with the balance I had set myself up for an amazing outcome.
Interestingly, I had been admiring and enjoying Kathryn's drawings in her new recipe book. I particularily was drawn to the drawings on the pink pages, feeling a big heart opening and joy.
Next I was guided to do a Blue Road Healing in the Medicine Wheel for myself and many others that I was told were there waiting. Funny, I had been asking for several days to do one and always being guided that I did not need to. I had been feeling heavy, low, cloudy and uncertain for days and now I get the go ahead.
I did a beautiful ceremony of gratitude and the Blue Road Healing. Lastly I was guided to ask for Divine Assistance for my brother Francisco and for Tammy's brother using the rose quartz egg that Tammy gifted to me for brother medicine.
I came inside and made some of Kathryn's Vegan Cowboy Beans, yum, yeeha! What a shift this day! Thank you amazing Universe! Thank you teachers!
(p.s. My heart was joyous to hear mention of my brother Bennett present and assisting at White Sage. Thank you for that message!!!!!!!!!!!!)
SkyWalker Sings with her Heart
