WOW! With the new year I can honestly say and feel quite certain saying that L!FE, is really happening. No if's and's or but's about it!!! So many BIG changes are occurring everyday and the universe is not giving me the option to run and hide anymore..... Tough love, right? ;)
I have found that most of these "isn't that interesting" moments I don't yet feel quite strong enough to go head on with but it is no longer a question of AM I strong enough, I have no other choice than to BELIEVE and to KNOW that I AM...
It is so easy, while being on the path of living consciously to encourage all these stored emotions to come up so that they can be cleared, but as I keep catching myself doing is automatically trying to store more "I'll deal with those later"situations.
It's just so easy to say "I cant deal with this now, I JUST dealt with this other big thing, I need a moment to breathe, I'll deal with this later" but lately I have been feeling this sort of, push to DEAL WITH IT NOW! So I have been knocking down walls and jumping over hurdels left and right and thought I am feeling a little over whelmed and exhausted from these constant shifts, when I look back to what I have already conquered I cant help but feel a strong sensation of excitement and a feeling of strength and of a knowing that "everything will ALWAYS work out" you just have to trust.
It's so easy for me to get sucked into the "facts" and drama of the situation, so I'm really trying to remind myself of that right now. TRUST... everything is just as it's supposed to be. <3
Tuesday, February 16
Talking Circle
Blew Thunder and I just finished singing Red Earth Song and smudging the beautiful Raziel crystal that was gifted to us in October. This is the crystal that has agreed to hold the space of transformation for us as a group. In doing the smudge, I saw each of us fourteen beings in a circle around the crystal. I saw our physical ancestors standing in a long line behind us, giving their love and attention to each of us here. And I felt a big white star descend from just overhead, filling us and all our generations with amazing light! It was awesome.
I want to remind each of you that this BLOG is now our sacred space. Every time you sit down to contribute to it, you are picking up the talking stick in a talking circle. The 13 other members are holding a space for you, without judgement or interruption, to speak what is in your heart. It is a space for the transformation of the medicine wheel journey to unfold.
I will be holding this space by periodically smudging with the crystal before BLOGging, and doing ceremony. I don't expect everyone to be able to smudge every time they write, but instead to simply take a moment to visualize picking up that sacred talking stick, and honoring it in some way.
I have already felt a shift with the foods I am eating. It never ceases to amaze me how much opportunity there is with this Core Food Fast to regenerate on a new level every time. Blew Thunder and I started today with root vegetables and lots of fresh juices and I am already feeling lighter.
Now, here in the East direction, this is the time to become ruthlessly honest with yourself about your life. What needs to change? What is your true desire? What is holding you back from fulfillment? What does heaven on earth look like to you?
These are the questions to have vibrating in your field. The answers will come naturally.
I thank you for sending the e-mails. Please know that I will try to address every question and issue through the BLOG, so there may not be a personal response to each one. Be persistent if there is something important to you, and it will be addressed.
Tomorrow we will be burning our cedar sticks and calling in the Ancestors again, setting our personal intentions for the 90 days. Today, my prayer was for each of us to create fulfillment, however that looks for us, and to experience the true value of the transformational experience that we are co-creating, for ourselves and the value it brings for others, and all life on earth.
I want to remind each of you that this BLOG is now our sacred space. Every time you sit down to contribute to it, you are picking up the talking stick in a talking circle. The 13 other members are holding a space for you, without judgement or interruption, to speak what is in your heart. It is a space for the transformation of the medicine wheel journey to unfold.
I will be holding this space by periodically smudging with the crystal before BLOGging, and doing ceremony. I don't expect everyone to be able to smudge every time they write, but instead to simply take a moment to visualize picking up that sacred talking stick, and honoring it in some way.
I have already felt a shift with the foods I am eating. It never ceases to amaze me how much opportunity there is with this Core Food Fast to regenerate on a new level every time. Blew Thunder and I started today with root vegetables and lots of fresh juices and I am already feeling lighter.
Now, here in the East direction, this is the time to become ruthlessly honest with yourself about your life. What needs to change? What is your true desire? What is holding you back from fulfillment? What does heaven on earth look like to you?
These are the questions to have vibrating in your field. The answers will come naturally.
I thank you for sending the e-mails. Please know that I will try to address every question and issue through the BLOG, so there may not be a personal response to each one. Be persistent if there is something important to you, and it will be addressed.
Tomorrow we will be burning our cedar sticks and calling in the Ancestors again, setting our personal intentions for the 90 days. Today, my prayer was for each of us to create fulfillment, however that looks for us, and to experience the true value of the transformational experience that we are co-creating, for ourselves and the value it brings for others, and all life on earth.
The Journey Continues
I am so excited that our 2010 journey has finally begun...I have felt the energy of this group for quite awhile. I will be singing Red Earth at 9:11 this morning. I can't believe how much I have changed in two years, since my last "Living your Dream" experience. I'm also excited that I have not had any coffee or caffeine in 15 days, and I feel amazing! My natural energy levels are so much more balanced now, and perfectly constant throughout the day, unlike with coffee. I have been working on a very strong coffee addiction for many years now, which really helps me to understand others who have addictions. It has been no joke! Anyway, that is in the past, and I know I can do it this time.
Another theme for me in these next 90 days will be boundaries! As I'm beginning to look more and more to myself and less to others for the things I experience in my life, my boundary issues point right back to my own self. I have always been a young woman in business (started when I was 19) and because of that have noticed that I probably get (have allowed myself as I see it now) pushed around and perhaps taken advantage of a lot more than others might, something which has always bothered me tremendously! This pattern has also been predominant in my personal life, and in reflecting on it lately, I have always tried to hide from these situations or let others call the shots, which doesn't feel good. I guess I have felt like a victim of others and have always felt like I had no choice in the situations. I find it very challenging to stick up for myself a lot of the time, especially when dealing with friends, and I especially avoid confrontation.
I am determined to begin to view this differently, and this has come up very strongly for me all of a sudden, first the awareness that I am creating every bit of it and next, the strong desire to change this pattern. I dealt with 3 situations yesterday in which I spoke my truth and it felt so great to be in charge of my own power! My animal totem in the East is Wild Boar "confrontation" and I will be working intimately with him during this phase. I really hope to create permanent change in this area of my life....
I am excited to share the experience of this journey with you all. -Earth Song (my temporary name)
Another theme for me in these next 90 days will be boundaries! As I'm beginning to look more and more to myself and less to others for the things I experience in my life, my boundary issues point right back to my own self. I have always been a young woman in business (started when I was 19) and because of that have noticed that I probably get (have allowed myself as I see it now) pushed around and perhaps taken advantage of a lot more than others might, something which has always bothered me tremendously! This pattern has also been predominant in my personal life, and in reflecting on it lately, I have always tried to hide from these situations or let others call the shots, which doesn't feel good. I guess I have felt like a victim of others and have always felt like I had no choice in the situations. I find it very challenging to stick up for myself a lot of the time, especially when dealing with friends, and I especially avoid confrontation.
I am determined to begin to view this differently, and this has come up very strongly for me all of a sudden, first the awareness that I am creating every bit of it and next, the strong desire to change this pattern. I dealt with 3 situations yesterday in which I spoke my truth and it felt so great to be in charge of my own power! My animal totem in the East is Wild Boar "confrontation" and I will be working intimately with him during this phase. I really hope to create permanent change in this area of my life....
I am excited to share the experience of this journey with you all. -Earth Song (my temporary name)
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