A Magical Day

I have had the most magical day today! It started with Blew Thunder and I burning our sticks in a smudge ceremony and setting our intentions for the 90 Days. Right after that, we grabbed our drum and some dowsing equipment, because we had arranged to go over to a neighbor's house before setting this new road that is soon to be put in.

When we arrived, Lynn (our neighbor) was fixing a pony cart with his girlfriend Jackie. They completed the job, and then we talked about our intentions for the road, Lynn's intentions for putting in a fence to hold horses for a horse rescue project, etc.

We walked over to the land where the road will be located, which I had connected with several days before, and sang the badger song. We asked for the spirits of the land to guide all of us as we put the road in, in order for it to be done with ease and harmony with all life. While we were singing, Lynn had an amazing experience where all the pain in his body went sinking into the ground. He said it was gone completely, and he was amazed!

We dowsed and found a non-beneficial Curry line, about 40 feet wide, that could be transmuted by planting a geo-resonator and some gold into the earth. Then we found a dragon line-irregular shaped fault line that was leaking non-beneficial radiation energy. I was allowed to connect with the line, and it asked for the placement of a certain mineral I had at home, but I do not have permission to place it until the road is in place. I am not sure why, but will let you know if something else surfaces between now and then.

After working with the spirits of the land in this way, we spent the rest of the day cleaning up old wood piles and repairing fences. The coyotes serenaded us, and Lynn came over to our place with a trailer and took a bunch of scrap wood off our land. He is a very connected "rock hunter", and has many beautiful crystals living in his home. He showed us some really cool ones, then told us where we could find clay for making pots. He had made and fired several pots in the Anasazi way, with local clay. It was awesome.

Then, right before we left Lynn's house, he gave Blew Thunder a Badger Paw! This is one of the most amazing animal medicines I have ever felt. When you hold it, it feels really DENSE like it is made of lead. The energy it radiates is quite indescribable, but I will try. It feels smooth and relaxed and very grounded, and there is an unexpected refinement to the energy. I have never seen Michael happier-he was like a child receiving a Christmas present!

Wow. We came inside just as it was getting dark and both felt like we had been in another dimension all day. Life in this place is amazing. I am so grateful to be here on Mother Earth during this synchronistic time.

Okay, tomorrow I will talk about what I am transforming for the 90 days! Love and gratitude to all, Kachina

Knock , Knock, Anyone Home??

Hi Guys, this is Blew Thunder. My account authorisation is still not straightened out, so I am writing under Kachina's account.

Last night, looking at what my intention was and what I would like to heal, I became aware of how unconscious I had become. In reflecting back on the last year and a half, excluding a feww weeks here and there, my main focus has been the building project here.

And also, except for Kathryn, the only conversation around for me is the rabbits and the lizards. I have become aware of how disconnected and driven I have become with this project. From time to time, a little short and snappy, and at times even inconsiderate of others, including the lizards and rabbits. The irony of the whole thing, is that we moved out into the wilderness and I STILL FOUND THE FUCKING SQUIRREL CAGE! (Sorry!)

And Kathryn has informed me that this is a very common wood element issue (my element). So that is one of the things I would like to heal: Being more in the moment, and being that playful person that I like to be.

One of the many benefits of doing this 90 day process is the opportunity it gives me to put attention on my intentions. Glad each one of you are on board!

Blew Thunder

PS- Gotta Love the Roots!

ZoomZoom

Picture driving through a snow storm with your high beams on, the snow flying past like stars in space as you travel in a space ship or as I remember the many times at Disneyland on Space Mountain, my favorite ride. This is my life or the best description of what is happening right now. Moving fast and exciting. So much information, where to begin? A few highlights will do for now. First, I was named in the womb and when I was born I was given a different name as my primary name and my womb name as a secondary name. I have gone through this life feeling like I am constantly being refered to as someone else, not really resinating with who I am and who am being called. I had a struggle with the name peace in my last 90 day and only now is it all unfolding. I experienced an amazing vison/journey where I was told my true purpose and the name that goes along with that, Earth Spirit Keeper, since then many more pieces are unfolding through dreams, reading and more understanding of who I am. As I awaken Michelle, my true human identity, I awaken Earth Spirit Keeper my true spiritual identity. In honor of courage I step out in this room and speak that I am now allowing myself to be who I truly am and all the emotions that come with that aknowledgement. I am tossing out the rules, the questions and the need to see the unknown and jumping off of the plateform into the vast open sky to allow flight, as the Raven brought to me in a dream, I am willing, open and grateful. I honor Alligator in the East as my teacher that I may disolve judgement, digest the value of all lessons, integrate growth and remember to laugh and allow myself to be silly, especially when I feel seriousness take hold. I am grateful to be part of the whole and ready for what comes next and after that and so on....Cheers! Michelle

Tuesday Feb 16

Today I joined K & M at 9:11 Alaska time. My friend Laura left me the community drum to care take for a few months that K & M had gifted her So I drummed imaging all of us around the drum stating our intentions for the 90 days. The sound of the drum was deep and rich, and it seemed like it lasted a long time. My voice became like the Grandfathers. It felt like there were many voices singing and many drums drumming. When thinking of K & M with gratitude, the walls fell away and I saw Kathryn dancing in the middle of Native American women who were singing and dancing. I saw Michael dancing in the center of Native American men who were singing and dancing. And still I drummed and the ancestors drummed. Then the two circles danced closer and closer to each other until the 2 circles were super imposed upon each other. The two circles were one circle in their own space but within the same space holographically.

Then the scene shifted to the Kiva there. The spirits of all animals and birds that were honored there in the soil in the 4 directions and the center were walking or flying through the Kiva to the rhythm of the drum. No walls but a sense of the walls as if man made constructs had no form to them.

When the vision felt complete, I stopped drumming. I picked up a carving -- a stick of wood with a crocodile carved on top of it to use as my talking stick. I told my story of 2 days -- my hopes and dreams for this journey. Then I called upon my mother-in-law in the spirit world to witness my guilt and sadness in the tale I had to unburden of her last days on earth and my role in it. It felt good to release the emotions and to forgive myself. I've carried this for 2 years and had just unburdened myself to my husband on Valentine's Day about this. I knew that on one level that all was perfect in my role with her but I had to release it out of my body. The body's memory was still in the 3D even though I'd move beyond that. So part of me observed the releasing and the other part did the releasing. Very interesting to see an old pattern be done.

I will take up my talking stick each day, and my only audience is myself. I require no group approval like in the past. There are no edits or embellishments -- just the truth. I acknowledge myself in all that is voiced, and my voice will become stronger and stronger. Somewhere in one of these 90 days, I will no longer need the talking stick for myself.

Joni Spirit Mist Walker