Last night I dreamed that an ancient Mayan spirit was talking to me. Michael and Drunvalo were there, and a group of people that I knew very well but could not see any of their faces. The Mayan spirit man was telling me (reminding me again!) of the Mayan creation story. It goes something like this:
The ancient ancestors of the Mayans came from the Pleiades when a galactic "call for volunteers" went out. The solar system we live in, called Kinich Ahau by the Mayan timekeepers, represented an interesting challenge for colonization. Because this particular star's base frequency vibrates to a resonance of 20, and our galaxy vibrates to the resonance of 13, the frequency cycles affecting our solar system are dissonant. In order to colonize a planet in a solar system such as this, the evolution of consciousness will require moving through the experience of disharmony in order to come through these vibrations and into a finally harmonious ascension into a common vibration, (in our case, the resonance of 20 X 13, or 260).
The Mayan ancestors never expected to succeed at their first attempt of colonization. Indeed, they had colonized many planets in different solar systems, but the challenge of this one was new and exciting. The first attempt to colonize was made on Maldek, a planet that the Mayans say existed where the asteroid belt is today. Over time, as the dissonance of the 13/20 vibration grew, human consciousness degenerated into disconnection with source, turning toward war and destruction. Maldek was eventually lost to the process of the warrior technology that evolved. In short, we exploded the planet, and left only a ring of asteroids where once it revolved in orbit around our sun.
Taking what was learned from this experience, the ancestors moved on to the next candidate; Mars. Here we experienced a similar outcome, human consciousness unable to make the vibrational shift into harmony, once again became disconnected from source, eventually degenerating into war and chaos again. This time, however, the planet was left devoid of life, but not obliterated. This was real progress!
The next attempt was made here on earth. This time, with all that was learned from the first two planetary attempts, special preparations were made by the Pleiadian ancestors. The 260 vibrational resonance was programmed deep into the Earth's iron crystal core, to be activated if and when human consciousness evolved to the point of remembrance. Then they proceeded to co-create the evolution of human life on earth.
Several worlds came and went, as human consciousness attempted again to colonize earth. Each time a planetary civilization peaked, the dissonance of the 13/20 ratio caused the degeneration and breakdown of the civilization. Then the earth would go into another ice age, taking 26,000 years to regenerate each time. And each time, we got closer to the planetary ascension.
According to the Mayans, we are now on the doorstep of colonization of the planet earth. We have passed the end time, the time when breakdown and purification begin. And enough of our indigenous elders awakened in the nick of time to do the ceremonies that would bring the 13/260 vibration up from the center of the earth, where it was seeded so long ago. We humans are beginning to remember our connection to source. We are now moving into the Age of Flowers (funny, the Hopi talk about this as the age of flowers, too). This is the age unfolding when we will experience the Flowering of life on earth.
According to those ancestors, the veils of the "reincarnation/death" cycle will be lifted, and we will no longer feel disconnected from all the other beings that share a home on earth, or feel trapped in the physical dimension. We, together, as a planet are ascending in consciousness.
This creation story, when I first heard it, was told to me by a Gila Apache medicine woman. It has resonated with me for as long as I can remember, it was as if she was telling a story that I already had experienced. It still holds that amazing level of truth for me. I hope some of you will share your own stories...
Blessings,
Kachina
Thursday, February 25
Changing of the Guard
In my last entry I had talked about the squirrel cage, and being so engulfed in this project here at White Sage Landing. That unconsciousness had many, many levels; and as a result of hooking back up with my support team (my "pod" as I used to call them), from the Master Carpenters to Black Elk, to Paul Little Chief, to Archangel Michael, to Jess and Edwin, Bucky, and lastly my dad.
Some of you might remember my process in forgiving my father. By forgiving him, all that was needed was one person in physical form, of his relations, to simply forgive him unconditionally. As a result of that, (I was the only one in the family who could forgive him), the unseen assistance that resulted was phenomenal-for me and even for some others. And really the most important thing was, it freed him so he could return to incarnation.
Kathryn had mentioned that he was coming back into physical form, and when that happened, he would be moving on. So with this 90 day re-hook up, I became aware that not just my father but all my ancestral guides were "retiring". In every 90 day class that we have done, I have asked for my cosmic memory to return. And one of my biggest life lessons has been to overcome the feeling of abandonment.
I feel the space that exists where this large presence of my ancestors used to be. Yet now, today, I don't have the feeling of abandonment and I believe my cosmic Grandfathers are just around the corner. A new time is come.
On this red white blue portal day, I chose nothing but redirecting muddy water, using NO power tools! The snow fall here has made me realize it is time to slow down to bring balance in. So I threw the Wood schedule away.
Together what we could not do alone; the more we can talk about things that we don't want to talk about, the lighter the load gets. Now is the time to pick up the talking stick.
Blew Thunder
Some of you might remember my process in forgiving my father. By forgiving him, all that was needed was one person in physical form, of his relations, to simply forgive him unconditionally. As a result of that, (I was the only one in the family who could forgive him), the unseen assistance that resulted was phenomenal-for me and even for some others. And really the most important thing was, it freed him so he could return to incarnation.
Kathryn had mentioned that he was coming back into physical form, and when that happened, he would be moving on. So with this 90 day re-hook up, I became aware that not just my father but all my ancestral guides were "retiring". In every 90 day class that we have done, I have asked for my cosmic memory to return. And one of my biggest life lessons has been to overcome the feeling of abandonment.
I feel the space that exists where this large presence of my ancestors used to be. Yet now, today, I don't have the feeling of abandonment and I believe my cosmic Grandfathers are just around the corner. A new time is come.
On this red white blue portal day, I chose nothing but redirecting muddy water, using NO power tools! The snow fall here has made me realize it is time to slow down to bring balance in. So I threw the Wood schedule away.
Together what we could not do alone; the more we can talk about things that we don't want to talk about, the lighter the load gets. Now is the time to pick up the talking stick.
Blew Thunder
Gratitude to Bob
I met an interesting man named Bob yesterday. He was 70 years old vibrant and passionate about his love for organic farming. Our encounter was short but life changing, as Bob shared his life story with me, I felt a part of my soul that has been dormant for some time awaken and I know Bob now as an angle who was sent here as an answer to my prayers.
Bob's father, as he put it was "an intuitive farmer" he told a story of how his Dad turned clay into fertile soil by composting and listing to the needs of the earth and using his intuition to supply in balance what the earth needed to change from clay into fertile growing soil. After his father passed Bob's older brother took over the family farm and Bob went out into the world "to see what I could make of myself" It was around the time of WWII and chemical fertilizers and farming methods were becoming the forefront of the agriculture world. Bob moved to Alaska and for the next 30 years was the lead farm hand for several different operations using chemical fertilizers and growing methods.
Being fed all the same stories from the industry that chemicals produced better quality crops and betters yields. He watched as the soil began to die and new viruses and diseases began affecting the crops. He watch the people he worked with die sporadically from random illnesses of unknown causes. He told me about one man who would never wear a mask or gloves when they sprayed the crops and how his hands and beard would be bright yellow for weeks afterword. This man too died an early death.
One day Bob could no longer silence the voice of his intuition about what these chemicals were doing to the earth and the people whom consumed the crops raised in this manner.
He walked away, cut and dry, and went back to his original roots of intuitive organic farming.
He told me he was choosing to promote and produce life with his farming methods not death in the way the chemical industry was. I could tell as he talked that he was holding a lot of regret and guilt for having been involved with that industry for so long. But even at 70 he was on the path of healing as his life decision to commit to organic farming fulfilled his soul on such a level, you could see the life in his eyes and feel his passion as he spoke about what he was doing today.
Today, Bob owns a very successful organic fertilizer company made from recycled fish bones that would otherwise be thrown away. He also grows all his own food and high quality organic seed potato's to sell to other farmers. He spreads the message of organics versus chemicals and is inspired everyday by life. He talked about how he learns something new everyday and is simply a student of life.
Bob left me with one message that struck me to the core.
He told me since going back to organic farming every day in a new experiment. Some things work and some things don't but if you live your life by "what ifs" you'll never try anything.
I am so thrilled I had the privilege of meeting Bob. He has inspired and re-awakened a sense of courage in me, as something is rumbling beneath the surface that I am not yet at the liberty to share because I do not have all the information but I know the timing of my encounter with Bob was no coincidence.
Last night I dreamt of my old dog Maddie. I haven't seen her in years and she came to me so happy, enthralled and excited. when I woke I had the sense that this dream represented a part of myself that I had been ignoring and refusing to give voice to and the image of my dog so happy and excited was my confirmation on how happy this part of myself was that I was finally listening and paying attention again.
In the essence of the east and of Bob, of new beginnings and sunrises, I am choosing life.
Bob's father, as he put it was "an intuitive farmer" he told a story of how his Dad turned clay into fertile soil by composting and listing to the needs of the earth and using his intuition to supply in balance what the earth needed to change from clay into fertile growing soil. After his father passed Bob's older brother took over the family farm and Bob went out into the world "to see what I could make of myself" It was around the time of WWII and chemical fertilizers and farming methods were becoming the forefront of the agriculture world. Bob moved to Alaska and for the next 30 years was the lead farm hand for several different operations using chemical fertilizers and growing methods.
Being fed all the same stories from the industry that chemicals produced better quality crops and betters yields. He watched as the soil began to die and new viruses and diseases began affecting the crops. He watch the people he worked with die sporadically from random illnesses of unknown causes. He told me about one man who would never wear a mask or gloves when they sprayed the crops and how his hands and beard would be bright yellow for weeks afterword. This man too died an early death.
One day Bob could no longer silence the voice of his intuition about what these chemicals were doing to the earth and the people whom consumed the crops raised in this manner.
He walked away, cut and dry, and went back to his original roots of intuitive organic farming.
He told me he was choosing to promote and produce life with his farming methods not death in the way the chemical industry was. I could tell as he talked that he was holding a lot of regret and guilt for having been involved with that industry for so long. But even at 70 he was on the path of healing as his life decision to commit to organic farming fulfilled his soul on such a level, you could see the life in his eyes and feel his passion as he spoke about what he was doing today.
Today, Bob owns a very successful organic fertilizer company made from recycled fish bones that would otherwise be thrown away. He also grows all his own food and high quality organic seed potato's to sell to other farmers. He spreads the message of organics versus chemicals and is inspired everyday by life. He talked about how he learns something new everyday and is simply a student of life.
Bob left me with one message that struck me to the core.
He told me since going back to organic farming every day in a new experiment. Some things work and some things don't but if you live your life by "what ifs" you'll never try anything.
I am so thrilled I had the privilege of meeting Bob. He has inspired and re-awakened a sense of courage in me, as something is rumbling beneath the surface that I am not yet at the liberty to share because I do not have all the information but I know the timing of my encounter with Bob was no coincidence.
Last night I dreamt of my old dog Maddie. I haven't seen her in years and she came to me so happy, enthralled and excited. when I woke I had the sense that this dream represented a part of myself that I had been ignoring and refusing to give voice to and the image of my dog so happy and excited was my confirmation on how happy this part of myself was that I was finally listening and paying attention again.
In the essence of the east and of Bob, of new beginnings and sunrises, I am choosing life.
Softening after the rage & rock on Co-Creation!
I feel that in my role of Executrix, I raged and released a bit over the last couple days and now I am softening on the issues with the sale of my mother's beach house. 2 weeks ago, Kathryn told me to stay open and clear in my mind. Important pieces of information are missing on purpose. (That's for sure!) It is all a symphony. She said she could tell me no more and that, "It must be up to you, for you and from you."
I want to handle the issue of my mom's beautiful but non-sustainable summer beach house in a way that takes the high road with thoughtful and heart-filled leadership and the best interest of all in the settlement of my mother's estate. I think now my guidance is telling me not sell the house for another year. Darn, why didn't they just say that in the first place? I guess so I could skirmish with myself through some more tortuous unhealed emotions and attitudes, and lift myself onto higher clearer ground.
My future desire: I ask to be directed to the sacred land I am to caretake, to build a sustainable family retreat that is also my home/work place and a demonstration of creating loving and healing environments through sacred geometry and Divine Creativity, ....and permaculture, renewable energy, ascension, !all our explorations with co-creation! As I said before, my wounded nieces do not want me to part with the home but they do not understand the expense, risk, worry and "burden of ownership" that comes with it. Or that it may put other peoples' future plans on hold. A house is a home and places hold intense presence but we are the people, we hold the memories. Joni reminded me, "Home is where the heart is." I intend to create a sustainable family retreat where my nieces will be happy to visit or live. For this new land, I have been directed to take a Lumerian crystal from the Medicine Wheel at my mother's beach home, this is a crystal that my brother, his wife and I all held in our fingertips together as we set it buried in the center of the wheel there in a ceremony in honor of my mother. I was guided that we place it in the center hole, vertically with a conch set vertically on top and Mom's ashes poured over it and then covered. The four grandchildren placed 4 Lumerians in the 4 directions. Beforehand, everyone was smudged and afterward they complimented the ceremony and wanted to know, "Where did you learn this?!" Less than 5 months later my brother Ben and his wife Barbara crossed over together in the plane crash.
I am working on options to give my nieces another year before selling the house but with conditions that their estate take on some of the expense, responsibility and risk. That will give them more time to heal and may help them decide whether at 19 and 22 they want to take on such a responsibility. I am staying open in mind, reining in my attorney, as I know I am to do this in co-creation and it is a rite of passage for me. Thank you to the spirits of the "Living your Dream" blog for stimulating this mental clarity for me!!! It just happened! I now know better what I want to do ...at least for today!
There is something I am excited about. I followed guidance from my star-being guides as I was doing the energy rebate remodel to my home. I shifted my son's little bedroom to be my "healing room". I painted the walls in a watercolor wash like a rainbow except green. Over a period of time my starbeing guides had guided me to dowse and watercolor paint 22 geometries 8.5"x11", each one 11 days apart for 240 days. I was guided to frame the last 12 of them, glue a specific crystal on each one, and place an arangement of the 12 on the wall. It feels like heaven in there and I was guided to sleep in there until my brother arrives. Vicki said she felt a big heart chakra opening when she went in there. I asked Kathryn if she could give me some information about why it feels so wonderful, supportive, comforting, alluring and clear. She said the geometries had created a very stable healing environment. The space is self-clearing transmuting any negativity, all non-beneficial energies are cleared from the space. The geometries opened a multi-dimensional portal, a form reaching through the dimensions, such there there are lots of potentials and possiblities for healing, it speeds healing and that any healing done there would have a greater effect. Rock on! Thank you, amazing guides! I am excited. So wow, Co-Creation, what else can we do?!!
I want to handle the issue of my mom's beautiful but non-sustainable summer beach house in a way that takes the high road with thoughtful and heart-filled leadership and the best interest of all in the settlement of my mother's estate. I think now my guidance is telling me not sell the house for another year. Darn, why didn't they just say that in the first place? I guess so I could skirmish with myself through some more tortuous unhealed emotions and attitudes, and lift myself onto higher clearer ground.
My future desire: I ask to be directed to the sacred land I am to caretake, to build a sustainable family retreat that is also my home/work place and a demonstration of creating loving and healing environments through sacred geometry and Divine Creativity, ....and permaculture, renewable energy, ascension, !all our explorations with co-creation! As I said before, my wounded nieces do not want me to part with the home but they do not understand the expense, risk, worry and "burden of ownership" that comes with it. Or that it may put other peoples' future plans on hold. A house is a home and places hold intense presence but we are the people, we hold the memories. Joni reminded me, "Home is where the heart is." I intend to create a sustainable family retreat where my nieces will be happy to visit or live. For this new land, I have been directed to take a Lumerian crystal from the Medicine Wheel at my mother's beach home, this is a crystal that my brother, his wife and I all held in our fingertips together as we set it buried in the center of the wheel there in a ceremony in honor of my mother. I was guided that we place it in the center hole, vertically with a conch set vertically on top and Mom's ashes poured over it and then covered. The four grandchildren placed 4 Lumerians in the 4 directions. Beforehand, everyone was smudged and afterward they complimented the ceremony and wanted to know, "Where did you learn this?!" Less than 5 months later my brother Ben and his wife Barbara crossed over together in the plane crash.
I am working on options to give my nieces another year before selling the house but with conditions that their estate take on some of the expense, responsibility and risk. That will give them more time to heal and may help them decide whether at 19 and 22 they want to take on such a responsibility. I am staying open in mind, reining in my attorney, as I know I am to do this in co-creation and it is a rite of passage for me. Thank you to the spirits of the "Living your Dream" blog for stimulating this mental clarity for me!!! It just happened! I now know better what I want to do ...at least for today!
There is something I am excited about. I followed guidance from my star-being guides as I was doing the energy rebate remodel to my home. I shifted my son's little bedroom to be my "healing room". I painted the walls in a watercolor wash like a rainbow except green. Over a period of time my starbeing guides had guided me to dowse and watercolor paint 22 geometries 8.5"x11", each one 11 days apart for 240 days. I was guided to frame the last 12 of them, glue a specific crystal on each one, and place an arangement of the 12 on the wall. It feels like heaven in there and I was guided to sleep in there until my brother arrives. Vicki said she felt a big heart chakra opening when she went in there. I asked Kathryn if she could give me some information about why it feels so wonderful, supportive, comforting, alluring and clear. She said the geometries had created a very stable healing environment. The space is self-clearing transmuting any negativity, all non-beneficial energies are cleared from the space. The geometries opened a multi-dimensional portal, a form reaching through the dimensions, such there there are lots of potentials and possiblities for healing, it speeds healing and that any healing done there would have a greater effect. Rock on! Thank you, amazing guides! I am excited. So wow, Co-Creation, what else can we do?!!
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