I have been thinking that I have to do this perfect, I want to do it and I have to honor where I am in this moment. I only have so much to give, I have to reflect on where my energy is going or where I am allowing it to be sucked away.
I had an Earth Spirit come to me in the middle of the night, or shall I say early morning. Although I say I want to work co-creatively I still reacted with fear. Instead of checking in and seeing what this Spirit was here for, and what they wanted to tell me, I turned the light on. ; ) I went back to sleep and had a dream about places where I had allowed my self to separate.
As a child when my father passed, the feeling that he left, again with my brother, then my son. When did I stop dreaming and acting on my dreams?
Why is it that I feel I have to have a temple room all of my own to go and have time to reflect and connect?
What is keeping me from dancing my dream in my own living room? Where someone might see me?
My sacred temple is within and I want my space to reflect that back to me.
I know I am a dreamer and I am asking for the Universe to help me remember the passion and grace.
Aho - All Our Relations
