I have been in a funk lately, of the worst kind! Lost, hopeless, stagnant.
The feelings of powerlessness in my own creation left me feeling useless and confused. Though my foods were still high vibration I was self medicating with coffee in the morning and wine at night. My vibration lowered to the point where I feel like a blob of solid matter. I attribute this shift in vibration more from my thoughts and feelings about myself lately then my ceilings, thought I'm sure those played a role as well.
Ziji Boombasa and I went on a hike yesterday, it was short but steep. The whole way up I was frustrated and annoyed at how challenging the climb was. I was out of breath, my legs were burning, I had completely succumbed to the negative thoughts in my head, not even noticing where I was and really how good it felt to move my body.
When we got to the top I laid down on a big flat rock. It was so windy and I was so desperate for a shift in perception that I called in Archangel Michael and with the assistance of the wind spirits and the stone people I did a blue road healing. Releasing any part of anything that wasn't me, wasn't beneficial to me and letting it all go, NOW!
Letting the wind purify my aura and cleanse my spirit, I lay there repeating the mantra, visualizing the golden grid of protection around me, expressing my desire to move back into alignment with myself.
I woke up this morning feeling better then I have in a long time. My body craving citrus, I made a juice of grapefruit,lemon and ginger. Cooked a big pot of soup with extra roots, brewed up some parasite tea and began feeding my body what it has been asking for but what I have been consciously denying it.
I looked around at the shift that occurred overnight and was overwhelmed with gratitude that I have the knowledge and tools to support myself on this level.
I am so grateful to know what I know about foods, juices, etheric energy clearing.
I value so deeply all of it especially these experiences of going back and forth between light and dark, these are my lesson, my teachers, showing me first hand the power of a blue road healing, the power of feeding my body what it asks for.
I was overwhelmed with gratitude for these experiences because of them, when the time is right, I will be a better guide and teacher for those who do not yet have the privilege of knowing this information or who have forgotten it during their incarnation.
I can feel my core buzzing right now, I can feel my alignment, my mind is clear.
Body, mind and soul becoming one again, balanced and united.
Apple, parsley and celery is on the menu, it feels soooo good to be back!
