I have talked of the transition to my womb name, as this journey carries me along so does the integration of myself in so many ways beyond the name. I went to see Alice in Wonderland a couple of days ago. I sat there absorbing the storyline along with the amazing graphics and giggled at the humor of everything representing my life as it unfolds. They kept asking her if she was THE Alice and she kept saying she was, it was her dream and she had to be the one, then they told her she wasn't or that she could be. In the end She remembered herself THE Alice through letting go of what she believed to be true or at least that is how I interpreted the story. Hmm, feels a little familiar.
I have been sitting with the notion of calling my mother to talk about changing my name, telling myself it's no big deal but not getting the courage to do it. Yesterday was a big oil day for me with courage, integration, acknowledgement, release and action. Then a great journal of answering two questions.
How has my relationship with my mother affected the development of the feminine side of me? How has the relationship with my father affected the development of the masculine side of me?
I have done a great deal of inner child work with both parents and the extra dads in my life. Nothing has healed this deep or this great before and it was simple, I answered the questions with clear conscious truth, no victimization or anger left and what came out was a clear understanding of truth that I needed and a true forgiveness for myself and my life. Whew...
Today I picked up the phone and called my mother and just asked her how she felt about me changing my name. I giggle again. Every time I ever spoke about my name or the dislike of my name she was defensive and unwilling to hear any of it. In the unfolding of this name change, I realized that because my mother changed my name after birth to get revenge of my father, that I have been the holder of that pain for both of them. This phone call today was something very different. My mother lovingly and calmly said, that is a wonderful idea, I love the name Michelle, it is beautiful and the reason I gave it to you. It should have been your name all along. I support you doing whatever you need to do. I smiled and just said thank you and absorbed all of the love she had to give.
Tonight I dowsed for completion. The journey with this oil brought me to childhood, on Santa Cruz beach boardwalk, I could smell salt water taffy and see the machine pulling it as I watched through the store window, I felt myself running in the sand on the beach and laughing. Then it took me to a warm fire with the smell of Christmas and playing in the fresh snow.
I feel renewed inside and a little brighter with light. I know that it's time to finish the meditation that I could only start a couple of days ago. I am now ready to stay and be present for the rest. As I was greeted by Thoth, he looked down and said to me , "you are doing a great job", I just started crying and left.
Gratitude to ALL and to all of you for listening. With great heart radiating love, Michelle
Tuesday, March 9
Monday, March 8
Welcome to the South
My affirmations came n a different form than I expected. I had done the process through the East, examining and creating affirmations. Then, just a few days ago, my affirmations came in like a lightening bolt from another dimension!
Now I get to program these affirmations for the duration of the South direction. I know from the past how powerful this process is. I know from experience that even if my affirmations seem doubtful or overly ambitious, if I suspend all doubt just for the few moments it takes to repeat them into the mirror-into my own eyes, every morning- that they WILL miraculously come into manifestation in their own divine timing.
I want to share some of my experience of this day. Today, Blew Thunder and I left our home at White Sage Landing, in the midst of a snow storm, and headed south in pure trust. We drove through sleet and fog, snow piled 5 feet high in Flagstaff, through Strawberry and Payson, to arrive in Mesa Arizona to visit my birth family. Heading South, we encountered so many conditions that could have turned us back. But we had set clear intentions for a safe and successful journey, and we both felt that we were to drive on.
When we passed Flagstaff, in the outskirts of town, we went past an exit. The exit number was 333, and the street name on the sign was Kachina. It was Kachina 333! I really dropped my jaw on that one. Since the exit was marked twice, we got to see it twice just in case we did not beloieve it the first time.
As we pulled out of Payson and began to drop into the valley, leaving the snow behind, we started to see the most beautiful purple flowers-desert lupine-blooming on the roadsides. They were interspersed with a yellow flower that resembled a daisy. There were streams of water running through the desert for miles, and waterfalls tumbling down every rock face and canyon wall that we passed. It was a sight that has not been seen in these parts for a long, long time. And everywhere, new fresh green grass was pushing up. Huge saguaro cactuses surrounded by a carpet of green grass. It was like looking at a vast miracle growing on Mother Earth.
I keep hearing the spirits of the land reminding me about the personal part I played, along with 12 people who visited in October, doing the intentional planetary healing for the Anasazi and the local area. They keep telling me it is all connected, and I should not limit the correlation with my mind. We helped to bring forth this reality. If we can do it here, we can do it anywhere on Mother Earth. The Mayan Age of Flowers can become a reality, and it is up to us to co-create it!
I am thankful to be a part of the regeneration of this shining planet. I am thankful for helping to weave the web of life, to bring forth the new dream. And I am thankful for all of you who are doing your own personal work to live the dream.
Kachina
Now I get to program these affirmations for the duration of the South direction. I know from the past how powerful this process is. I know from experience that even if my affirmations seem doubtful or overly ambitious, if I suspend all doubt just for the few moments it takes to repeat them into the mirror-into my own eyes, every morning- that they WILL miraculously come into manifestation in their own divine timing.
I want to share some of my experience of this day. Today, Blew Thunder and I left our home at White Sage Landing, in the midst of a snow storm, and headed south in pure trust. We drove through sleet and fog, snow piled 5 feet high in Flagstaff, through Strawberry and Payson, to arrive in Mesa Arizona to visit my birth family. Heading South, we encountered so many conditions that could have turned us back. But we had set clear intentions for a safe and successful journey, and we both felt that we were to drive on.
When we passed Flagstaff, in the outskirts of town, we went past an exit. The exit number was 333, and the street name on the sign was Kachina. It was Kachina 333! I really dropped my jaw on that one. Since the exit was marked twice, we got to see it twice just in case we did not beloieve it the first time.
As we pulled out of Payson and began to drop into the valley, leaving the snow behind, we started to see the most beautiful purple flowers-desert lupine-blooming on the roadsides. They were interspersed with a yellow flower that resembled a daisy. There were streams of water running through the desert for miles, and waterfalls tumbling down every rock face and canyon wall that we passed. It was a sight that has not been seen in these parts for a long, long time. And everywhere, new fresh green grass was pushing up. Huge saguaro cactuses surrounded by a carpet of green grass. It was like looking at a vast miracle growing on Mother Earth.
I keep hearing the spirits of the land reminding me about the personal part I played, along with 12 people who visited in October, doing the intentional planetary healing for the Anasazi and the local area. They keep telling me it is all connected, and I should not limit the correlation with my mind. We helped to bring forth this reality. If we can do it here, we can do it anywhere on Mother Earth. The Mayan Age of Flowers can become a reality, and it is up to us to co-create it!
I am thankful to be a part of the regeneration of this shining planet. I am thankful for helping to weave the web of life, to bring forth the new dream. And I am thankful for all of you who are doing your own personal work to live the dream.
Kachina
Talking trees and the Enchanted forest
Today I took mine and my sisters dogs on a walk. She is out of town and thought I LOVE and look so forward everyday to our daily walks/talks together, there is something magical about my walks I have been taking alone lately, with the dogs.
Today our walk was amazing, it was warm, sunny and snowing very lightly, it looked like little crystals falling from the sky. On our walk yesterday, it was a little windy out so when we got to the section of our walk that is a big open field, the show had blown over our compacted path, the whole field was smooth and flawless,and covered in 'diamonds.' The sun was hitting the snow perfectly so that light pink and blue pastel-y colors were reflecting off the snow, it seemed like heaven... aside from the fact that we had to create a new path in which the snow was mid-thigh... needless to say the pups were exhausted by the end of it, as was I! This is a football field after all, very big. I was sure before we set out on our adventure around this field to create another path that I had walked this field so many times before that I KNEW I would stumble across the old path under neath the new snow and from there on the walk would be a breeze. Well, the old path was no where to be found! I could help but to laugh hysterically with how much work this was and just how deep each and EVERY step was. after 30 feet or so of walking, the dogs were even looking at me like "MOM! are you kidding me, you didn't think this through did you?" it was quite the journey, to say the least. The snow was practically over their heads, which isn't that hard to be, my dogs aren't THAT tall, and Toby the tiniest of them all insisted I carry him, he really dosnt weigh much but he seemed like 100lbs having to carry him through that.
It turned out to be lots of fun, I choose to believe that we all laughed the whole way through it, perhaps out of frustration, but also out of thrill and the adventure of it!
We got back on the path through the forest and when we were about 5 minutes to the end, the tree to my right spoke! she said "kreeeeeeek!" in a high pitch. I stoped in my tracks to listen and she did it again, the second I acknowledged her, the tree to my left spoke as well only in a much deeper pitch, than they all started talking! They all had such different sounds. I looked around to take note of the weather, perhaps the wind was blowing them and making them make these noises, but nope,no wind, none! I looked around thinking "this is amazing!".... "what are you saying?" I pulled out some corn and rose petals and gave mucho gratitude. I could feel hot tingling in my solar plexus, it was pretty cool. But I am stumped now because... I have never really talked to a tree before. With animals it was a bit easier because I could go home and pull the animal card and read about the message this certain animal brings, but trees?? I don't have tree cards.. There were clearly talking to me, I'm not delusional, I walk that path EVERYDAY and they never have don't that before, but I am determined to get to the bottom on this.
Of course my natural reaction is "make an appointment with Kathryn and ask her what they were trying to tell me." or "wright EarthSong and tell her my story and see what she has to say about this"
but this time,I think this is for me and for me alone, I don't want to always have to ask someone to explain these experiences I am having, even if I don't get the message right away... I have to get it eventually, right? YES!
It really was a beautiful experience and I couldn't help but to feel very flattered.
These trees are so beautiful and wise and I would love to learn from them.
THANK YOU TREE PEOPLE.
Today our walk was amazing, it was warm, sunny and snowing very lightly, it looked like little crystals falling from the sky. On our walk yesterday, it was a little windy out so when we got to the section of our walk that is a big open field, the show had blown over our compacted path, the whole field was smooth and flawless,and covered in 'diamonds.' The sun was hitting the snow perfectly so that light pink and blue pastel-y colors were reflecting off the snow, it seemed like heaven... aside from the fact that we had to create a new path in which the snow was mid-thigh... needless to say the pups were exhausted by the end of it, as was I! This is a football field after all, very big. I was sure before we set out on our adventure around this field to create another path that I had walked this field so many times before that I KNEW I would stumble across the old path under neath the new snow and from there on the walk would be a breeze. Well, the old path was no where to be found! I could help but to laugh hysterically with how much work this was and just how deep each and EVERY step was. after 30 feet or so of walking, the dogs were even looking at me like "MOM! are you kidding me, you didn't think this through did you?" it was quite the journey, to say the least. The snow was practically over their heads, which isn't that hard to be, my dogs aren't THAT tall, and Toby the tiniest of them all insisted I carry him, he really dosnt weigh much but he seemed like 100lbs having to carry him through that.
It turned out to be lots of fun, I choose to believe that we all laughed the whole way through it, perhaps out of frustration, but also out of thrill and the adventure of it!
We got back on the path through the forest and when we were about 5 minutes to the end, the tree to my right spoke! she said "kreeeeeeek!" in a high pitch. I stoped in my tracks to listen and she did it again, the second I acknowledged her, the tree to my left spoke as well only in a much deeper pitch, than they all started talking! They all had such different sounds. I looked around to take note of the weather, perhaps the wind was blowing them and making them make these noises, but nope,no wind, none! I looked around thinking "this is amazing!".... "what are you saying?" I pulled out some corn and rose petals and gave mucho gratitude. I could feel hot tingling in my solar plexus, it was pretty cool. But I am stumped now because... I have never really talked to a tree before. With animals it was a bit easier because I could go home and pull the animal card and read about the message this certain animal brings, but trees?? I don't have tree cards.. There were clearly talking to me, I'm not delusional, I walk that path EVERYDAY and they never have don't that before, but I am determined to get to the bottom on this.
Of course my natural reaction is "make an appointment with Kathryn and ask her what they were trying to tell me." or "wright EarthSong and tell her my story and see what she has to say about this"
but this time,I think this is for me and for me alone, I don't want to always have to ask someone to explain these experiences I am having, even if I don't get the message right away... I have to get it eventually, right? YES!
It really was a beautiful experience and I couldn't help but to feel very flattered.
These trees are so beautiful and wise and I would love to learn from them.
THANK YOU TREE PEOPLE.
next phase, step one.
I have taken my first active step in sharing myself, my truth and my passion aka heart with the world!
Over the last 4 years as I explored and cultivated my inner voice and knowing, got back in touch with my spirit and reclaimed my soul. I have cleverly disguised myself as a massage therapist, which was perfect for that phase of my process. But now the depth of my true work and desire to be of service in this transitioning world has grown so much. My call to teach and share all that I have learned and all that I know and all that I remember is burning inside and I am no longer able to hide behind my cleaver disguise.
Since beginning the 90 day journey I have been dreaming of my real work. Every night I close my eyes and find myself surrounded by people looking at me, waiting and anticipating. My heart surges with joy and aha as I take people through Kathryn's amazing Core foods workshop, I share my knowledge of yoga and body awareness exercises, I teach only that which I live and through that I honor my heart and integrity.
My latest dream gave me an assignment to begin the ripple effect of attracting the next steps to move closer to bring these night dreams into the daytime.
I was instructed to make a new business card, one that would read:
Food as Medicine
Lindsey Meyers
Nutritional Consultations &
Dowsing for Healing and Regeneration
(ordered them today)
I also set up a new email account: Foodasmedicine88@gmail.com
The information that came in said that as long as I give out my old business cards that read massage therapy I would continue to attract clients for massage and of the vibration that I was when I began my work in massage.
The new business cards hold my new vibration and essence and will draw to me the most beneficial clients, experiences and opportunities that I am calling forth now to continue the evolution of my growth and life's work and to fulfill my desire to be of assistance to mother earth and the people of this planet during this transitional phase.
Also, my final affirmations that came in as I came into the completion of the east were;
I am open to the evolution of my work, life-purpose, relationships and hobbies to flow, change and evolve in right timing with grace and ease.
I remain centered and rooted in my personal power.
I am in self-referral
I am going to Bethel next week to do my last series of massage with the clients that I established there, while I am out there I am bringing fliers for the up coming core foods class, that Rebecca and I will be co-teaching and the healing cancer from within video so that people can begin to fulfill the prerequisite for the workshop. In a nut shell "putting my true self out there"
I can feel that just the shift in my intention of what I am desiring to create is already creating and aligning huge synchronises to occur and unfold!
You cannot transmute something you do not have. The ability to be present as a teacher is a reflection of ones own life practices. Know yourself first, then you will intuitively see how you can be of benefit to others.
In honor of entering the South...I begin taking action in the world!
Gratitude Gratitude Gratitude
Over the last 4 years as I explored and cultivated my inner voice and knowing, got back in touch with my spirit and reclaimed my soul. I have cleverly disguised myself as a massage therapist, which was perfect for that phase of my process. But now the depth of my true work and desire to be of service in this transitioning world has grown so much. My call to teach and share all that I have learned and all that I know and all that I remember is burning inside and I am no longer able to hide behind my cleaver disguise.
Since beginning the 90 day journey I have been dreaming of my real work. Every night I close my eyes and find myself surrounded by people looking at me, waiting and anticipating. My heart surges with joy and aha as I take people through Kathryn's amazing Core foods workshop, I share my knowledge of yoga and body awareness exercises, I teach only that which I live and through that I honor my heart and integrity.
My latest dream gave me an assignment to begin the ripple effect of attracting the next steps to move closer to bring these night dreams into the daytime.
I was instructed to make a new business card, one that would read:
Food as Medicine
Lindsey Meyers
Nutritional Consultations &
Dowsing for Healing and Regeneration
(ordered them today)
I also set up a new email account: Foodasmedicine88@gmail.com
The information that came in said that as long as I give out my old business cards that read massage therapy I would continue to attract clients for massage and of the vibration that I was when I began my work in massage.
The new business cards hold my new vibration and essence and will draw to me the most beneficial clients, experiences and opportunities that I am calling forth now to continue the evolution of my growth and life's work and to fulfill my desire to be of assistance to mother earth and the people of this planet during this transitional phase.
Also, my final affirmations that came in as I came into the completion of the east were;
I am open to the evolution of my work, life-purpose, relationships and hobbies to flow, change and evolve in right timing with grace and ease.
I remain centered and rooted in my personal power.
I am in self-referral
I am going to Bethel next week to do my last series of massage with the clients that I established there, while I am out there I am bringing fliers for the up coming core foods class, that Rebecca and I will be co-teaching and the healing cancer from within video so that people can begin to fulfill the prerequisite for the workshop. In a nut shell "putting my true self out there"
I can feel that just the shift in my intention of what I am desiring to create is already creating and aligning huge synchronises to occur and unfold!
You cannot transmute something you do not have. The ability to be present as a teacher is a reflection of ones own life practices. Know yourself first, then you will intuitively see how you can be of benefit to others.
In honor of entering the South...I begin taking action in the world!
Gratitude Gratitude Gratitude
Life Purpose
I was driving to work today listening to Thich Nhat Hanh's the Art of Mindful Living and had an epiphany of sorts. I know I want to help others, you all know that from some of my other posts, but while listening to him I realized how. I want to counsel people, either one on one or in groups on how to manage their emotions through the use of meditation or spiritual practices (whatever that may be to them) and psychologically through standard means of therapeutic counseling.
I would like to incorporate healthy eating suggestions (I am already a Certified Health Coach through the Institute of Integrative Nutrition)and maybe even a bit of Yoga therapy. Phew! This is a lot to think about right now and maybe it does not even make sense but that is what came rushing at me today. I think all those things flow well together, but you don't always see them used together to help people heal. Many earth based religions/beliefs incorporate aspects of what I am thinking, but I want to combine them and make them accessible and accepted in this modern world by pairing them up with the standard view of a psychological therapist.
I have always been interested in the mind and how we handle our emotions and people always come to me for "help" when they are experiencing problems in their lives...so why not make it a life! I already do it all the time. Talk about obvious...
I am not quite sure HOW I am going to do this just yet. I do love my job now (I am a director at an art & music center which is greatly rewarding and creative) so I guess I need to think about the logistics of creating this dream...
...to be continued
...thank you for listening.
I would like to incorporate healthy eating suggestions (I am already a Certified Health Coach through the Institute of Integrative Nutrition)and maybe even a bit of Yoga therapy. Phew! This is a lot to think about right now and maybe it does not even make sense but that is what came rushing at me today. I think all those things flow well together, but you don't always see them used together to help people heal. Many earth based religions/beliefs incorporate aspects of what I am thinking, but I want to combine them and make them accessible and accepted in this modern world by pairing them up with the standard view of a psychological therapist.
I have always been interested in the mind and how we handle our emotions and people always come to me for "help" when they are experiencing problems in their lives...so why not make it a life! I already do it all the time. Talk about obvious...
I am not quite sure HOW I am going to do this just yet. I do love my job now (I am a director at an art & music center which is greatly rewarding and creative) so I guess I need to think about the logistics of creating this dream...
...to be continued
...thank you for listening.
Sunday, March 7
Miracles and Milestones
Dear friends,
I arrived at my hotel in California at 4 am this morning, and my class, which I wanted to be so clear and present for, started at 9 am. I am the type of person who needs at least 7-8 hours of sleep each night in order to feel my best, anything less than that usually throws off my whole day. I was upset that I was going to be so, so tired and feel terrible for my class today, but I went to bed thanking the Universe for infusing every cell in my body with so much energy that when I woke up, it felt like I had had 8 hours of sleep, along with imagining waking up this morning refreshed and clear. I hardly believed this, because 4 hours of sleep is unimaginable for me. I am amazed and elated to report that I had an almost-perfect day today as far as energy goes. I still can't believe this-it is a miracle to me.
Even more exciting is that I was able to speak in front of a group this morning calmly and comfortably, for the first time ever. I normally dread introducing myself to a group of people who I don't know. I am very uncomfortable being the center of attention, and never have a clue what to say about myself-this has always been a big issue for me. Knowing months ago that this part of my class was inevitable and being very uncomfortable with it, I decided to commit to using my pendulum (with certain guides working through it) to clear all energies/memories in my subconscious mind, cellular memory, or energy field that might be contributing to this fear. The pendulum worked first on past-life issues (I dowsed each day for about 10-15 minutes for a few weeks), and then on current-life issues, which were reduced pretty dramatically but still not completely clear. Today was the ultimate test for me to see if it worked, and it did! I am so amazed, and filled with gratitude for my guides who helped me with this. This will change my life, as the main thing holding me back from many of my dreams is speaking in front of others. I am so proud of myself, and amazed with the power of dowsing!
Finally, before I left Anchorage, the lights in my house started flashing on and off, my signal that someone has a message for me. I was asked to bring a crystal to be planted somewhere in California with the program to "create shift through synchronicity, fulfillment, and desire." I will be placing that crystal somewhere here, along with honoring the spirits of the land where ever I go. Goodnight, and thanks for listening. -Earth Song.
I arrived at my hotel in California at 4 am this morning, and my class, which I wanted to be so clear and present for, started at 9 am. I am the type of person who needs at least 7-8 hours of sleep each night in order to feel my best, anything less than that usually throws off my whole day. I was upset that I was going to be so, so tired and feel terrible for my class today, but I went to bed thanking the Universe for infusing every cell in my body with so much energy that when I woke up, it felt like I had had 8 hours of sleep, along with imagining waking up this morning refreshed and clear. I hardly believed this, because 4 hours of sleep is unimaginable for me. I am amazed and elated to report that I had an almost-perfect day today as far as energy goes. I still can't believe this-it is a miracle to me.
Even more exciting is that I was able to speak in front of a group this morning calmly and comfortably, for the first time ever. I normally dread introducing myself to a group of people who I don't know. I am very uncomfortable being the center of attention, and never have a clue what to say about myself-this has always been a big issue for me. Knowing months ago that this part of my class was inevitable and being very uncomfortable with it, I decided to commit to using my pendulum (with certain guides working through it) to clear all energies/memories in my subconscious mind, cellular memory, or energy field that might be contributing to this fear. The pendulum worked first on past-life issues (I dowsed each day for about 10-15 minutes for a few weeks), and then on current-life issues, which were reduced pretty dramatically but still not completely clear. Today was the ultimate test for me to see if it worked, and it did! I am so amazed, and filled with gratitude for my guides who helped me with this. This will change my life, as the main thing holding me back from many of my dreams is speaking in front of others. I am so proud of myself, and amazed with the power of dowsing!
Finally, before I left Anchorage, the lights in my house started flashing on and off, my signal that someone has a message for me. I was asked to bring a crystal to be planted somewhere in California with the program to "create shift through synchronicity, fulfillment, and desire." I will be placing that crystal somewhere here, along with honoring the spirits of the land where ever I go. Goodnight, and thanks for listening. -Earth Song.
Friday, March 5
I'm off to Follow My Heart
Tomorrow morning, I'll be leaving to California for a 7 day animal communication class that I have been waiting patiently for for 5 months. I am so excited and know it will change my life. Hmmmm, now that I think about it, it's no coincidence that this class falls during my 90 day journey.
There are so many shifts that I have already noticed in my life since this journey began, and if I didn't know how to "connect the dots" as Michael would say and so graciously taught me, they might have passed right on by me. There is so much power in the subtly of life! I have also noticed amazing shifts in my boyfriend Roy. YAY! One of the most challenging things for me has been to figure out what it is that my Heart really wants to do for "work", and so far it has been much easier to identify those things that I don't want to do. It occurred to me recently that my hobbies and interests are an enormous clue as to what I should be doing. There are many things that I would love to spend hours pouring my attention into each day, and I need to begin examining those things more closely.
I also feel a change in the world, as though the world has finally shifted is now ready for what I, and each of us, has to offer. Kathryn told us once that each one of us were healers, weather we knew it yet or not, and one day the world would have questions and we would have the answers. I knew than that she was right, and I feel like that has happened. Perhaps it's just me, but I finally feel ready to be who I am, who I REALLY am, without hiding anymore.
I am so grateful to know so many wonderful people who "get" me. Thank you all. -Earth Song
There are so many shifts that I have already noticed in my life since this journey began, and if I didn't know how to "connect the dots" as Michael would say and so graciously taught me, they might have passed right on by me. There is so much power in the subtly of life! I have also noticed amazing shifts in my boyfriend Roy. YAY! One of the most challenging things for me has been to figure out what it is that my Heart really wants to do for "work", and so far it has been much easier to identify those things that I don't want to do. It occurred to me recently that my hobbies and interests are an enormous clue as to what I should be doing. There are many things that I would love to spend hours pouring my attention into each day, and I need to begin examining those things more closely.
I also feel a change in the world, as though the world has finally shifted is now ready for what I, and each of us, has to offer. Kathryn told us once that each one of us were healers, weather we knew it yet or not, and one day the world would have questions and we would have the answers. I knew than that she was right, and I feel like that has happened. Perhaps it's just me, but I finally feel ready to be who I am, who I REALLY am, without hiding anymore.
I am so grateful to know so many wonderful people who "get" me. Thank you all. -Earth Song
Affirmations
I am on purpose. I easily maintain my focus and commitment to the projects and areas of my choosing. I follow my heart!
I am living in total abundance and prosperity and am successful on all levels.
I am comfortable and self-confident in positions of power. I know I am enough and I maintain my center, focus and sense of peace in all situations.
I am living my true purpose and surrender to my Divine inner knowing and follow its guidance with trust, grace and ease.
I am living in complete trust. I follow my guidance completely and whole-heartily. I take action now and see it through until completion!
I am living in total abundance and prosperity and am successful on all levels.
I am comfortable and self-confident in positions of power. I know I am enough and I maintain my center, focus and sense of peace in all situations.
I am living my true purpose and surrender to my Divine inner knowing and follow its guidance with trust, grace and ease.
I am living in complete trust. I follow my guidance completely and whole-heartily. I take action now and see it through until completion!
Heart is Skipping
Today marks a milestone for me! The Food for Ascension Recipe book that I have been working on for the past few years, has officially gone to the first printer! As we speak, a shopping cart is being created for our website. It feels like we are moving into a whole new stage of outreach, and it is certainly a milestone for me, and for Michael as well.
What is even more exciting and completely unexpected, is today, on our way into Kanab to take the book to the printer, we met three people within that short journey who are eagerly awaiting the book. This comes as a surprise to us, since we had not expected for there to be much local interest in Food for Ascension. The Guides and Ancestors lined it up for us to see that we can lose that limitation whenever we choose, hopefully sooner than later! It is so wonderful to identify a place where I have set a limitation, and then to set it free!
We sent the book off with a smudge and a song, and the intention that it will help thousands and thousands of people on the ascension path.
With Love to All Life!
kachina333
What is even more exciting and completely unexpected, is today, on our way into Kanab to take the book to the printer, we met three people within that short journey who are eagerly awaiting the book. This comes as a surprise to us, since we had not expected for there to be much local interest in Food for Ascension. The Guides and Ancestors lined it up for us to see that we can lose that limitation whenever we choose, hopefully sooner than later! It is so wonderful to identify a place where I have set a limitation, and then to set it free!
We sent the book off with a smudge and a song, and the intention that it will help thousands and thousands of people on the ascension path.
With Love to All Life!
kachina333
Thursday, March 4
The Time Has Come
It has taken me a while to gather the courage to share myself with everyone and contribute to the blog, and I am happy to say that I am ready. My life is not what I ever expected it to be. For what feels like forever, I just went through the motions without ever being conscious of my own actions and what I was creating in my life. I blamed and made excuses for why things were the way they were, never spending the necessary time with myself to begin to uncover the real truth. Never listening...always distracting and avoiding.
In early January, an unexpected and even unwanted shift began to occur. I say unwanted, because it was just easier to stay the way I was than to work through my issues. I began to uncover, with the help of a very dear and true friend, that I no longer had to settle for the way things were. Instead, I could create anything I wanted in life. No limits.
These change would not come over night. Either stay the same and let the things that were eating away at me fester, or listen and recognize the issues so I could fix them. Turns out, I was my own worst enemy. My life was the way it was now, today, because of me and only me. This was when I truly decided that I wanted to love myself again and live life to the fullest, not settling and hiding. I want to see who I really am and what my purpose in life really is.
It was told to me that coming to this land would change my life. To be honest, I guess I was afraid. Afraid of facing myself and my past. I am no longer afraid and the time has come to be who I want to be.
Thanks to everyone for your inspiration,
SwiftWater
In early January, an unexpected and even unwanted shift began to occur. I say unwanted, because it was just easier to stay the way I was than to work through my issues. I began to uncover, with the help of a very dear and true friend, that I no longer had to settle for the way things were. Instead, I could create anything I wanted in life. No limits.
These change would not come over night. Either stay the same and let the things that were eating away at me fester, or listen and recognize the issues so I could fix them. Turns out, I was my own worst enemy. My life was the way it was now, today, because of me and only me. This was when I truly decided that I wanted to love myself again and live life to the fullest, not settling and hiding. I want to see who I really am and what my purpose in life really is.
It was told to me that coming to this land would change my life. To be honest, I guess I was afraid. Afraid of facing myself and my past. I am no longer afraid and the time has come to be who I want to be.
Thanks to everyone for your inspiration,
SwiftWater
the Universe is Magical
I joined 5 other women for a beautiful full moon ceremony at DiamondHeart where we all realized we were powerful and able to weave the world to assist in the healing , regeneration and ascension of the planet, humanity and all life.
You know I have been writing and living trying to resolve the issue of my family beach house for the highest good of all the estate beneficiaries. It has been quite the 2 week day and night journey with my ego, fears, self-doubts, inner guidance and strong intention to be heart-filled leadership. Today I made a choice!... and amazing things happened! I decided to proceed with offering the house to my nieces at a substantial discount that I could still justify as fair to all other beneficiaries including my brother Francisco, myself and my children. I pushed the send button to my attorney giving him the go ahead to call my nieces' attorney. I felt relief. I went to my healing room looking forward to a relaxing time of tuning in with guidance. I immediately felt to connect with the angel of the beach house (an amazing spirit whose beautiful vibration I have had the gift to encounter before) and the spirits of the land there. I asked if it was going to be very difficult to part with the beach house and received a no. I got the urge to ask for their names which are Pacyna and Mavesas is the overlighting spirit of my mother's lovely garden. Mavesas shared a big heart, sweet, gentle and happy energy. This spirit then told me she had messages for me. I could feel it was my family on the other side of the veil. I was happy for the anticipated connection. First my mother came forward and communicated how happy she was with my efforts to resolve the beach house for the highest good of the girls and the rest of us. Then my older brother's spirit Frank (the spirit who left to allow a walk-in Francisco to come into his body still here on earth) told me he would like me to call on him more for help. He told me a whole host of spirits, even Mayans, are acknowledging the work and choices I have made about the family house. He said it is a healing on a much greater level than my family. It is for thousands and I could see the energy in the Medicine Wheel at the beach house. He said I had planted energetic seeds in that Medicine Wheel for trusting in the abundance of the Universe, for fairness, for walking the path of Truth, for co-creation, for knowing our cosmic memory and for connection to it. Frank communicated that all things for the resolution of the family estate will now unfold in Divine timing & perfect synchronicity for the highest good of all. Next my sister-in-law Barbara, who rarely comes to me, came forward to acknowledge the good job I had done and thanked me for how I have taken care of her daughters in my efforts and choices. That meant a huge amount to me. She told me that a new form of connection to their parents for both girls will be a beautiful unfolding. I know I am to play a part in teaching them ascension. I asked her if the girls trust me at this time and she said no but that they will in the future. I was told that my brother Ben is helping me with the finances, Barbara is helping me and the girls emotionally and my brother Frank is assisting the girls. Through all of this I sobbed happy tears with the joy of connecting, of a resolution and the release of the pressure I have had on myself. Then Mavesa told me I am to do a balance in my Medicine Wheel between my extended family, the spirits of the land at the beach house and the Divine Planetary Blueprint. I have a feeling some of my extended family are going to buy the house for an interim period until my nieces get a windfall settlement from their parents plane crash. Then I will not have to say good-bye to the house and garden either. In any case, the Universe is magical! By the way I found out the Medicine Wheel in my mother's garden is called "Men of Ben"! I think Ben is helping men with ascension and that's why he is hanging around WhiteSageLanding's Medicine Wheel and you Michael! Wow, magic everywhere!
You know I have been writing and living trying to resolve the issue of my family beach house for the highest good of all the estate beneficiaries. It has been quite the 2 week day and night journey with my ego, fears, self-doubts, inner guidance and strong intention to be heart-filled leadership. Today I made a choice!... and amazing things happened! I decided to proceed with offering the house to my nieces at a substantial discount that I could still justify as fair to all other beneficiaries including my brother Francisco, myself and my children. I pushed the send button to my attorney giving him the go ahead to call my nieces' attorney. I felt relief. I went to my healing room looking forward to a relaxing time of tuning in with guidance. I immediately felt to connect with the angel of the beach house (an amazing spirit whose beautiful vibration I have had the gift to encounter before) and the spirits of the land there. I asked if it was going to be very difficult to part with the beach house and received a no. I got the urge to ask for their names which are Pacyna and Mavesas is the overlighting spirit of my mother's lovely garden. Mavesas shared a big heart, sweet, gentle and happy energy. This spirit then told me she had messages for me. I could feel it was my family on the other side of the veil. I was happy for the anticipated connection. First my mother came forward and communicated how happy she was with my efforts to resolve the beach house for the highest good of the girls and the rest of us. Then my older brother's spirit Frank (the spirit who left to allow a walk-in Francisco to come into his body still here on earth) told me he would like me to call on him more for help. He told me a whole host of spirits, even Mayans, are acknowledging the work and choices I have made about the family house. He said it is a healing on a much greater level than my family. It is for thousands and I could see the energy in the Medicine Wheel at the beach house. He said I had planted energetic seeds in that Medicine Wheel for trusting in the abundance of the Universe, for fairness, for walking the path of Truth, for co-creation, for knowing our cosmic memory and for connection to it. Frank communicated that all things for the resolution of the family estate will now unfold in Divine timing & perfect synchronicity for the highest good of all. Next my sister-in-law Barbara, who rarely comes to me, came forward to acknowledge the good job I had done and thanked me for how I have taken care of her daughters in my efforts and choices. That meant a huge amount to me. She told me that a new form of connection to their parents for both girls will be a beautiful unfolding. I know I am to play a part in teaching them ascension. I asked her if the girls trust me at this time and she said no but that they will in the future. I was told that my brother Ben is helping me with the finances, Barbara is helping me and the girls emotionally and my brother Frank is assisting the girls. Through all of this I sobbed happy tears with the joy of connecting, of a resolution and the release of the pressure I have had on myself. Then Mavesa told me I am to do a balance in my Medicine Wheel between my extended family, the spirits of the land at the beach house and the Divine Planetary Blueprint. I have a feeling some of my extended family are going to buy the house for an interim period until my nieces get a windfall settlement from their parents plane crash. Then I will not have to say good-bye to the house and garden either. In any case, the Universe is magical! By the way I found out the Medicine Wheel in my mother's garden is called "Men of Ben"! I think Ben is helping men with ascension and that's why he is hanging around WhiteSageLanding's Medicine Wheel and you Michael! Wow, magic everywhere!
Update on the Ascension Process
As many of you know, I have been working with guides and ascension masters for some years to move consciously through the steps of physical ascension, in order to observe every step and create a "map" for others to follow on the physical ascension path.
In January, I was given the programs for my next step, and was told that this part of the process will be complete in 26 weeks (around 6 mos.). I began connecting with cells of my body, and in particular the mitochondria of the cells. I asked them if they would like to stay and be reconditioned for a new role or if they would like to be relocated to another host somewhere to continue life in this form. They wanted to go through the reconditioning and so I began setting the programs in place for the transformation from food to fuel conversion, into direct source energy connection.
This program was received and the shift began to create a physical experience right away. The guides told me to go on the internet and look up the word "apoptosis". Well, I made a mental note, but didn't look it up right away. I began to experience flashes of heat in my prana tube as the body began to burn off old stuff. My prana tube itself became hollow and expanded, with tons of light flowing through. I began to feel very different in my stomach, as if the food is just passing through without being processed. I began to feel neutral toward food in general, with moments of ecstatic enjoyment followed by complete disinterest in food. All foods have begun to dowse neutral for me, even foods that I would never have considered eating a month ago, and foods that used to be off the chart beneficial. It is a wild ride, and I am just beginning to understand the final stages of this process of turning the body into light.
My baseline breathing has changed dramatically! I now breath 2 breaths per minute at rest (but wide awake). My heartbeat has gone to 73 betas per minute (my normal resting pulse) to 48 beats per minute. All this is happening as the cells go through "programmed death", the process of apoptosis that I finally looked up and read. I do experience some symptoms, but have found that I can usually program an adjustment and the symptoms disappear almost intantly, once I know what the cause is. This is the most amazing set of circumstances I have ever experienced in my body! It is as if the body and mind are becoming one.
Thank you all for listening, writing this out has helped me, just to share some things that not many people around here would understand!
Many blessings,
Kachina
In January, I was given the programs for my next step, and was told that this part of the process will be complete in 26 weeks (around 6 mos.). I began connecting with cells of my body, and in particular the mitochondria of the cells. I asked them if they would like to stay and be reconditioned for a new role or if they would like to be relocated to another host somewhere to continue life in this form. They wanted to go through the reconditioning and so I began setting the programs in place for the transformation from food to fuel conversion, into direct source energy connection.
This program was received and the shift began to create a physical experience right away. The guides told me to go on the internet and look up the word "apoptosis". Well, I made a mental note, but didn't look it up right away. I began to experience flashes of heat in my prana tube as the body began to burn off old stuff. My prana tube itself became hollow and expanded, with tons of light flowing through. I began to feel very different in my stomach, as if the food is just passing through without being processed. I began to feel neutral toward food in general, with moments of ecstatic enjoyment followed by complete disinterest in food. All foods have begun to dowse neutral for me, even foods that I would never have considered eating a month ago, and foods that used to be off the chart beneficial. It is a wild ride, and I am just beginning to understand the final stages of this process of turning the body into light.
My baseline breathing has changed dramatically! I now breath 2 breaths per minute at rest (but wide awake). My heartbeat has gone to 73 betas per minute (my normal resting pulse) to 48 beats per minute. All this is happening as the cells go through "programmed death", the process of apoptosis that I finally looked up and read. I do experience some symptoms, but have found that I can usually program an adjustment and the symptoms disappear almost intantly, once I know what the cause is. This is the most amazing set of circumstances I have ever experienced in my body! It is as if the body and mind are becoming one.
Thank you all for listening, writing this out has helped me, just to share some things that not many people around here would understand!
Many blessings,
Kachina
Wednesday, March 3
Calling on WOLF
The other night I had a dream that I was walking alone across the tundra in Bethel. The sun had just set and it was the middle of winter but still pretty warm/bright out. I was walking along when something from the corner of my eye caught my attention, I looked and it was a big beautiful wolf.
The first time ever in my dream life I stopped and made the conscious decision to either freak out OR stay calm knowing that this wolf wasn't here to hurt me. I chose to stay calm (wow!) than when I did the wolf turned white.
I continued walking and the wolf followed me everywhere I went, keeping a distance of about 20 ft behind at all times but I felt very safe and very protected.The dream was completely silent.
I had this dream about 5 nights ago and since than as I just noticed reading back over my 90day journal that this wolf has been in every one of my dreams since. Even if my dream has nothing to do with anything about wolf's it will appear just for a second, like a flash. Last night I was dreaming about flying again than right before I woke up this wolf FLASHED in my mind and jolted me awake..... hummmm, what could this mean??.. I have such trouble interpreting my dreams but did look up wolf but, it seems like maybe more than that... perhaps the message will come over time.
Today I was taking a drive out of town to go and look at this property I am interested in buying, I was concentrating really hard on the street names cause apparently this town in is so tiny that "you can miss it if you blink" so I was very focused than out of the corner of my eye I saw a JIANT white wolf,I gasped slightly, cause it kind of startled me, and when I looked it wasn't in fact a wolf but a very weird shaped building... hum.... somethings going on here... I wasn't think about this wolf, I was very focused on finding this road, but it did appear for a split second and definitely got my attention...
Thank you Wolf, I'm listening!
The first time ever in my dream life I stopped and made the conscious decision to either freak out OR stay calm knowing that this wolf wasn't here to hurt me. I chose to stay calm (wow!) than when I did the wolf turned white.
I continued walking and the wolf followed me everywhere I went, keeping a distance of about 20 ft behind at all times but I felt very safe and very protected.The dream was completely silent.
I had this dream about 5 nights ago and since than as I just noticed reading back over my 90day journal that this wolf has been in every one of my dreams since. Even if my dream has nothing to do with anything about wolf's it will appear just for a second, like a flash. Last night I was dreaming about flying again than right before I woke up this wolf FLASHED in my mind and jolted me awake..... hummmm, what could this mean??.. I have such trouble interpreting my dreams but did look up wolf but, it seems like maybe more than that... perhaps the message will come over time.
Today I was taking a drive out of town to go and look at this property I am interested in buying, I was concentrating really hard on the street names cause apparently this town in is so tiny that "you can miss it if you blink" so I was very focused than out of the corner of my eye I saw a JIANT white wolf,I gasped slightly, cause it kind of startled me, and when I looked it wasn't in fact a wolf but a very weird shaped building... hum.... somethings going on here... I wasn't think about this wolf, I was very focused on finding this road, but it did appear for a split second and definitely got my attention...
Thank you Wolf, I'm listening!
Anything Is Possible
I am grateful even through the recognition of resistance wanting to spring up and start talking. All I can do is smile with a little chuckle underneath. Everything that I face is something I have consciously asked for and as I see the beauty unfolding there is a little tapping of fear right behind it whispering in my ear. My husband left for his new job two days ago, all part of our manifesting future but reality unfolding can still catch me off guard and tickle a little bit in both the excitement and the fear factor. The same way it did today when I received the news that as of July 1 I will no longer have a job. Yes, I have been praying for this and working my way out of it since before I excepted it. Yes, I am clear this is not my true work. Yes, I hear you Spirit Walker, it is time for me to come out of the closet. Yes, I plan to be on the road to Colorado by June 1 and as I resist the but that comes next, I can only keep saying I am listening, and I hear. Nothing surprises me anymore and every day is just another confirmation of the unfolding for all of us. Little Zar says to me, "Mommy, I want to shape shift into a dinosaur and then a reptile and then maybe a lion or another animal. I keep saying to myself over and over, anything is possible. do you think it will happen today?" I get to say, anything IS possible, and KNOW in my heart that I am telling him the truth. Wow, how wonderful.............................Full of gratitude and giggles, Michelle
Tuesday, March 2
Whirling Rainbow
I am feeling so much unity with Mother Earth, the spirits of the east, south, west, and north, and the whole universe. I read the stories of each one of you out there who are walking this journey of transformation around the medicine wheel, and I see my own story in yours.
Today I was cooking some delicious roots (I am always amazed at how good they taste even at the end of this fast), and Blew Thunder came running into the kitchen from outside. He hurried me out the back door and pointed up to the sky. There was a beautiful rainbow circle around the sun. It looked like a whirling rainbow, because the edges had streaks of fog streaming out at an angle, that made it look like the ring was spinning in a clockwise motion. I have never seen anything like this before.
Today I am celebrating. The Grandmothers have given me that deep appreciation that comes when I get to glimpse the divine blueprint coming into manifestation. I see it taking form in Alaska, and how great a part Alaska is playing in the transformation process for the North and South American continents. Thank you all for stepping up to bat in this lifetime! Thank you for your willingness.
I see people everywhere awakening to a new vision, a new clarity, believing they have the power to choose and the power to create a new experience of the reality. We who are holding the space for these changes to happen all around us get the greatest gift-to see the future unfold before us! To be of service and experience the highest level of fulfillment that life has to offer. To be fully present.
Love, Truth, and Beauty...
Kachina
Today I was cooking some delicious roots (I am always amazed at how good they taste even at the end of this fast), and Blew Thunder came running into the kitchen from outside. He hurried me out the back door and pointed up to the sky. There was a beautiful rainbow circle around the sun. It looked like a whirling rainbow, because the edges had streaks of fog streaming out at an angle, that made it look like the ring was spinning in a clockwise motion. I have never seen anything like this before.
Today I am celebrating. The Grandmothers have given me that deep appreciation that comes when I get to glimpse the divine blueprint coming into manifestation. I see it taking form in Alaska, and how great a part Alaska is playing in the transformation process for the North and South American continents. Thank you all for stepping up to bat in this lifetime! Thank you for your willingness.
I see people everywhere awakening to a new vision, a new clarity, believing they have the power to choose and the power to create a new experience of the reality. We who are holding the space for these changes to happen all around us get the greatest gift-to see the future unfold before us! To be of service and experience the highest level of fulfillment that life has to offer. To be fully present.
Love, Truth, and Beauty...
Kachina
Gratitude & Life Purpose
I was surprised when I read Kathryn's dream about the Mayan creation story...it very nearly matched my own! Writing my story this time around flowed through me, and it feels like a story that is very real. It has also put a lot into perspective for me about the work I am here to do. Now that my reason for being here is much more clear, it makes no sense to me to spend my time doing things that don't resonate with my true purpose. I have felt a huge shift in just the last week, and feel like I have a little more direction in my days. I just hope I have the courage to make the shift in the physical world.
I have been feeling deep gratitude for Michael and Kathryn the past few days for putting this 90 day program together. I can feel the shifts happening in my own self already, and the journey has only just begun. Many, many thanks to the plant spirits for providing us with such high frequency foods, and again to Kathryn for creating Foods for Ascension. I am fascinated and empowered each time I dedicate myself to this lifestyle because I become more and more aware of just what our human bodies are capable of, and that each day really can get better and better. These are the kinds of things they should teach us in grade school. Imagine the possibilities of a world where humans were aware of what they were capable of! I feel that this is just around the corner, if not now.
Much gratitude to you all. I am off to pour some of my love into the medicine wheel, with the intention that it reaches all corners of the earth. -Earth Song
I have been feeling deep gratitude for Michael and Kathryn the past few days for putting this 90 day program together. I can feel the shifts happening in my own self already, and the journey has only just begun. Many, many thanks to the plant spirits for providing us with such high frequency foods, and again to Kathryn for creating Foods for Ascension. I am fascinated and empowered each time I dedicate myself to this lifestyle because I become more and more aware of just what our human bodies are capable of, and that each day really can get better and better. These are the kinds of things they should teach us in grade school. Imagine the possibilities of a world where humans were aware of what they were capable of! I feel that this is just around the corner, if not now.
Much gratitude to you all. I am off to pour some of my love into the medicine wheel, with the intention that it reaches all corners of the earth. -Earth Song
BIG Dreamer ;)
I have this dream, of owning LOTS of raw forest land, in a very secluded location, and building a little cottage/cabin on it for me and Murphy (my dog) to live in, very old fashioned, very simply. I have had this dream my whole life, ever since I could remember. I want a big organic garden, LOTS of animals, a studio for making products for animals, a commercial kitchen where I can spend my days dowsing and making custom, fresh and healthy high vibrational dog/cat foods, with a big walk in freezer/cooler. Than another studio for my crafts, a wall full of different beautiful yarns (maybe even getting my own alpaca and sheep and spinning my own) a pottery wheel, a lathe for making my own wooden bowls and cups, a old fashion sewing machine where I can make all my own clothes and LOTS of gifts for my family and friends and pet's (I have been collection patterns for many MANY years and I don't even know how to sew!...yet.) a section where I can do bead work,embroider,crossstich, patch work, just EVERYTHING! Aah this visual never fails to get me all tingly inside.
This has been my dream my WHOLE life, even before I knew what it meant to have a dream.
recently I found some property in Indian valley, it was significantly smaller than I had ever imagined (3 acres) which is still BIG... but not big enough for what I really want to do with it... and it is allot closer to town that I would like to be, but I have been practicing my "law's" this one was the perfect opportunity for me to practice the law of unattachment, knowing that everything will work out how it is supposed to. So, I let myslef fall in love with this land, I drove out there just about every day to visit it, I had ceremonies on it, I planted crystals, set intentions, visualized our future together,and for us to work together co-creatively, I visualized just where I would squeeze everything that I wanted so badly all on this land... And I was happy with that. I have been "planning" my life there (while staying unattached) for about two years now.
Recently though, anorther amazing opportunity came in, 28 acres of RAW forest land for just about thirty grand less than the other property and it's about an hour out of town! It is in a town I have never herd of before but I hear it is VERY secluded,but still close enough to my sisters, that alone makes my heart flutter. It all came in so perfectly and unexpected. I was driving in my car eager to get over my my sisters house for our dog walk to tell her about my "vision" and I was thinking about this every different direction. " This land sounds perfect but am I REALLY ready to move to the middle of no where with as little knowledge as I have about the work I want to do?" "I'm not a master animal communicator YET and I am still pretty new at dowsing, can I REALLY make a living and support me and Murphy JUST by making custom LOVE infused pet foods and products?" " I still have soooo much to learn about my work, am I stupid to want this now or should I wait till I learn everything I need to know?"... my mind was going a billion miles an hour, making plans, than doubting myself. Than I got it, it all came in all at one, like a water fall, with information pouring into my body,and I got butterflies in my stomach like a highschooler with a crush, it came in so clear with such detail that I was like WOW, I know exactly what I'm doing, and the layout was different than I had ever imagined but I loved it, it was perfect.
A place where people bring their pets to heal!.... or corss over. Say, if you have just been raising your pet on this store bought pet "food"( which I have been guilty of in the past) not knowing the depths of how very unbenificial it was for your pet whom you love soooo much only to find that your pet got, cancer, or diabetes or was significantly over weight or whatever other kind of un natural disease or medical "mystery" and your only other options were to pay top dollar on brutal vet visits, or to put them to sleep all the while thinking ("ooh my god, does my pet understand what's going on? I don't want to kill him, I wonder what he's thinking/wants" I have been there before and that feeling of helplessness is an awful feeling",) or let them suffer through it if you couldn't afford it... than I would come in! :) You could bring your pet to me, I would tune in with him/her and first and for most ask what her wishes are, does she WANT to leave her physical body, does she WANT to live? than take it from there. Sort of like those centers in Mexico and what not where cancer patients go to heal where they give you fresh juices and a healthy diet, it would kinda be like that.
I will have a BIG beautiful cozy barn with a BIG fire place to keep them warm and stalls in them with cozy beds (which I can make) with the pets favorite color, and pictures of their people and just make it as cozy as passable. I would ask for them to leave their pets there with me since I know that everyone cant stay away from work and their family's too long and I would do my thing, I would have a little cottage for people to come and visit or see what I'm doing with their pets so that they will understand and bring the knowledge home with them.
I would make each individual animal a custom diet, dowsing every meal for exactly what they need at that time, I would check in with them daily, take them on walks around the property, feed them birch water, ahh so many plans, I am so excited! and give them lots of love! I'm a big cuddler, I couldn't care less about cuddling with people but put me around animals and i'm a magnet spooner, I wouldn't be surprised if you walked in to catch me curled up with a horse or a pig or something, I love it.
I want to learn how to give animal massage/Riki and perhaps one day manifest a veterinary partner who knows how to nuder and spay.
I than can send the happy healthy pet home and hopefully heir person will continue to place orders with me for their food that I would custom make every time, fresh out of the garden and with healthy happy meats.
WOW, I cant wait. I know this is going to be allot of work but I cant think of a better way to spend my days/life. I would love every minute of it, passionately.
I cant wait, I know this is going to happen, I can feel it, and I know that the animals and land is going to teach me everything I need to know.
This is just my roughdraft and I am open to change but this sensation I have in my body is like nothing I have expierenced before. I just want to start already!
This has been my dream my WHOLE life, even before I knew what it meant to have a dream.
recently I found some property in Indian valley, it was significantly smaller than I had ever imagined (3 acres) which is still BIG... but not big enough for what I really want to do with it... and it is allot closer to town that I would like to be, but I have been practicing my "law's" this one was the perfect opportunity for me to practice the law of unattachment, knowing that everything will work out how it is supposed to. So, I let myslef fall in love with this land, I drove out there just about every day to visit it, I had ceremonies on it, I planted crystals, set intentions, visualized our future together,and for us to work together co-creatively, I visualized just where I would squeeze everything that I wanted so badly all on this land... And I was happy with that. I have been "planning" my life there (while staying unattached) for about two years now.
Recently though, anorther amazing opportunity came in, 28 acres of RAW forest land for just about thirty grand less than the other property and it's about an hour out of town! It is in a town I have never herd of before but I hear it is VERY secluded,but still close enough to my sisters, that alone makes my heart flutter. It all came in so perfectly and unexpected. I was driving in my car eager to get over my my sisters house for our dog walk to tell her about my "vision" and I was thinking about this every different direction. " This land sounds perfect but am I REALLY ready to move to the middle of no where with as little knowledge as I have about the work I want to do?" "I'm not a master animal communicator YET and I am still pretty new at dowsing, can I REALLY make a living and support me and Murphy JUST by making custom LOVE infused pet foods and products?" " I still have soooo much to learn about my work, am I stupid to want this now or should I wait till I learn everything I need to know?"... my mind was going a billion miles an hour, making plans, than doubting myself. Than I got it, it all came in all at one, like a water fall, with information pouring into my body,and I got butterflies in my stomach like a highschooler with a crush, it came in so clear with such detail that I was like WOW, I know exactly what I'm doing, and the layout was different than I had ever imagined but I loved it, it was perfect.
A place where people bring their pets to heal!.... or corss over. Say, if you have just been raising your pet on this store bought pet "food"( which I have been guilty of in the past) not knowing the depths of how very unbenificial it was for your pet whom you love soooo much only to find that your pet got, cancer, or diabetes or was significantly over weight or whatever other kind of un natural disease or medical "mystery" and your only other options were to pay top dollar on brutal vet visits, or to put them to sleep all the while thinking ("ooh my god, does my pet understand what's going on? I don't want to kill him, I wonder what he's thinking/wants" I have been there before and that feeling of helplessness is an awful feeling",) or let them suffer through it if you couldn't afford it... than I would come in! :) You could bring your pet to me, I would tune in with him/her and first and for most ask what her wishes are, does she WANT to leave her physical body, does she WANT to live? than take it from there. Sort of like those centers in Mexico and what not where cancer patients go to heal where they give you fresh juices and a healthy diet, it would kinda be like that.
I will have a BIG beautiful cozy barn with a BIG fire place to keep them warm and stalls in them with cozy beds (which I can make) with the pets favorite color, and pictures of their people and just make it as cozy as passable. I would ask for them to leave their pets there with me since I know that everyone cant stay away from work and their family's too long and I would do my thing, I would have a little cottage for people to come and visit or see what I'm doing with their pets so that they will understand and bring the knowledge home with them.
I would make each individual animal a custom diet, dowsing every meal for exactly what they need at that time, I would check in with them daily, take them on walks around the property, feed them birch water, ahh so many plans, I am so excited! and give them lots of love! I'm a big cuddler, I couldn't care less about cuddling with people but put me around animals and i'm a magnet spooner, I wouldn't be surprised if you walked in to catch me curled up with a horse or a pig or something, I love it.
I want to learn how to give animal massage/Riki and perhaps one day manifest a veterinary partner who knows how to nuder and spay.
I than can send the happy healthy pet home and hopefully heir person will continue to place orders with me for their food that I would custom make every time, fresh out of the garden and with healthy happy meats.
WOW, I cant wait. I know this is going to be allot of work but I cant think of a better way to spend my days/life. I would love every minute of it, passionately.
I cant wait, I know this is going to happen, I can feel it, and I know that the animals and land is going to teach me everything I need to know.
This is just my roughdraft and I am open to change but this sensation I have in my body is like nothing I have expierenced before. I just want to start already!
THANK YOU animal spirits, THANK YOU Deshka
Ok, I have four different band aids on four different fingers, it is a bit difficult to type but I just have to get this off my chest. For those of you who don't know me personally, I really, truly don't often have a whole lot to say, not to people I'm not familiar with anyway, especially in groups bigger than... two, if we were physically in a talking circle right now, I would say perhaps 5 words than quickly pass the talking stick! But lately there has been SO MANY synchronicity(s) and very clear amazing shifts going on that I feel like I can write a book! And they are difficult for me to talk about because they are coming from all different directions, not just one, so I'm like, really, WHERE DO I BEGIN??
This one that I am choosing to share tonight is a BIG one for me, one that has been unraveling for the last two months but only tonight did I get the biggest piece.
As you much have probably gathered my now, I am a AVID, EXTREME animal lover (still haven't made peace with sharks but I do believe that one day I will get there) so much so that when I was 16 I became a STRICT vegetarian. One day I decided, "I'm not going to eat meat anymore!" and I never did after that. I never craved it, never felt like I was missing out on anything, nothing. and if there was ONE thing that I KNEW in life, like really, really, "KNEW," it was that I would never, ever under ANY circumstances EVER eat meat again, EVER! (and neither would my future husband/partner...I was going to manifest that) you couldn't pay me a billion dollars to do it, NO WAY. PERIOD. And if you knew me than you knew this to be true, I'm not a preacher by any means but this was just something I was whole heatedly passionate about "not supporting the meat industry".... or ANY animal death for that matter wither it was done through ceremony or not, I just couldn't fathom how any person could think that they were so great to be able to decide wither and animal gets to live or die...I kept a lot of these feelings to myself, and in fact to even begin to try to talk about them would instantly bring me to tears.... my whole family ate meat at this time, my dad was a seasonal hunter and all that jazz.. To sum this up the best I can, the last 6 months have been totally about REALLLLY checking in and listening to my body... this has been my theme, it came in subconsciously but it came in strong, ME! ME! ME! ME! ME!, everything was about "what's going on in my body, what is my body saying/telling me?"!...."why am I reacting this way towards this situation, where do I feel it in my body?" "why am I reacting this was to this food?" "Why am I feeling sick and where is it coming from?" "Why do I feel soooo down and drained after hanging out with this person?" why? why? why? I have just been really looking at things differently and deeply and curious as to my experience of them. Well over the last few months of really listening to my body I kept getting.... "hum,I think I need to eat some meat?" It totally caught me off guard and to tell you the truth, I kind of offended myself, just for even thinking that! than it got to the point where I kept getting that thought,daily... than I would say it jokingly to my sisters and they would laugh it off KNOWING that that would never happen... well, I keep thinking that....every day, stronger and stronger. I wasn't craving it, I wasn't feeling depleted in anyway, it was just like my body was saying "listen!do it!" so I talked to Kathryn, she said "yesssss, you needed to start eating meat, like yesterday!"(not in those words).... I figured I cant pick and choose which part of this "path" I want to actually live and which part I want to pretend to live, if I'm going to do it, than I'm sure as hell not going to do it half assed. I'm really really doing this! So... I made the conscious decision to bring meat back into my diet as a garnish and only temporarily (while being open to whatever the out come is supposed to be) I will only eat game and I have been dowsing up a storm, I always connect in with the animal spirit, have a little ceremony and make an offering (I have been doing this daily,and religiously and loving it)
Now to the good stuff, I feel amazing! Not only did I get the "idea" to let go of all "labels" but I am so excited and in love with this idea. I will never label myself as a vegetarian again, or anything else, because it keeps me shut down to truly listening to my body. I only ever want to be my own best friend, and give my body exactly what it need, we are a team and we should no longer work against each other.... or, I against it.
I realized that after I began eating meat again that my life changed completely! I realized to my bringing meat back into my diet had nothing to do with my physical body as it did emotional/spiritual, that is so clear to me now.
in a nut shell, for the first time in my life I am not a total mess thinking about animals dying. YES it does still make me sad but it used to be so bad that I would completely "shut down", wouldn't/couldn't even allow my self to even think about it, OR ELSE I was in a deep depression for weeks till I blocked it out of my memory.
I also think that hunting animals in ceremony is a BEAUTIFUL and exciting thing.
I also caught myself encouraging my dad to "go out and get a caribou" the other day??
but than today I caught myself thinking, "wow, I just found this amazing piece of property, I have this dream of this animal healing center or a place people bring their pets to cross over, where I can help them both to understand and let go, the only thing I am missing is a man (someday) to raise some chickens that we can feed to the dogs (raw) and to go hunting so that he can get a buffalo, moose or caribou or something and we can can use the antlers for a rattle or talking stick, and the hide for some beautiful drums, and the meat, if he or I didn't eat it at that time than for the dogs, and the bones for the dogs" and so on. I got SO excited, OF COURSE doing it ALL in ceremony and love and gratitude. I have NEVER felt in my life more connected to animals. Not like this. It's like, I'm finally getting it. And it feels sooo good not to have this draining overbearing emotion behind it. I feel closer to them than I have ever felt in my life, it finally feels like, I'm home... or I'm at least on the porch.. but I am getting it... and soon I can really start with my true animal work...
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU ANIMALS!
This one that I am choosing to share tonight is a BIG one for me, one that has been unraveling for the last two months but only tonight did I get the biggest piece.
As you much have probably gathered my now, I am a AVID, EXTREME animal lover (still haven't made peace with sharks but I do believe that one day I will get there) so much so that when I was 16 I became a STRICT vegetarian. One day I decided, "I'm not going to eat meat anymore!" and I never did after that. I never craved it, never felt like I was missing out on anything, nothing. and if there was ONE thing that I KNEW in life, like really, really, "KNEW," it was that I would never, ever under ANY circumstances EVER eat meat again, EVER! (and neither would my future husband/partner...I was going to manifest that) you couldn't pay me a billion dollars to do it, NO WAY. PERIOD. And if you knew me than you knew this to be true, I'm not a preacher by any means but this was just something I was whole heatedly passionate about "not supporting the meat industry".... or ANY animal death for that matter wither it was done through ceremony or not, I just couldn't fathom how any person could think that they were so great to be able to decide wither and animal gets to live or die...I kept a lot of these feelings to myself, and in fact to even begin to try to talk about them would instantly bring me to tears.... my whole family ate meat at this time, my dad was a seasonal hunter and all that jazz.. To sum this up the best I can, the last 6 months have been totally about REALLLLY checking in and listening to my body... this has been my theme, it came in subconsciously but it came in strong, ME! ME! ME! ME! ME!, everything was about "what's going on in my body, what is my body saying/telling me?"!...."why am I reacting this way towards this situation, where do I feel it in my body?" "why am I reacting this was to this food?" "Why am I feeling sick and where is it coming from?" "Why do I feel soooo down and drained after hanging out with this person?" why? why? why? I have just been really looking at things differently and deeply and curious as to my experience of them. Well over the last few months of really listening to my body I kept getting.... "hum,I think I need to eat some meat?" It totally caught me off guard and to tell you the truth, I kind of offended myself, just for even thinking that! than it got to the point where I kept getting that thought,daily... than I would say it jokingly to my sisters and they would laugh it off KNOWING that that would never happen... well, I keep thinking that....every day, stronger and stronger. I wasn't craving it, I wasn't feeling depleted in anyway, it was just like my body was saying "listen!do it!" so I talked to Kathryn, she said "yesssss, you needed to start eating meat, like yesterday!"(not in those words).... I figured I cant pick and choose which part of this "path" I want to actually live and which part I want to pretend to live, if I'm going to do it, than I'm sure as hell not going to do it half assed. I'm really really doing this! So... I made the conscious decision to bring meat back into my diet as a garnish and only temporarily (while being open to whatever the out come is supposed to be) I will only eat game and I have been dowsing up a storm, I always connect in with the animal spirit, have a little ceremony and make an offering (I have been doing this daily,and religiously and loving it)
Now to the good stuff, I feel amazing! Not only did I get the "idea" to let go of all "labels" but I am so excited and in love with this idea. I will never label myself as a vegetarian again, or anything else, because it keeps me shut down to truly listening to my body. I only ever want to be my own best friend, and give my body exactly what it need, we are a team and we should no longer work against each other.... or, I against it.
I realized that after I began eating meat again that my life changed completely! I realized to my bringing meat back into my diet had nothing to do with my physical body as it did emotional/spiritual, that is so clear to me now.
in a nut shell, for the first time in my life I am not a total mess thinking about animals dying. YES it does still make me sad but it used to be so bad that I would completely "shut down", wouldn't/couldn't even allow my self to even think about it, OR ELSE I was in a deep depression for weeks till I blocked it out of my memory.
I also think that hunting animals in ceremony is a BEAUTIFUL and exciting thing.
I also caught myself encouraging my dad to "go out and get a caribou" the other day??
but than today I caught myself thinking, "wow, I just found this amazing piece of property, I have this dream of this animal healing center or a place people bring their pets to cross over, where I can help them both to understand and let go, the only thing I am missing is a man (someday) to raise some chickens that we can feed to the dogs (raw) and to go hunting so that he can get a buffalo, moose or caribou or something and we can can use the antlers for a rattle or talking stick, and the hide for some beautiful drums, and the meat, if he or I didn't eat it at that time than for the dogs, and the bones for the dogs" and so on. I got SO excited, OF COURSE doing it ALL in ceremony and love and gratitude. I have NEVER felt in my life more connected to animals. Not like this. It's like, I'm finally getting it. And it feels sooo good not to have this draining overbearing emotion behind it. I feel closer to them than I have ever felt in my life, it finally feels like, I'm home... or I'm at least on the porch.. but I am getting it... and soon I can really start with my true animal work...
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU ANIMALS!
Catching up
My fellow lightworkers,
I have finally been able to catch up on the blog, and by catch up I mean sit down and hear what everyone of you has had to say. My trips to Bethel always seem to throw me off kilter, and it usually takes me a week or so to catch up, physically and energetically. I do not like this at all. My trips there are so short, and yet so long. Anyway, it's been wonderful to hear you all again tonight, and I feel immense gratitude to be a part of such an important group - a group who is willing to go within and do the deep work that is not always easy.
During our Full Moon Ceremony last night, I was guided to place the Flower of Life Symbol, the blueprint for all life, into the wheel, which had never occurred to me before but made perfect sense. Our group wrote all of our new blueprints, personal and planetary, onto this symbol, and then drummed it all into the earth grids. It was powerful! Liz also brought the intention for our bodies to shift from linear to radial time awareness. We had an amazing group, and the energy during the ceremony felt very connected and present. Afterward, I got the feeling that each of us doing this work (all lightworkers) were so very powerful, and that the world was not as huge, overwhelming and helpless as I used to think-in fact, quite the contrary. I felt a shift from hopeless to "we are so there, we have done it, we have created the new world." It was amazing, and a new feeling that I had never had before. Finally, Kathryn had sent me a package of Blue MoonFlower Seeds with my 90 day package which had no instructions. They jumped out at me last night before the ceremony, so at the end, each of us placed these first in our mouths (guided by MistWalker and SpiritTalker) and then placed them all at once around the outer circle of the medicine wheel. I'm not quite sure what this means yet, but am sure the information will come at the right time.
I accept Kachina333's challenge of listening to discomfort/dissatisfaction in my life for 3 days (hopefully forever). Though uncomfortable, what a gift. Thank you to the Spirits of the East!
Sweet dreams, Earth Song.
I have finally been able to catch up on the blog, and by catch up I mean sit down and hear what everyone of you has had to say. My trips to Bethel always seem to throw me off kilter, and it usually takes me a week or so to catch up, physically and energetically. I do not like this at all. My trips there are so short, and yet so long. Anyway, it's been wonderful to hear you all again tonight, and I feel immense gratitude to be a part of such an important group - a group who is willing to go within and do the deep work that is not always easy.
During our Full Moon Ceremony last night, I was guided to place the Flower of Life Symbol, the blueprint for all life, into the wheel, which had never occurred to me before but made perfect sense. Our group wrote all of our new blueprints, personal and planetary, onto this symbol, and then drummed it all into the earth grids. It was powerful! Liz also brought the intention for our bodies to shift from linear to radial time awareness. We had an amazing group, and the energy during the ceremony felt very connected and present. Afterward, I got the feeling that each of us doing this work (all lightworkers) were so very powerful, and that the world was not as huge, overwhelming and helpless as I used to think-in fact, quite the contrary. I felt a shift from hopeless to "we are so there, we have done it, we have created the new world." It was amazing, and a new feeling that I had never had before. Finally, Kathryn had sent me a package of Blue MoonFlower Seeds with my 90 day package which had no instructions. They jumped out at me last night before the ceremony, so at the end, each of us placed these first in our mouths (guided by MistWalker and SpiritTalker) and then placed them all at once around the outer circle of the medicine wheel. I'm not quite sure what this means yet, but am sure the information will come at the right time.
I accept Kachina333's challenge of listening to discomfort/dissatisfaction in my life for 3 days (hopefully forever). Though uncomfortable, what a gift. Thank you to the Spirits of the East!
Sweet dreams, Earth Song.
Rules
I haven't been able to write till now, it's a "rule" and I just can't follow them. This for me is pretty hilarious. Starting in childhood and on into adulthood, whatever the "rules" were I followed even if it went against my heart. From keeping family secrets, staying in an abusive marriage, and sacrificing myself to everyone and everything to something as simple is following the lead of another if they said it was the "rule". Over time I have rebelled against one rule for another as I awaken to more truth but I never let go of the ridgid idea of doing everything just right without room for failure. Interestingly enough I am here at this point that I cannot seem to follow any "rules". I started this program with the understanding that I am not to question and only to trust. The struggle with "rules" started there as my layout for this 90 day journey does not follow the same "rules" as the last one. It's clear that the "rules" I understand, I cannot follow and the new ones I create are out of reach. With that said, in gratitude and laughter, I surrender to freedom, I let go of the "rules" and trust the unknown to the fullest, question and rule free.
I am listening and I hear, in gratitude, Michelle
I am listening and I hear, in gratitude, Michelle
Monday, March 1
Synchronicity
I am choosing to pick up the talking stick tonight to share my experience of the Full Moon Ceremony that took place Sunday.
Blew Thunder and I went out to the medicine wheel at exactly 5:55 and as soon as we stepped into the wheel, the coyotes began singing to us from across the valley! This is the kind of synchronicity that is occurring all the time, all around us! I believe we are slowly transitioning into fully living the 13/260 reality. When we began singing our song, after smudging, the coyotes stopped as if honoring the ceremony.
We gave offerings, made prayers and set some intentions. Then BT was complete, so he went inside, since the day was overcast and the wheel was covered in snow. That is when I did the connecting with the grid in Washington DC. I asked if the battle energy wanted to go to a new location in the universe, or if it was ready to transmute into beneficial energy and hold the frequency of co-creation and co-operation. It said "both", so I assumed that some part wanted to stay, and part wanted to move on.
The Grandmothers came and helped me rattle into the grid. I felt like I was pushing energy from DiamondHeart through to Washington, and it became very easy. I was given a chant to repeat, and it seemed like the energy moved all the way to the obelisk. Then something shifted, and I felt the circuit complete, flowing back to us and on up to DiamondHeart. It was amazing.
The sun burst out for a few moments before setting, and the Grandmothers asked me to keep singing the chant as I stared directly into the sun shield. It began to swirl with magenta, yellow, and turquoise. Then I felt the energy in the grid change directions and it was going more toward the southwest. I allowed it to just flow without knowing where it was going. Only later that night did I realize it must have been going to Chile. I was just told to flow the energy in that direction.
The Grandmothers began to rattle back to me, and BT said he heard rattling coming from another direction as well. It seemed very surreal. Then the ceremony was over and I went back inside to get warm.
Then last night I opened the mail I had received from Patti Cota-Robles. She puts on an event every year with light workers from around the world. They do light work in whatever area or city they are called to do, anchoring the 5th dimensional energies into the earth grids. Guess where they are going this August? Washington DC. I realized our programming is preparing the area for the shift that will happen there in August. I invite all of you to send prayers and intenions to Washington as you are guided, to help humanity in that area prepare for the heart opening and shift in consciousness that can happen in August. Help us envision it into reality. Imagine if Washington DC was vibrating with the frequencies of love, co-operation, and co-creation!
Blessings
Kachina
Blew Thunder and I went out to the medicine wheel at exactly 5:55 and as soon as we stepped into the wheel, the coyotes began singing to us from across the valley! This is the kind of synchronicity that is occurring all the time, all around us! I believe we are slowly transitioning into fully living the 13/260 reality. When we began singing our song, after smudging, the coyotes stopped as if honoring the ceremony.
We gave offerings, made prayers and set some intentions. Then BT was complete, so he went inside, since the day was overcast and the wheel was covered in snow. That is when I did the connecting with the grid in Washington DC. I asked if the battle energy wanted to go to a new location in the universe, or if it was ready to transmute into beneficial energy and hold the frequency of co-creation and co-operation. It said "both", so I assumed that some part wanted to stay, and part wanted to move on.
The Grandmothers came and helped me rattle into the grid. I felt like I was pushing energy from DiamondHeart through to Washington, and it became very easy. I was given a chant to repeat, and it seemed like the energy moved all the way to the obelisk. Then something shifted, and I felt the circuit complete, flowing back to us and on up to DiamondHeart. It was amazing.
The sun burst out for a few moments before setting, and the Grandmothers asked me to keep singing the chant as I stared directly into the sun shield. It began to swirl with magenta, yellow, and turquoise. Then I felt the energy in the grid change directions and it was going more toward the southwest. I allowed it to just flow without knowing where it was going. Only later that night did I realize it must have been going to Chile. I was just told to flow the energy in that direction.
The Grandmothers began to rattle back to me, and BT said he heard rattling coming from another direction as well. It seemed very surreal. Then the ceremony was over and I went back inside to get warm.
Then last night I opened the mail I had received from Patti Cota-Robles. She puts on an event every year with light workers from around the world. They do light work in whatever area or city they are called to do, anchoring the 5th dimensional energies into the earth grids. Guess where they are going this August? Washington DC. I realized our programming is preparing the area for the shift that will happen there in August. I invite all of you to send prayers and intenions to Washington as you are guided, to help humanity in that area prepare for the heart opening and shift in consciousness that can happen in August. Help us envision it into reality. Imagine if Washington DC was vibrating with the frequencies of love, co-operation, and co-creation!
Blessings
Kachina
Sunday, February 28
Animal Speak..... and i'll listen!
WOW! Where do I begin? The most AMAZING thing happened to me last week that I have been debating blogging about just because it was such a HUGE, AMAZING situation and gift and I was afraid that I couldn't capture the essence of just how magical it really was writing about it, or even telling about it. But now I am being 'forced' to tell my experience because more and more syncrincient things are lining up and happening that I feel like I am falling behind... `:)
My sister and I meet up and take our dogs on the beautiful walk across town every day, together we have 5 dogs and this place is nice cause they can run free, it is pretty secluded and not too many people go there (if any of you have miniature Schnauzers than you know what a gift in itself it was to find this place with no other people and no other dogs, need I say more) It's our time to catch up while "the kids play"
We have been going here to two years now and there has always been a bit of moose around and always lots of Ravens, always doing their own thing, minding their own business as we did ours.
The other day I got some very unusual news from work that left me dumbfounded, hurt and really upset. The situation made NO SINCE not only to me but to everyone else that I worked with that I asked about it, it was just one of those situations that leaves you like "what the F****, did I miss something, is this a JOKE?"...
So as we were walking I was expressing my confusion, and anger towards this topic. To the right of us a Raven was sitting in the trees making the most amazing noises that I had never herd before, if I didn't know any better I'd think it was raven matting season. Very unusual sounds. I was so caught up in my "drama" that I didn't think much about the raven, I just smiled and said "thank you raven" than continued with my anguish.
We walked about another 20 feet or so, than this raven flew low over our heads than landed in a tree directly above us, CLEARLY trying to get our attention, clearly trying to talk to us. My sister and I stoped and stared, gave the raven our full attention all the wile being like "ooh my gosh, this is crazy, I cant believe this is happening!" the raven began to make all these weird noises again, louder this time and we both could have sworn there were some english words involved. Seriously. it was like he was trying to speak to us in our language so that we could understand. Again we thanked the raven and I was determined to get home to check in to see what exactly he was trying to tell me.
Again we started walking away and AGAIN the same thing happened, he flew low over us than landed in another tree RIGHT DIRECTLY ABOVE US, as thought he was saying "STOP! and listen!" My sister and I were completely in disbelief! he began talking up a storm again than managed to break off a beautiful branch from this beautiful tree and drop it down to me! It was soooo amazing. That stick was FOR ME, and he GAVE IT TO ME, I could not believe what I was seeing. the branch is beautiful and I couldn't help but to campair to to the other branches on the rest of out walk, this branch was truly magical and very unique. It's all spirally and twisted and at the top of it it has a "Y" in one direction of the "Y" it is shriveled and lifeless looking and at the other direction of the "Y" it is beautiful, straight, flawless and totally full of life. I was soooo grateful and so excited as to what just happened and for this amazing gift I got. I thanked him compulsively and though I didn't have an offering on me I was sure to give one the second i got back to my car, cause that's where I keep "my stash" :)
Anyway, we thanked him and continued walking, he began to "CAW" LOUDER and LOUDER the further away we got this time sounding more like a Raven, than once again flew down very low over our heads, directly over us and off into the distance! AMAZING!!! It truly gave me butterflies in my stomach... and once again.
That is EXACTLY the kind of situation I have been asking for in my offerings everyday, it was just... beyond words...
My sister,Earth Song, being the amazing intuitive that she is (and so much more) got that the Raven was telling me to "change my song." Instead of being pissed off and complaining about this situation at work, this gives me the perfect opportunity to manifest the outcome I want and to stay positive and trust!
Well, she was right! I went home and did some checking in and pulled a few animal cards and that was the exact message. "Put aside you're doubts and fears and "caw" the shots as you see them"
AMAZING.
THANK YOU RAVEN!!!
I feel 100% positive that everything is going to work out just as it is supposed to at work, and this situation ONLY arose JUST TO get my attention to give me this amazing opportunity to, once and for all "change my song."
My sister and I meet up and take our dogs on the beautiful walk across town every day, together we have 5 dogs and this place is nice cause they can run free, it is pretty secluded and not too many people go there (if any of you have miniature Schnauzers than you know what a gift in itself it was to find this place with no other people and no other dogs, need I say more) It's our time to catch up while "the kids play"
We have been going here to two years now and there has always been a bit of moose around and always lots of Ravens, always doing their own thing, minding their own business as we did ours.
The other day I got some very unusual news from work that left me dumbfounded, hurt and really upset. The situation made NO SINCE not only to me but to everyone else that I worked with that I asked about it, it was just one of those situations that leaves you like "what the F****, did I miss something, is this a JOKE?"...
So as we were walking I was expressing my confusion, and anger towards this topic. To the right of us a Raven was sitting in the trees making the most amazing noises that I had never herd before, if I didn't know any better I'd think it was raven matting season. Very unusual sounds. I was so caught up in my "drama" that I didn't think much about the raven, I just smiled and said "thank you raven" than continued with my anguish.
We walked about another 20 feet or so, than this raven flew low over our heads than landed in a tree directly above us, CLEARLY trying to get our attention, clearly trying to talk to us. My sister and I stoped and stared, gave the raven our full attention all the wile being like "ooh my gosh, this is crazy, I cant believe this is happening!" the raven began to make all these weird noises again, louder this time and we both could have sworn there were some english words involved. Seriously. it was like he was trying to speak to us in our language so that we could understand. Again we thanked the raven and I was determined to get home to check in to see what exactly he was trying to tell me.
Again we started walking away and AGAIN the same thing happened, he flew low over us than landed in another tree RIGHT DIRECTLY ABOVE US, as thought he was saying "STOP! and listen!" My sister and I were completely in disbelief! he began talking up a storm again than managed to break off a beautiful branch from this beautiful tree and drop it down to me! It was soooo amazing. That stick was FOR ME, and he GAVE IT TO ME, I could not believe what I was seeing. the branch is beautiful and I couldn't help but to campair to to the other branches on the rest of out walk, this branch was truly magical and very unique. It's all spirally and twisted and at the top of it it has a "Y" in one direction of the "Y" it is shriveled and lifeless looking and at the other direction of the "Y" it is beautiful, straight, flawless and totally full of life. I was soooo grateful and so excited as to what just happened and for this amazing gift I got. I thanked him compulsively and though I didn't have an offering on me I was sure to give one the second i got back to my car, cause that's where I keep "my stash" :)
Anyway, we thanked him and continued walking, he began to "CAW" LOUDER and LOUDER the further away we got this time sounding more like a Raven, than once again flew down very low over our heads, directly over us and off into the distance! AMAZING!!! It truly gave me butterflies in my stomach... and once again.
That is EXACTLY the kind of situation I have been asking for in my offerings everyday, it was just... beyond words...
My sister,Earth Song, being the amazing intuitive that she is (and so much more) got that the Raven was telling me to "change my song." Instead of being pissed off and complaining about this situation at work, this gives me the perfect opportunity to manifest the outcome I want and to stay positive and trust!
Well, she was right! I went home and did some checking in and pulled a few animal cards and that was the exact message. "Put aside you're doubts and fears and "caw" the shots as you see them"
AMAZING.
THANK YOU RAVEN!!!
I feel 100% positive that everything is going to work out just as it is supposed to at work, and this situation ONLY arose JUST TO get my attention to give me this amazing opportunity to, once and for all "change my song."
Saturday, February 27
The ways of the world
Today I was reflecting on some of the others in my life who are experiencing extreme imbalance and chaos. My sister-in-law for example, (though she is much more like a sister to me) has recently lost the love of her life to another woman, lost her home that she spent 2.5 years in and as of yesterday, was laid off from her job. Her life has been reset, literally.
I feel for all her loses very deeply and I cannot relay in words how blessed I feel to have the perspective of this course to help her. In my mind, absolutely everything has a reason and a purpose in this world, though that may not be clear to those involved at first. She feels like a lost soul right now and I feel like an angel in disguise to help her find her way. For that I am so very grateful.
One of the questions in our journals recently was what we think our purpose is here in this life. I strongly believe that I am meant to help others. All of what I am experiencing in my own life right now and all that I am intending to work on within myself has so much more meaning to me when I can apply that growth and experience to others and help them too. My soul almost feels more complete, like a life long void has been filled just a bit more.
The people in my life lend so much to who I am. We all meet people for a reason, a lot like the story of Bob the organic farmer, that was not coincidence...that was fate. I believe that the ones who come to any of us for whatever reason, come because we are meant to know them as much as they are meant to know us. It is all intentional...
What a wonderful, beautiful world we live in...
~Tayo
I feel for all her loses very deeply and I cannot relay in words how blessed I feel to have the perspective of this course to help her. In my mind, absolutely everything has a reason and a purpose in this world, though that may not be clear to those involved at first. She feels like a lost soul right now and I feel like an angel in disguise to help her find her way. For that I am so very grateful.
One of the questions in our journals recently was what we think our purpose is here in this life. I strongly believe that I am meant to help others. All of what I am experiencing in my own life right now and all that I am intending to work on within myself has so much more meaning to me when I can apply that growth and experience to others and help them too. My soul almost feels more complete, like a life long void has been filled just a bit more.
The people in my life lend so much to who I am. We all meet people for a reason, a lot like the story of Bob the organic farmer, that was not coincidence...that was fate. I believe that the ones who come to any of us for whatever reason, come because we are meant to know them as much as they are meant to know us. It is all intentional...
What a wonderful, beautiful world we live in...
~Tayo
Full Moon Ceremony
I apologize for missing my Blog appointment yesterday. I just could not write, every time I sat down to do it, I couldn't. Now I understand why, so I am writing this morning in hopes that you all will check in today.
Several people have expressed the desire to join in ceremony tomorrow on the full moon. I am feeling a time around 5:55 (in Alaska that would be 3:55), yet I am certain that if you joined the ceremony at another time it will still be effective.
I will be setting a personal intention in this ceremony, as will Blew Thunder. I also want to put out there a planetary intention that has been waiting in the wings. For about a week now, I have been having more dreams about President Obama. This has never happened to me before with any other president, but ever since he was campaigning, I have had dreams about him and Michele, and always we are sitting in a very beautiful room, having a conversation. They are always short and to the point.
In the last dream, about 2 days ago, he came to me and said he was frustrated. All the dreams hopes he had when he first came into office for creating positive change seemed to be inaccessible, because he felt the focus of our government legislators had deteriorated into battle energy. Instead of believing that we could all work together to find powerful solutions, their consciousness had become mired in battle energy, now only interested in who wins instead of creating miracles.
I thought about this and remembered how we planted crystals in Anchorage to facilitate positive change for the school district. I watched in excitement as positive new policies were adopted that brought new life into the school system there. And I could not do this UNTIL I had received a request from people inside the school district itself.
Now I realize that the request to help Washington DC clear its battle energy has come in the dreamtime. That dream was the request. Now we have permission. The spirits of the land keep telling me that I know someone who is going to Washington DC and could plant a crystal there for us, but I certainly don't know who that would be. If it is anyone reading this, and you would be willing to participate by planting a crystal with our prayers and intentions in it, please e-mail me.
In the mean time, I will be opening a ley line directly to Washington, to the obelisk, tomorrow. I will be drumming and rattling my prayers into the grid, asking to be connected to the grid there. And I will be connecting with the battle energy, finding out if it is ready to leave or transmute into completely beneficial energy. I don't know what will evolve in the ceremony, but I do know I must be willing to ask.
Thank you all for your healing path and evolutionary journey on Mother Earth.
Kachina
Several people have expressed the desire to join in ceremony tomorrow on the full moon. I am feeling a time around 5:55 (in Alaska that would be 3:55), yet I am certain that if you joined the ceremony at another time it will still be effective.
I will be setting a personal intention in this ceremony, as will Blew Thunder. I also want to put out there a planetary intention that has been waiting in the wings. For about a week now, I have been having more dreams about President Obama. This has never happened to me before with any other president, but ever since he was campaigning, I have had dreams about him and Michele, and always we are sitting in a very beautiful room, having a conversation. They are always short and to the point.
In the last dream, about 2 days ago, he came to me and said he was frustrated. All the dreams hopes he had when he first came into office for creating positive change seemed to be inaccessible, because he felt the focus of our government legislators had deteriorated into battle energy. Instead of believing that we could all work together to find powerful solutions, their consciousness had become mired in battle energy, now only interested in who wins instead of creating miracles.
I thought about this and remembered how we planted crystals in Anchorage to facilitate positive change for the school district. I watched in excitement as positive new policies were adopted that brought new life into the school system there. And I could not do this UNTIL I had received a request from people inside the school district itself.
Now I realize that the request to help Washington DC clear its battle energy has come in the dreamtime. That dream was the request. Now we have permission. The spirits of the land keep telling me that I know someone who is going to Washington DC and could plant a crystal there for us, but I certainly don't know who that would be. If it is anyone reading this, and you would be willing to participate by planting a crystal with our prayers and intentions in it, please e-mail me.
In the mean time, I will be opening a ley line directly to Washington, to the obelisk, tomorrow. I will be drumming and rattling my prayers into the grid, asking to be connected to the grid there. And I will be connecting with the battle energy, finding out if it is ready to leave or transmute into completely beneficial energy. I don't know what will evolve in the ceremony, but I do know I must be willing to ask.
Thank you all for your healing path and evolutionary journey on Mother Earth.
Kachina
Thursday, February 25
The Age of Flowers
Last night I dreamed that an ancient Mayan spirit was talking to me. Michael and Drunvalo were there, and a group of people that I knew very well but could not see any of their faces. The Mayan spirit man was telling me (reminding me again!) of the Mayan creation story. It goes something like this:
The ancient ancestors of the Mayans came from the Pleiades when a galactic "call for volunteers" went out. The solar system we live in, called Kinich Ahau by the Mayan timekeepers, represented an interesting challenge for colonization. Because this particular star's base frequency vibrates to a resonance of 20, and our galaxy vibrates to the resonance of 13, the frequency cycles affecting our solar system are dissonant. In order to colonize a planet in a solar system such as this, the evolution of consciousness will require moving through the experience of disharmony in order to come through these vibrations and into a finally harmonious ascension into a common vibration, (in our case, the resonance of 20 X 13, or 260).
The Mayan ancestors never expected to succeed at their first attempt of colonization. Indeed, they had colonized many planets in different solar systems, but the challenge of this one was new and exciting. The first attempt to colonize was made on Maldek, a planet that the Mayans say existed where the asteroid belt is today. Over time, as the dissonance of the 13/20 vibration grew, human consciousness degenerated into disconnection with source, turning toward war and destruction. Maldek was eventually lost to the process of the warrior technology that evolved. In short, we exploded the planet, and left only a ring of asteroids where once it revolved in orbit around our sun.
Taking what was learned from this experience, the ancestors moved on to the next candidate; Mars. Here we experienced a similar outcome, human consciousness unable to make the vibrational shift into harmony, once again became disconnected from source, eventually degenerating into war and chaos again. This time, however, the planet was left devoid of life, but not obliterated. This was real progress!
The next attempt was made here on earth. This time, with all that was learned from the first two planetary attempts, special preparations were made by the Pleiadian ancestors. The 260 vibrational resonance was programmed deep into the Earth's iron crystal core, to be activated if and when human consciousness evolved to the point of remembrance. Then they proceeded to co-create the evolution of human life on earth.
Several worlds came and went, as human consciousness attempted again to colonize earth. Each time a planetary civilization peaked, the dissonance of the 13/20 ratio caused the degeneration and breakdown of the civilization. Then the earth would go into another ice age, taking 26,000 years to regenerate each time. And each time, we got closer to the planetary ascension.
According to the Mayans, we are now on the doorstep of colonization of the planet earth. We have passed the end time, the time when breakdown and purification begin. And enough of our indigenous elders awakened in the nick of time to do the ceremonies that would bring the 13/260 vibration up from the center of the earth, where it was seeded so long ago. We humans are beginning to remember our connection to source. We are now moving into the Age of Flowers (funny, the Hopi talk about this as the age of flowers, too). This is the age unfolding when we will experience the Flowering of life on earth.
According to those ancestors, the veils of the "reincarnation/death" cycle will be lifted, and we will no longer feel disconnected from all the other beings that share a home on earth, or feel trapped in the physical dimension. We, together, as a planet are ascending in consciousness.
This creation story, when I first heard it, was told to me by a Gila Apache medicine woman. It has resonated with me for as long as I can remember, it was as if she was telling a story that I already had experienced. It still holds that amazing level of truth for me. I hope some of you will share your own stories...
Blessings,
Kachina
The ancient ancestors of the Mayans came from the Pleiades when a galactic "call for volunteers" went out. The solar system we live in, called Kinich Ahau by the Mayan timekeepers, represented an interesting challenge for colonization. Because this particular star's base frequency vibrates to a resonance of 20, and our galaxy vibrates to the resonance of 13, the frequency cycles affecting our solar system are dissonant. In order to colonize a planet in a solar system such as this, the evolution of consciousness will require moving through the experience of disharmony in order to come through these vibrations and into a finally harmonious ascension into a common vibration, (in our case, the resonance of 20 X 13, or 260).
The Mayan ancestors never expected to succeed at their first attempt of colonization. Indeed, they had colonized many planets in different solar systems, but the challenge of this one was new and exciting. The first attempt to colonize was made on Maldek, a planet that the Mayans say existed where the asteroid belt is today. Over time, as the dissonance of the 13/20 vibration grew, human consciousness degenerated into disconnection with source, turning toward war and destruction. Maldek was eventually lost to the process of the warrior technology that evolved. In short, we exploded the planet, and left only a ring of asteroids where once it revolved in orbit around our sun.
Taking what was learned from this experience, the ancestors moved on to the next candidate; Mars. Here we experienced a similar outcome, human consciousness unable to make the vibrational shift into harmony, once again became disconnected from source, eventually degenerating into war and chaos again. This time, however, the planet was left devoid of life, but not obliterated. This was real progress!
The next attempt was made here on earth. This time, with all that was learned from the first two planetary attempts, special preparations were made by the Pleiadian ancestors. The 260 vibrational resonance was programmed deep into the Earth's iron crystal core, to be activated if and when human consciousness evolved to the point of remembrance. Then they proceeded to co-create the evolution of human life on earth.
Several worlds came and went, as human consciousness attempted again to colonize earth. Each time a planetary civilization peaked, the dissonance of the 13/20 ratio caused the degeneration and breakdown of the civilization. Then the earth would go into another ice age, taking 26,000 years to regenerate each time. And each time, we got closer to the planetary ascension.
According to the Mayans, we are now on the doorstep of colonization of the planet earth. We have passed the end time, the time when breakdown and purification begin. And enough of our indigenous elders awakened in the nick of time to do the ceremonies that would bring the 13/260 vibration up from the center of the earth, where it was seeded so long ago. We humans are beginning to remember our connection to source. We are now moving into the Age of Flowers (funny, the Hopi talk about this as the age of flowers, too). This is the age unfolding when we will experience the Flowering of life on earth.
According to those ancestors, the veils of the "reincarnation/death" cycle will be lifted, and we will no longer feel disconnected from all the other beings that share a home on earth, or feel trapped in the physical dimension. We, together, as a planet are ascending in consciousness.
This creation story, when I first heard it, was told to me by a Gila Apache medicine woman. It has resonated with me for as long as I can remember, it was as if she was telling a story that I already had experienced. It still holds that amazing level of truth for me. I hope some of you will share your own stories...
Blessings,
Kachina
Changing of the Guard
In my last entry I had talked about the squirrel cage, and being so engulfed in this project here at White Sage Landing. That unconsciousness had many, many levels; and as a result of hooking back up with my support team (my "pod" as I used to call them), from the Master Carpenters to Black Elk, to Paul Little Chief, to Archangel Michael, to Jess and Edwin, Bucky, and lastly my dad.
Some of you might remember my process in forgiving my father. By forgiving him, all that was needed was one person in physical form, of his relations, to simply forgive him unconditionally. As a result of that, (I was the only one in the family who could forgive him), the unseen assistance that resulted was phenomenal-for me and even for some others. And really the most important thing was, it freed him so he could return to incarnation.
Kathryn had mentioned that he was coming back into physical form, and when that happened, he would be moving on. So with this 90 day re-hook up, I became aware that not just my father but all my ancestral guides were "retiring". In every 90 day class that we have done, I have asked for my cosmic memory to return. And one of my biggest life lessons has been to overcome the feeling of abandonment.
I feel the space that exists where this large presence of my ancestors used to be. Yet now, today, I don't have the feeling of abandonment and I believe my cosmic Grandfathers are just around the corner. A new time is come.
On this red white blue portal day, I chose nothing but redirecting muddy water, using NO power tools! The snow fall here has made me realize it is time to slow down to bring balance in. So I threw the Wood schedule away.
Together what we could not do alone; the more we can talk about things that we don't want to talk about, the lighter the load gets. Now is the time to pick up the talking stick.
Blew Thunder
Some of you might remember my process in forgiving my father. By forgiving him, all that was needed was one person in physical form, of his relations, to simply forgive him unconditionally. As a result of that, (I was the only one in the family who could forgive him), the unseen assistance that resulted was phenomenal-for me and even for some others. And really the most important thing was, it freed him so he could return to incarnation.
Kathryn had mentioned that he was coming back into physical form, and when that happened, he would be moving on. So with this 90 day re-hook up, I became aware that not just my father but all my ancestral guides were "retiring". In every 90 day class that we have done, I have asked for my cosmic memory to return. And one of my biggest life lessons has been to overcome the feeling of abandonment.
I feel the space that exists where this large presence of my ancestors used to be. Yet now, today, I don't have the feeling of abandonment and I believe my cosmic Grandfathers are just around the corner. A new time is come.
On this red white blue portal day, I chose nothing but redirecting muddy water, using NO power tools! The snow fall here has made me realize it is time to slow down to bring balance in. So I threw the Wood schedule away.
Together what we could not do alone; the more we can talk about things that we don't want to talk about, the lighter the load gets. Now is the time to pick up the talking stick.
Blew Thunder
Gratitude to Bob
I met an interesting man named Bob yesterday. He was 70 years old vibrant and passionate about his love for organic farming. Our encounter was short but life changing, as Bob shared his life story with me, I felt a part of my soul that has been dormant for some time awaken and I know Bob now as an angle who was sent here as an answer to my prayers.
Bob's father, as he put it was "an intuitive farmer" he told a story of how his Dad turned clay into fertile soil by composting and listing to the needs of the earth and using his intuition to supply in balance what the earth needed to change from clay into fertile growing soil. After his father passed Bob's older brother took over the family farm and Bob went out into the world "to see what I could make of myself" It was around the time of WWII and chemical fertilizers and farming methods were becoming the forefront of the agriculture world. Bob moved to Alaska and for the next 30 years was the lead farm hand for several different operations using chemical fertilizers and growing methods.
Being fed all the same stories from the industry that chemicals produced better quality crops and betters yields. He watched as the soil began to die and new viruses and diseases began affecting the crops. He watch the people he worked with die sporadically from random illnesses of unknown causes. He told me about one man who would never wear a mask or gloves when they sprayed the crops and how his hands and beard would be bright yellow for weeks afterword. This man too died an early death.
One day Bob could no longer silence the voice of his intuition about what these chemicals were doing to the earth and the people whom consumed the crops raised in this manner.
He walked away, cut and dry, and went back to his original roots of intuitive organic farming.
He told me he was choosing to promote and produce life with his farming methods not death in the way the chemical industry was. I could tell as he talked that he was holding a lot of regret and guilt for having been involved with that industry for so long. But even at 70 he was on the path of healing as his life decision to commit to organic farming fulfilled his soul on such a level, you could see the life in his eyes and feel his passion as he spoke about what he was doing today.
Today, Bob owns a very successful organic fertilizer company made from recycled fish bones that would otherwise be thrown away. He also grows all his own food and high quality organic seed potato's to sell to other farmers. He spreads the message of organics versus chemicals and is inspired everyday by life. He talked about how he learns something new everyday and is simply a student of life.
Bob left me with one message that struck me to the core.
He told me since going back to organic farming every day in a new experiment. Some things work and some things don't but if you live your life by "what ifs" you'll never try anything.
I am so thrilled I had the privilege of meeting Bob. He has inspired and re-awakened a sense of courage in me, as something is rumbling beneath the surface that I am not yet at the liberty to share because I do not have all the information but I know the timing of my encounter with Bob was no coincidence.
Last night I dreamt of my old dog Maddie. I haven't seen her in years and she came to me so happy, enthralled and excited. when I woke I had the sense that this dream represented a part of myself that I had been ignoring and refusing to give voice to and the image of my dog so happy and excited was my confirmation on how happy this part of myself was that I was finally listening and paying attention again.
In the essence of the east and of Bob, of new beginnings and sunrises, I am choosing life.
Bob's father, as he put it was "an intuitive farmer" he told a story of how his Dad turned clay into fertile soil by composting and listing to the needs of the earth and using his intuition to supply in balance what the earth needed to change from clay into fertile growing soil. After his father passed Bob's older brother took over the family farm and Bob went out into the world "to see what I could make of myself" It was around the time of WWII and chemical fertilizers and farming methods were becoming the forefront of the agriculture world. Bob moved to Alaska and for the next 30 years was the lead farm hand for several different operations using chemical fertilizers and growing methods.
Being fed all the same stories from the industry that chemicals produced better quality crops and betters yields. He watched as the soil began to die and new viruses and diseases began affecting the crops. He watch the people he worked with die sporadically from random illnesses of unknown causes. He told me about one man who would never wear a mask or gloves when they sprayed the crops and how his hands and beard would be bright yellow for weeks afterword. This man too died an early death.
One day Bob could no longer silence the voice of his intuition about what these chemicals were doing to the earth and the people whom consumed the crops raised in this manner.
He walked away, cut and dry, and went back to his original roots of intuitive organic farming.
He told me he was choosing to promote and produce life with his farming methods not death in the way the chemical industry was. I could tell as he talked that he was holding a lot of regret and guilt for having been involved with that industry for so long. But even at 70 he was on the path of healing as his life decision to commit to organic farming fulfilled his soul on such a level, you could see the life in his eyes and feel his passion as he spoke about what he was doing today.
Today, Bob owns a very successful organic fertilizer company made from recycled fish bones that would otherwise be thrown away. He also grows all his own food and high quality organic seed potato's to sell to other farmers. He spreads the message of organics versus chemicals and is inspired everyday by life. He talked about how he learns something new everyday and is simply a student of life.
Bob left me with one message that struck me to the core.
He told me since going back to organic farming every day in a new experiment. Some things work and some things don't but if you live your life by "what ifs" you'll never try anything.
I am so thrilled I had the privilege of meeting Bob. He has inspired and re-awakened a sense of courage in me, as something is rumbling beneath the surface that I am not yet at the liberty to share because I do not have all the information but I know the timing of my encounter with Bob was no coincidence.
Last night I dreamt of my old dog Maddie. I haven't seen her in years and she came to me so happy, enthralled and excited. when I woke I had the sense that this dream represented a part of myself that I had been ignoring and refusing to give voice to and the image of my dog so happy and excited was my confirmation on how happy this part of myself was that I was finally listening and paying attention again.
In the essence of the east and of Bob, of new beginnings and sunrises, I am choosing life.
Softening after the rage & rock on Co-Creation!
I feel that in my role of Executrix, I raged and released a bit over the last couple days and now I am softening on the issues with the sale of my mother's beach house. 2 weeks ago, Kathryn told me to stay open and clear in my mind. Important pieces of information are missing on purpose. (That's for sure!) It is all a symphony. She said she could tell me no more and that, "It must be up to you, for you and from you."
I want to handle the issue of my mom's beautiful but non-sustainable summer beach house in a way that takes the high road with thoughtful and heart-filled leadership and the best interest of all in the settlement of my mother's estate. I think now my guidance is telling me not sell the house for another year. Darn, why didn't they just say that in the first place? I guess so I could skirmish with myself through some more tortuous unhealed emotions and attitudes, and lift myself onto higher clearer ground.
My future desire: I ask to be directed to the sacred land I am to caretake, to build a sustainable family retreat that is also my home/work place and a demonstration of creating loving and healing environments through sacred geometry and Divine Creativity, ....and permaculture, renewable energy, ascension, !all our explorations with co-creation! As I said before, my wounded nieces do not want me to part with the home but they do not understand the expense, risk, worry and "burden of ownership" that comes with it. Or that it may put other peoples' future plans on hold. A house is a home and places hold intense presence but we are the people, we hold the memories. Joni reminded me, "Home is where the heart is." I intend to create a sustainable family retreat where my nieces will be happy to visit or live. For this new land, I have been directed to take a Lumerian crystal from the Medicine Wheel at my mother's beach home, this is a crystal that my brother, his wife and I all held in our fingertips together as we set it buried in the center of the wheel there in a ceremony in honor of my mother. I was guided that we place it in the center hole, vertically with a conch set vertically on top and Mom's ashes poured over it and then covered. The four grandchildren placed 4 Lumerians in the 4 directions. Beforehand, everyone was smudged and afterward they complimented the ceremony and wanted to know, "Where did you learn this?!" Less than 5 months later my brother Ben and his wife Barbara crossed over together in the plane crash.
I am working on options to give my nieces another year before selling the house but with conditions that their estate take on some of the expense, responsibility and risk. That will give them more time to heal and may help them decide whether at 19 and 22 they want to take on such a responsibility. I am staying open in mind, reining in my attorney, as I know I am to do this in co-creation and it is a rite of passage for me. Thank you to the spirits of the "Living your Dream" blog for stimulating this mental clarity for me!!! It just happened! I now know better what I want to do ...at least for today!
There is something I am excited about. I followed guidance from my star-being guides as I was doing the energy rebate remodel to my home. I shifted my son's little bedroom to be my "healing room". I painted the walls in a watercolor wash like a rainbow except green. Over a period of time my starbeing guides had guided me to dowse and watercolor paint 22 geometries 8.5"x11", each one 11 days apart for 240 days. I was guided to frame the last 12 of them, glue a specific crystal on each one, and place an arangement of the 12 on the wall. It feels like heaven in there and I was guided to sleep in there until my brother arrives. Vicki said she felt a big heart chakra opening when she went in there. I asked Kathryn if she could give me some information about why it feels so wonderful, supportive, comforting, alluring and clear. She said the geometries had created a very stable healing environment. The space is self-clearing transmuting any negativity, all non-beneficial energies are cleared from the space. The geometries opened a multi-dimensional portal, a form reaching through the dimensions, such there there are lots of potentials and possiblities for healing, it speeds healing and that any healing done there would have a greater effect. Rock on! Thank you, amazing guides! I am excited. So wow, Co-Creation, what else can we do?!!
I want to handle the issue of my mom's beautiful but non-sustainable summer beach house in a way that takes the high road with thoughtful and heart-filled leadership and the best interest of all in the settlement of my mother's estate. I think now my guidance is telling me not sell the house for another year. Darn, why didn't they just say that in the first place? I guess so I could skirmish with myself through some more tortuous unhealed emotions and attitudes, and lift myself onto higher clearer ground.
My future desire: I ask to be directed to the sacred land I am to caretake, to build a sustainable family retreat that is also my home/work place and a demonstration of creating loving and healing environments through sacred geometry and Divine Creativity, ....and permaculture, renewable energy, ascension, !all our explorations with co-creation! As I said before, my wounded nieces do not want me to part with the home but they do not understand the expense, risk, worry and "burden of ownership" that comes with it. Or that it may put other peoples' future plans on hold. A house is a home and places hold intense presence but we are the people, we hold the memories. Joni reminded me, "Home is where the heart is." I intend to create a sustainable family retreat where my nieces will be happy to visit or live. For this new land, I have been directed to take a Lumerian crystal from the Medicine Wheel at my mother's beach home, this is a crystal that my brother, his wife and I all held in our fingertips together as we set it buried in the center of the wheel there in a ceremony in honor of my mother. I was guided that we place it in the center hole, vertically with a conch set vertically on top and Mom's ashes poured over it and then covered. The four grandchildren placed 4 Lumerians in the 4 directions. Beforehand, everyone was smudged and afterward they complimented the ceremony and wanted to know, "Where did you learn this?!" Less than 5 months later my brother Ben and his wife Barbara crossed over together in the plane crash.
I am working on options to give my nieces another year before selling the house but with conditions that their estate take on some of the expense, responsibility and risk. That will give them more time to heal and may help them decide whether at 19 and 22 they want to take on such a responsibility. I am staying open in mind, reining in my attorney, as I know I am to do this in co-creation and it is a rite of passage for me. Thank you to the spirits of the "Living your Dream" blog for stimulating this mental clarity for me!!! It just happened! I now know better what I want to do ...at least for today!
There is something I am excited about. I followed guidance from my star-being guides as I was doing the energy rebate remodel to my home. I shifted my son's little bedroom to be my "healing room". I painted the walls in a watercolor wash like a rainbow except green. Over a period of time my starbeing guides had guided me to dowse and watercolor paint 22 geometries 8.5"x11", each one 11 days apart for 240 days. I was guided to frame the last 12 of them, glue a specific crystal on each one, and place an arangement of the 12 on the wall. It feels like heaven in there and I was guided to sleep in there until my brother arrives. Vicki said she felt a big heart chakra opening when she went in there. I asked Kathryn if she could give me some information about why it feels so wonderful, supportive, comforting, alluring and clear. She said the geometries had created a very stable healing environment. The space is self-clearing transmuting any negativity, all non-beneficial energies are cleared from the space. The geometries opened a multi-dimensional portal, a form reaching through the dimensions, such there there are lots of potentials and possiblities for healing, it speeds healing and that any healing done there would have a greater effect. Rock on! Thank you, amazing guides! I am excited. So wow, Co-Creation, what else can we do?!!
Wednesday, February 24
Wednesday, Feb 24
It is spring in Alaska - but for how long before the snow falls again. The palace that I'm working on has the belt channel - kidney area. I decided to get a hula hoop to help stimulate that area. I borrowed one since no store has them yet and gave it a go. At first 2 seconds was all I could last but yesterday I did 22 revolutions. I'm curious as to how this movement will help change the health of my kidneys. I've discovered that I want to do movement with this 90 day to help facilitate the healing. I've not connected specific movement to the constitution work before.I also had a night dream where I was in a class waiting patiently for the question answer period. My question was about horsetail hydrosol. The dream ended and when I looked up this hydrosol I discovered it is for kidneys. The plants are talking to me! This is what I asked for on one of the pages where it said to draw a guide to help me. Dododododo. I've included animals, birds, etc as my guides as well. It has hit me the last 2 months how much the animals/plants/nature wants to be a part of human healing -- beyond just vibrant food but in communication with us about guiding our healing.
My stomach talks to me now about what it doesn't like. I drank a Kombucha and the stomach was not ready for it. I am listening.
I was at my computer today and I flashed back to the Kiva and the tarantulas day dream. I was not done. So I started singing like Kathryn said to do and the spiders turned white. I then went up to my spiritual room and began singing and swaying. It soon became apparent that I needed to sing to all the spirits of animals/plants/nature that I have in my room in the form of feathers, fur, claws, eggs, teeth, hides, shells, etc. I began dancing like Yupik Native Dancers. It only lasted a short while. I've come to believe that spontaneous action only needs to be as long as it needs and doesn't need to be big like a ceremony. This is Living the Dream every day.
Sometimes I get panicky about the time left in my life. I'm 60 now. I look at my spiritual friends in their 20's 30's 40's and think about how long their future is. Then I hear Michael in my mind telling of his story and how he reversed his degenerative body and I have hope. My doubts fade into the background. I see 120 years old in the future and who knows perhaps no age. I ask for courage to step fully onto my new spiritual path and may I always remind myself I don't have to know all the steps to get there. I just have to make the first step and keep moving forward.
Joni Mist Walker
Mind vs. Heart
Hi everyone...
I have a business out of town (in Bethel, AK), and was away working there this weekend. I missed you all and this connection while I was away, but am happy to report that I was able to maintain my high-frequency diet and did not have any coffee, which was amazingly effortless for once. I am so proud of myself!
I can feel deep changes in myself already, and attribute them to this program. I was stunned to get to Bethel and be confronted with strong feelings that perhaps I have outgrown my business there. I have had my skin care business for 3 1/2 years, and there is no logical reason for me to give it up - at all! I love every bit of it and feel great love from my clients in return. I am able to completely support myself financially by working only 3-4 days every 5 weeks, allowing me much freedom the rest of the time. My business continues to grow and grow and I have a deep loyalty to my clients. I also get to spend precious time with my parents who I otherwise would not see much of.
However, there is something off about it, and I felt it very strongly this past weekend, even though it was a wonderful weekend. I believe my heart is telling me that it's time to move on, and that having this business is somehow holding me in a certain place vibrationally, even though I only work 3-4 days/month. I've been using that as a justification until now to override my intuition. I created this business when I was a very different person, and I think now there is a dis-resonance that I can feel more and more as time goes on. It occurred to me this weekend that I definitely "keep a lid" on who I really am, allowing my clients to only see one (very safe) side of me. I feel like I am so much more than what I have been allowing others to see, and now I want to create something new that honors who I am now! Though it all looks perfect on paper, it's beginning to feel very 12/60.
I have made a new commitment to listen to my Heart, and wonder if I'll have the courage to actually go through with this new change. It feels powerful to admit this to you all, myself included. A recent program I placed in the DiamondHeart medicine wheel and the Bethel medicine wheel was " I shift through synchronicity, desire, and fulfillment." That is what this feels like. Thank you all, Earth Song.
I have a business out of town (in Bethel, AK), and was away working there this weekend. I missed you all and this connection while I was away, but am happy to report that I was able to maintain my high-frequency diet and did not have any coffee, which was amazingly effortless for once. I am so proud of myself!
I can feel deep changes in myself already, and attribute them to this program. I was stunned to get to Bethel and be confronted with strong feelings that perhaps I have outgrown my business there. I have had my skin care business for 3 1/2 years, and there is no logical reason for me to give it up - at all! I love every bit of it and feel great love from my clients in return. I am able to completely support myself financially by working only 3-4 days every 5 weeks, allowing me much freedom the rest of the time. My business continues to grow and grow and I have a deep loyalty to my clients. I also get to spend precious time with my parents who I otherwise would not see much of.
However, there is something off about it, and I felt it very strongly this past weekend, even though it was a wonderful weekend. I believe my heart is telling me that it's time to move on, and that having this business is somehow holding me in a certain place vibrationally, even though I only work 3-4 days/month. I've been using that as a justification until now to override my intuition. I created this business when I was a very different person, and I think now there is a dis-resonance that I can feel more and more as time goes on. It occurred to me this weekend that I definitely "keep a lid" on who I really am, allowing my clients to only see one (very safe) side of me. I feel like I am so much more than what I have been allowing others to see, and now I want to create something new that honors who I am now! Though it all looks perfect on paper, it's beginning to feel very 12/60.
I have made a new commitment to listen to my Heart, and wonder if I'll have the courage to actually go through with this new change. It feels powerful to admit this to you all, myself included. A recent program I placed in the DiamondHeart medicine wheel and the Bethel medicine wheel was " I shift through synchronicity, desire, and fulfillment." That is what this feels like. Thank you all, Earth Song.
A Gift from the Spirits of the East
Some Lakota elders say that one of the great gifts of the East is dissatisfaction. At first it may not seems like a gift, but in reality it is a powerful gift that must be acknowledged.
Dissatisfaction is the attitude that provides the energy and motivation to create positive change. Lethargy and denial can cause us to just go along with the way things are, even if we are not experiencing the ecstatic frequencies of living in dynamic synchronicity and co-creation that are possible. Sometimes we get lazy or make the safe choice. Little do we realize that the safe choice is often really a "death" choice.
Every choice we make either brings a little more excitement, adventure, and harmony into our lives OR it causes just a little contraction, a little less of that same adventure and energy. Over a lifetime of safe choices, we gradually suppress our natural energy flow, stop taking risks, and end up in a very small and strong box that can usually be broken out of by dying a physical death.
If we looked at our choices with this awareness, learning to check in to the energy flow that we feel when we make that choice, we can learn to live in constant awareness. This way of living is laying the foundation for the next level of ascension; breaking free of the need to die physically and reincarnate in order to experience change. Once we graduate from the cycle of reincarnation, we begin to live the reality that the ancients have envisioned for us from many cultures. The Mayans call it the age of Flowering, when we walk as humans on the Earth with full connection and awareness in all dimensions.
If you are comfortable ignoring your dissatisfaction, or don't think you have any, make an intention to honor it for the next three days. Really look for it and value it when it comes to the surface. It is a signal that something in your life is out of harmony, or something needs to change.
When we can identify our dissatisfaction, and then can take an action for change, we are moving into empowerment. Our prayer force and manifestation level rise to a whole new level.
Much gratitude
Kachina
Dissatisfaction is the attitude that provides the energy and motivation to create positive change. Lethargy and denial can cause us to just go along with the way things are, even if we are not experiencing the ecstatic frequencies of living in dynamic synchronicity and co-creation that are possible. Sometimes we get lazy or make the safe choice. Little do we realize that the safe choice is often really a "death" choice.
Every choice we make either brings a little more excitement, adventure, and harmony into our lives OR it causes just a little contraction, a little less of that same adventure and energy. Over a lifetime of safe choices, we gradually suppress our natural energy flow, stop taking risks, and end up in a very small and strong box that can usually be broken out of by dying a physical death.
If we looked at our choices with this awareness, learning to check in to the energy flow that we feel when we make that choice, we can learn to live in constant awareness. This way of living is laying the foundation for the next level of ascension; breaking free of the need to die physically and reincarnate in order to experience change. Once we graduate from the cycle of reincarnation, we begin to live the reality that the ancients have envisioned for us from many cultures. The Mayans call it the age of Flowering, when we walk as humans on the Earth with full connection and awareness in all dimensions.
If you are comfortable ignoring your dissatisfaction, or don't think you have any, make an intention to honor it for the next three days. Really look for it and value it when it comes to the surface. It is a signal that something in your life is out of harmony, or something needs to change.
When we can identify our dissatisfaction, and then can take an action for change, we are moving into empowerment. Our prayer force and manifestation level rise to a whole new level.
Much gratitude
Kachina
White, Puffy, Beautiful Snow!
Arizona's Monday storm seems to have met the Northeast with just as much power and beauty. We are into 24 hours of constant snow fall with accumulations of over 20 inches so far and building! They call for more through the night and into tomorrow! It is a beautiful sight out there, every tree is holding armfuls of snow on their limbs and branches; like white puffy leaves!
It is very peaceful and calming to be surrounded by it today and I feel grateful that I did not have to make my way to work and am able to witness the soundless white raindrops. My dog is in heaven (as she is an Alaskan by birth) and I think our mild winter before this had been giving her a bit of seasonal doggie depression. Her 7 year old frame bounced and dug it's self all around out there today and now she rests contently, snow balls stuck to her paws and bum fur making puddles on my wooden floors...ahh...doggie heaven! The simple joys in life!
Oops...there goes the power...on and off all day...looks to be staying off now...
...I intend to enjoy this time to reflect and continue my work on myself and my creation story, can't think of a better tine or place to reflect in silence...
Thanks for listening...
To each and calm and peaceful snowstorm of their own,
Tayo
It is very peaceful and calming to be surrounded by it today and I feel grateful that I did not have to make my way to work and am able to witness the soundless white raindrops. My dog is in heaven (as she is an Alaskan by birth) and I think our mild winter before this had been giving her a bit of seasonal doggie depression. Her 7 year old frame bounced and dug it's self all around out there today and now she rests contently, snow balls stuck to her paws and bum fur making puddles on my wooden floors...ahh...doggie heaven! The simple joys in life!
Oops...there goes the power...on and off all day...looks to be staying off now...
...I intend to enjoy this time to reflect and continue my work on myself and my creation story, can't think of a better tine or place to reflect in silence...
Thanks for listening...
To each and calm and peaceful snowstorm of their own,
Tayo
Tuesday, February 23
Fire and Earth
The last two elements that could be our primary physical element include Fire and Earth.
Fire is the most yang energy flow of all the elements. Fire's primary energy flow is upward. The facial structure is a diamond-like shape (prominent cheekbones or cheekbones being the widest part of face), or a flame shape that is widest at the lower jaw and narrows as it rises.
The main curriculum for a Fire element person involves the development of passion and purpose in life. Fires bring inspiration and excitement to any and all undertakings. They have the ability to focus on and commit to a goal or purpose, and they honor their words and commitments. Early in life, a Fire may draw experiences that shut down their passion, and do not honor their inner purpose. They may draw people to them that have a challenge with commitment, or create an experience of betrayal. These experiences all set up a Fire element person to reclaim their passion and purpose, and to learn the importance of integrity and honor in life.
When Fire element is out of balance, it can resemble its restricting element. Fire can appear to be scattered and unfocused, spending to much time daydreaming or getting lost in time or space. They can begin projects over and over without bringing any to completion, causing the feeling of scattered energy and overwhelm. To restore balance and nourish the Fire element, one should turn to the Wood element and take on a physical project or goal. Applying one's energy in the world and creating is nurturing for the Fire element.
The Earth element is the stillpoint, with the primary energy flow being still or balanced in all directions. This is the pause between inbreath and outbreath, the stabilizing energy flow. This element is identified by a square shaped face, or a face that is equal in width and height. Earth often has a wide straight jawline or straight chin.
Earth's curriculum for the current incarnation is to develop centeredness, balance, and stability, and to use their skill in this department to create stability for others around them. They have a strong ability to connect with the experience and feelings of others, and must learn how to maintain this connection without losing themselves in the drama of others' lives. Earth element people are sometimes so sensitive to the feelings of others that they can turn to addictions or obsessive behavior to try to shut off the feelings. When they are out of balance, they may appear like the wood element, focusing only on a goal in the physical world as if they have blinders on to the rest of life. They can lose their connection to others and lose their own internal balance.
In order to re-establish balance, Earth should turn to the nourishing element of Fire and laugh! Be spontaneous, make new decisions and do something different. They must find the passion and purpose again in life, the things that excite them.
Now that we have an overview of each element, it is important to see these elements in a multi-dimensional perspective. As there is a little yin in every yang, there is also a little of each element in all the others. The physical element we inherit with incarnation is only half of the equation to our constitutional pattern. The other 50% has to do with what we chose and what we experienced in past incarnations. We might have a soul body that has experienced lifetime after lifetime of incarnation as a Water, and now this time we are coming into a wood body. Can you see how unique this can make our current life assignment? In other words, the element we own physically MUST be accepted and acknowledged. But how we bring our soul's purpose into manifestation and fulfillment may be very different from how anyone else does, based on our previous incarnations. This leads us to the Palaces, or areas of focus in our lives.
On a personal note, I felt a big shift today that was beginning yesterday. It feels as if the local area has begun to awaken to the unity grid of Mother Earth! And today, at around 10 this morning, St. George experience a benign earthquake. Mother is re-aligning...
Many Blessings to all,
Kachina
Fire is the most yang energy flow of all the elements. Fire's primary energy flow is upward. The facial structure is a diamond-like shape (prominent cheekbones or cheekbones being the widest part of face), or a flame shape that is widest at the lower jaw and narrows as it rises.
The main curriculum for a Fire element person involves the development of passion and purpose in life. Fires bring inspiration and excitement to any and all undertakings. They have the ability to focus on and commit to a goal or purpose, and they honor their words and commitments. Early in life, a Fire may draw experiences that shut down their passion, and do not honor their inner purpose. They may draw people to them that have a challenge with commitment, or create an experience of betrayal. These experiences all set up a Fire element person to reclaim their passion and purpose, and to learn the importance of integrity and honor in life.
When Fire element is out of balance, it can resemble its restricting element. Fire can appear to be scattered and unfocused, spending to much time daydreaming or getting lost in time or space. They can begin projects over and over without bringing any to completion, causing the feeling of scattered energy and overwhelm. To restore balance and nourish the Fire element, one should turn to the Wood element and take on a physical project or goal. Applying one's energy in the world and creating is nurturing for the Fire element.
The Earth element is the stillpoint, with the primary energy flow being still or balanced in all directions. This is the pause between inbreath and outbreath, the stabilizing energy flow. This element is identified by a square shaped face, or a face that is equal in width and height. Earth often has a wide straight jawline or straight chin.
Earth's curriculum for the current incarnation is to develop centeredness, balance, and stability, and to use their skill in this department to create stability for others around them. They have a strong ability to connect with the experience and feelings of others, and must learn how to maintain this connection without losing themselves in the drama of others' lives. Earth element people are sometimes so sensitive to the feelings of others that they can turn to addictions or obsessive behavior to try to shut off the feelings. When they are out of balance, they may appear like the wood element, focusing only on a goal in the physical world as if they have blinders on to the rest of life. They can lose their connection to others and lose their own internal balance.
In order to re-establish balance, Earth should turn to the nourishing element of Fire and laugh! Be spontaneous, make new decisions and do something different. They must find the passion and purpose again in life, the things that excite them.
Now that we have an overview of each element, it is important to see these elements in a multi-dimensional perspective. As there is a little yin in every yang, there is also a little of each element in all the others. The physical element we inherit with incarnation is only half of the equation to our constitutional pattern. The other 50% has to do with what we chose and what we experienced in past incarnations. We might have a soul body that has experienced lifetime after lifetime of incarnation as a Water, and now this time we are coming into a wood body. Can you see how unique this can make our current life assignment? In other words, the element we own physically MUST be accepted and acknowledged. But how we bring our soul's purpose into manifestation and fulfillment may be very different from how anyone else does, based on our previous incarnations. This leads us to the Palaces, or areas of focus in our lives.
On a personal note, I felt a big shift today that was beginning yesterday. It feels as if the local area has begun to awaken to the unity grid of Mother Earth! And today, at around 10 this morning, St. George experience a benign earthquake. Mother is re-aligning...
Many Blessings to all,
Kachina
Monday, February 22
More Magic
Now we are living in a winter wonderland, in White Sage Arizona! Over the weekend we had about 28 inches of new snow. This is the equivalent of a 100 year storm in this area. We have already had 120% of the precipitation of a normal year-and it is only in February! We still have 10 months to go. For everyone who helped us place the Mayan rain crystals and the harmonizer last October, here is the proof that it really does effect the Earth and her weather patterns!
We are still digging out, but did make it into town today after a full day of uncovering snow. We realize that the road will be impassable very soon, when all the snow melts into mud. It was already 50 degrees high today.
The crisp beauty of the desert land covered with a blanket of snow is delightful. The pinon trees and big sage bushes are looking nourished, and letting their aromatics into the air. Everywhere animal tracks are weaving through the snow.
Right before the snow came, the Pleiadian cloud ships appeared briefly. Then the storm rolled in. It was very unusual, with snow and intermittent lightening storms all night. The strangest thing happened about 4:00 in the morning. I awakened abruptly and could not go back to sleep. Finally I decided to go down and rake up the coals in the woodstove. Just as I was pondering getting out of bed, the whole sky lit up with a bright red light, as bright as daylight! Then it flickered 4 times, and was gone, I am telling you, it was so bright that I could not tell what direction the light was coming from.
Mystified, I went downstairs and kept looking outside, into a pitch black wilderness. Whatever it had been was gone. I rekindled the fire and warmed my toes a little. Finally I was ready to go back up the ladder to bed. Just as I was climbing in, it happened again!!! A brilliant red light lit up the sky so clearly that it looked like daylight outside. Then in an instant, it was gone. Back to a very dark black.
My mind kept trying on different scenarios of what had caused this light. Michael was sound asleep, (though I found out later he saw it through his eyelids, but just thought I had turned on a light), and the silence remained unbroken. None of the ideas I came up with could really fit, so finally I quit looking for a repeat performance and went back to sleep. It was beautiful and fun, and really mysterious.
Then it snowed for two days and nights, and now we are here, willing captives for a few days, eating our root vegetables and living on the land.
I send out my gratitude for each of you who are holding space for transformation, willingly walking through the cleansing symptoms as our bodies cast off accumulation and clean house. Keep walking, one day at a time, and I know it will change your life forever (in a good way!)
Kachina
We are still digging out, but did make it into town today after a full day of uncovering snow. We realize that the road will be impassable very soon, when all the snow melts into mud. It was already 50 degrees high today.
The crisp beauty of the desert land covered with a blanket of snow is delightful. The pinon trees and big sage bushes are looking nourished, and letting their aromatics into the air. Everywhere animal tracks are weaving through the snow.
Right before the snow came, the Pleiadian cloud ships appeared briefly. Then the storm rolled in. It was very unusual, with snow and intermittent lightening storms all night. The strangest thing happened about 4:00 in the morning. I awakened abruptly and could not go back to sleep. Finally I decided to go down and rake up the coals in the woodstove. Just as I was pondering getting out of bed, the whole sky lit up with a bright red light, as bright as daylight! Then it flickered 4 times, and was gone, I am telling you, it was so bright that I could not tell what direction the light was coming from.
Mystified, I went downstairs and kept looking outside, into a pitch black wilderness. Whatever it had been was gone. I rekindled the fire and warmed my toes a little. Finally I was ready to go back up the ladder to bed. Just as I was climbing in, it happened again!!! A brilliant red light lit up the sky so clearly that it looked like daylight outside. Then in an instant, it was gone. Back to a very dark black.
My mind kept trying on different scenarios of what had caused this light. Michael was sound asleep, (though I found out later he saw it through his eyelids, but just thought I had turned on a light), and the silence remained unbroken. None of the ideas I came up with could really fit, so finally I quit looking for a repeat performance and went back to sleep. It was beautiful and fun, and really mysterious.
Then it snowed for two days and nights, and now we are here, willing captives for a few days, eating our root vegetables and living on the land.
I send out my gratitude for each of you who are holding space for transformation, willingly walking through the cleansing symptoms as our bodies cast off accumulation and clean house. Keep walking, one day at a time, and I know it will change your life forever (in a good way!)
Kachina
Each step a test that deeply affects others
My mother crossed over 1.5 years ago followed 5 months later by my brother Bennett and sister-in-law Barbara in a plane crash leaving their two daughters, my nieces, now 19 and 22. Ben was the Executor of my mother's estate; now I am. In order to settle the estate and move forward in my life to create a sustainable family homestead and for practical reasons of distance, "the burden of ownership" and affordability I feel I must sell the family beach house in Delaware. I have waited 1.5 years at my nieces' request. This summer house represents the connection to their parents to them. After my mother crossed over I was guided to open a medicine wheel there in my mother's gorgeous natural garden in a ceremony honoring my mother and with all my family participating. I was also guided to further grid the property with 12 Lumerian crystals. I have continued to work with this wheel when visiting Delaware and through my wheel in Anchorage.
For a year I have done much ceremony around this family home, ceremony of gratitude to this abundant Universe and to all my relatives that attracted the abundance to bring us this home, gratitude to the spirits of the land and awesome angel of the home that have so lovingly supported my family for 30 years bringing us joy in family gatherings and comfort in times of deep loss, ceremony for resolution in perfect unity and all needs met for my family members and all involved, ceremony asking for Divine Assistance to help my nieces and help me help my nieces create another form of connection - spiritual - to their parents and my mother, and many more ceremonies. I have asked for Divine Assistance in being the Executrix of the estate in this most challenging role where I feel I am co-creating an intricate dance between responsible Executrix and compassionate aunt. Among many others, I consult Ben and Barbara for guidance. I have been holding a vision of everything beautifully resolved for the highest good of all. I know the Law of Manifestation that says there is always one solution that brings happiness to all. I feel trepidation. Might I alienate my nieces forever? Will I rise to the occassion to be the strong and guided family person who can co-create a new sustainable family retreat and my new home on sacred land that will be this joy and more? Do I have the strength to leave Anchorage and all that is familiar to me and be successful on this adventure? Am I crazy? Maybe I need to drop to my knees, completely humble myself and ask (SCREAM) "Help!".
I realize it is the emotional issues and my own self-doubt that make this so difficult. And I have been so concerned about the my nieces' feelings and my conceived plan to move forward that I have barely taken a peak at my own feelings surrounding the sale of the beach house to a 3rd party. This morning I conjured an image of the interior cleared out for the next owner. Deep sadness!
What a family home, place of beauty, joy, nurturing and family love my parents created there! It will be a very big family shift. No wonder it turns my nieces inside out! Ouch, such deep, difficult feelings!!!!! It makes me question if I am doing the right thing! I must be an ogre to them to take this nurturing joyous well away from them when their wounds are still open. Am I doing the right thing?! Everything practical tells me it must be done. One step at a time.....Is that the voice to honor?
I feel the difficult painful waters swirling around me all the time I must seek to step above to a high clear road intending to serve all fairly and with compassion. I am not wanting to be poetic or self-absorbent. This territory is most challenging to me, a "test" or rite of passage. Wow, it is hard when others are affected.
The ceremonies of gratitude for the home and property there and all the family members who helped it happen like my grandfathers and mothers brought gushes of tears. I feel I need to do even more gratitude ceremonies as I realize what this has been for our family.... as the layers are peeled back it feels more painful rather than better and it feels more difficult to create an equal.
My plan: the sustainable permaculture homestead on sacred land. Do I have the strength to do it? Is this my choice? I was guided that during the 90-days I am not to seek it's location in the world. But I am being guided to envision it. I have been going the female route: allowing guidance to lead me. Now it seems that I am to do more envisioning, more co-creation of a vision of what is this dream?, more contracting the image, making clear choices - the harder part for me. I am not clear or certain. What will I offer? what will be my purpose? what will I teach?
And where is my soul mate to help me?!!! Actually I was guided and did a balance recently to call in my soul mate. So, hello out there! Welcome!
Abundant Universe and fellow path walkers and seekers, thank you for listening!
with love and gratitude,
SkyWalker Sings with her Heart
For a year I have done much ceremony around this family home, ceremony of gratitude to this abundant Universe and to all my relatives that attracted the abundance to bring us this home, gratitude to the spirits of the land and awesome angel of the home that have so lovingly supported my family for 30 years bringing us joy in family gatherings and comfort in times of deep loss, ceremony for resolution in perfect unity and all needs met for my family members and all involved, ceremony asking for Divine Assistance to help my nieces and help me help my nieces create another form of connection - spiritual - to their parents and my mother, and many more ceremonies. I have asked for Divine Assistance in being the Executrix of the estate in this most challenging role where I feel I am co-creating an intricate dance between responsible Executrix and compassionate aunt. Among many others, I consult Ben and Barbara for guidance. I have been holding a vision of everything beautifully resolved for the highest good of all. I know the Law of Manifestation that says there is always one solution that brings happiness to all. I feel trepidation. Might I alienate my nieces forever? Will I rise to the occassion to be the strong and guided family person who can co-create a new sustainable family retreat and my new home on sacred land that will be this joy and more? Do I have the strength to leave Anchorage and all that is familiar to me and be successful on this adventure? Am I crazy? Maybe I need to drop to my knees, completely humble myself and ask (SCREAM) "Help!".
I realize it is the emotional issues and my own self-doubt that make this so difficult. And I have been so concerned about the my nieces' feelings and my conceived plan to move forward that I have barely taken a peak at my own feelings surrounding the sale of the beach house to a 3rd party. This morning I conjured an image of the interior cleared out for the next owner. Deep sadness!
What a family home, place of beauty, joy, nurturing and family love my parents created there! It will be a very big family shift. No wonder it turns my nieces inside out! Ouch, such deep, difficult feelings!!!!! It makes me question if I am doing the right thing! I must be an ogre to them to take this nurturing joyous well away from them when their wounds are still open. Am I doing the right thing?! Everything practical tells me it must be done. One step at a time.....Is that the voice to honor?
I feel the difficult painful waters swirling around me all the time I must seek to step above to a high clear road intending to serve all fairly and with compassion. I am not wanting to be poetic or self-absorbent. This territory is most challenging to me, a "test" or rite of passage. Wow, it is hard when others are affected.
The ceremonies of gratitude for the home and property there and all the family members who helped it happen like my grandfathers and mothers brought gushes of tears. I feel I need to do even more gratitude ceremonies as I realize what this has been for our family.... as the layers are peeled back it feels more painful rather than better and it feels more difficult to create an equal.
My plan: the sustainable permaculture homestead on sacred land. Do I have the strength to do it? Is this my choice? I was guided that during the 90-days I am not to seek it's location in the world. But I am being guided to envision it. I have been going the female route: allowing guidance to lead me. Now it seems that I am to do more envisioning, more co-creation of a vision of what is this dream?, more contracting the image, making clear choices - the harder part for me. I am not clear or certain. What will I offer? what will be my purpose? what will I teach?
And where is my soul mate to help me?!!! Actually I was guided and did a balance recently to call in my soul mate. So, hello out there! Welcome!
Abundant Universe and fellow path walkers and seekers, thank you for listening!
with love and gratitude,
SkyWalker Sings with her Heart
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