This morning I awakened with a dream that felt chaotic, as if something had stirred up the bottom of the pond. Michael awakened at the same time with some painful spots in his body. Then we realized that today is the second of 2 Portal days in the Mayan Dreamspell calender. These are the best days to assist in the journey for souls, energies, entities, etc. to return home.
We both realized that we had done a lot of disruptive construction over the past couple of days, filling all the cavities in our ceiling with recycled cellulose fiber insulation. Over the years, we have found that whenever there is disruption or deconstruction on the physical level, we almost always notice that spirits or entities connected with those spaces surface into our awareness. Many times, such as today, they are ready to go home.
We called upon the Archangel Michael and asked for his facilitation in relocating these beings. First the one that was stationed in Michael's physical body left, along with the painful spots. Then I felt something leave my emotional body, as if a dark cloud lifted. Finally I "saw" a huge number of human souls gathering around the medicine wheel, also asking to go home.
I saw them leave inside a huge beam of magenta colored light. As they were going, my own guides said to me, "Their contracts are over. They have been here for 13,000 years and now they are going home."
In a little while, I plan to smudge the whole house, medicine wheel, and general area. I know that when I am in the west is often when Blue Road Healing is helpful and necessary. The signals often show up as a deep plunge in our sense of well-being or mood. Sometimes they show up as cravings, unwanted thoughts and desires, or emotional or physical pain.
About eight years ago, I went through a time when I could not seem to keep clear. Every contact I had with people outside of DiamondHeart, and sometimes even just walking around outside, I would "pick up" a hitch-hiker in my energy field and have to do a Blue Road Healing, sometime every day. Every time I tried to set up protective energy fields or program for instantaneous transfer of all energies seeking home, I found that the programs just would not hold.
I felt like my life was going to be about clearing energies, and I just finally surrendered to the whole thing. I accepted that I was a sponge for these beings and maybe it would never be any other way. My choices seemed to be avoidance of life OR constant time in ceremony.
Then in a few short months, I began to see a different perspective. I realized that this was a gift and a blessing from spirit. I was being shown, over and over, how I attract these spirit energies into my field, through judgment and victimization. Just the slightest wobble of judgment in my mental field can open a whole for unconscious spirit energies to come in. Once inside my field, they try to stay hidden (and they are very good at it!) so they can stimulate emotional responses that I think are my own. They feed off of the emotional energy that is generated. This is what parasites do.
It is up to us to wake up and see what is affecting us, to reclaim our mental/emotional health and stability, and just say "I see you and you can not stay here any longer. How can I assist you in going home?"
The next Portal day is coming up on the 28th of April. It is also a Pacal Votan day, a day of connecting with the evolutionary intentions of our Mother Earth and the whole galaxy. Michael and I will be doing a Blue Road Healing that day, and ask all of you to join us if it resonates with truth for you.
Love and Blessings,
Kachina