My brother Francisco started eating some food after 3 weeks of no food or drink! They started injected him with psych medication. He is in the hospital, very emaciated. His "delusions" are very active and sound like dreams (I think some of these are experiences in another dimension) and he sometimes can't sleep for fear of danger. He sometimes speaks in Spanish and talks about the Mayans. When it felt like I could do nothing to help him in the physical, Kathryn suggested that I can have conversations with his spirit through dowsing which has been very helpful. As she said, he is quite lucid in his spirit form. I keep holding the picture of him whole, healed and happily giving his gifts in the world.
I am still in the process of finding a resolution for our family beach house in my mother's estate. I did offer it to my nieces at a considerable discount but they needed an even greater discount which would not be fair to other beneficiaries. My crossed-over brother Bennett, my nieces' father, guided me not to accept their lower offer. I have been guided to do a ceremony tomorrow to ask the spirits at the White Sage Landing Medicine Wheel for permission to connect with the beach house Medicine Wheel through the grids. Bennett is guiding me to let my nieces spend another summer in the beach house so he and their crossed-over mother Barbara can connect through the Medicine Wheel with the girls, such that the girls will have an epiphany connecting them to their parents in a spiritual form. Ben told me that by waiting another year to sell I will be allowing for the best possible solution for all, for the highest good, and I saw a huge energetic spiral into the sky from that Wheel that I understood to be huge energetic healing both human and planetary. I will be helping Bennett and Barbara help their children. I adore every opportunity I get to do loving acts for my brother Bennett. It is an amazing and deeply loving feeling to be able to give them love across the veils, to know that our relationship actively continues! And he is loving me back too. He told me I will also benefit because it will deepen my connection to spiritual forces. He tells me all will work out perfectly. Ben said he is bringing in a powerful person in alignment with the energies to buy the house next year. I love that our relationship is alive back and forth across the veil. As Barbara always affirmed after their crossing, "We are alive and present! We are now able to love you even more (from where we are now than when we were in the physical)."
My wrist is better. Today the doctor told me I need to wear the brace for another month (bummer!) and go to physical therapy. It smells like a gym shoe. In an x-ray he pointed out a part of the wrist bone that was impacted and left a gap and where he said I will have arthritis. I thought "that's what you think, I will regenerate that bone and have no future pain or discomfort!"
I am grateful for my guides, my teachers, my spiritual family, loving Mother Earth and to be a part of this loving and amazing Creation.
Liz
Monday, May 3
Planetary Healing
So often, when an unexpected healing comes to me personally (or to others around me), right on its heels follows an opportunity for planetary healing. Once again this was the case over this past weekend for me.
My Lakota great great grandmother came into my being, as never before-as I Blogged about last. Then on Saturday, the pinon pine tree people finally gave permission to connect with them for a dowsing session. I had been noticing that they are showing signs of stress, brown needles, etc. I had been given just a little information, that it was connected to a process they were carrying out for the release of an energy from directly opposite side of the Earth, particularly a mountain outside of Kabul, Afghanistan.
Saturday, I had permission to connect with them and learn more about this and how to participate consciously with the process. The grandfather tree to the southwest of the house was the one who volunteered to connect. He said that the tree people would benefit by my forming a triangulation with two other plants-a small burr producing herb, and a bush we call Indian tea (ephedra). I formed this triangulation, then was guided to place green calcite for the tree, and to assist and participate with the process by envisioning people in Afghanistan working together in harmony and co-operation, honoring male and female beings in equality, and open-heartedness. I held this vision and blue and gold light danced around as I rattled it into the Earth grid. It was an amazing experience.
I then agreed to place flower essence at the base of the trees to transmute human sadness, which was effecting the trees. After this ceremony, the coyotes howled ONCE. It was so unusual that I thought it was my imagination, but the spirits around me said no, it was real.
Later in the day, I suddenly received permission to begin placing the 28 spokes of the medicine wheel! I have been waiting 2 years for this moment, and now it came. My Lakota grandmother was right beside me, telling me how to make it and what it will be used for. It is a wheel to to the stars. When it is finished, it will create a holographic time mer-ka-ba. I am to move two stones around the wheel in a daily rhythm. It was called the Lakota long count, and she remembers it!
I was given a window of time to place the first 7 spokes, and to mark the next 7. Then I was finished. The wind began to pick up dramatically. A vulture came and hovered right over the wheel, dipping down close to the ground and soaring up again. He hovered and hovered, then flew off and made another fly-by. It was fun to watch him acknowledging our work-Blew Thunder said that he hung around the house and the medicine wheel area all day!
The next day (Sunday) a storm came in and it snowed! Just enough to assimilate the new energy into the Earth. Now it is bright and sunny and 75 degrees.
Many blessings to each of us. As we raise our hands to take on the healing for our ancestors, so is the earth healed and the new world born.
Kachina
My Lakota great great grandmother came into my being, as never before-as I Blogged about last. Then on Saturday, the pinon pine tree people finally gave permission to connect with them for a dowsing session. I had been noticing that they are showing signs of stress, brown needles, etc. I had been given just a little information, that it was connected to a process they were carrying out for the release of an energy from directly opposite side of the Earth, particularly a mountain outside of Kabul, Afghanistan.
Saturday, I had permission to connect with them and learn more about this and how to participate consciously with the process. The grandfather tree to the southwest of the house was the one who volunteered to connect. He said that the tree people would benefit by my forming a triangulation with two other plants-a small burr producing herb, and a bush we call Indian tea (ephedra). I formed this triangulation, then was guided to place green calcite for the tree, and to assist and participate with the process by envisioning people in Afghanistan working together in harmony and co-operation, honoring male and female beings in equality, and open-heartedness. I held this vision and blue and gold light danced around as I rattled it into the Earth grid. It was an amazing experience.
I then agreed to place flower essence at the base of the trees to transmute human sadness, which was effecting the trees. After this ceremony, the coyotes howled ONCE. It was so unusual that I thought it was my imagination, but the spirits around me said no, it was real.
Later in the day, I suddenly received permission to begin placing the 28 spokes of the medicine wheel! I have been waiting 2 years for this moment, and now it came. My Lakota grandmother was right beside me, telling me how to make it and what it will be used for. It is a wheel to to the stars. When it is finished, it will create a holographic time mer-ka-ba. I am to move two stones around the wheel in a daily rhythm. It was called the Lakota long count, and she remembers it!
I was given a window of time to place the first 7 spokes, and to mark the next 7. Then I was finished. The wind began to pick up dramatically. A vulture came and hovered right over the wheel, dipping down close to the ground and soaring up again. He hovered and hovered, then flew off and made another fly-by. It was fun to watch him acknowledging our work-Blew Thunder said that he hung around the house and the medicine wheel area all day!
The next day (Sunday) a storm came in and it snowed! Just enough to assimilate the new energy into the Earth. Now it is bright and sunny and 75 degrees.
Many blessings to each of us. As we raise our hands to take on the healing for our ancestors, so is the earth healed and the new world born.
Kachina
Thursday, April 29
An Unexpected Gift
Hi everyone,
I have had two of the most amazing days, and I am so thankful I did not BLOG about it until I had all of the story! Here goes;
Yesterday Michael and I had errands to run in Kanab and Fredonia. It took us a good part of the day, as we synchronistically ran into a woman we have been waiting to meet that will be connecting us with about 400 people at Best Friends; a no kill animal sanctuary located in a very sacred canyon outside of Kanab. She feels that there are people there just waiting to connect with Food for Ascension, so when the time is right, we will let her know.
Now on the drive back home to White Sage Landing, I looked up and saw a BEAUTIFUL perfectly heart-shaped cloud. It was pink in the center, and all around the edges it was transluscent, with all of the rainbow colors around the complete edge of the cloud! It was a rainbow heart. I don't know if you are aware of this, but the name of our big community drum is Rainbow Heart. We watched this glowing sundog-like cloud follow us until Eagle Knoll, then we looked up and it was gone. It was so unlike anything I had ever seen before. Just an incredible gift from the Ancestors.
Around 6:55, we went to go out and do a ceremony in the medicine wheel. I had prepared the wheel the day before with special balances and a blue road healing. Then I had begun to lay out the 28 spokes in the wheel as the Ancestors had asked me to do. I was only able to lay out one direction (East) and then they asked me to stop.
Now yesterday, as we were getting ready to go out to the wheel, the strongest wind came up and was blowing like a regular hurricane. We looked at each other and both knew at once that we were not to go out in the wind this time, but instead to go into the bedroom where the Rainbow Heart drum is being stored. There we went in and sang songs, and did our prayers and intentions. We connected with the others who are in ceremony during these two portal days (tomorrow is also a portal), and did more blue road healing for the whole area and the earth. It was very beautiful and personal.
Then last night, Michael pulled out a movie that he had ordered from Netflix. Little did I know, it would reveal much to me that I had never realized I didn't know. (If that makes sense!) I had just a few hours earlier, told the story of my great great grandmother who was a woman in a band of Lakota people who were running from the Indian agents. These soldiers had orders to round up all the Lakota and put them on a reservation, and get them counted and recorded for what would become the Indian Bureau later.
Crazy Horse, a very wise medicine man and leader of this band, insisted that the Lakota should not allow themselves to be counted and confined on a reservation. He felt that they had a better chance to maintain their way of life if they could keep their freedom. He kept the band on the move for a long time, and avoided capture. But this way of life, running and running, was wearing his people down.
At last he allowed himself to be captured, but just before he did, he sent his band of Lakota across the border into Canada. There he thought they would find freedom from the soldiers and the Indian Bureau. So they all went North, including my great, great grandmother.
But the idea of freedom turned into an experience of survival. The little band of Lakota had to settle quickly because winter was already setting in. They had no homes or possessions, no knowledge of the local game patterns, and were inundated with snow and cold. Some of the women volunteered to be sold to the German trappers in the area in return for money that would buy supplies for the Lakota to survive. One of these young women was my great, great grandmother, who then became the wife of a German trapper.
I know very little about her life-only what my grandfather passed down to me in the stories of my childhood. But I did know that she was never allowed to speak Lakota-only German in the home that they shared. When she had children, they were taught only German and knowledge of the Lakota ancestry was forbidden.
Together this couple had 6 children. Then one day, everything changed. My great, great grandfather took his oldest son out with him for a few days to check the trap-line. When they returned, they found that a band of Blackfoot had come in and killed all the children and the Lakota woman. She had been unable to protect her children, and had died trying to defend them. Only the father and his son were left now.
For some reason, this story came into my consciousness from way back when I was 16 and my grandfather shared it with me. Then, a few hours earlier, I watching a Steven Spielberg movie for television, filmed with the Lakota, in the 1840's. I heard the songs and dances, and this movie stirred something in me. Then I went to sleep, thinking how synchronicity continues to find me.
In my dreams, my great, great grandmother came to me. She showed me what it had felt like to her when she had to leave her people and her way of life forever. She showed me the dreams she had had, and the desires to see her children grow up and dance in peace. None of them were fulfilled.
Then she showed me how all of those dreams had been fulfilled through my life! I saw how I had been able to watch my daughter learn fancy dancing when she was 13 years old, dancing in costume and loving it. My great, great grandmother had been watching.
Then I saw how she had been watching as I got to choose my own life-mate, based on love; as I learned the Lakota ceremonies, and shared them freely with other people; prayed inb the sweat lodge and became initiated into the Lakota pipe ceremony; she was always watching. Now at last, I am about to receive my true pipe into its ceremony. And every dream that she had, is now fulfilled.
In my dream, there was a gold and turquoise colored light that illuminated everything. I felt this ancestor of mine as her energy field moved into mine, and seemingly merged with my own body. When I awakened, I was moved to tears, and have felt very sensitive today, on the edge emotionally. And my heart feels like a ball of fire that has a palpable energy radiating from it. I am just giving myself time and space to integrate what is occurring. It is a greater gift than I could have imagined. So many pieces of the puzzle just fell into place now, and it feels right.
My gratitude goes out to the ancestors that walk beside us and see through our eyes every day. May all of your dreams be fulfilled!
Love,
Kachina
I have had two of the most amazing days, and I am so thankful I did not BLOG about it until I had all of the story! Here goes;
Yesterday Michael and I had errands to run in Kanab and Fredonia. It took us a good part of the day, as we synchronistically ran into a woman we have been waiting to meet that will be connecting us with about 400 people at Best Friends; a no kill animal sanctuary located in a very sacred canyon outside of Kanab. She feels that there are people there just waiting to connect with Food for Ascension, so when the time is right, we will let her know.
Now on the drive back home to White Sage Landing, I looked up and saw a BEAUTIFUL perfectly heart-shaped cloud. It was pink in the center, and all around the edges it was transluscent, with all of the rainbow colors around the complete edge of the cloud! It was a rainbow heart. I don't know if you are aware of this, but the name of our big community drum is Rainbow Heart. We watched this glowing sundog-like cloud follow us until Eagle Knoll, then we looked up and it was gone. It was so unlike anything I had ever seen before. Just an incredible gift from the Ancestors.
Around 6:55, we went to go out and do a ceremony in the medicine wheel. I had prepared the wheel the day before with special balances and a blue road healing. Then I had begun to lay out the 28 spokes in the wheel as the Ancestors had asked me to do. I was only able to lay out one direction (East) and then they asked me to stop.
Now yesterday, as we were getting ready to go out to the wheel, the strongest wind came up and was blowing like a regular hurricane. We looked at each other and both knew at once that we were not to go out in the wind this time, but instead to go into the bedroom where the Rainbow Heart drum is being stored. There we went in and sang songs, and did our prayers and intentions. We connected with the others who are in ceremony during these two portal days (tomorrow is also a portal), and did more blue road healing for the whole area and the earth. It was very beautiful and personal.
Then last night, Michael pulled out a movie that he had ordered from Netflix. Little did I know, it would reveal much to me that I had never realized I didn't know. (If that makes sense!) I had just a few hours earlier, told the story of my great great grandmother who was a woman in a band of Lakota people who were running from the Indian agents. These soldiers had orders to round up all the Lakota and put them on a reservation, and get them counted and recorded for what would become the Indian Bureau later.
Crazy Horse, a very wise medicine man and leader of this band, insisted that the Lakota should not allow themselves to be counted and confined on a reservation. He felt that they had a better chance to maintain their way of life if they could keep their freedom. He kept the band on the move for a long time, and avoided capture. But this way of life, running and running, was wearing his people down.
At last he allowed himself to be captured, but just before he did, he sent his band of Lakota across the border into Canada. There he thought they would find freedom from the soldiers and the Indian Bureau. So they all went North, including my great, great grandmother.
But the idea of freedom turned into an experience of survival. The little band of Lakota had to settle quickly because winter was already setting in. They had no homes or possessions, no knowledge of the local game patterns, and were inundated with snow and cold. Some of the women volunteered to be sold to the German trappers in the area in return for money that would buy supplies for the Lakota to survive. One of these young women was my great, great grandmother, who then became the wife of a German trapper.
I know very little about her life-only what my grandfather passed down to me in the stories of my childhood. But I did know that she was never allowed to speak Lakota-only German in the home that they shared. When she had children, they were taught only German and knowledge of the Lakota ancestry was forbidden.
Together this couple had 6 children. Then one day, everything changed. My great, great grandfather took his oldest son out with him for a few days to check the trap-line. When they returned, they found that a band of Blackfoot had come in and killed all the children and the Lakota woman. She had been unable to protect her children, and had died trying to defend them. Only the father and his son were left now.
For some reason, this story came into my consciousness from way back when I was 16 and my grandfather shared it with me. Then, a few hours earlier, I watching a Steven Spielberg movie for television, filmed with the Lakota, in the 1840's. I heard the songs and dances, and this movie stirred something in me. Then I went to sleep, thinking how synchronicity continues to find me.
In my dreams, my great, great grandmother came to me. She showed me what it had felt like to her when she had to leave her people and her way of life forever. She showed me the dreams she had had, and the desires to see her children grow up and dance in peace. None of them were fulfilled.
Then she showed me how all of those dreams had been fulfilled through my life! I saw how I had been able to watch my daughter learn fancy dancing when she was 13 years old, dancing in costume and loving it. My great, great grandmother had been watching.
Then I saw how she had been watching as I got to choose my own life-mate, based on love; as I learned the Lakota ceremonies, and shared them freely with other people; prayed inb the sweat lodge and became initiated into the Lakota pipe ceremony; she was always watching. Now at last, I am about to receive my true pipe into its ceremony. And every dream that she had, is now fulfilled.
In my dream, there was a gold and turquoise colored light that illuminated everything. I felt this ancestor of mine as her energy field moved into mine, and seemingly merged with my own body. When I awakened, I was moved to tears, and have felt very sensitive today, on the edge emotionally. And my heart feels like a ball of fire that has a palpable energy radiating from it. I am just giving myself time and space to integrate what is occurring. It is a greater gift than I could have imagined. So many pieces of the puzzle just fell into place now, and it feels right.
My gratitude goes out to the ancestors that walk beside us and see through our eyes every day. May all of your dreams be fulfilled!
Love,
Kachina
Tuesday, April 27
Another Stage of Manifestation
As I learned (or remembered) and became more present in the process of manifestation, I became very careful about intending or desiring things "for" other people. I had numerous opportunities to see that I could use my clarity to help manifest a desired set of conditions, such as healing or a new career path, sobriety, freedom from a burdensome relationship, etc.
Yet much of the time, the result was not as wonderful or life changing as it had been imagined to be. Sometimes the person desiring the change suddenly turned 180 degrees and went voluntarily back into the same suffering or miserable conditions that had just been removed!!! I became aware of the power of choice and how important it is. Gradually I came to know that we are all super-powerful beings, and most of the time we can not interfere with the life of another as they are acting their chosen script.
Yet recently I am being asked to move beyond this perspective that I had developed over a lifetime of review. Mother Earth is asking me to imagine an evolutionary vision of the world, even as it would positively affect a vast number of people, in great detail. I am seeing that everything must be intended, imagined, and energized before it is experienced in the physical world. (In the indigenous world, this envisioning and energizing process was known as "weaving the world". This role was typically filled by the grandmothers and other women who were not raising families.)
Today I had another opportunity to see how powerful this technique of world weaving is! I will tell this story in the next few days.
Kachina
Yet much of the time, the result was not as wonderful or life changing as it had been imagined to be. Sometimes the person desiring the change suddenly turned 180 degrees and went voluntarily back into the same suffering or miserable conditions that had just been removed!!! I became aware of the power of choice and how important it is. Gradually I came to know that we are all super-powerful beings, and most of the time we can not interfere with the life of another as they are acting their chosen script.
Yet recently I am being asked to move beyond this perspective that I had developed over a lifetime of review. Mother Earth is asking me to imagine an evolutionary vision of the world, even as it would positively affect a vast number of people, in great detail. I am seeing that everything must be intended, imagined, and energized before it is experienced in the physical world. (In the indigenous world, this envisioning and energizing process was known as "weaving the world". This role was typically filled by the grandmothers and other women who were not raising families.)
Today I had another opportunity to see how powerful this technique of world weaving is! I will tell this story in the next few days.
Kachina
Monday, April 26
New Unity
I am just beginning to feel the movement of new form into my physical manifestation. Through this past 90 day process, as it is winding to a close, I am experiencing a new and deeper relationship with the spirits of the land here.
When I go out to do work in the medicine Wheel or up on the hill in the Sacred Spiral, the spirits come in so close and in such great numbers that I am having a different sort of physical sensation connected with this experience. I am feeling so attuned to nature that my thoughts are often now aligning without any conscious intention on my part. It is as if I am an inseparable part of Earth herself. My heart and the heart of Mother Earth are beating together as one.
When I step into the Wheel, to connect with everyone in this 90 day journey, I feel as though we are just a heartbeat away, no matter where they all are on the Earth. I am experiencing the prelude to being able to move through holographic time from one location to another in an instant.
This journey of growing consciousness is wonderful! No matter where it takes me, I would not trade a single moment of it for anything else.
Today I want to express my deepest gratitude for all of you who have walked through this 90 day process together. I honor your courage, your commitment to healing, your will to evolve. It is the evolutionary spirits of those who are willing to step forward into change, to build your foundation upon uncertainty, and to share your personal process with the world, who will become the leaders and teachers of the new world that is emerging.
Thank you for the honor of being present with you through your process.
In Love and Truth,
Kachina
When I go out to do work in the medicine Wheel or up on the hill in the Sacred Spiral, the spirits come in so close and in such great numbers that I am having a different sort of physical sensation connected with this experience. I am feeling so attuned to nature that my thoughts are often now aligning without any conscious intention on my part. It is as if I am an inseparable part of Earth herself. My heart and the heart of Mother Earth are beating together as one.
When I step into the Wheel, to connect with everyone in this 90 day journey, I feel as though we are just a heartbeat away, no matter where they all are on the Earth. I am experiencing the prelude to being able to move through holographic time from one location to another in an instant.
This journey of growing consciousness is wonderful! No matter where it takes me, I would not trade a single moment of it for anything else.
Today I want to express my deepest gratitude for all of you who have walked through this 90 day process together. I honor your courage, your commitment to healing, your will to evolve. It is the evolutionary spirits of those who are willing to step forward into change, to build your foundation upon uncertainty, and to share your personal process with the world, who will become the leaders and teachers of the new world that is emerging.
Thank you for the honor of being present with you through your process.
In Love and Truth,
Kachina
Shoulders to love.
The potential in consciousness and the magic of awareness and intention has yet again blow my socks off!
In my last blog I shared my experience with my completely indulgent weekend of self-love, forgiveness and heart opening. Today, I am honoring the changes in my physical body that have occurred no doubt as a result of all the release, forgiveness and self-acceptance and the clearing on the emotional and energetic plane.
I woke up this morning and was in awe of the placement of my shoulders. Usually quite concave and full of tension as thick and hard as concrete, this morning they sat on my body perfectly straight and aligned and are as light and loose as air, with no effort on my part to hold them there! It is quite literally tripping me out, it seems way to impossible to be real! Even sitting here looking at them I'm having a hard time believing what I am seeing!?
In Traditional Chinese Medicine when a persons shoulders curve inward it is a sign of heart protection and given that that is exactly what I spent my weekend focused on it is no wonder that, in addition to the emotional and energetic releases, that my physical pattern would let go as well!
I can't help but be amazed, befuddled to my core, seriously socks blown so far off I don't eve know where they've landed! It amazes me that a life time of muscle patterns and holding can literally be released in an instant if we are able and willing to identify the underlying emotional cause and let that go. Then it seems there is no effort necessary in releasing the physical pattern because it is truly in direct correlation to the emotional trauma, a coping mechanism if you will. At least this is my personal experiences with it in this moment.
This is also amazing to me because over the last 3 years I have spent many hours and dollars invested in this very thing, getting my shoulder to release.
For structural reasons but also for tension release.
I got 7 rolfing sessions, several massages, have implemented a daily yoga and pilates regimen for structural alignment, tai qi and qi gong in addition to the intention setting and asking my shoulder to let go...and though I am sure all of it helped and contributed to some degree I was majorly focused on the physical symptom and never thought to go straight to the source, my emotional body, specifically my heart and all its infinite wisdom and love.
With all the changes that have occurred in the last 4 days I am in such an euphoric state of gratitude, love, optimism and awe. Feeling so deeply blessed and overwhelmed with joy. Coming more fully into my personal power and not just knowing but now having a glimpse of a deeper understanding of just how powerful we all are and knowing that everything we need is really and truly within each of us, I get it, I totally get it!
What a gift it is to live and learn this journey. Sending my giant bubble of love and pink radiant light to each and every one of you! I am so in love with you all!
Aho.
In my last blog I shared my experience with my completely indulgent weekend of self-love, forgiveness and heart opening. Today, I am honoring the changes in my physical body that have occurred no doubt as a result of all the release, forgiveness and self-acceptance and the clearing on the emotional and energetic plane.
I woke up this morning and was in awe of the placement of my shoulders. Usually quite concave and full of tension as thick and hard as concrete, this morning they sat on my body perfectly straight and aligned and are as light and loose as air, with no effort on my part to hold them there! It is quite literally tripping me out, it seems way to impossible to be real! Even sitting here looking at them I'm having a hard time believing what I am seeing!?
In Traditional Chinese Medicine when a persons shoulders curve inward it is a sign of heart protection and given that that is exactly what I spent my weekend focused on it is no wonder that, in addition to the emotional and energetic releases, that my physical pattern would let go as well!
I can't help but be amazed, befuddled to my core, seriously socks blown so far off I don't eve know where they've landed! It amazes me that a life time of muscle patterns and holding can literally be released in an instant if we are able and willing to identify the underlying emotional cause and let that go. Then it seems there is no effort necessary in releasing the physical pattern because it is truly in direct correlation to the emotional trauma, a coping mechanism if you will. At least this is my personal experiences with it in this moment.
This is also amazing to me because over the last 3 years I have spent many hours and dollars invested in this very thing, getting my shoulder to release.
For structural reasons but also for tension release.
I got 7 rolfing sessions, several massages, have implemented a daily yoga and pilates regimen for structural alignment, tai qi and qi gong in addition to the intention setting and asking my shoulder to let go...and though I am sure all of it helped and contributed to some degree I was majorly focused on the physical symptom and never thought to go straight to the source, my emotional body, specifically my heart and all its infinite wisdom and love.
With all the changes that have occurred in the last 4 days I am in such an euphoric state of gratitude, love, optimism and awe. Feeling so deeply blessed and overwhelmed with joy. Coming more fully into my personal power and not just knowing but now having a glimpse of a deeper understanding of just how powerful we all are and knowing that everything we need is really and truly within each of us, I get it, I totally get it!
What a gift it is to live and learn this journey. Sending my giant bubble of love and pink radiant light to each and every one of you! I am so in love with you all!
Aho.
Sunday, April 25
A truth has been spoken
This past weekend I was blessed to attend a workshop called, Mending your Heart.
It entailed four classes three hours each with two hours of yoga asana practice and one hour of Native American ceremony including; talking circle, exercises in communication, forgiveness, connecting, listening and speaking from your true heart, chanting and singing and a purification water ceremony, it was beyond beautiful and transformational on all levels!
I have been asking the universe for sometime now for assistance on how to feel and live through my heart and this weekend I got my answer.
I was able to identify where my stagnation's were, feel what they did to my body and energy field and how I allowed them to dictate my life in a non-beneficial overly protective way.
Michael Sharp always says "what one man can do" and this weekend that took on a whole new meaning for me. What I can do is forgive. I can courageously go into those scary places that wanted so desperately to be shielded and forgotten and gently remove the armor and lay my hands upon my wounds and say "I love you" to assure these old hurts and pains that its okay, you are completely safe and accepted, I honor all you have done to assist me the best way you knew how to at the time but now it is time to let go.
What one man can do, forgive. Break the pattern of protection that no longer serves and heal the past, to do this for yourself is to do it for others and that powerful ripple is bigger than any anger and pain. I deeply deeply feel and have experienced the power of love. I forgive myself, I let my heart out of its iron box and I feel the power of this act of freedom, this act of merging my heart with the rest of my being and I can see all the pain in the world coming into the presence of this love and being washed away in an instant!
In 3 three short days I have come to know the answer to every question I ever asked, I have come to understand and accept every piece of my individual puzzle and I have come to a place now where I can look at myself in the mirror and say "I love you, every last bit of you, you are beautiful, powerful and magnificent!"
And now feeling so deeply this love and respect for myself I can go out and bathe others is love and hold that space for them to come into their own self-love, but I know and believe that if I am there then we are all already there and there is nothing left to fear!
With gratitude from the farthest part of the universe to the deepest core of the earth I honor each and everyone one of you.
Aho, a truth has been spoken.
It entailed four classes three hours each with two hours of yoga asana practice and one hour of Native American ceremony including; talking circle, exercises in communication, forgiveness, connecting, listening and speaking from your true heart, chanting and singing and a purification water ceremony, it was beyond beautiful and transformational on all levels!
I have been asking the universe for sometime now for assistance on how to feel and live through my heart and this weekend I got my answer.
I was able to identify where my stagnation's were, feel what they did to my body and energy field and how I allowed them to dictate my life in a non-beneficial overly protective way.
Michael Sharp always says "what one man can do" and this weekend that took on a whole new meaning for me. What I can do is forgive. I can courageously go into those scary places that wanted so desperately to be shielded and forgotten and gently remove the armor and lay my hands upon my wounds and say "I love you" to assure these old hurts and pains that its okay, you are completely safe and accepted, I honor all you have done to assist me the best way you knew how to at the time but now it is time to let go.
What one man can do, forgive. Break the pattern of protection that no longer serves and heal the past, to do this for yourself is to do it for others and that powerful ripple is bigger than any anger and pain. I deeply deeply feel and have experienced the power of love. I forgive myself, I let my heart out of its iron box and I feel the power of this act of freedom, this act of merging my heart with the rest of my being and I can see all the pain in the world coming into the presence of this love and being washed away in an instant!
In 3 three short days I have come to know the answer to every question I ever asked, I have come to understand and accept every piece of my individual puzzle and I have come to a place now where I can look at myself in the mirror and say "I love you, every last bit of you, you are beautiful, powerful and magnificent!"
And now feeling so deeply this love and respect for myself I can go out and bathe others is love and hold that space for them to come into their own self-love, but I know and believe that if I am there then we are all already there and there is nothing left to fear!
With gratitude from the farthest part of the universe to the deepest core of the earth I honor each and everyone one of you.
Aho, a truth has been spoken.
A Request for All Journeyers
Here we are in the North, the stage of completion. In this stage, we have a beautiful opportunity that I am going to extend to each of you. The north , in many Native American traditions, represents connection with the Ancestors, and with all of life.
Some of you who took the 90 Day Program with a the last group in Anchorage Alaska, will remember that we did something at the very end. We opened the sacred talking circle and brought together two different groups of people who had completed this journey, for one night of sharing.
We can make the most profound transformation in our lives, yet if we do not bring that transformation forth into the world and SHARE IT, have we really accomplished anything?
So... I am inviting each one of you to share this website with at least one person that you know or love. Open your sacred space and allow selected individuals to share the journey you have just made, by inviting them to read about it here in these pages.
It does not matter whether they act on it, understand it, etc. What matters is that YOU open your gifts and sharing to the world. Something magical can happen!
Love and light,
Kachina
Some of you who took the 90 Day Program with a the last group in Anchorage Alaska, will remember that we did something at the very end. We opened the sacred talking circle and brought together two different groups of people who had completed this journey, for one night of sharing.
We can make the most profound transformation in our lives, yet if we do not bring that transformation forth into the world and SHARE IT, have we really accomplished anything?
So... I am inviting each one of you to share this website with at least one person that you know or love. Open your sacred space and allow selected individuals to share the journey you have just made, by inviting them to read about it here in these pages.
It does not matter whether they act on it, understand it, etc. What matters is that YOU open your gifts and sharing to the world. Something magical can happen!
Love and light,
Kachina
Connection and the workbook
Things that stand out:
Forgiveness:
I am sure over the years I have been told that forgiving myself will help me heal, I couldn't hear it. I spent many years working through trauma and doing different levels of forgiveness outside myself. This lead to more work and lingering issues that would not resolve. Forgiving myself changed and dissolved all outward judgement and grudges. Today I am grateful for hearing this information and allowing it to heal me.
Non attachment:
For the first time I am in the space of non attachment, which is very different than what I "thought" it meant. I have a son who is 16 and making some choices that would normally have me in reaction and control. Instead I found myself in non attachment, which has resulted in a very different outcome than anything I've experienced before. I didn't feed worry, fear and chaos but remained grounded and connected. This made space for responsibility to find it's way to my son without room for blame. Interesting. I still felt an abundance of love flowing without the rest of the garbage that usually attaches to such circumstances. WooHoo. The end result, I remained solid, grounded and connected, he is left with all that he created to see and learn from. A gift!
Name:
I skipped the name page last 90 day class and it resided inside me for the next two years. This go around, I am moving on through and have a whole new perspective on the rest of the pages. Honoring my true self with something as simple as a name has brought an abundance of growth that I am incredibly grateful for.
This 90 day feels as though it's the first time, as every page is new and evolved. I feel like I am me and I hardly remember the path to getting here. Details used to be my strong point. I love that I don't have to question because trust resonates within my being.
I am so grateful for this gift of transformation and for all who are connected in this group and sharing. Thank you is not enough to express my gratitude for Kathryn and Michael in the gifts they share and the humble example they show through their journey, Thank you from my heart, Michelle
I wanted to add; today I was fortunate to join a group,"The Tree People". I received some information from the trees about how they can assist in Blue Road Healing and being a vessel to the light. I saw a vision of trees everywhere radiating light and opening with a staircase inside. Entities or beings were guided into the tree staircase and moved up through the tree trunk, out the top of the tree and taken into the universe on the light coming from the tree. That a mass healing will be coming and a call to the trees will assist with this process. That in places where we are not available on the land to assist, the trees can. They are all connected and communicate.
Forgiveness:
I am sure over the years I have been told that forgiving myself will help me heal, I couldn't hear it. I spent many years working through trauma and doing different levels of forgiveness outside myself. This lead to more work and lingering issues that would not resolve. Forgiving myself changed and dissolved all outward judgement and grudges. Today I am grateful for hearing this information and allowing it to heal me.
Non attachment:
For the first time I am in the space of non attachment, which is very different than what I "thought" it meant. I have a son who is 16 and making some choices that would normally have me in reaction and control. Instead I found myself in non attachment, which has resulted in a very different outcome than anything I've experienced before. I didn't feed worry, fear and chaos but remained grounded and connected. This made space for responsibility to find it's way to my son without room for blame. Interesting. I still felt an abundance of love flowing without the rest of the garbage that usually attaches to such circumstances. WooHoo. The end result, I remained solid, grounded and connected, he is left with all that he created to see and learn from. A gift!
Name:
I skipped the name page last 90 day class and it resided inside me for the next two years. This go around, I am moving on through and have a whole new perspective on the rest of the pages. Honoring my true self with something as simple as a name has brought an abundance of growth that I am incredibly grateful for.
This 90 day feels as though it's the first time, as every page is new and evolved. I feel like I am me and I hardly remember the path to getting here. Details used to be my strong point. I love that I don't have to question because trust resonates within my being.
I am so grateful for this gift of transformation and for all who are connected in this group and sharing. Thank you is not enough to express my gratitude for Kathryn and Michael in the gifts they share and the humble example they show through their journey, Thank you from my heart, Michelle
I wanted to add; today I was fortunate to join a group,"The Tree People". I received some information from the trees about how they can assist in Blue Road Healing and being a vessel to the light. I saw a vision of trees everywhere radiating light and opening with a staircase inside. Entities or beings were guided into the tree staircase and moved up through the tree trunk, out the top of the tree and taken into the universe on the light coming from the tree. That a mass healing will be coming and a call to the trees will assist with this process. That in places where we are not available on the land to assist, the trees can. They are all connected and communicate.
Saturday, April 24
Gratitude for the Regeneration of the Land of the Anasazi
Today, I want to express my gratitude for the regeneration of this beautiful and sacred land around us. Yesterday as we drove home from town, a neighbor flagged us down and we stopped to talk. The wind was still gusting and intermittent rain wa blowing through.
He acknowledged the amazing change that has come to the sage brush bushes in our immediate area. I have been watching them for a couple of weeks now as their leaves have increased, grown long and feathery and bright green! These are the same bushes that were once dry and silvery-difficult to tell the difference between what was alive and what was dead. Apparently Blew Thunder and I are not the only ones who are seeing the changes!
The most beautiful Pleiadean cloud ships were here this morning in a pure blue sky. I have felt the Star Being Ancestors moving closer again as we came into the North direction. They remind me how very much we are loved, each and every one of us.
Kachina
He acknowledged the amazing change that has come to the sage brush bushes in our immediate area. I have been watching them for a couple of weeks now as their leaves have increased, grown long and feathery and bright green! These are the same bushes that were once dry and silvery-difficult to tell the difference between what was alive and what was dead. Apparently Blew Thunder and I are not the only ones who are seeing the changes!
The most beautiful Pleiadean cloud ships were here this morning in a pure blue sky. I have felt the Star Being Ancestors moving closer again as we came into the North direction. They remind me how very much we are loved, each and every one of us.
Kachina
Friday, April 23
Gratitude Equals Completion
A long time ago, some elders in the sweat lodge helped me learn about the wisdom of the North. They told me that gratitude was a sensation that you feel in your body. It is a frequency that creates a certain vibration in our energy fields and in the cells of our bodies.
Up until this time, I had confused the true energy of gratitude with the words of gratitude. In my birth family, children were taught to say "Thank You" in any circumstance where someone had done something or given something for them. There was no connection to what one was truly feeling in that moment, only a required response. This behavior had been passed down for at least a few generations, for the adults of the family had no connection to the feeling of gratitude either, that I could see.
The elders encouraged me to sit with gratitude for days on end. Every time I caught my mind thinking (about anything), I would focus on my mantra-"Thank you, thank-you". I carried this forward into life, going about my daily routines and all the while running a constant undertone of "Thank-you, thank-you". And then it happened.
I woke up one morning and I had broken through the ceiling! I could feel my heart exploding with gratitude! It felt light, and teary, and ecstatic, and peaceful, an amazing jumble of sensation and energy. From that moment on I knew what gratitude was, I knew how to reach the frequency of gratitude, and how to generate it throughout my cells. Today, I thank the elders from the bottom of my heart for that one sweat lodge in which they talked about gratitude and opened the way for me to own it.
For every kharmic thread we weave through our lifetime, all must be fulfilled. EVERY DREAM, every desire, every thought, every incomplete, every vision. These must be fulfilled, at one time or another, in one lifetime or another, by someone, as life has no brakes. Unless a generated energy is recognized and the contract changed, it will come to be in some form or another. Fulfillment is the last stage of manifestation, the final turning of a giant wheel, before it begins another round! In gratitude, all kharma is dissolved, and we awaken to create from a conscious space.
My prayer today is this: May you find gratitude in your heart. May you experience the beauty of fulfillment and conscious co-creation. May you walk all your life in beauty. Aho.
Kachina
Up until this time, I had confused the true energy of gratitude with the words of gratitude. In my birth family, children were taught to say "Thank You" in any circumstance where someone had done something or given something for them. There was no connection to what one was truly feeling in that moment, only a required response. This behavior had been passed down for at least a few generations, for the adults of the family had no connection to the feeling of gratitude either, that I could see.
The elders encouraged me to sit with gratitude for days on end. Every time I caught my mind thinking (about anything), I would focus on my mantra-"Thank you, thank-you". I carried this forward into life, going about my daily routines and all the while running a constant undertone of "Thank-you, thank-you". And then it happened.
I woke up one morning and I had broken through the ceiling! I could feel my heart exploding with gratitude! It felt light, and teary, and ecstatic, and peaceful, an amazing jumble of sensation and energy. From that moment on I knew what gratitude was, I knew how to reach the frequency of gratitude, and how to generate it throughout my cells. Today, I thank the elders from the bottom of my heart for that one sweat lodge in which they talked about gratitude and opened the way for me to own it.
For every kharmic thread we weave through our lifetime, all must be fulfilled. EVERY DREAM, every desire, every thought, every incomplete, every vision. These must be fulfilled, at one time or another, in one lifetime or another, by someone, as life has no brakes. Unless a generated energy is recognized and the contract changed, it will come to be in some form or another. Fulfillment is the last stage of manifestation, the final turning of a giant wheel, before it begins another round! In gratitude, all kharma is dissolved, and we awaken to create from a conscious space.
My prayer today is this: May you find gratitude in your heart. May you experience the beauty of fulfillment and conscious co-creation. May you walk all your life in beauty. Aho.
Kachina
Wednesday, April 21
Anasazi Are Returning
It is my greatest hope that this post is received in the light of truth and self referral, as it is meant to be given.
This morning I awakened to the sound of wind and rain on the southern windows. Blustery clouds moving through quickly, with periodic breaks when the sky is blue and the sun peeks through. The Grandmothers entered my dreamtime and began to show me many images and connections, what I often refer to as a "download".
First they referred back to Drunvalo's youtube video about the Mayan message from Guatamala. They showed me how the surface of Mother Earth will align differently with the stars, and how may of our sacred sites will be aligned with completely different star energies after the polar shift, that will draw in new energy and information, facilitating the birthing of the new human consciousness. It was a beautiful vision in 3 D.
Then they told me about the time, up to one full week before the polar shift, and gave some signs that we will be able to see and hear to understand what is coming. All of our co-creatively activated sites, such as indigenous sacred sites, ancient monuments, and especially medicine wheels and co-creative gardens, will begin to radiate a tone or frequency that is audible. Some of those who have been doing ceremony at DiamondHeart or here at White Sage Landing, have heard this sound before. It seems to come from everywhere at once and has no point of origination. This tone will increase in the final days before the shift.
The next thing is light. There will be unusual colors and light emanating from all around us, again with no single point of origination, in the final three or four days before the shift. Those who have been in the sweat lodge and seen the flashes of light that the ancestors bring, will begin to see these everywhere, even in broad daylight. There will also be many orbs gathering around the sacred sites and areas where people are gathered.
When we see these things occurring, it is a time for celebration and honoring. Instead of thinking of it as some kind of ending, we can choose to regard it as the actual birthing process of the new world, a time of renewal, regeneration, and evolution of consciousness on Mother Earth. It may be wise to stay within your home as these final signs appear, for the duration of the polar shift. According to the Hopi and the Maya, this takes exactly 30 hours or 3 days.
During that three days, our planet is moving through the void. The darkness that sets in is complete darkness, and even the stars are not visible. It feels like being blind, and that is the time when humans are most vulnerable to descend into fear. Instead, it is very helpful to sing songs, build a fire, drum, envision, tell jokes, meditate, pray, etc. Remember, it is only for 30 hours and then we will emerge back into the light of Grandfather sun.
After the polar shift, the most important thing to figure out is WHERE you are in relation to the new poles, as there could be a vast change in the experience of the climate you are living in. But the most important awareness to hold may be this. This planetary change reflects a huge shifting of perspective internally for human consciousness and all life on Earth. Here is what Drunvalo and the Anasazi Grandmothers are saying about this shift in human consciousness.
First I must remind you of the Golden Mean, the ratio that all of nature imitates to create life. It is reflected mathematically in the Fibonacci sequence, named after the man who discovered it. This sequence begins with 1. Then you add the the last number to the previous number and you will have the next number in the sequence. Add 1 to nothing (since this is the beginning) and you have 1. That is the next number in the Fibonacci sequence. Then to make another evolutionary leap, you add 1 to 1, the next number is 2. Then you add 2 to 1, the next number is 3. Then you add 3 to 2, the next number is 5. You end up with a sequence of numbers like this:
1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,...and on and on. For more understanding of this sequence and how it relates to nature's Golden Mean, listen to Drunvalo's video.
Now, human consciousness is about to make the leap from 34 to 55 (for the purpose of illustration). In order to do this, we must COMBINE or merge the two frequencies of 34-our modern technological human world, with the ancient foundation of the indigenous human consciousness that is our foundation-21. What this means to us humans is that we must embody our ancient indigenous consciousness within us, activate it, and remember it, in order to move forward to the next stage of evolution.
The elders that work with me have long been telling us that we who are living in the western hemisphere will become the teachers and facilitators for the spiritual consciousness of the new world, just as the eastern hemisphere has seen the origination of many religions and spiritual paths during the last age. I am to encourage all us to begin to think globally when we envision our roles in this new reality. I know this is a stretch for some of us, as we are healers and care-takers, and accustomed to keeping a low profile. Yet the Earth is asking us for something way out of our comfort zone.
Will we step up and begin to co-create this reality, step into these roles of leadership and ambassadorship? Only WE-each of us-hold this key. We can choose to use it now. We can choose to allow the emergence of our ancestral wisdom into the modern technical world.
In Love and Light,
Kachina
This morning I awakened to the sound of wind and rain on the southern windows. Blustery clouds moving through quickly, with periodic breaks when the sky is blue and the sun peeks through. The Grandmothers entered my dreamtime and began to show me many images and connections, what I often refer to as a "download".
First they referred back to Drunvalo's youtube video about the Mayan message from Guatamala. They showed me how the surface of Mother Earth will align differently with the stars, and how may of our sacred sites will be aligned with completely different star energies after the polar shift, that will draw in new energy and information, facilitating the birthing of the new human consciousness. It was a beautiful vision in 3 D.
Then they told me about the time, up to one full week before the polar shift, and gave some signs that we will be able to see and hear to understand what is coming. All of our co-creatively activated sites, such as indigenous sacred sites, ancient monuments, and especially medicine wheels and co-creative gardens, will begin to radiate a tone or frequency that is audible. Some of those who have been doing ceremony at DiamondHeart or here at White Sage Landing, have heard this sound before. It seems to come from everywhere at once and has no point of origination. This tone will increase in the final days before the shift.
The next thing is light. There will be unusual colors and light emanating from all around us, again with no single point of origination, in the final three or four days before the shift. Those who have been in the sweat lodge and seen the flashes of light that the ancestors bring, will begin to see these everywhere, even in broad daylight. There will also be many orbs gathering around the sacred sites and areas where people are gathered.
When we see these things occurring, it is a time for celebration and honoring. Instead of thinking of it as some kind of ending, we can choose to regard it as the actual birthing process of the new world, a time of renewal, regeneration, and evolution of consciousness on Mother Earth. It may be wise to stay within your home as these final signs appear, for the duration of the polar shift. According to the Hopi and the Maya, this takes exactly 30 hours or 3 days.
During that three days, our planet is moving through the void. The darkness that sets in is complete darkness, and even the stars are not visible. It feels like being blind, and that is the time when humans are most vulnerable to descend into fear. Instead, it is very helpful to sing songs, build a fire, drum, envision, tell jokes, meditate, pray, etc. Remember, it is only for 30 hours and then we will emerge back into the light of Grandfather sun.
After the polar shift, the most important thing to figure out is WHERE you are in relation to the new poles, as there could be a vast change in the experience of the climate you are living in. But the most important awareness to hold may be this. This planetary change reflects a huge shifting of perspective internally for human consciousness and all life on Earth. Here is what Drunvalo and the Anasazi Grandmothers are saying about this shift in human consciousness.
First I must remind you of the Golden Mean, the ratio that all of nature imitates to create life. It is reflected mathematically in the Fibonacci sequence, named after the man who discovered it. This sequence begins with 1. Then you add the the last number to the previous number and you will have the next number in the sequence. Add 1 to nothing (since this is the beginning) and you have 1. That is the next number in the Fibonacci sequence. Then to make another evolutionary leap, you add 1 to 1, the next number is 2. Then you add 2 to 1, the next number is 3. Then you add 3 to 2, the next number is 5. You end up with a sequence of numbers like this:
1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,...and on and on. For more understanding of this sequence and how it relates to nature's Golden Mean, listen to Drunvalo's video.
Now, human consciousness is about to make the leap from 34 to 55 (for the purpose of illustration). In order to do this, we must COMBINE or merge the two frequencies of 34-our modern technological human world, with the ancient foundation of the indigenous human consciousness that is our foundation-21. What this means to us humans is that we must embody our ancient indigenous consciousness within us, activate it, and remember it, in order to move forward to the next stage of evolution.
The elders that work with me have long been telling us that we who are living in the western hemisphere will become the teachers and facilitators for the spiritual consciousness of the new world, just as the eastern hemisphere has seen the origination of many religions and spiritual paths during the last age. I am to encourage all us to begin to think globally when we envision our roles in this new reality. I know this is a stretch for some of us, as we are healers and care-takers, and accustomed to keeping a low profile. Yet the Earth is asking us for something way out of our comfort zone.
Will we step up and begin to co-create this reality, step into these roles of leadership and ambassadorship? Only WE-each of us-hold this key. We can choose to use it now. We can choose to allow the emergence of our ancestral wisdom into the modern technical world.
In Love and Light,
Kachina
Monday, April 19
Two Eagles
Yesterday was an unexpected opportunity for Blew Thunder and I to give a gift. It started out as we awakened in the morning, each with a very strong dream about releasing kharma, or moving from kharmic exchange into a state of grace.
Then we walked to our neighbor's home, just to touch base with him on when he wanted us to help him dig post holes for a set of corrals that will be used to house "rescue horses" that are overflowing from the Best Friends Animal Sanctuary. These are horses that have been donated or removed from their owners from various reasons, often because they are no longer fit to do the task that the owner intended for them.
When we arrived at Lin's home, he and his current helper, Tim, were just stepping out to mark the holes for us to dig with the little bobcat post hole digger. It is like a mini-caterpillar with a hole digger on front.
Before we began, I asked the spirits of the land for permission, and dowsed the area to see if there were any non-beneficial energies to be transmuted or addressed before we began. For the first time in this area, there were no energies or issues to address! I was astounded, as there have been so many layers here to address whenever work is done on the land.
The four of us began to work, Lin and Tim doing the layout and Blew Thunder and I drilling the holes. The spirits of the land were eager, even excited, as if they were awaiting the arrival of these horses that would be coming. The digging went very smoothly, and not a single hole was relocated because of rock-another rare occurrence!
Half way through, we took a break and drummed, and sang a song for the ancestors. A woman named Claudia (a massage therapist from Kanab) arrived, and brought oranges. The atmosphere became very celabrational, as it does after ceremony at DiamondHeart. It felt like a big pow-wow was going on all around us as we finished out the hole digging. Tim kept the drum going and walked all around the land as we worked, honoring the spirits and Mother Earth. The Anasazi were so strong and present that we could all feel them watching us through the veil.
We were nearly done when two huge eagles soared above us and honored us. We looked and saw that we had been working for 5 hours non-stop, we made 80 holes, and it had gone by in the blink of an eye! The synchronicity we experienced in this day was amazing.
As we went to go home, our neighbor thanked us with tears in his eyes, for he had been waiting for this corral for two years! It was such a delight to give this kind of gift to someone who has given so much to the community here at White Sage, and has not received the acknowlegement for those gifts. It felt truly like a completion was taking place.
And then today, I went to Drunvalo's site and decided to watch his video update from the Serpent of Light book. He explained a lot about the Guatamalan Mayans and Hopi views on the planetary Ascension happening now. It is a great video and well worth watching! The link is here:
http://www.youtube.com/user/DrunvaloFlowerofLife#p/f/14/Wy9TGbE2F-8
It aligns exactly with all the Anasazi have been saying to me. Later today, I was guided to do a ceremony in the medicine wheel, connecting with the Grandmothers and making prayers and intentions for the planetary physical shift that the woodpeckers have been alerting us to in the last few days.
Then BT and I planned some of the details around a new workshop we will offer this summer, soon to be revealed!
In love and service,
Kachina
Then we walked to our neighbor's home, just to touch base with him on when he wanted us to help him dig post holes for a set of corrals that will be used to house "rescue horses" that are overflowing from the Best Friends Animal Sanctuary. These are horses that have been donated or removed from their owners from various reasons, often because they are no longer fit to do the task that the owner intended for them.
When we arrived at Lin's home, he and his current helper, Tim, were just stepping out to mark the holes for us to dig with the little bobcat post hole digger. It is like a mini-caterpillar with a hole digger on front.
Before we began, I asked the spirits of the land for permission, and dowsed the area to see if there were any non-beneficial energies to be transmuted or addressed before we began. For the first time in this area, there were no energies or issues to address! I was astounded, as there have been so many layers here to address whenever work is done on the land.
The four of us began to work, Lin and Tim doing the layout and Blew Thunder and I drilling the holes. The spirits of the land were eager, even excited, as if they were awaiting the arrival of these horses that would be coming. The digging went very smoothly, and not a single hole was relocated because of rock-another rare occurrence!
Half way through, we took a break and drummed, and sang a song for the ancestors. A woman named Claudia (a massage therapist from Kanab) arrived, and brought oranges. The atmosphere became very celabrational, as it does after ceremony at DiamondHeart. It felt like a big pow-wow was going on all around us as we finished out the hole digging. Tim kept the drum going and walked all around the land as we worked, honoring the spirits and Mother Earth. The Anasazi were so strong and present that we could all feel them watching us through the veil.
We were nearly done when two huge eagles soared above us and honored us. We looked and saw that we had been working for 5 hours non-stop, we made 80 holes, and it had gone by in the blink of an eye! The synchronicity we experienced in this day was amazing.
As we went to go home, our neighbor thanked us with tears in his eyes, for he had been waiting for this corral for two years! It was such a delight to give this kind of gift to someone who has given so much to the community here at White Sage, and has not received the acknowlegement for those gifts. It felt truly like a completion was taking place.
And then today, I went to Drunvalo's site and decided to watch his video update from the Serpent of Light book. He explained a lot about the Guatamalan Mayans and Hopi views on the planetary Ascension happening now. It is a great video and well worth watching! The link is here:
http://www.youtube.com/user/DrunvaloFlowerofLife#p/f/14/Wy9TGbE2F-8
It aligns exactly with all the Anasazi have been saying to me. Later today, I was guided to do a ceremony in the medicine wheel, connecting with the Grandmothers and making prayers and intentions for the planetary physical shift that the woodpeckers have been alerting us to in the last few days.
Then BT and I planned some of the details around a new workshop we will offer this summer, soon to be revealed!
In love and service,
Kachina
Sunday, April 18
Amazing Outcomes
Hello all, thank you for all you are sharing! I just got back on & read the blog after 2 weeks.
April 7th my brother Francisco tried to harm himself by cutting his wrist. I had to take him to the hospital from which we both knew he would be going to API, a sad realization. He said he was hoping Raquel would not have to know he had cut himself which showed me how far he was from reality. I was very sad that he was being institutionalized again. At our house he had been making juices and helping me cook. I was focussed on encouraging him to clean out toxins. He was not interested himself though he clearly enjoyed the good food. When I connect to him through dowsing I get that he was not yet ready, not yet passed through the madness, that he does want to stay on the planet, wants me to hold the vision. I am told he is whole, all is well and that he loves me. At API he will rarely take my calls and does not want me to visit. He does express gratitude or love when he does sometimes decide to talk.
It was not easy with him here because he was not himself. He was severely depressed. He was not taking his medication though telling me he was. He rarely uttered a word except to say thank you or yes or no. He loves jazz & was listening to Miles Davis's most experimental albums on high volume late at night! He looked so distressed & weighted down. I did not see this coming. I felt his brooding presence and downward energy drawing on my energy. I made affirmations that I receive energy & nourishment directly from Source. Since he left 10 days ago, I have felt my stress unwinding like a corkscrew . Raquel was so sweet with him but it was difficult for her. At least he is now here in Alaska nearby. I am holding the vision.
Yesterday was amazing. A mom came to pick up Raquel for a sleepover. She offered & spent a few minutes facilitating some body talk between me and my wrist. It was simple like "Hello wrist" and waiting for my wrist to answer. Then getting the wrist to say hello and I would answer. Just being acknowledged in this simple way seemed to make my wrist come alive! I began to use it. It reminded me to converse with my wrist which I decided I would do once they left.
When I first tuned in to my guidance I was directed to read the "empowered ascension" section of the spring Food for Ascension newsletter. I recognized my desire for ascension is to be at a vibration to co-create something as exquisite as a flower, the co-creation of Divine and beautiful expressions that assist all life. I was directed to start taking the suggested foods & herbs mentioned there.
Next I checked in with my wrist and it told me all is healing for an amazing outcome: the metal plate will help my connection for automatic drawing of sacred geometry and Syrian DNA patterns that will assist me and others in healing and ascension. You are kidding! The Syrian star beings will be guiding my wrist, not my mind. Yeah, get that head out of there! I will also be drawing them in places on Mother Earth to initiate the release of 3-D energy to allow the influx of 5-D energies, 12-60 for 13/260. For me it will be joyous heart-resonating work that will create abundance. Is anyone getting confirmation here? When I 1st knew who my surgeon was to be I did a balance between his spirit, my spirit and the Divine Planetary Blueprint in my Medicine Wheel. Kathryn said that with the balance I had set myself up for an amazing outcome.
Interestingly, I had been admiring and enjoying Kathryn's drawings in her new recipe book. I particularily was drawn to the drawings on the pink pages, feeling a big heart opening and joy.
Next I was guided to do a Blue Road Healing in the Medicine Wheel for myself and many others that I was told were there waiting. Funny, I had been asking for several days to do one and always being guided that I did not need to. I had been feeling heavy, low, cloudy and uncertain for days and now I get the go ahead.
I did a beautiful ceremony of gratitude and the Blue Road Healing. Lastly I was guided to ask for Divine Assistance for my brother Francisco and for Tammy's brother using the rose quartz egg that Tammy gifted to me for brother medicine.
I came inside and made some of Kathryn's Vegan Cowboy Beans, yum, yeeha! What a shift this day! Thank you amazing Universe! Thank you teachers!
(p.s. My heart was joyous to hear mention of my brother Bennett present and assisting at White Sage. Thank you for that message!!!!!!!!!!!!)
SkyWalker Sings with her Heart
April 7th my brother Francisco tried to harm himself by cutting his wrist. I had to take him to the hospital from which we both knew he would be going to API, a sad realization. He said he was hoping Raquel would not have to know he had cut himself which showed me how far he was from reality. I was very sad that he was being institutionalized again. At our house he had been making juices and helping me cook. I was focussed on encouraging him to clean out toxins. He was not interested himself though he clearly enjoyed the good food. When I connect to him through dowsing I get that he was not yet ready, not yet passed through the madness, that he does want to stay on the planet, wants me to hold the vision. I am told he is whole, all is well and that he loves me. At API he will rarely take my calls and does not want me to visit. He does express gratitude or love when he does sometimes decide to talk.
It was not easy with him here because he was not himself. He was severely depressed. He was not taking his medication though telling me he was. He rarely uttered a word except to say thank you or yes or no. He loves jazz & was listening to Miles Davis's most experimental albums on high volume late at night! He looked so distressed & weighted down. I did not see this coming. I felt his brooding presence and downward energy drawing on my energy. I made affirmations that I receive energy & nourishment directly from Source. Since he left 10 days ago, I have felt my stress unwinding like a corkscrew . Raquel was so sweet with him but it was difficult for her. At least he is now here in Alaska nearby. I am holding the vision.
Yesterday was amazing. A mom came to pick up Raquel for a sleepover. She offered & spent a few minutes facilitating some body talk between me and my wrist. It was simple like "Hello wrist" and waiting for my wrist to answer. Then getting the wrist to say hello and I would answer. Just being acknowledged in this simple way seemed to make my wrist come alive! I began to use it. It reminded me to converse with my wrist which I decided I would do once they left.
When I first tuned in to my guidance I was directed to read the "empowered ascension" section of the spring Food for Ascension newsletter. I recognized my desire for ascension is to be at a vibration to co-create something as exquisite as a flower, the co-creation of Divine and beautiful expressions that assist all life. I was directed to start taking the suggested foods & herbs mentioned there.
Next I checked in with my wrist and it told me all is healing for an amazing outcome: the metal plate will help my connection for automatic drawing of sacred geometry and Syrian DNA patterns that will assist me and others in healing and ascension. You are kidding! The Syrian star beings will be guiding my wrist, not my mind. Yeah, get that head out of there! I will also be drawing them in places on Mother Earth to initiate the release of 3-D energy to allow the influx of 5-D energies, 12-60 for 13/260. For me it will be joyous heart-resonating work that will create abundance. Is anyone getting confirmation here? When I 1st knew who my surgeon was to be I did a balance between his spirit, my spirit and the Divine Planetary Blueprint in my Medicine Wheel. Kathryn said that with the balance I had set myself up for an amazing outcome.
Interestingly, I had been admiring and enjoying Kathryn's drawings in her new recipe book. I particularily was drawn to the drawings on the pink pages, feeling a big heart opening and joy.
Next I was guided to do a Blue Road Healing in the Medicine Wheel for myself and many others that I was told were there waiting. Funny, I had been asking for several days to do one and always being guided that I did not need to. I had been feeling heavy, low, cloudy and uncertain for days and now I get the go ahead.
I did a beautiful ceremony of gratitude and the Blue Road Healing. Lastly I was guided to ask for Divine Assistance for my brother Francisco and for Tammy's brother using the rose quartz egg that Tammy gifted to me for brother medicine.
I came inside and made some of Kathryn's Vegan Cowboy Beans, yum, yeeha! What a shift this day! Thank you amazing Universe! Thank you teachers!
(p.s. My heart was joyous to hear mention of my brother Bennett present and assisting at White Sage. Thank you for that message!!!!!!!!!!!!)
SkyWalker Sings with her Heart
Saturday, April 17
Mother Earth and the Mer-Ka-Ba
I have told this story before, yet it is still so meaningful to us today that I feel compelled to tell it again.
In 1999, in December, I received an invitation from from a group sponsoring an Aromatherapy Convention in Arizona. They were scheduled for February or March, and asked for early reservations.
At that time, Blew Thunder and I were struggling financially, as our business at Mariposa Whole Life Center had dissolved when the city of Anchorage took over the property in an imminent domain takeover. I glanced at the flyer and threw it away, not even considering going as an option, since I did not have the funds for a plane ticket, let alone the conference cost.
As the date drew very close, I was reminded of the conference with another flyer in the mail. Then one morning Blew Thunder woke up and said, "I think you should go to Arizona. I have enough frequent flyer miles to get you there. There is a reason to go!"
It was a really fast decision, and while Blew Thunder arranged the ticket schedule, I called my parents who lived near the conference hotel and arranged to stay with them. Everything fell together and in a matter of days, I was on the plane from Anchorage to Seattle, en route to Phoenix.
It was a red-eye flight, so as we were coming in to Seattle, it looked like a beautiful sunny morning just dawning on the horizon. I buckled my seatbelt as we prepared for landing. As we were approaching the airport, the angels suddenly cam in to my awareness. They quickly asked me to visualize a mer-ka-ba (special star tetrahedron shaped energy field) around the city of Seattle. They quickly brought my consciousness to an area in each direction where the mer-ka-ba field ended, (the western edge was out in the ocean), and had me breathe life light into the field. Then they said everything was ready.
I asked the angels what was going to happen, I remember wondering if the plane was going to crash, but they would not tell me. Instead they just shined me in a beautiful light that made it literally impossible for me to be afraid. At that moment, I was unconcerned if I lived or died, I felt so totally connected to source that the details just did not matter!
The plane came down smoothly, and I just sort of put the whole experience in my "wait and see" file, and went to collect my baggage. I had walked only a few yards from the gate (I remember being right next to a yogurt store) when the earth began to rumble and shake. People started running all around, and the angels told me to step over right next to a huge support pillar and stay there until the shaking stops.
Very calmly, I stood next to this great round column and watched as ceiling tles came down all around me and the lights went out in the yogurt store. I felt the heightened senses of full presence, without any fear of panic. I just kept breathing this calmness into the mer-ka-ba, the feeling of grace and that everything is in perfect synchronicity.
In a little while the shaking stopped and people were clearing the building. Many had gone outside on the tarmac. I walked back to the gate and watched the tv there. The news crews were on it immediately, and were already filming areas of damage, responses from individuals, etc.
The first scientists they talked to calculated this as a 7.0 earthquake. Yet, as we watched over the course of the day, there was not a single individual that was killed or seriously injured in this huge city!!!
Many ambulances and emergency crews began to report that they were responding to great numbers of panic attacks, and one individual did die of a heart attack during the quake. There was damage to highways, bridges, and office buildings. In any other situation, with this level of a quake, at the busy 9-10 am time frame, there would have been many fatalities.
I knew that being consciously involved in this event, holding the mer-ka-ba energy field of grace in the city as it rocked, combined with the level of consciousness of the general population in Seattle, all combined to co-create a completely different reality of the experience of earthquake on Mother Earth. I was so blessed to be a part of this!
The angels later told me that the humans would be so astounded at the outcome that they would override the first scientific calculations and down-grade the quake strength to somewhere around a 4 or 5. This was the only way they could make sense of it! And sure enough, by the next day, they had done just that. They though it could not have been what it was and result in no fatalities!
In about 24 hours, the airport was able to open again and I was back on the plane to complete my journey. I knew that the true purpose of the journey had already happened for me. I enjoyed the rest of my trip, and thanked the angels for helping me to learn more about how to usse the mer-ka-ba field through experience.
Many blessings!
Kachina
In 1999, in December, I received an invitation from from a group sponsoring an Aromatherapy Convention in Arizona. They were scheduled for February or March, and asked for early reservations.
At that time, Blew Thunder and I were struggling financially, as our business at Mariposa Whole Life Center had dissolved when the city of Anchorage took over the property in an imminent domain takeover. I glanced at the flyer and threw it away, not even considering going as an option, since I did not have the funds for a plane ticket, let alone the conference cost.
As the date drew very close, I was reminded of the conference with another flyer in the mail. Then one morning Blew Thunder woke up and said, "I think you should go to Arizona. I have enough frequent flyer miles to get you there. There is a reason to go!"
It was a really fast decision, and while Blew Thunder arranged the ticket schedule, I called my parents who lived near the conference hotel and arranged to stay with them. Everything fell together and in a matter of days, I was on the plane from Anchorage to Seattle, en route to Phoenix.
It was a red-eye flight, so as we were coming in to Seattle, it looked like a beautiful sunny morning just dawning on the horizon. I buckled my seatbelt as we prepared for landing. As we were approaching the airport, the angels suddenly cam in to my awareness. They quickly asked me to visualize a mer-ka-ba (special star tetrahedron shaped energy field) around the city of Seattle. They quickly brought my consciousness to an area in each direction where the mer-ka-ba field ended, (the western edge was out in the ocean), and had me breathe life light into the field. Then they said everything was ready.
I asked the angels what was going to happen, I remember wondering if the plane was going to crash, but they would not tell me. Instead they just shined me in a beautiful light that made it literally impossible for me to be afraid. At that moment, I was unconcerned if I lived or died, I felt so totally connected to source that the details just did not matter!
The plane came down smoothly, and I just sort of put the whole experience in my "wait and see" file, and went to collect my baggage. I had walked only a few yards from the gate (I remember being right next to a yogurt store) when the earth began to rumble and shake. People started running all around, and the angels told me to step over right next to a huge support pillar and stay there until the shaking stops.
Very calmly, I stood next to this great round column and watched as ceiling tles came down all around me and the lights went out in the yogurt store. I felt the heightened senses of full presence, without any fear of panic. I just kept breathing this calmness into the mer-ka-ba, the feeling of grace and that everything is in perfect synchronicity.
In a little while the shaking stopped and people were clearing the building. Many had gone outside on the tarmac. I walked back to the gate and watched the tv there. The news crews were on it immediately, and were already filming areas of damage, responses from individuals, etc.
The first scientists they talked to calculated this as a 7.0 earthquake. Yet, as we watched over the course of the day, there was not a single individual that was killed or seriously injured in this huge city!!!
Many ambulances and emergency crews began to report that they were responding to great numbers of panic attacks, and one individual did die of a heart attack during the quake. There was damage to highways, bridges, and office buildings. In any other situation, with this level of a quake, at the busy 9-10 am time frame, there would have been many fatalities.
I knew that being consciously involved in this event, holding the mer-ka-ba energy field of grace in the city as it rocked, combined with the level of consciousness of the general population in Seattle, all combined to co-create a completely different reality of the experience of earthquake on Mother Earth. I was so blessed to be a part of this!
The angels later told me that the humans would be so astounded at the outcome that they would override the first scientific calculations and down-grade the quake strength to somewhere around a 4 or 5. This was the only way they could make sense of it! And sure enough, by the next day, they had done just that. They though it could not have been what it was and result in no fatalities!
In about 24 hours, the airport was able to open again and I was back on the plane to complete my journey. I knew that the true purpose of the journey had already happened for me. I enjoyed the rest of my trip, and thanked the angels for helping me to learn more about how to usse the mer-ka-ba field through experience.
Many blessings!
Kachina
Friday, April 16
Woodpecker Heralds Change
Early this morning, Blew Thunder and I were greeted with the drumming of a woodpecker on the wall by our bed. This woodpecker pecked into my dreams and helped me to remember what the Grandmothers were saying to me in my dreamtime.
Lately there has been a quickening of earthquakes and volcanic activity that is evident to almost everyone. Yesterday evening, the whole hour of news on channel 2 was dedicated to the 4.0 earthquake in northern Utah that occurred yesterday morning. This is a very rare event for this area, which has been stable for a long period.
At the same time right now on Mother earth, there are earthquakes happening in Europe, South America, and Indonesia. There are activating volcanos in Alaska and Iceland. In light of all that is happening on our physical plane, the Grandmothers asked me to disseminate this message to all who would hear it.
Mother Earth is getting ready to take us all on a little journey of physical change. As these events accelerate, it is UP TO US how we experience these changes. If we perceive these changes as events that are beyond our control, that are "happening to us", we will experience that reality of powerlessness and victimization.
If we choose instead to remain in the consciousness of the heart, knowing that we are loved, that nothing happens by chance, and that we are participating in a physical healing process for Mother Earth, we will experience a completely different reality. IT IS UP TO US!
Knowing this, the understanding of this time of purification of our own physical bodies, about which tskarrow so eloquently wrote on April 15, is what has prepared us to move through these changes in trust instead of fear. Each of us in this 90 Day program have had our dance with moving from fear and distrust of our bodies' healing process into trust and acknowledgment.
We once felt that we had to get the body under control, and do things to make it heal. Gradually we began to see sickness as cleansing, balancing, or healing. We began to trust the body in its own processes, no matter what the symptoms, and finally to support those processes with herbs, massage, movement, intention, and other forms of support. Gradually our consciousness moved from fear and separation from the body, to participation and unity.
This shift, on a much larger scale, is the exact same shift that we will be undergoing now in the next few years on Mother Earth. Instead of distrust and separation from the consciousness and intelligence of the body, we will be transforming distrust and separation from the consciousness of Mother Earth herself.
Knowing that we may be in an area that experiences some of the changes on a large physical scale, there are also some tools that we all have in our toolboxes that I want to remind us of in this moment. One is the ability to meditate and go into a sacred space. If you should find yourself in an area where the external space is falling apart around you, you will remember in that moment to turn your attention inward to that sacred space of the heart.
Close your eyes and take 4 deep breaths. In that moment, the heart connection is made strong. When fear and chaos are howling around us, but we go inward and relax, we suddenly can draw upon the most magical guidance and experience of unity. We will instantly know where to go, what to do, how to be in grace through any situation.
For those who have activated the light body, it is now time to begin using it. When you hear the little prompting of spirit to go into the light body and connect, deep into the stillpoint at the center of the Earth, follow that prompting! Everything can change in the blink of an eye. You can become a participant in co-creation with Mother Earth. Tomorrow I will write about an experience I had in Seattle in a 6.8 earthquake there.
Many blessings,
Kachina
Lately there has been a quickening of earthquakes and volcanic activity that is evident to almost everyone. Yesterday evening, the whole hour of news on channel 2 was dedicated to the 4.0 earthquake in northern Utah that occurred yesterday morning. This is a very rare event for this area, which has been stable for a long period.
At the same time right now on Mother earth, there are earthquakes happening in Europe, South America, and Indonesia. There are activating volcanos in Alaska and Iceland. In light of all that is happening on our physical plane, the Grandmothers asked me to disseminate this message to all who would hear it.
Mother Earth is getting ready to take us all on a little journey of physical change. As these events accelerate, it is UP TO US how we experience these changes. If we perceive these changes as events that are beyond our control, that are "happening to us", we will experience that reality of powerlessness and victimization.
If we choose instead to remain in the consciousness of the heart, knowing that we are loved, that nothing happens by chance, and that we are participating in a physical healing process for Mother Earth, we will experience a completely different reality. IT IS UP TO US!
Knowing this, the understanding of this time of purification of our own physical bodies, about which tskarrow so eloquently wrote on April 15, is what has prepared us to move through these changes in trust instead of fear. Each of us in this 90 Day program have had our dance with moving from fear and distrust of our bodies' healing process into trust and acknowledgment.
We once felt that we had to get the body under control, and do things to make it heal. Gradually we began to see sickness as cleansing, balancing, or healing. We began to trust the body in its own processes, no matter what the symptoms, and finally to support those processes with herbs, massage, movement, intention, and other forms of support. Gradually our consciousness moved from fear and separation from the body, to participation and unity.
This shift, on a much larger scale, is the exact same shift that we will be undergoing now in the next few years on Mother Earth. Instead of distrust and separation from the consciousness and intelligence of the body, we will be transforming distrust and separation from the consciousness of Mother Earth herself.
Knowing that we may be in an area that experiences some of the changes on a large physical scale, there are also some tools that we all have in our toolboxes that I want to remind us of in this moment. One is the ability to meditate and go into a sacred space. If you should find yourself in an area where the external space is falling apart around you, you will remember in that moment to turn your attention inward to that sacred space of the heart.
Close your eyes and take 4 deep breaths. In that moment, the heart connection is made strong. When fear and chaos are howling around us, but we go inward and relax, we suddenly can draw upon the most magical guidance and experience of unity. We will instantly know where to go, what to do, how to be in grace through any situation.
For those who have activated the light body, it is now time to begin using it. When you hear the little prompting of spirit to go into the light body and connect, deep into the stillpoint at the center of the Earth, follow that prompting! Everything can change in the blink of an eye. You can become a participant in co-creation with Mother Earth. Tomorrow I will write about an experience I had in Seattle in a 6.8 earthquake there.
Many blessings,
Kachina
Thursday, April 15
Beautiful Spring
Today around noon Blew Thunder checked the outdoor temperature, it was 80 degrees! The wind was still, there was an amazing hush across the valley, and I could hear birds singing. I spent some time watching a kingbird build her nest out of pieces of deer hair and little twigs. Spring has truly come to White Sage in a big way.
Everything felt new, and fresh , and alive. The aroma of sage brush, the sparkly feeling of mountain air, the dramatic deep blue sky, and the feeling of magical anticipation that heralds spring on the Kaibab plateau, all made me so happy to be alive. I truly felt the blessing of being present here on Mother Earth NOW, for this amazing time the elders called the "time of Purification".
We get to participate in the awakening of human consciousness. We get to live in a human body and experience life, breathe real air, touch, taste, feel, hear, (and sing!) the world. We get to know love, and all its colors and shades.
May each of you share your heart with someone tomorrow.
In Love,
Kachina
Everything felt new, and fresh , and alive. The aroma of sage brush, the sparkly feeling of mountain air, the dramatic deep blue sky, and the feeling of magical anticipation that heralds spring on the Kaibab plateau, all made me so happy to be alive. I truly felt the blessing of being present here on Mother Earth NOW, for this amazing time the elders called the "time of Purification".
We get to participate in the awakening of human consciousness. We get to live in a human body and experience life, breathe real air, touch, taste, feel, hear, (and sing!) the world. We get to know love, and all its colors and shades.
May each of you share your heart with someone tomorrow.
In Love,
Kachina
I have been here and been present with you all, listening and learning through each word in each post. It is beautiful. I feel a familiar beauty in me but it is clouded by a curtain of self-doubt, a piece of me that is just not quite wanting to trust the process...for good reason...
Years back I experienced a major health crisis. My skin and joints were yelling out for help in a majorly uncomfortable and very public way. I overcame and cleansed these things with assistance, and am grateful for that. But through this current 90 day process am experiencing similar cleansing...a scary and uncomfortable reality for me to revisit. Because of this, I am working very hard to let go...let go of the fears that surround my trust in my body's ability to heal, let go of the idea that this is a sickness, let go of the concept that I may always have to "deal" with this. It is so very hard to be faced with symptoms that revert me to an earlier self; full of fear and lacking self confidence. I know that these are cleansing symptoms, my heart knows it is ok, but it is the stubborn mind that remembers the "before pictures" and sets the fear in motion.
So I take this time to make it known that I am not afraid. Fear will not take me to that place I have been and left behind long ago. I will trust in the timing and use this moment to commit to my body to continue to help it along it's path. I will listen to my body and support it with what I best know how. I allow and observe the cleaning powers rush out my limbs. And I care for my limbs as as I have never before. I will repeat to myself that I trust the process, and eventually I will with my whole being, heart and mind together. I will try very hard to stay positive and let go of the fear...for my lesson this 90 days is of letting go...of the past and the future and learning to be here now.
I support you all in your journey's...whatever they may be. Thank you for listening.
I will let go of the river walls and flow with the current...
Years back I experienced a major health crisis. My skin and joints were yelling out for help in a majorly uncomfortable and very public way. I overcame and cleansed these things with assistance, and am grateful for that. But through this current 90 day process am experiencing similar cleansing...a scary and uncomfortable reality for me to revisit. Because of this, I am working very hard to let go...let go of the fears that surround my trust in my body's ability to heal, let go of the idea that this is a sickness, let go of the concept that I may always have to "deal" with this. It is so very hard to be faced with symptoms that revert me to an earlier self; full of fear and lacking self confidence. I know that these are cleansing symptoms, my heart knows it is ok, but it is the stubborn mind that remembers the "before pictures" and sets the fear in motion.
So I take this time to make it known that I am not afraid. Fear will not take me to that place I have been and left behind long ago. I will trust in the timing and use this moment to commit to my body to continue to help it along it's path. I will listen to my body and support it with what I best know how. I allow and observe the cleaning powers rush out my limbs. And I care for my limbs as as I have never before. I will repeat to myself that I trust the process, and eventually I will with my whole being, heart and mind together. I will try very hard to stay positive and let go of the fear...for my lesson this 90 days is of letting go...of the past and the future and learning to be here now.
I support you all in your journey's...whatever they may be. Thank you for listening.
I will let go of the river walls and flow with the current...
Wednesday, April 14
Old Contracts
Wow, today I finally realized that I have spent the whole first half of the 90 days unaware of a very old contract that I am breaking through in a very big way!
The old contract involves doing things on my own, by myself, etc. The unconscious motivation behind this contract is the belief that I have to do things myself in order to create what I want (the results I want, or the level of quality that I want); and the deep desire to control outcome.
I am seeing this issue dissolve in every direction, as I open daily to let go of some little piece that I was unconsciously trying to control. Amazing people are coming across my path to offer help and direction, and the creative element has never been more exciting! Even though I had revealed this to myself several years ago, and done some ceremony around letting go at that time, I feel that this time the last holding pattern in transforming.
I feel myself opening, and receiving the flow of the universe!
This morning I was reminded of one of the Universal Laws of Manifestation. It was the law of the south, the law of circulation. It states that, if there is anything that we desire, especially something that we seem to be lacking in our experience of life, we can create that very thing in our lives by giving it away.
You might say, "How can I give away something I don't have?" But think about it. I wanted to raise my frequency and experience physical ascension, so immediately I began to find ways to help other people raise their frequency. If a person decides they want to live in sobriety, the first thing they often do is to go to group meetings where they can support others who are choosing the same lifestyle. If someone wants to become prosperous, they align with others who are also seeking prosperity, and soon they are all living in true abundance.
My point is, if you are struggling with something that seems impossible to change, find a way to reach out and help others with the same issue! It dissolves all barriers and the universe begins to flow energy into your life in a new form. You will soon receive exactly what you once were struggling to create.
Kachina
The old contract involves doing things on my own, by myself, etc. The unconscious motivation behind this contract is the belief that I have to do things myself in order to create what I want (the results I want, or the level of quality that I want); and the deep desire to control outcome.
I am seeing this issue dissolve in every direction, as I open daily to let go of some little piece that I was unconsciously trying to control. Amazing people are coming across my path to offer help and direction, and the creative element has never been more exciting! Even though I had revealed this to myself several years ago, and done some ceremony around letting go at that time, I feel that this time the last holding pattern in transforming.
I feel myself opening, and receiving the flow of the universe!
This morning I was reminded of one of the Universal Laws of Manifestation. It was the law of the south, the law of circulation. It states that, if there is anything that we desire, especially something that we seem to be lacking in our experience of life, we can create that very thing in our lives by giving it away.
You might say, "How can I give away something I don't have?" But think about it. I wanted to raise my frequency and experience physical ascension, so immediately I began to find ways to help other people raise their frequency. If a person decides they want to live in sobriety, the first thing they often do is to go to group meetings where they can support others who are choosing the same lifestyle. If someone wants to become prosperous, they align with others who are also seeking prosperity, and soon they are all living in true abundance.
My point is, if you are struggling with something that seems impossible to change, find a way to reach out and help others with the same issue! It dissolves all barriers and the universe begins to flow energy into your life in a new form. You will soon receive exactly what you once were struggling to create.
Kachina
Tuesday, April 13
I am a Goddess
I am a Goddess. I am a Dancer. I Dance my Prayers. I Dance my Dreams Awake. I Dance. That is part of my intention for this "90" Days. Who said this was going to be easy? I do want this Ascension Life, Way of Being in the World. I believe that it is Truth. I must also believe in myself, I am starting to understand that now. So, here I am sitting here sipping my Green Pineapple Juice and soon to be eating some vegetable food. I am doing this, it is not 100% like I want it to be. Put the whip down - I have to constantly remind myself of that. Who am I racing, like if I don't do this quickly that it will somehow be too late. I know that I don't want my Body to degenerate anymore and every choice has everything to do with Regeneration, it is so easy to forget. When will I reach the point in the curve when it is easier to be High Frequency than to not be? I know that isn't being the in the Present, but that is what I want. So, here I am Universe. I know I can do this/be this. I know I have the strength and the courage, but first I must have Love. Love for me through and through.
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