WOW! With the new year I can honestly say and feel quite certain saying that L!FE, is really happening. No if's and's or but's about it!!! So many BIG changes are occurring everyday and the universe is not giving me the option to run and hide anymore..... Tough love, right? ;)
I have found that most of these "isn't that interesting" moments I don't yet feel quite strong enough to go head on with but it is no longer a question of AM I strong enough, I have no other choice than to BELIEVE and to KNOW that I AM...
It is so easy, while being on the path of living consciously to encourage all these stored emotions to come up so that they can be cleared, but as I keep catching myself doing is automatically trying to store more "I'll deal with those later"situations.
It's just so easy to say "I cant deal with this now, I JUST dealt with this other big thing, I need a moment to breathe, I'll deal with this later" but lately I have been feeling this sort of, push to DEAL WITH IT NOW! So I have been knocking down walls and jumping over hurdels left and right and thought I am feeling a little over whelmed and exhausted from these constant shifts, when I look back to what I have already conquered I cant help but feel a strong sensation of excitement and a feeling of strength and of a knowing that "everything will ALWAYS work out" you just have to trust.
It's so easy for me to get sucked into the "facts" and drama of the situation, so I'm really trying to remind myself of that right now. TRUST... everything is just as it's supposed to be. <3
Tuesday, February 16
Talking Circle
Blew Thunder and I just finished singing Red Earth Song and smudging the beautiful Raziel crystal that was gifted to us in October. This is the crystal that has agreed to hold the space of transformation for us as a group. In doing the smudge, I saw each of us fourteen beings in a circle around the crystal. I saw our physical ancestors standing in a long line behind us, giving their love and attention to each of us here. And I felt a big white star descend from just overhead, filling us and all our generations with amazing light! It was awesome.
I want to remind each of you that this BLOG is now our sacred space. Every time you sit down to contribute to it, you are picking up the talking stick in a talking circle. The 13 other members are holding a space for you, without judgement or interruption, to speak what is in your heart. It is a space for the transformation of the medicine wheel journey to unfold.
I will be holding this space by periodically smudging with the crystal before BLOGging, and doing ceremony. I don't expect everyone to be able to smudge every time they write, but instead to simply take a moment to visualize picking up that sacred talking stick, and honoring it in some way.
I have already felt a shift with the foods I am eating. It never ceases to amaze me how much opportunity there is with this Core Food Fast to regenerate on a new level every time. Blew Thunder and I started today with root vegetables and lots of fresh juices and I am already feeling lighter.
Now, here in the East direction, this is the time to become ruthlessly honest with yourself about your life. What needs to change? What is your true desire? What is holding you back from fulfillment? What does heaven on earth look like to you?
These are the questions to have vibrating in your field. The answers will come naturally.
I thank you for sending the e-mails. Please know that I will try to address every question and issue through the BLOG, so there may not be a personal response to each one. Be persistent if there is something important to you, and it will be addressed.
Tomorrow we will be burning our cedar sticks and calling in the Ancestors again, setting our personal intentions for the 90 days. Today, my prayer was for each of us to create fulfillment, however that looks for us, and to experience the true value of the transformational experience that we are co-creating, for ourselves and the value it brings for others, and all life on earth.
I want to remind each of you that this BLOG is now our sacred space. Every time you sit down to contribute to it, you are picking up the talking stick in a talking circle. The 13 other members are holding a space for you, without judgement or interruption, to speak what is in your heart. It is a space for the transformation of the medicine wheel journey to unfold.
I will be holding this space by periodically smudging with the crystal before BLOGging, and doing ceremony. I don't expect everyone to be able to smudge every time they write, but instead to simply take a moment to visualize picking up that sacred talking stick, and honoring it in some way.
I have already felt a shift with the foods I am eating. It never ceases to amaze me how much opportunity there is with this Core Food Fast to regenerate on a new level every time. Blew Thunder and I started today with root vegetables and lots of fresh juices and I am already feeling lighter.
Now, here in the East direction, this is the time to become ruthlessly honest with yourself about your life. What needs to change? What is your true desire? What is holding you back from fulfillment? What does heaven on earth look like to you?
These are the questions to have vibrating in your field. The answers will come naturally.
I thank you for sending the e-mails. Please know that I will try to address every question and issue through the BLOG, so there may not be a personal response to each one. Be persistent if there is something important to you, and it will be addressed.
Tomorrow we will be burning our cedar sticks and calling in the Ancestors again, setting our personal intentions for the 90 days. Today, my prayer was for each of us to create fulfillment, however that looks for us, and to experience the true value of the transformational experience that we are co-creating, for ourselves and the value it brings for others, and all life on earth.
The Journey Continues
I am so excited that our 2010 journey has finally begun...I have felt the energy of this group for quite awhile. I will be singing Red Earth at 9:11 this morning. I can't believe how much I have changed in two years, since my last "Living your Dream" experience. I'm also excited that I have not had any coffee or caffeine in 15 days, and I feel amazing! My natural energy levels are so much more balanced now, and perfectly constant throughout the day, unlike with coffee. I have been working on a very strong coffee addiction for many years now, which really helps me to understand others who have addictions. It has been no joke! Anyway, that is in the past, and I know I can do it this time.
Another theme for me in these next 90 days will be boundaries! As I'm beginning to look more and more to myself and less to others for the things I experience in my life, my boundary issues point right back to my own self. I have always been a young woman in business (started when I was 19) and because of that have noticed that I probably get (have allowed myself as I see it now) pushed around and perhaps taken advantage of a lot more than others might, something which has always bothered me tremendously! This pattern has also been predominant in my personal life, and in reflecting on it lately, I have always tried to hide from these situations or let others call the shots, which doesn't feel good. I guess I have felt like a victim of others and have always felt like I had no choice in the situations. I find it very challenging to stick up for myself a lot of the time, especially when dealing with friends, and I especially avoid confrontation.
I am determined to begin to view this differently, and this has come up very strongly for me all of a sudden, first the awareness that I am creating every bit of it and next, the strong desire to change this pattern. I dealt with 3 situations yesterday in which I spoke my truth and it felt so great to be in charge of my own power! My animal totem in the East is Wild Boar "confrontation" and I will be working intimately with him during this phase. I really hope to create permanent change in this area of my life....
I am excited to share the experience of this journey with you all. -Earth Song (my temporary name)
Another theme for me in these next 90 days will be boundaries! As I'm beginning to look more and more to myself and less to others for the things I experience in my life, my boundary issues point right back to my own self. I have always been a young woman in business (started when I was 19) and because of that have noticed that I probably get (have allowed myself as I see it now) pushed around and perhaps taken advantage of a lot more than others might, something which has always bothered me tremendously! This pattern has also been predominant in my personal life, and in reflecting on it lately, I have always tried to hide from these situations or let others call the shots, which doesn't feel good. I guess I have felt like a victim of others and have always felt like I had no choice in the situations. I find it very challenging to stick up for myself a lot of the time, especially when dealing with friends, and I especially avoid confrontation.
I am determined to begin to view this differently, and this has come up very strongly for me all of a sudden, first the awareness that I am creating every bit of it and next, the strong desire to change this pattern. I dealt with 3 situations yesterday in which I spoke my truth and it felt so great to be in charge of my own power! My animal totem in the East is Wild Boar "confrontation" and I will be working intimately with him during this phase. I really hope to create permanent change in this area of my life....
I am excited to share the experience of this journey with you all. -Earth Song (my temporary name)
Monday, February 15
A New Day, A New Beginning...
Warm Greetings to everyone on the 90 Day Program for Transmuting the Constitutional Pattern! I am really excited to be doing this with all of you in this form. It feels like we are laying a foundation GLOBALLY this time, as last time it felt like we were laying it more LOCALLY.
For those who have not seen them, we sometimes are visited by special "clouds" that are commonly known to be Pleiadian ships (cloud ships). They have not appeared in our skies for some time, the last time was during the Anasazi Journey events here in October.
For several weeks now, I have been getting little impulses that said "we are coming with the 90 Day Program". Imagine my delight when I opened my eyes this morning to look out the windows at a sky full of cloud ships! I am so feeling the synchronicity around us!
Reading Lidsey888's post, I realized that we have to go through the emotion, doubt, and disillusionment that accompanies death (the death of an old form), in order to clear the way for the radiant new forms we are embodying in this time. I feel the cycle of clearing these old feelings getting quicker and shorter, and growing in intensity. More like releasing light patterns instead of heavy matter patterns.
I am in love with the ascension process right now-feeling ever more light in my physical body and as if we are on the brink of an experience on this planet that has been dreamed of for eons. Do you feel it too?
Blue Thunder is expressing gratitude that his bead locations are in harmony with his daily life and shoes this time around. I guess that has not always been the case!
I am holding a space for each of us in the next week or so to offer just a little info on the energies you are personally working with through this 90 days.
We will be offering a song (Red Earth song) at 11:11 our time tomorrow (9:11 am AK time, 8:11 am HI time, 1:11 pm East Coast time) to call in the Ancestors and bring connection to all of us doing this work. Please join us if you feel it.
Love to all life,
Kachina
For those who have not seen them, we sometimes are visited by special "clouds" that are commonly known to be Pleiadian ships (cloud ships). They have not appeared in our skies for some time, the last time was during the Anasazi Journey events here in October.
For several weeks now, I have been getting little impulses that said "we are coming with the 90 Day Program". Imagine my delight when I opened my eyes this morning to look out the windows at a sky full of cloud ships! I am so feeling the synchronicity around us!
Reading Lidsey888's post, I realized that we have to go through the emotion, doubt, and disillusionment that accompanies death (the death of an old form), in order to clear the way for the radiant new forms we are embodying in this time. I feel the cycle of clearing these old feelings getting quicker and shorter, and growing in intensity. More like releasing light patterns instead of heavy matter patterns.
I am in love with the ascension process right now-feeling ever more light in my physical body and as if we are on the brink of an experience on this planet that has been dreamed of for eons. Do you feel it too?
Blue Thunder is expressing gratitude that his bead locations are in harmony with his daily life and shoes this time around. I guess that has not always been the case!
I am holding a space for each of us in the next week or so to offer just a little info on the energies you are personally working with through this 90 days.
We will be offering a song (Red Earth song) at 11:11 our time tomorrow (9:11 am AK time, 8:11 am HI time, 1:11 pm East Coast time) to call in the Ancestors and bring connection to all of us doing this work. Please join us if you feel it.
Love to all life,
Kachina
Ode to Love Lost.
Up at the crack of dawn, actually a little before dawn. Awake, wide awake. Thoughts everywhere.
I'm thinking about you, remembering a simpler time when we had thought we found each other and were even more motivated to embrace and take on this world, now that we were together. Where are you now? What have I done!? As I think about you my mind remembers the fantasy that it needs to to believe all was perfect. My body tells me a different story. And now, as I am unable to ignore the intelligence of my body and unable to silence its words expressed to me through the art of degrees of sensation, I cling to my mental fantasy for it is all I have left!
I wounder how much of this is you and how much of this is me not wanting to let go of the new habits I had adopted since inviting you in. I feel lost without these habitual patterns. Waking up to an email from you, meeting at the coffee shop, amazing walks through nature, tea and movie nights all so blissful and simple. Now gone, dissipated almost as quickly as they were created.
A test in my willingness to remain open and non-attached. But I am attached!? Partially to you and partially to the memory I have created of you that is only a sliver shy of the truth. All that is left now is me, alone in my moment, weaving between my emotions which teeter between paralyzing and invigorating.
Where is my heart, where is my home? Why does this fog just keep getting thicker and thicker!
How much longer do I need to be tested? What else can I possibly sacrifice? Is it worth it?
But its too late now to go back. I've already given everything up if I lose the ability to trust then I will have really lost it all. I can't think anymore, unfortunately I can't sleep either.
So I lay here staring off into space, wiping tears away and compulsively checking my e-mail to see if you wrote. Nothing.
I'm thinking about you, remembering a simpler time when we had thought we found each other and were even more motivated to embrace and take on this world, now that we were together. Where are you now? What have I done!? As I think about you my mind remembers the fantasy that it needs to to believe all was perfect. My body tells me a different story. And now, as I am unable to ignore the intelligence of my body and unable to silence its words expressed to me through the art of degrees of sensation, I cling to my mental fantasy for it is all I have left!
I wounder how much of this is you and how much of this is me not wanting to let go of the new habits I had adopted since inviting you in. I feel lost without these habitual patterns. Waking up to an email from you, meeting at the coffee shop, amazing walks through nature, tea and movie nights all so blissful and simple. Now gone, dissipated almost as quickly as they were created.
A test in my willingness to remain open and non-attached. But I am attached!? Partially to you and partially to the memory I have created of you that is only a sliver shy of the truth. All that is left now is me, alone in my moment, weaving between my emotions which teeter between paralyzing and invigorating.
Where is my heart, where is my home? Why does this fog just keep getting thicker and thicker!
How much longer do I need to be tested? What else can I possibly sacrifice? Is it worth it?
But its too late now to go back. I've already given everything up if I lose the ability to trust then I will have really lost it all. I can't think anymore, unfortunately I can't sleep either.
So I lay here staring off into space, wiping tears away and compulsively checking my e-mail to see if you wrote. Nothing.
Friday, February 12
Wednesday, February 10
Warm Greetings
Warm Greetings Everyone,
I am very excited to embark on this journey (again). I look forward to the shared connection and collective wisdom from this amazing group.
Blessings,
Terri; Blessing Willow
I am very excited to embark on this journey (again). I look forward to the shared connection and collective wisdom from this amazing group.
Blessings,
Terri; Blessing Willow
Tuesday, February 9
Wow, Here We Go!!!
I'm so excited to see this all coming about, and to share in and connect with all of you here. I know it's going to be tremendous!!!! Many Blessings to Us All!!!! Annette
Monday, February 8
Sunday, February 7
I'm living it!
There is a short video on food that would be excellent to view.
The name of it is Eating for light -- Becoming the Stargate
http://spiritlibrary.com/videos/magenta-pixie/eating-for-light-becoming-the-stargate?utm_source=Spirit+Library+Updates&utm_campaign=48fe9617f1-Daily_Update&utm_medium=email
if it does not work I can send it specifically to your email. It's excellent as it addresses the spiritual component of food as eating the light.
Joni
Saturday, January 9
Coming Program
I am so excited to begin the next 90 Day Program for Transforming the Constitutional Pattern! We will be doing it all together online, connecting with our processes and each other through this BLOG! To know more about transforming the patterns, please check our web page at www.foodforascension.net/90Day.html
I already put 6 new crystals in the Medicine Wheel with programs for supporting a very positive change for human consciousness. The specific change is transformation of the old way-change through suffering, chaos, and disaster into the new way-change through synchronicity, desire, and conscious choice. Everything feels different around here already! I think this program was anchored pretty deep in this area.
See you in February!
I already put 6 new crystals in the Medicine Wheel with programs for supporting a very positive change for human consciousness. The specific change is transformation of the old way-change through suffering, chaos, and disaster into the new way-change through synchronicity, desire, and conscious choice. Everything feels different around here already! I think this program was anchored pretty deep in this area.
See you in February!
Tuesday, December 15
Hopi Stories
Today was warmer than yesterday, but still the snow is not completely melted. It was a good day to spend indoors, editing my book. I had a dream this morning when I was waking that I was inside the Timpanogos Cave (I have never actually been there). I was standing bedside the Heart of Timpanogos, a beautiful heart-shaped crystalline formation inside the cave. I started to drum and sing a song to the spirit of the cave.
I was singing an old, old song and suddenly I heard Coyote voices blending with mine. I woke up instantly, and the coyotes were really howling on the hill outside our home. It was beautiful to hear them, as if they had accompanied me in the dreamworld and were also here in this world.
Later in the day, I took a break from my editing and picked up a book that my Mother sent me a week ago. It is by Frank Waters, titled Book of the Hopi. In it I read about the Hopi elders who told the story of their creation and journey through 4 worlds. In this current world, called the 4th world, their people were sent out away from their homelands on migrations to the 4 directions. Eventually they would be able to return to their sacred homeland, according to the plan of the Creator of all life.
I read about how the Hopi migrated for many generations. Some of the clans went east, to the Great Plains. There were no stones on which to leave the pictograph messages that the clans left everywhere they settled. So here, they built mounds of earth in the shape of sacred symbols so that they would recognize them and remember. I cried a little when I read this.
I was singing an old, old song and suddenly I heard Coyote voices blending with mine. I woke up instantly, and the coyotes were really howling on the hill outside our home. It was beautiful to hear them, as if they had accompanied me in the dreamworld and were also here in this world.
Later in the day, I took a break from my editing and picked up a book that my Mother sent me a week ago. It is by Frank Waters, titled Book of the Hopi. In it I read about the Hopi elders who told the story of their creation and journey through 4 worlds. In this current world, called the 4th world, their people were sent out away from their homelands on migrations to the 4 directions. Eventually they would be able to return to their sacred homeland, according to the plan of the Creator of all life.
I read about how the Hopi migrated for many generations. Some of the clans went east, to the Great Plains. There were no stones on which to leave the pictograph messages that the clans left everywhere they settled. So here, they built mounds of earth in the shape of sacred symbols so that they would recognize them and remember. I cried a little when I read this.
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