I love Mist Walker's idea about speaking out loud to yourself in a sacred circle, with no editing. Everything for me lately is about myself, and I feel guilty about this at times. I desire to be alone for the most part, and suddenly it feels like being with other people distracts me. I am not depressed at all, but suddenly have a fascination with getting to know myself-really getting to know myself. It is my intention to become solid and confident in self referral, and I feel like I need to know who I am and what that means first! Other than my slight guilt (which is another thing for me to be aware of), this feels pretty great. Different. I am not really who I thought I was.
Kachina and Blew Thunder have a way of bringing me right back to White Sage through their entries. I was not expecting to feel so close to them, and it's a nice surprise.
Tonight I lit my sacred cedar in the medicine wheel at DiamondHeart and felt a deep connection with our group. It is an amazing experience to feel so connected with a group who is not here physically.
My boyfriend Roy is currently in California and will be joining us soon. He just went to the Crystal show in Tuscan, and I feel like he will be bringing home a crystal that would like to be a part of this group, I'm guessing to be placed in the medicine wheel here. I'll have to check in when he gets home, as I can no longer plan 2 days ahead of time anymore! I enjoy living this way. Honored to be here...Earth Song
