It is freaking cold out here! No joke, all the sewer and water pipes are frozen and most people in town and the surrounding villages are without running or flushing water and have been for some weeks now. I'm fortunate to have all the fixings (buckets, straw and wood chips) to build a nice clean composting toilet but showers are out.
My ability to take clients and host workshops is officially impaired and all classes out of my own space have been postponed.
I exclaimed my frustrations with the Divine the other day "you wanted me out in Bethel to teach and do this work and I've just hit road block after road block, what do you want from me!!?" feeling defeated and cheated and questioning have I once again impetuously made the wrong decision and should I really be somewhere else, the same habitual thinking that is always so prevalent in my life. I thought of Michael and Kathryn and their arrival at White Sage, how shocking it must have been and how much initial effort, intention and daily commitment it took to clear and balance the land there, physically and energetically all the while having many of their human comforts that they had grown accustomed to while living at DiamondHeart taken away. No running water or a clean bathroom or access to the quality food and entertainment sources they were used to. Their journey comforted me and soothed my irritations of not being able to live the way I am used to and to be grateful for what I do have in this moment. It feels like a sort of fire walk or initiation upon my chosen path, especially since I have been out in the freezing cold day after day placing a special essential oil blend in the wheel, giving gratitude for the leaving energies and visualizing the anchoring new energies into place and of course asking for the cold to break, all done under 2 minutes which is about how long it takes for my eyelids to freeze together:)
The other night I dreamed of an indigenous village, I was pregnant, about 4 months along and I wanted to leave the village to go elsewhere to have and raise my baby. I didn't feel like the village people were ready to receive my child so I began to leave and as a result I miscarried my baby, in the dream it was a big bloody mess everywhere as the villagers rushed to my aid, I desperately tried to save my small child but it was just too early and there was nothing I could do. In the dream I felt like I had the revelation that if I had just trusted what I could not see, didn't act so rashly out of fear and allowed the gestation process to unfold in its natural timing then the devastation and loss could have been avoided.
I understand and see more clearly now that there is a bigger picture and pieces that need to be in place before certain actions, outward community actions can be taken. I honor that and now excitedly move forward with my earthwork assignments until the next step is revealed.
I enjoy teaching my bi-weekly yoga class thru the college and watch myself grow and become a better teacher after every session. For now, I surrender my human timing and the need to know and control and make space for what I can't see and don't know and open up to divine timing.
Blessings, wonderment and joy to you all upon the path unknown and Gratitude for Kathryn and Michael for braking trail and illuminating the path!
Aho.
Monday, January 30
Sunday, January 29
Thursday, January 19
I'm here.
Whew, I’m here! Working the 90 day for my 5th time around the medicine wheel. This time thru I’m balancing only one palace, the Du Mai prosperity palace which is beyond perfect for me and in complete resonance at this time.
I am back in Bethel and begin teaching yoga at the college this monday evening.
My intention is, to the best of my ability, teach truth and challenge the physical body in hopes to inspire and stimulate healing for my students by brining them back into their bodies.
With a break in the -20 below weather today (its 4 above) I seized the opportunity to reconnect and being working with the nature spirits and the large alien entity that is leaving the area at this time. I buried the harmonizer, a balance, intention, a gift for the land and a single drop of rose otto in the center of the medicine wheel as directed by my guides and now I am basking in the beauty of the sun flooding my living room and giving gratitude for the blanket of clouds covering the sky and warming the air.
A huge shift is without a doubt upon us and I feel super-charged and so excited everyday by the power and desire to create positive change in an area that has been dimmed and bleak for so long. I see it and feel it so clearly that I am sure it has already happened.
I am excited about this 90 day journey and feel so honored to be a part of this group and to know each and everyone of you. I am in love with potatoes right now and for the first time in my life excited to speak publicly and share everything I have gathered and learned over the last 5 years with those ready to receive the message I carry.
May we all walk in Beauty, Aho
PS my web-site is up, not 100% done but are they ever, feel free to check it out and give me feedback if something doesn’t make sense or whatever else you might notice that I may have missed. Much Gratitude to each and everyone of you! Muuuahhh (aka kissing noises;)
www.healingwithfoods.net
I am back in Bethel and begin teaching yoga at the college this monday evening.
My intention is, to the best of my ability, teach truth and challenge the physical body in hopes to inspire and stimulate healing for my students by brining them back into their bodies.
With a break in the -20 below weather today (its 4 above) I seized the opportunity to reconnect and being working with the nature spirits and the large alien entity that is leaving the area at this time. I buried the harmonizer, a balance, intention, a gift for the land and a single drop of rose otto in the center of the medicine wheel as directed by my guides and now I am basking in the beauty of the sun flooding my living room and giving gratitude for the blanket of clouds covering the sky and warming the air.
A huge shift is without a doubt upon us and I feel super-charged and so excited everyday by the power and desire to create positive change in an area that has been dimmed and bleak for so long. I see it and feel it so clearly that I am sure it has already happened.
I am excited about this 90 day journey and feel so honored to be a part of this group and to know each and everyone of you. I am in love with potatoes right now and for the first time in my life excited to speak publicly and share everything I have gathered and learned over the last 5 years with those ready to receive the message I carry.
May we all walk in Beauty, Aho
PS my web-site is up, not 100% done but are they ever, feel free to check it out and give me feedback if something doesn’t make sense or whatever else you might notice that I may have missed. Much Gratitude to each and everyone of you! Muuuahhh (aka kissing noises;)
www.healingwithfoods.net
Sunday, January 15
Writing, Writing and Writing
Hello to everyone,
I am honored once again for this transformational experience and the connection with all of you. In what ever form you are a part and I am grateful. Working in three palaces, Health, Wealth and Prosperity this time around~ Ready and Open!!!
I am writing, something that I love and something that I resist. Committed to write everyday, even if only a journal entry from Rumi reading. I am writing! Started "the book" today after many pokes from several different sources. I am writing........................
Here is my personal blog entry, instead of repeating it here:
http://michellelynx.blogspot.com/2012/01/moving-forward.html
Many blessing to everyone on their journey this year in what ever form it takes....
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE..........
Michelle Lynx
I am honored once again for this transformational experience and the connection with all of you. In what ever form you are a part and I am grateful. Working in three palaces, Health, Wealth and Prosperity this time around~ Ready and Open!!!
I am writing, something that I love and something that I resist. Committed to write everyday, even if only a journal entry from Rumi reading. I am writing! Started "the book" today after many pokes from several different sources. I am writing........................
Here is my personal blog entry, instead of repeating it here:
http://michellelynx.blogspot.com/2012/01/moving-forward.html
Many blessing to everyone on their journey this year in what ever form it takes....
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE..........
Michelle Lynx
Sunday, January 8
Welcome to the Sacred Talking Circle
Once again it is that time of year where we take 90 days to focus on the process of clearing and transforming our constitutional patterns. I am very excited, as every year has brought me an increased level of well-being, self understanding, and alignment to purpose. I am beginning my 7th year this year, and only just a few days ago have I had a clear vision of where this program is going and what it will become.
This year I am guided to diverge from the normal process of releasing one of the extra meridians, and wearing gemstones on very different points. My guidance showed me that the whole purpose of the 7th year is related, but different. This year Michael and I will not be working on any palace, but instead will be unifying our personal frequencies and transforming any resistance in body, mind, and spirit, to the embodiment of unity consciousness.
I am very grateful and excited to do this work, and excited for the shift that is already beginning for us. I intend to begin the core foods fast next week, and will start the rest of the program at the same time. Welcome to each of you who has found truth and value in this process,and may this year bring your best transformational experience ever!
In Love,
Kathryn
This year I am guided to diverge from the normal process of releasing one of the extra meridians, and wearing gemstones on very different points. My guidance showed me that the whole purpose of the 7th year is related, but different. This year Michael and I will not be working on any palace, but instead will be unifying our personal frequencies and transforming any resistance in body, mind, and spirit, to the embodiment of unity consciousness.
I am very grateful and excited to do this work, and excited for the shift that is already beginning for us. I intend to begin the core foods fast next week, and will start the rest of the program at the same time. Welcome to each of you who has found truth and value in this process,and may this year bring your best transformational experience ever!
In Love,
Kathryn
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