I am so full of joy to read all the amazing things you are all doing in the 90-days. Wow, you are taking great steps! You are all so brave,powerful and committed. The spirits are with us.
After I pressed the send button to my attorney to offer a discounted house-buying option to my nieces. I knew i was exhausted and needed to rest. I feel I was substantially complete in healing my Prosperity channel when I pressed that button. But I was perplexed over the next 2 days thinking,"what can I do to relax?" Shortly, I broke my right wrist sledding, had surgery. Now i get to walk through a fully conscious healing of the Health channel and I get mandatory R & R: the set up to truely rest between cycles, to be the North, winter, stillness, integration. This completely compliments my desire for kidney restoration, the intention that I will rise in the morning feeling truly refreshed!
Kathryn's latest blog reminded me of how our healing of our Selves heals our Ancestors. I experienced this before. Through these steps I will be gifting my brothers on the other side of the veil Ben & Frank with healing. I feel such joy to be able to assist them, to continue loving and caring for them. Gifts of the heart through the veils.
Sunday, March 14
Depths of my Soul
Never could I have guessed all that my animal communication class would do for me-after just one week here, it is apparent that a new layer of soul has been revealed, and I can't say that necessarily feels good. I feel raw, exposed, vulnerable, and am not in control of my emotions-a place I would not consciously have chosen to go. Halfway through the week, I wanted to quit because it was so uncomfortable-a sure sign that I needed to continue. There have been many tears for me this week, revealing to me so many suppressed & unconscious memories and fears.
Animals are deep, emotional beings who have such profound lessons for us which are sometimes hard, if not impossible, for the human mind to fathom. They are beings of honesty, integrity, strength and courage, and most importantly, unconditional love. Rarely have I encountered a human who so possesses such qualities-certainly, we are here to learn these lessons in our lifetimes. Talking with so many animals this week, listening to them, truly hearing them and experiencing previously unknown feelings of unconditional love has been hard to take. It has shown me a tremendous amount about myself and the guards I put up around my Heart.
There is no b.s. with animals, and experiencing such truth with them has been profound and frightening. Most of my life, I have just not allowed myself to go here-it can be a very uncomfortable place. In order to hear and understand animals, I have to hear and understand myself. What a journey this has been! I recognize my discomfort as a sign for me to absolutely continue-it is the best thing I can do for myself. Uncomfortable as it may be right now, I look forward to sharing the rest of my life with these amazing beings on this new level.
Aho, EarthSong
Animals are deep, emotional beings who have such profound lessons for us which are sometimes hard, if not impossible, for the human mind to fathom. They are beings of honesty, integrity, strength and courage, and most importantly, unconditional love. Rarely have I encountered a human who so possesses such qualities-certainly, we are here to learn these lessons in our lifetimes. Talking with so many animals this week, listening to them, truly hearing them and experiencing previously unknown feelings of unconditional love has been hard to take. It has shown me a tremendous amount about myself and the guards I put up around my Heart.
There is no b.s. with animals, and experiencing such truth with them has been profound and frightening. Most of my life, I have just not allowed myself to go here-it can be a very uncomfortable place. In order to hear and understand animals, I have to hear and understand myself. What a journey this has been! I recognize my discomfort as a sign for me to absolutely continue-it is the best thing I can do for myself. Uncomfortable as it may be right now, I look forward to sharing the rest of my life with these amazing beings on this new level.
Aho, EarthSong
Friday, March 12
Blessings from the Ancestors
As Blew Thunder and I were driving back toward White Sage Landing yesterday, we had an opportunity to observe and process all we had experienced in the last several days. One of the reasons that Spirit had for us to make this journey now instead of another time only became apparent to us as we reviewed.
The medicine bird that appeared several times on our journey south to Mesa, and kept appearing over and over while we were there, was the vulture (some call it the turkey vulture because of his red, featherless head). The vulture was the bird that appeared at my side as we first arrived at White Sage Landing. It is a bird that holds the keys to shape-shifting, and is also a medicine for writers and teachers, especially those who live in solitude. I had understood that vulture would be helping me as I wrote the Food for Ascension book.
We had printed the first couple of copies of the book on our own printer as a test run, and gathered those together to take along with us as we left for Mesa. I had absolutely no expectation, almost did not even take them, since I know my family is not very interested in healing with food or the ascension process.
When we arrived in Mesa, I took the books in the house and showed them to my family, then set them on a coffee table and promptly forgot about them. They sat there the whole time we were visiting. Every time I went out, vultures magically appeared, one was even flying down to the ground and swooping up over my head, then circling back and doing it again! Blew Thunder called my attention to the writer's medicine all around us, and he connected the dots for me to see that the bird was making an acknowlegement of the completion of this book.
Then on the final morning of our visit, as we were preparing to leave, the strangest thing happened. We arrived at their house around 9:00 and walked in. Suddenly the "gates" had opened. My father said he had read the first two stories in the book, Kathryn and Michael's stories. Then my sister Carla asked if she could buy a book to take home-she had read the first two stories. Then my mother said she had read the whole introduction chapter and wanted to finish the book. Finally even Doug, my brother-in-law said he had read the first two stories. Everyone was excited about the book and naming people they thought would want one... So Michael and I left the books there with them and went on our way, amazed at the shift that had taken place without even an intention on our part.
Then, further in our drive, when we saw the vulture again, we both got it at once. This journey, on a spiritual level, was about receiving the blessing of our Ancestors for the book! Of course! We laughed.
When we arrived home this morning, we took the book to our printer and dropped it off. The first 50 copies will be picked up in a week. Food for Ascension Recipes will then be available for purchase through our website. It feels as though we have entered a new era of our lives together, like passing a major landmark. It feels good.
Kachina
The medicine bird that appeared several times on our journey south to Mesa, and kept appearing over and over while we were there, was the vulture (some call it the turkey vulture because of his red, featherless head). The vulture was the bird that appeared at my side as we first arrived at White Sage Landing. It is a bird that holds the keys to shape-shifting, and is also a medicine for writers and teachers, especially those who live in solitude. I had understood that vulture would be helping me as I wrote the Food for Ascension book.
We had printed the first couple of copies of the book on our own printer as a test run, and gathered those together to take along with us as we left for Mesa. I had absolutely no expectation, almost did not even take them, since I know my family is not very interested in healing with food or the ascension process.
When we arrived in Mesa, I took the books in the house and showed them to my family, then set them on a coffee table and promptly forgot about them. They sat there the whole time we were visiting. Every time I went out, vultures magically appeared, one was even flying down to the ground and swooping up over my head, then circling back and doing it again! Blew Thunder called my attention to the writer's medicine all around us, and he connected the dots for me to see that the bird was making an acknowlegement of the completion of this book.
Then on the final morning of our visit, as we were preparing to leave, the strangest thing happened. We arrived at their house around 9:00 and walked in. Suddenly the "gates" had opened. My father said he had read the first two stories in the book, Kathryn and Michael's stories. Then my sister Carla asked if she could buy a book to take home-she had read the first two stories. Then my mother said she had read the whole introduction chapter and wanted to finish the book. Finally even Doug, my brother-in-law said he had read the first two stories. Everyone was excited about the book and naming people they thought would want one... So Michael and I left the books there with them and went on our way, amazed at the shift that had taken place without even an intention on our part.
Then, further in our drive, when we saw the vulture again, we both got it at once. This journey, on a spiritual level, was about receiving the blessing of our Ancestors for the book! Of course! We laughed.
When we arrived home this morning, we took the book to our printer and dropped it off. The first 50 copies will be picked up in a week. Food for Ascension Recipes will then be available for purchase through our website. It feels as though we have entered a new era of our lives together, like passing a major landmark. It feels good.
Kachina
connections to close strangers
After reading Michelle's most recent post, something has become so very clear to me...I too have been scared to have someone else "own" me. Never thought of the fear with that name before, but that is EXACTLY what I feel.
I recently married by best friend and soul mate in September who has been a part of my life for 13 years. I love him with every part of myself but have yet to take the steps to change my name...and I did not know why until now.
When I was 20, my parents announced they were getting divorced. At that time we (my now husband Chris and myself) where getting ready to move to Alaska. My brother was 13 and both my parents were so very distant and removed...a very hard situation to leave behind; But I did. I had to. I became such an independent person after that, but the scars of my parents divorce stuck with me and played a huge part in Chris and I not getting married (we actually discussed avoiding the process all together at one point), we always just said we were "too young". An excuse.
After 5 years of exploring the last frontier, something drew us back to Vermont and we left our dreamland behind. That something was our families...our roots...US. At that point we realized that marriage was not scary, not "bad", and we got engaged...a surprise to us both. A huge stepping stone in our relationship.
At the present moment, after accepting marriage into my life, I feel that I am still holding onto a little of that scared person that feels protective of the individuality that I created for my self...I think that is why I am having such a difficult time taking on Chris's last name. I want to move past that fear and encompass all that is me, including my husband.
So, here I am at another one of the 10 year marks as Michelle describes, looking 30 straight in the eye facing the same challenge of creating individuality but with a different set of rules from another perspective...huh. Life is so interesting!
I would like to create the intention to encompass who I am and my individuality by including aspects of all the people in my life. Chris is me and I him, my old views are no longer valid. I am an individual regardless of the name I carry, it does not change my values...my soul. I accept that and move forward, letting go of the past and past beliefs.
Thank you all for your help.
I recently married by best friend and soul mate in September who has been a part of my life for 13 years. I love him with every part of myself but have yet to take the steps to change my name...and I did not know why until now.
When I was 20, my parents announced they were getting divorced. At that time we (my now husband Chris and myself) where getting ready to move to Alaska. My brother was 13 and both my parents were so very distant and removed...a very hard situation to leave behind; But I did. I had to. I became such an independent person after that, but the scars of my parents divorce stuck with me and played a huge part in Chris and I not getting married (we actually discussed avoiding the process all together at one point), we always just said we were "too young". An excuse.
After 5 years of exploring the last frontier, something drew us back to Vermont and we left our dreamland behind. That something was our families...our roots...US. At that point we realized that marriage was not scary, not "bad", and we got engaged...a surprise to us both. A huge stepping stone in our relationship.
At the present moment, after accepting marriage into my life, I feel that I am still holding onto a little of that scared person that feels protective of the individuality that I created for my self...I think that is why I am having such a difficult time taking on Chris's last name. I want to move past that fear and encompass all that is me, including my husband.
So, here I am at another one of the 10 year marks as Michelle describes, looking 30 straight in the eye facing the same challenge of creating individuality but with a different set of rules from another perspective...huh. Life is so interesting!
I would like to create the intention to encompass who I am and my individuality by including aspects of all the people in my life. Chris is me and I him, my old views are no longer valid. I am an individual regardless of the name I carry, it does not change my values...my soul. I accept that and move forward, letting go of the past and past beliefs.
Thank you all for your help.
Less seeking, More learning
I am grateful for the lessons, the knowledge and the experience of this lifetime. I see and understand that the more I let go of the seeking of answers, the dissecting of moments, the searching for knowledge and the anxiety of whats next, I learn.
I have lived in constant change for the last ten years after, what I consider, hitting "rock bottom" and choosing to live. What is even more interesting is that I have essentially been reborn every ten years of this lifetime. When I turned 20, I gave birth to Zach, the child I believe saved my life. Now at 40, I am finally coming into myself as all the years previous have prepared me for. This time by conscious choice.
As of July 1, I no longer have a job, which I have created and I am not looking for a new one. Hurray! My husband has manifested the job he wanted and what appears to be a smooth transition for our move. We have shifted in balance of our roles as we awakened in White Sage. Not just with the "job" thing although that is obvious.
This is a long way to come for a girl starting adulthood as a mother, needing to prove the world wrong and stay off of welfare. The fearful woman who lost herself and fought back with monetary success and walls in place to keep her safe is whole. I am now a solid women finding strength in vulnerability. It came to me as I was filling out the paperwork to change my name, The fight in me is over.
Steve and I will renew our vows soon with new rings. When we married in the medicine wheel, we began with our intentions in commitment to ourselves and our own paths. Over the past 2 1/2 years that has been our lives, focused on self. We exchanged beautiful wooden rings, delicate and not resistant to normal wear. Most of the time they were off. A shift happened in White Sage and now it's time to move to the next stage. Partnership. We will exchange new rings. Solid rings and bury the old ones in the earth in ceremony of this new phase and gratitude of the old. During this 90 day journey, I healed another layer and I am ready to have his name. Part of my fight within was that I would never let another person own me again. When I married Steve, I refused to change my name. That has shifted in me and as it may just be a name, for me it is about being open to allow someone else in.
It's a beautiful realization to trust and allow as I am getting comfortable with living at turtle speed, at least on most days.
In gratitude and reflection, Michelle
I have lived in constant change for the last ten years after, what I consider, hitting "rock bottom" and choosing to live. What is even more interesting is that I have essentially been reborn every ten years of this lifetime. When I turned 20, I gave birth to Zach, the child I believe saved my life. Now at 40, I am finally coming into myself as all the years previous have prepared me for. This time by conscious choice.
As of July 1, I no longer have a job, which I have created and I am not looking for a new one. Hurray! My husband has manifested the job he wanted and what appears to be a smooth transition for our move. We have shifted in balance of our roles as we awakened in White Sage. Not just with the "job" thing although that is obvious.
This is a long way to come for a girl starting adulthood as a mother, needing to prove the world wrong and stay off of welfare. The fearful woman who lost herself and fought back with monetary success and walls in place to keep her safe is whole. I am now a solid women finding strength in vulnerability. It came to me as I was filling out the paperwork to change my name, The fight in me is over.
Steve and I will renew our vows soon with new rings. When we married in the medicine wheel, we began with our intentions in commitment to ourselves and our own paths. Over the past 2 1/2 years that has been our lives, focused on self. We exchanged beautiful wooden rings, delicate and not resistant to normal wear. Most of the time they were off. A shift happened in White Sage and now it's time to move to the next stage. Partnership. We will exchange new rings. Solid rings and bury the old ones in the earth in ceremony of this new phase and gratitude of the old. During this 90 day journey, I healed another layer and I am ready to have his name. Part of my fight within was that I would never let another person own me again. When I married Steve, I refused to change my name. That has shifted in me and as it may just be a name, for me it is about being open to allow someone else in.
It's a beautiful realization to trust and allow as I am getting comfortable with living at turtle speed, at least on most days.
In gratitude and reflection, Michelle
Thursday, March 11
A Prayer for My Physical Ancestors
At no other time do I have the opportunity to walk in the midst of my physical ancestors than when I spend time with my family, particularly my parents. It is as if a time tunnel opens and I see their strengths, issues, and power. I hear their stories. I feel the pain bodies and their triumphs. I know their unfulfilled desires, and their deep compassion for the world. Each generation came to complete something for the ones that had gone before, and prepared a new foundation for the ones that would follow. There is an unbroken line of connection that reaches back to the very beginning of this planetary human experience that defies the concept of linear time.
I offer my gratitude for each one who walked before us. Thank you for your willingness. Thank you for your warrior spirit, and your can-do attitudes! Thank you for your adaptability and desire for creating positive change. Thank you for your big hearts and your trust in the goodness of life-no matter how much or how little of that goodness you experienced personally. I know that my journey of ecstasy through the ascension process is not only for myself, and for those of my time and the future. It is very truly for you of the past, for you have created this possibility through your willingness and desire.
I have spent several years learning to see God in every face, every thought, every decision, every situation. Now I am experiencing the transition into full consciousness, experiencing the whole reality as being conscious. Here surrounded by my birth family is the most powerful place for me to burn through the veils of illusion and reveal the God within every one. I am deeply thankful for this opportunity.
Aho.
Kachina
I offer my gratitude for each one who walked before us. Thank you for your willingness. Thank you for your warrior spirit, and your can-do attitudes! Thank you for your adaptability and desire for creating positive change. Thank you for your big hearts and your trust in the goodness of life-no matter how much or how little of that goodness you experienced personally. I know that my journey of ecstasy through the ascension process is not only for myself, and for those of my time and the future. It is very truly for you of the past, for you have created this possibility through your willingness and desire.
I have spent several years learning to see God in every face, every thought, every decision, every situation. Now I am experiencing the transition into full consciousness, experiencing the whole reality as being conscious. Here surrounded by my birth family is the most powerful place for me to burn through the veils of illusion and reveal the God within every one. I am deeply thankful for this opportunity.
Aho.
Kachina
Wednesday, March 10
Money, Gifts and Lessons.
I am in transitions with the financial system, with financial security as I know it and have known it up to this point. It is an interesting and challenging place to be. I just recently recognized the process (I've been in it and in major denial for a year) that I am going through and since that realization have been able to relax a little more into the experiences that come with it.
I remember when I first began this self-inquiry journey 4 years ago the first step was to take back my personal healing power and let go of the western health care system. So I opted not to get heath insurance, whenever I get sick I recognize it as the bodies natural cleansing and use the tools and remedies that I have learned to assist in my healing process. I haven't been to a doctor or dentist in three years and feel amazing, as only I know what is best for me. I do recognize the value in these systems but feel there is an element of control and abuse that is predominant and participating in it wasn't the best choice for me.
Second, I had to let go of the education system and belief that the only way to create substantial success was to have a degree. Given how I was raised, I never really believed in that one anyway but there was a subconscious part of me that held onto a little bit of doubt. Ironically I was in my first month of college when I met Kathryn Sharp and upon that first meeting I decided to drop out of school and proceed to follow my feelings and learn and study from her. That was the beginning of the wild and crazy journey of the last 4 years. I've gone all over and studied with many amazing teacher, experienced amazing things, grown in incredible ways and above all I got to meet myself. Something I've never seen advertised for college educations.
Not all of these decision were well received by my parents but I was on a new path and part of the requirements was to look at all the tribal beliefs that I had been raised with and pick and choose which ones resonated with me and which ones I was willing to walk away from and then do it.
Now, I have moved on to the financial aspect. Which I have to say is the one that scares me the most and probably why I put it off for so long. I have $37.00 in the bank, that's all! No savings, no secret pile of cash in case of emergencies, nada. I am living on trust, since the guidance that has come in is still giving me a no on going back to work. I have been guided to begin taking steps to create the type of work I want when the time is right but for now I am to relax and trust in the process. BIG assignment, close to impossible.
I spent several months freaking out, up all night running lists of my expenses in my head and watching as my small security blanket shrunk away to nothing. Then what? What do I do now?
I stop and breath, I let go a little more and I realized I am here now. Today all my needs are met. I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, people who love me, food to eat, nature to walk in...what else do I need? Tomorrow I may have $0.00 in my account but I will still have all of those other things. So now until I am guided to the next step in regards to being self-sufficient, I walk in complete trust that any additional needs will be provided. I completely believe that and know that since I am listening I will be taken care of.
A huge shift has come in for me since beginning the 90 days in regards to my relationship with the financial system. And I am really feeling this trust that all will be okay and as I sink into that feeling more and more and express gratitude for what I have in this moment I am shown the support of the universe.
I have to let go of the beliefs that:
Having money makes me more valuable as a person.
Having money is the only way to feel safe and secure in life.
Having financial success is the only way to validate my integrity and quality of my work to the world.
That money will always be there in bulk, so to speak, if I am true to my path/heart.
Now I am seeing there is an ebb and flow to financial support. Sometimes its abundant sometimes not so much but that both places are safe and necessary. It is a great place to slow down and become centered and reevaluate personal choices, reconnect to the universe and ask for assistance.
I feel it has really allowed me to become more efficient in the way I live and to live more simply.
It is also a very humbling place to be, asking and accepting assistance from others, being open and willing to receive support in whichever way it comes, is probably the hardest part for me.
I (up to this point) was of the mentality "I am a woman hear me roar!" In other words I can take care of myself and don't need help from anyone! I had to prove myself and now I am learning that it is beneficial to both give and receive and to find the balance in those two acts. And also knowing that accepting assistance doesn't make you weak but that there is a powerful energy exchange in both the act of giving and the act of receiving. Side note, this time around I am working on the prosperity and wealth channels, coincidence? Working through my financial fears is a HUGE piece for me!
So for today I give gratitude for the nature spirits, the snow, oatmeal, friends and family, the 90 day process and group, my cozy bed, yoga and gift of this earth walk and all the lessons, initiations and blessings that come with. I, with all of my soul and being, believe that I create my reality so for today I am abundant!
I remember when I first began this self-inquiry journey 4 years ago the first step was to take back my personal healing power and let go of the western health care system. So I opted not to get heath insurance, whenever I get sick I recognize it as the bodies natural cleansing and use the tools and remedies that I have learned to assist in my healing process. I haven't been to a doctor or dentist in three years and feel amazing, as only I know what is best for me. I do recognize the value in these systems but feel there is an element of control and abuse that is predominant and participating in it wasn't the best choice for me.
Second, I had to let go of the education system and belief that the only way to create substantial success was to have a degree. Given how I was raised, I never really believed in that one anyway but there was a subconscious part of me that held onto a little bit of doubt. Ironically I was in my first month of college when I met Kathryn Sharp and upon that first meeting I decided to drop out of school and proceed to follow my feelings and learn and study from her. That was the beginning of the wild and crazy journey of the last 4 years. I've gone all over and studied with many amazing teacher, experienced amazing things, grown in incredible ways and above all I got to meet myself. Something I've never seen advertised for college educations.
Not all of these decision were well received by my parents but I was on a new path and part of the requirements was to look at all the tribal beliefs that I had been raised with and pick and choose which ones resonated with me and which ones I was willing to walk away from and then do it.
Now, I have moved on to the financial aspect. Which I have to say is the one that scares me the most and probably why I put it off for so long. I have $37.00 in the bank, that's all! No savings, no secret pile of cash in case of emergencies, nada. I am living on trust, since the guidance that has come in is still giving me a no on going back to work. I have been guided to begin taking steps to create the type of work I want when the time is right but for now I am to relax and trust in the process. BIG assignment, close to impossible.
I spent several months freaking out, up all night running lists of my expenses in my head and watching as my small security blanket shrunk away to nothing. Then what? What do I do now?
I stop and breath, I let go a little more and I realized I am here now. Today all my needs are met. I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, people who love me, food to eat, nature to walk in...what else do I need? Tomorrow I may have $0.00 in my account but I will still have all of those other things. So now until I am guided to the next step in regards to being self-sufficient, I walk in complete trust that any additional needs will be provided. I completely believe that and know that since I am listening I will be taken care of.
A huge shift has come in for me since beginning the 90 days in regards to my relationship with the financial system. And I am really feeling this trust that all will be okay and as I sink into that feeling more and more and express gratitude for what I have in this moment I am shown the support of the universe.
I have to let go of the beliefs that:
Having money makes me more valuable as a person.
Having money is the only way to feel safe and secure in life.
Having financial success is the only way to validate my integrity and quality of my work to the world.
That money will always be there in bulk, so to speak, if I am true to my path/heart.
Now I am seeing there is an ebb and flow to financial support. Sometimes its abundant sometimes not so much but that both places are safe and necessary. It is a great place to slow down and become centered and reevaluate personal choices, reconnect to the universe and ask for assistance.
I feel it has really allowed me to become more efficient in the way I live and to live more simply.
It is also a very humbling place to be, asking and accepting assistance from others, being open and willing to receive support in whichever way it comes, is probably the hardest part for me.
I (up to this point) was of the mentality "I am a woman hear me roar!" In other words I can take care of myself and don't need help from anyone! I had to prove myself and now I am learning that it is beneficial to both give and receive and to find the balance in those two acts. And also knowing that accepting assistance doesn't make you weak but that there is a powerful energy exchange in both the act of giving and the act of receiving. Side note, this time around I am working on the prosperity and wealth channels, coincidence? Working through my financial fears is a HUGE piece for me!
So for today I give gratitude for the nature spirits, the snow, oatmeal, friends and family, the 90 day process and group, my cozy bed, yoga and gift of this earth walk and all the lessons, initiations and blessings that come with. I, with all of my soul and being, believe that I create my reality so for today I am abundant!
Shifts
I am here at my 7 day advanced animal communication class with Carol Gurney, an expert in the field. Carol is a great instructor, very professional, and requires us to get tons of validation and confirmation, which is both terrifying (in case we get things wrong) and unbelievably amazing (when we get things right). I am having an amazing time! Like I mentioned, Carol is very professional, deliberating staying away from "woo-woo words" when she teaches (chakras, psychic, etc.) because she feels none of those words are pertinent to talking with animals, and I have to agree with her. Not that Carol doesn't believe in them, she just uses discernment when interacting with a group. Amazingly, even people who are open to talking with animals may not believe in energy and so forth. With all this being said, I was fascinated to learn yesterday that she uses dowsing extensively in her practice but doesn't share that information with her clients. She uses it only for body scanning after actually talking to an animal, but still! I was so excited to learn that, which was just another confirmation for me about that part of my life. Also, she mentioned that if we were interested, she has a friend who hosts a "very safe" sweat lodge! Who knew? She is a professional business woman, very "type A" and scientific, and I never would have guessed. I have been getting validations everywhere about what Michael and Kathryn have taught me.
I have noticed changes in myself since being here. I would say that I am out of my typical comfort zone, traveling or being in a group without at least one of my sisters with me. I knew no one when I came here, and I have found myself interacting very differently with people than I would have thought. I am normally kind of shy and reserved when I don't know people, but that doesn't seem to be the case anymore (yay!). I find myself approaching the other women and am truly interested in them, and have made some good friends. I have also noticed that I am much less attached to what others think of me than I ever have been in the past, which means that I am not afraid to be who I am. I attribute all of this to this 90 day journey. The changes might sound subtle, but they are huge for me!
Finally, there is an observation that I have made since being here. Actually, I can't tell if it is an observation or a judgement. Either way, I am in a group of women, most of whom are quite conscious and aware of "things" (hypnotherapists, Reiki masters, etc.). My observation is that most don't seem to be aware of the high-frequency food part of life, the part that Kathryn teaches. There is one girl who has been a vegan for 26 years, which is great, but I sense a depletion in her. Many others have health issues left and right, and are trying to be health conscious but perhaps don't have the correct info? It's just interesting, and I am seeing a real need for this type (Core Foods) of information in the world. It is truly unique information.
Today, some friends and I are going to Malibu Beach, which is where I am sensing the programmed crystal is going to be placed. Thank goodness, because there is nothing but concrete around here and I was beginning to wonder. In light, Earth Song
I have noticed changes in myself since being here. I would say that I am out of my typical comfort zone, traveling or being in a group without at least one of my sisters with me. I knew no one when I came here, and I have found myself interacting very differently with people than I would have thought. I am normally kind of shy and reserved when I don't know people, but that doesn't seem to be the case anymore (yay!). I find myself approaching the other women and am truly interested in them, and have made some good friends. I have also noticed that I am much less attached to what others think of me than I ever have been in the past, which means that I am not afraid to be who I am. I attribute all of this to this 90 day journey. The changes might sound subtle, but they are huge for me!
Finally, there is an observation that I have made since being here. Actually, I can't tell if it is an observation or a judgement. Either way, I am in a group of women, most of whom are quite conscious and aware of "things" (hypnotherapists, Reiki masters, etc.). My observation is that most don't seem to be aware of the high-frequency food part of life, the part that Kathryn teaches. There is one girl who has been a vegan for 26 years, which is great, but I sense a depletion in her. Many others have health issues left and right, and are trying to be health conscious but perhaps don't have the correct info? It's just interesting, and I am seeing a real need for this type (Core Foods) of information in the world. It is truly unique information.
Today, some friends and I are going to Malibu Beach, which is where I am sensing the programmed crystal is going to be placed. Thank goodness, because there is nothing but concrete around here and I was beginning to wonder. In light, Earth Song
Watching the Play of Energy
It is amazing spending just a few days with my original family, and getting to observe the ways that the family members use and dance with energy. I get to see the places where attention was (and still is) focused, the lenses and perspectives that were cultivated as I was growing up and forming my foundation for this life.
I had no idea how much I would learn about myself through visiting the family during the 90 day program. I have come to appreciate the gifts that came through this formative process so much more thnt I had in the past. I am realizing now how much of my experience has been colored by my own choices, even as child. It is all about what I chose inside the blue circle, even if my choices were unconscious at the time.
I can see other family members repeating the same unconscious patterns and how much power the group pattern has held over this family. Even when you can see the pattern clearly, it is a challenge to maintain consciousness when "submersed" in it. I am blessed with a second set of eyes and ears, through Blew Thunder, who can gently inform me when I begin to fall asleep-telling me that my body posture has changed, my head is being held differently, I am speaking or acting different from myself. These are clues for when I am beginning to go unconscious in the family pattern.
Today I setting the intention to stay fully conscious and present in all situations with family members. All my interactions come from love, truth, awareness and choice. I will let you know how this goes for me today. It feels like diving into a pool of black water where no one can see each other, and trying to communicate. And underneath the gummy black opacity are six powerful people who deeply desire to love each other. They (we) just have not figured out how to do so, or what that really means in this lifetime.
In the past I have energetically protected myself and stayed out of the black zone, just observing the play of energy without getting emotionally involved in their messy games. It was the only way I could stay in integrity and in my blue circle.
This time feels different. It is still like wearing a mask, since they can not share in the largest part of my life, care not to know about personal or planetary ascension, and are stubbornly attached to the family roles. But this time it feels as though none of that matters, and the guides keep telling me that there is a real silver lining opportunity here if I am willing to stay present through each moment.
Walk in Beauty
I had no idea how much I would learn about myself through visiting the family during the 90 day program. I have come to appreciate the gifts that came through this formative process so much more thnt I had in the past. I am realizing now how much of my experience has been colored by my own choices, even as child. It is all about what I chose inside the blue circle, even if my choices were unconscious at the time.
I can see other family members repeating the same unconscious patterns and how much power the group pattern has held over this family. Even when you can see the pattern clearly, it is a challenge to maintain consciousness when "submersed" in it. I am blessed with a second set of eyes and ears, through Blew Thunder, who can gently inform me when I begin to fall asleep-telling me that my body posture has changed, my head is being held differently, I am speaking or acting different from myself. These are clues for when I am beginning to go unconscious in the family pattern.
Today I setting the intention to stay fully conscious and present in all situations with family members. All my interactions come from love, truth, awareness and choice. I will let you know how this goes for me today. It feels like diving into a pool of black water where no one can see each other, and trying to communicate. And underneath the gummy black opacity are six powerful people who deeply desire to love each other. They (we) just have not figured out how to do so, or what that really means in this lifetime.
In the past I have energetically protected myself and stayed out of the black zone, just observing the play of energy without getting emotionally involved in their messy games. It was the only way I could stay in integrity and in my blue circle.
This time feels different. It is still like wearing a mask, since they can not share in the largest part of my life, care not to know about personal or planetary ascension, and are stubbornly attached to the family roles. But this time it feels as though none of that matters, and the guides keep telling me that there is a real silver lining opportunity here if I am willing to stay present through each moment.
Walk in Beauty
Tuesday, March 9
And the path continues
I have talked of the transition to my womb name, as this journey carries me along so does the integration of myself in so many ways beyond the name. I went to see Alice in Wonderland a couple of days ago. I sat there absorbing the storyline along with the amazing graphics and giggled at the humor of everything representing my life as it unfolds. They kept asking her if she was THE Alice and she kept saying she was, it was her dream and she had to be the one, then they told her she wasn't or that she could be. In the end She remembered herself THE Alice through letting go of what she believed to be true or at least that is how I interpreted the story. Hmm, feels a little familiar.
I have been sitting with the notion of calling my mother to talk about changing my name, telling myself it's no big deal but not getting the courage to do it. Yesterday was a big oil day for me with courage, integration, acknowledgement, release and action. Then a great journal of answering two questions.
How has my relationship with my mother affected the development of the feminine side of me? How has the relationship with my father affected the development of the masculine side of me?
I have done a great deal of inner child work with both parents and the extra dads in my life. Nothing has healed this deep or this great before and it was simple, I answered the questions with clear conscious truth, no victimization or anger left and what came out was a clear understanding of truth that I needed and a true forgiveness for myself and my life. Whew...
Today I picked up the phone and called my mother and just asked her how she felt about me changing my name. I giggle again. Every time I ever spoke about my name or the dislike of my name she was defensive and unwilling to hear any of it. In the unfolding of this name change, I realized that because my mother changed my name after birth to get revenge of my father, that I have been the holder of that pain for both of them. This phone call today was something very different. My mother lovingly and calmly said, that is a wonderful idea, I love the name Michelle, it is beautiful and the reason I gave it to you. It should have been your name all along. I support you doing whatever you need to do. I smiled and just said thank you and absorbed all of the love she had to give.
Tonight I dowsed for completion. The journey with this oil brought me to childhood, on Santa Cruz beach boardwalk, I could smell salt water taffy and see the machine pulling it as I watched through the store window, I felt myself running in the sand on the beach and laughing. Then it took me to a warm fire with the smell of Christmas and playing in the fresh snow.
I feel renewed inside and a little brighter with light. I know that it's time to finish the meditation that I could only start a couple of days ago. I am now ready to stay and be present for the rest. As I was greeted by Thoth, he looked down and said to me , "you are doing a great job", I just started crying and left.
Gratitude to ALL and to all of you for listening. With great heart radiating love, Michelle
I have been sitting with the notion of calling my mother to talk about changing my name, telling myself it's no big deal but not getting the courage to do it. Yesterday was a big oil day for me with courage, integration, acknowledgement, release and action. Then a great journal of answering two questions.
How has my relationship with my mother affected the development of the feminine side of me? How has the relationship with my father affected the development of the masculine side of me?
I have done a great deal of inner child work with both parents and the extra dads in my life. Nothing has healed this deep or this great before and it was simple, I answered the questions with clear conscious truth, no victimization or anger left and what came out was a clear understanding of truth that I needed and a true forgiveness for myself and my life. Whew...
Today I picked up the phone and called my mother and just asked her how she felt about me changing my name. I giggle again. Every time I ever spoke about my name or the dislike of my name she was defensive and unwilling to hear any of it. In the unfolding of this name change, I realized that because my mother changed my name after birth to get revenge of my father, that I have been the holder of that pain for both of them. This phone call today was something very different. My mother lovingly and calmly said, that is a wonderful idea, I love the name Michelle, it is beautiful and the reason I gave it to you. It should have been your name all along. I support you doing whatever you need to do. I smiled and just said thank you and absorbed all of the love she had to give.
Tonight I dowsed for completion. The journey with this oil brought me to childhood, on Santa Cruz beach boardwalk, I could smell salt water taffy and see the machine pulling it as I watched through the store window, I felt myself running in the sand on the beach and laughing. Then it took me to a warm fire with the smell of Christmas and playing in the fresh snow.
I feel renewed inside and a little brighter with light. I know that it's time to finish the meditation that I could only start a couple of days ago. I am now ready to stay and be present for the rest. As I was greeted by Thoth, he looked down and said to me , "you are doing a great job", I just started crying and left.
Gratitude to ALL and to all of you for listening. With great heart radiating love, Michelle
Monday, March 8
Welcome to the South
My affirmations came n a different form than I expected. I had done the process through the East, examining and creating affirmations. Then, just a few days ago, my affirmations came in like a lightening bolt from another dimension!
Now I get to program these affirmations for the duration of the South direction. I know from the past how powerful this process is. I know from experience that even if my affirmations seem doubtful or overly ambitious, if I suspend all doubt just for the few moments it takes to repeat them into the mirror-into my own eyes, every morning- that they WILL miraculously come into manifestation in their own divine timing.
I want to share some of my experience of this day. Today, Blew Thunder and I left our home at White Sage Landing, in the midst of a snow storm, and headed south in pure trust. We drove through sleet and fog, snow piled 5 feet high in Flagstaff, through Strawberry and Payson, to arrive in Mesa Arizona to visit my birth family. Heading South, we encountered so many conditions that could have turned us back. But we had set clear intentions for a safe and successful journey, and we both felt that we were to drive on.
When we passed Flagstaff, in the outskirts of town, we went past an exit. The exit number was 333, and the street name on the sign was Kachina. It was Kachina 333! I really dropped my jaw on that one. Since the exit was marked twice, we got to see it twice just in case we did not beloieve it the first time.
As we pulled out of Payson and began to drop into the valley, leaving the snow behind, we started to see the most beautiful purple flowers-desert lupine-blooming on the roadsides. They were interspersed with a yellow flower that resembled a daisy. There were streams of water running through the desert for miles, and waterfalls tumbling down every rock face and canyon wall that we passed. It was a sight that has not been seen in these parts for a long, long time. And everywhere, new fresh green grass was pushing up. Huge saguaro cactuses surrounded by a carpet of green grass. It was like looking at a vast miracle growing on Mother Earth.
I keep hearing the spirits of the land reminding me about the personal part I played, along with 12 people who visited in October, doing the intentional planetary healing for the Anasazi and the local area. They keep telling me it is all connected, and I should not limit the correlation with my mind. We helped to bring forth this reality. If we can do it here, we can do it anywhere on Mother Earth. The Mayan Age of Flowers can become a reality, and it is up to us to co-create it!
I am thankful to be a part of the regeneration of this shining planet. I am thankful for helping to weave the web of life, to bring forth the new dream. And I am thankful for all of you who are doing your own personal work to live the dream.
Kachina
Now I get to program these affirmations for the duration of the South direction. I know from the past how powerful this process is. I know from experience that even if my affirmations seem doubtful or overly ambitious, if I suspend all doubt just for the few moments it takes to repeat them into the mirror-into my own eyes, every morning- that they WILL miraculously come into manifestation in their own divine timing.
I want to share some of my experience of this day. Today, Blew Thunder and I left our home at White Sage Landing, in the midst of a snow storm, and headed south in pure trust. We drove through sleet and fog, snow piled 5 feet high in Flagstaff, through Strawberry and Payson, to arrive in Mesa Arizona to visit my birth family. Heading South, we encountered so many conditions that could have turned us back. But we had set clear intentions for a safe and successful journey, and we both felt that we were to drive on.
When we passed Flagstaff, in the outskirts of town, we went past an exit. The exit number was 333, and the street name on the sign was Kachina. It was Kachina 333! I really dropped my jaw on that one. Since the exit was marked twice, we got to see it twice just in case we did not beloieve it the first time.
As we pulled out of Payson and began to drop into the valley, leaving the snow behind, we started to see the most beautiful purple flowers-desert lupine-blooming on the roadsides. They were interspersed with a yellow flower that resembled a daisy. There were streams of water running through the desert for miles, and waterfalls tumbling down every rock face and canyon wall that we passed. It was a sight that has not been seen in these parts for a long, long time. And everywhere, new fresh green grass was pushing up. Huge saguaro cactuses surrounded by a carpet of green grass. It was like looking at a vast miracle growing on Mother Earth.
I keep hearing the spirits of the land reminding me about the personal part I played, along with 12 people who visited in October, doing the intentional planetary healing for the Anasazi and the local area. They keep telling me it is all connected, and I should not limit the correlation with my mind. We helped to bring forth this reality. If we can do it here, we can do it anywhere on Mother Earth. The Mayan Age of Flowers can become a reality, and it is up to us to co-create it!
I am thankful to be a part of the regeneration of this shining planet. I am thankful for helping to weave the web of life, to bring forth the new dream. And I am thankful for all of you who are doing your own personal work to live the dream.
Kachina
Talking trees and the Enchanted forest
Today I took mine and my sisters dogs on a walk. She is out of town and thought I LOVE and look so forward everyday to our daily walks/talks together, there is something magical about my walks I have been taking alone lately, with the dogs.
Today our walk was amazing, it was warm, sunny and snowing very lightly, it looked like little crystals falling from the sky. On our walk yesterday, it was a little windy out so when we got to the section of our walk that is a big open field, the show had blown over our compacted path, the whole field was smooth and flawless,and covered in 'diamonds.' The sun was hitting the snow perfectly so that light pink and blue pastel-y colors were reflecting off the snow, it seemed like heaven... aside from the fact that we had to create a new path in which the snow was mid-thigh... needless to say the pups were exhausted by the end of it, as was I! This is a football field after all, very big. I was sure before we set out on our adventure around this field to create another path that I had walked this field so many times before that I KNEW I would stumble across the old path under neath the new snow and from there on the walk would be a breeze. Well, the old path was no where to be found! I could help but to laugh hysterically with how much work this was and just how deep each and EVERY step was. after 30 feet or so of walking, the dogs were even looking at me like "MOM! are you kidding me, you didn't think this through did you?" it was quite the journey, to say the least. The snow was practically over their heads, which isn't that hard to be, my dogs aren't THAT tall, and Toby the tiniest of them all insisted I carry him, he really dosnt weigh much but he seemed like 100lbs having to carry him through that.
It turned out to be lots of fun, I choose to believe that we all laughed the whole way through it, perhaps out of frustration, but also out of thrill and the adventure of it!
We got back on the path through the forest and when we were about 5 minutes to the end, the tree to my right spoke! she said "kreeeeeeek!" in a high pitch. I stoped in my tracks to listen and she did it again, the second I acknowledged her, the tree to my left spoke as well only in a much deeper pitch, than they all started talking! They all had such different sounds. I looked around to take note of the weather, perhaps the wind was blowing them and making them make these noises, but nope,no wind, none! I looked around thinking "this is amazing!".... "what are you saying?" I pulled out some corn and rose petals and gave mucho gratitude. I could feel hot tingling in my solar plexus, it was pretty cool. But I am stumped now because... I have never really talked to a tree before. With animals it was a bit easier because I could go home and pull the animal card and read about the message this certain animal brings, but trees?? I don't have tree cards.. There were clearly talking to me, I'm not delusional, I walk that path EVERYDAY and they never have don't that before, but I am determined to get to the bottom on this.
Of course my natural reaction is "make an appointment with Kathryn and ask her what they were trying to tell me." or "wright EarthSong and tell her my story and see what she has to say about this"
but this time,I think this is for me and for me alone, I don't want to always have to ask someone to explain these experiences I am having, even if I don't get the message right away... I have to get it eventually, right? YES!
It really was a beautiful experience and I couldn't help but to feel very flattered.
These trees are so beautiful and wise and I would love to learn from them.
THANK YOU TREE PEOPLE.
Today our walk was amazing, it was warm, sunny and snowing very lightly, it looked like little crystals falling from the sky. On our walk yesterday, it was a little windy out so when we got to the section of our walk that is a big open field, the show had blown over our compacted path, the whole field was smooth and flawless,and covered in 'diamonds.' The sun was hitting the snow perfectly so that light pink and blue pastel-y colors were reflecting off the snow, it seemed like heaven... aside from the fact that we had to create a new path in which the snow was mid-thigh... needless to say the pups were exhausted by the end of it, as was I! This is a football field after all, very big. I was sure before we set out on our adventure around this field to create another path that I had walked this field so many times before that I KNEW I would stumble across the old path under neath the new snow and from there on the walk would be a breeze. Well, the old path was no where to be found! I could help but to laugh hysterically with how much work this was and just how deep each and EVERY step was. after 30 feet or so of walking, the dogs were even looking at me like "MOM! are you kidding me, you didn't think this through did you?" it was quite the journey, to say the least. The snow was practically over their heads, which isn't that hard to be, my dogs aren't THAT tall, and Toby the tiniest of them all insisted I carry him, he really dosnt weigh much but he seemed like 100lbs having to carry him through that.
It turned out to be lots of fun, I choose to believe that we all laughed the whole way through it, perhaps out of frustration, but also out of thrill and the adventure of it!
We got back on the path through the forest and when we were about 5 minutes to the end, the tree to my right spoke! she said "kreeeeeeek!" in a high pitch. I stoped in my tracks to listen and she did it again, the second I acknowledged her, the tree to my left spoke as well only in a much deeper pitch, than they all started talking! They all had such different sounds. I looked around to take note of the weather, perhaps the wind was blowing them and making them make these noises, but nope,no wind, none! I looked around thinking "this is amazing!".... "what are you saying?" I pulled out some corn and rose petals and gave mucho gratitude. I could feel hot tingling in my solar plexus, it was pretty cool. But I am stumped now because... I have never really talked to a tree before. With animals it was a bit easier because I could go home and pull the animal card and read about the message this certain animal brings, but trees?? I don't have tree cards.. There were clearly talking to me, I'm not delusional, I walk that path EVERYDAY and they never have don't that before, but I am determined to get to the bottom on this.
Of course my natural reaction is "make an appointment with Kathryn and ask her what they were trying to tell me." or "wright EarthSong and tell her my story and see what she has to say about this"
but this time,I think this is for me and for me alone, I don't want to always have to ask someone to explain these experiences I am having, even if I don't get the message right away... I have to get it eventually, right? YES!
It really was a beautiful experience and I couldn't help but to feel very flattered.
These trees are so beautiful and wise and I would love to learn from them.
THANK YOU TREE PEOPLE.
next phase, step one.
I have taken my first active step in sharing myself, my truth and my passion aka heart with the world!
Over the last 4 years as I explored and cultivated my inner voice and knowing, got back in touch with my spirit and reclaimed my soul. I have cleverly disguised myself as a massage therapist, which was perfect for that phase of my process. But now the depth of my true work and desire to be of service in this transitioning world has grown so much. My call to teach and share all that I have learned and all that I know and all that I remember is burning inside and I am no longer able to hide behind my cleaver disguise.
Since beginning the 90 day journey I have been dreaming of my real work. Every night I close my eyes and find myself surrounded by people looking at me, waiting and anticipating. My heart surges with joy and aha as I take people through Kathryn's amazing Core foods workshop, I share my knowledge of yoga and body awareness exercises, I teach only that which I live and through that I honor my heart and integrity.
My latest dream gave me an assignment to begin the ripple effect of attracting the next steps to move closer to bring these night dreams into the daytime.
I was instructed to make a new business card, one that would read:
Food as Medicine
Lindsey Meyers
Nutritional Consultations &
Dowsing for Healing and Regeneration
(ordered them today)
I also set up a new email account: Foodasmedicine88@gmail.com
The information that came in said that as long as I give out my old business cards that read massage therapy I would continue to attract clients for massage and of the vibration that I was when I began my work in massage.
The new business cards hold my new vibration and essence and will draw to me the most beneficial clients, experiences and opportunities that I am calling forth now to continue the evolution of my growth and life's work and to fulfill my desire to be of assistance to mother earth and the people of this planet during this transitional phase.
Also, my final affirmations that came in as I came into the completion of the east were;
I am open to the evolution of my work, life-purpose, relationships and hobbies to flow, change and evolve in right timing with grace and ease.
I remain centered and rooted in my personal power.
I am in self-referral
I am going to Bethel next week to do my last series of massage with the clients that I established there, while I am out there I am bringing fliers for the up coming core foods class, that Rebecca and I will be co-teaching and the healing cancer from within video so that people can begin to fulfill the prerequisite for the workshop. In a nut shell "putting my true self out there"
I can feel that just the shift in my intention of what I am desiring to create is already creating and aligning huge synchronises to occur and unfold!
You cannot transmute something you do not have. The ability to be present as a teacher is a reflection of ones own life practices. Know yourself first, then you will intuitively see how you can be of benefit to others.
In honor of entering the South...I begin taking action in the world!
Gratitude Gratitude Gratitude
Over the last 4 years as I explored and cultivated my inner voice and knowing, got back in touch with my spirit and reclaimed my soul. I have cleverly disguised myself as a massage therapist, which was perfect for that phase of my process. But now the depth of my true work and desire to be of service in this transitioning world has grown so much. My call to teach and share all that I have learned and all that I know and all that I remember is burning inside and I am no longer able to hide behind my cleaver disguise.
Since beginning the 90 day journey I have been dreaming of my real work. Every night I close my eyes and find myself surrounded by people looking at me, waiting and anticipating. My heart surges with joy and aha as I take people through Kathryn's amazing Core foods workshop, I share my knowledge of yoga and body awareness exercises, I teach only that which I live and through that I honor my heart and integrity.
My latest dream gave me an assignment to begin the ripple effect of attracting the next steps to move closer to bring these night dreams into the daytime.
I was instructed to make a new business card, one that would read:
Food as Medicine
Lindsey Meyers
Nutritional Consultations &
Dowsing for Healing and Regeneration
(ordered them today)
I also set up a new email account: Foodasmedicine88@gmail.com
The information that came in said that as long as I give out my old business cards that read massage therapy I would continue to attract clients for massage and of the vibration that I was when I began my work in massage.
The new business cards hold my new vibration and essence and will draw to me the most beneficial clients, experiences and opportunities that I am calling forth now to continue the evolution of my growth and life's work and to fulfill my desire to be of assistance to mother earth and the people of this planet during this transitional phase.
Also, my final affirmations that came in as I came into the completion of the east were;
I am open to the evolution of my work, life-purpose, relationships and hobbies to flow, change and evolve in right timing with grace and ease.
I remain centered and rooted in my personal power.
I am in self-referral
I am going to Bethel next week to do my last series of massage with the clients that I established there, while I am out there I am bringing fliers for the up coming core foods class, that Rebecca and I will be co-teaching and the healing cancer from within video so that people can begin to fulfill the prerequisite for the workshop. In a nut shell "putting my true self out there"
I can feel that just the shift in my intention of what I am desiring to create is already creating and aligning huge synchronises to occur and unfold!
You cannot transmute something you do not have. The ability to be present as a teacher is a reflection of ones own life practices. Know yourself first, then you will intuitively see how you can be of benefit to others.
In honor of entering the South...I begin taking action in the world!
Gratitude Gratitude Gratitude
Life Purpose
I was driving to work today listening to Thich Nhat Hanh's the Art of Mindful Living and had an epiphany of sorts. I know I want to help others, you all know that from some of my other posts, but while listening to him I realized how. I want to counsel people, either one on one or in groups on how to manage their emotions through the use of meditation or spiritual practices (whatever that may be to them) and psychologically through standard means of therapeutic counseling.
I would like to incorporate healthy eating suggestions (I am already a Certified Health Coach through the Institute of Integrative Nutrition)and maybe even a bit of Yoga therapy. Phew! This is a lot to think about right now and maybe it does not even make sense but that is what came rushing at me today. I think all those things flow well together, but you don't always see them used together to help people heal. Many earth based religions/beliefs incorporate aspects of what I am thinking, but I want to combine them and make them accessible and accepted in this modern world by pairing them up with the standard view of a psychological therapist.
I have always been interested in the mind and how we handle our emotions and people always come to me for "help" when they are experiencing problems in their lives...so why not make it a life! I already do it all the time. Talk about obvious...
I am not quite sure HOW I am going to do this just yet. I do love my job now (I am a director at an art & music center which is greatly rewarding and creative) so I guess I need to think about the logistics of creating this dream...
...to be continued
...thank you for listening.
I would like to incorporate healthy eating suggestions (I am already a Certified Health Coach through the Institute of Integrative Nutrition)and maybe even a bit of Yoga therapy. Phew! This is a lot to think about right now and maybe it does not even make sense but that is what came rushing at me today. I think all those things flow well together, but you don't always see them used together to help people heal. Many earth based religions/beliefs incorporate aspects of what I am thinking, but I want to combine them and make them accessible and accepted in this modern world by pairing them up with the standard view of a psychological therapist.
I have always been interested in the mind and how we handle our emotions and people always come to me for "help" when they are experiencing problems in their lives...so why not make it a life! I already do it all the time. Talk about obvious...
I am not quite sure HOW I am going to do this just yet. I do love my job now (I am a director at an art & music center which is greatly rewarding and creative) so I guess I need to think about the logistics of creating this dream...
...to be continued
...thank you for listening.
Sunday, March 7
Miracles and Milestones
Dear friends,
I arrived at my hotel in California at 4 am this morning, and my class, which I wanted to be so clear and present for, started at 9 am. I am the type of person who needs at least 7-8 hours of sleep each night in order to feel my best, anything less than that usually throws off my whole day. I was upset that I was going to be so, so tired and feel terrible for my class today, but I went to bed thanking the Universe for infusing every cell in my body with so much energy that when I woke up, it felt like I had had 8 hours of sleep, along with imagining waking up this morning refreshed and clear. I hardly believed this, because 4 hours of sleep is unimaginable for me. I am amazed and elated to report that I had an almost-perfect day today as far as energy goes. I still can't believe this-it is a miracle to me.
Even more exciting is that I was able to speak in front of a group this morning calmly and comfortably, for the first time ever. I normally dread introducing myself to a group of people who I don't know. I am very uncomfortable being the center of attention, and never have a clue what to say about myself-this has always been a big issue for me. Knowing months ago that this part of my class was inevitable and being very uncomfortable with it, I decided to commit to using my pendulum (with certain guides working through it) to clear all energies/memories in my subconscious mind, cellular memory, or energy field that might be contributing to this fear. The pendulum worked first on past-life issues (I dowsed each day for about 10-15 minutes for a few weeks), and then on current-life issues, which were reduced pretty dramatically but still not completely clear. Today was the ultimate test for me to see if it worked, and it did! I am so amazed, and filled with gratitude for my guides who helped me with this. This will change my life, as the main thing holding me back from many of my dreams is speaking in front of others. I am so proud of myself, and amazed with the power of dowsing!
Finally, before I left Anchorage, the lights in my house started flashing on and off, my signal that someone has a message for me. I was asked to bring a crystal to be planted somewhere in California with the program to "create shift through synchronicity, fulfillment, and desire." I will be placing that crystal somewhere here, along with honoring the spirits of the land where ever I go. Goodnight, and thanks for listening. -Earth Song.
I arrived at my hotel in California at 4 am this morning, and my class, which I wanted to be so clear and present for, started at 9 am. I am the type of person who needs at least 7-8 hours of sleep each night in order to feel my best, anything less than that usually throws off my whole day. I was upset that I was going to be so, so tired and feel terrible for my class today, but I went to bed thanking the Universe for infusing every cell in my body with so much energy that when I woke up, it felt like I had had 8 hours of sleep, along with imagining waking up this morning refreshed and clear. I hardly believed this, because 4 hours of sleep is unimaginable for me. I am amazed and elated to report that I had an almost-perfect day today as far as energy goes. I still can't believe this-it is a miracle to me.
Even more exciting is that I was able to speak in front of a group this morning calmly and comfortably, for the first time ever. I normally dread introducing myself to a group of people who I don't know. I am very uncomfortable being the center of attention, and never have a clue what to say about myself-this has always been a big issue for me. Knowing months ago that this part of my class was inevitable and being very uncomfortable with it, I decided to commit to using my pendulum (with certain guides working through it) to clear all energies/memories in my subconscious mind, cellular memory, or energy field that might be contributing to this fear. The pendulum worked first on past-life issues (I dowsed each day for about 10-15 minutes for a few weeks), and then on current-life issues, which were reduced pretty dramatically but still not completely clear. Today was the ultimate test for me to see if it worked, and it did! I am so amazed, and filled with gratitude for my guides who helped me with this. This will change my life, as the main thing holding me back from many of my dreams is speaking in front of others. I am so proud of myself, and amazed with the power of dowsing!
Finally, before I left Anchorage, the lights in my house started flashing on and off, my signal that someone has a message for me. I was asked to bring a crystal to be planted somewhere in California with the program to "create shift through synchronicity, fulfillment, and desire." I will be placing that crystal somewhere here, along with honoring the spirits of the land where ever I go. Goodnight, and thanks for listening. -Earth Song.
Friday, March 5
I'm off to Follow My Heart
Tomorrow morning, I'll be leaving to California for a 7 day animal communication class that I have been waiting patiently for for 5 months. I am so excited and know it will change my life. Hmmmm, now that I think about it, it's no coincidence that this class falls during my 90 day journey.
There are so many shifts that I have already noticed in my life since this journey began, and if I didn't know how to "connect the dots" as Michael would say and so graciously taught me, they might have passed right on by me. There is so much power in the subtly of life! I have also noticed amazing shifts in my boyfriend Roy. YAY! One of the most challenging things for me has been to figure out what it is that my Heart really wants to do for "work", and so far it has been much easier to identify those things that I don't want to do. It occurred to me recently that my hobbies and interests are an enormous clue as to what I should be doing. There are many things that I would love to spend hours pouring my attention into each day, and I need to begin examining those things more closely.
I also feel a change in the world, as though the world has finally shifted is now ready for what I, and each of us, has to offer. Kathryn told us once that each one of us were healers, weather we knew it yet or not, and one day the world would have questions and we would have the answers. I knew than that she was right, and I feel like that has happened. Perhaps it's just me, but I finally feel ready to be who I am, who I REALLY am, without hiding anymore.
I am so grateful to know so many wonderful people who "get" me. Thank you all. -Earth Song
There are so many shifts that I have already noticed in my life since this journey began, and if I didn't know how to "connect the dots" as Michael would say and so graciously taught me, they might have passed right on by me. There is so much power in the subtly of life! I have also noticed amazing shifts in my boyfriend Roy. YAY! One of the most challenging things for me has been to figure out what it is that my Heart really wants to do for "work", and so far it has been much easier to identify those things that I don't want to do. It occurred to me recently that my hobbies and interests are an enormous clue as to what I should be doing. There are many things that I would love to spend hours pouring my attention into each day, and I need to begin examining those things more closely.
I also feel a change in the world, as though the world has finally shifted is now ready for what I, and each of us, has to offer. Kathryn told us once that each one of us were healers, weather we knew it yet or not, and one day the world would have questions and we would have the answers. I knew than that she was right, and I feel like that has happened. Perhaps it's just me, but I finally feel ready to be who I am, who I REALLY am, without hiding anymore.
I am so grateful to know so many wonderful people who "get" me. Thank you all. -Earth Song
Affirmations
I am on purpose. I easily maintain my focus and commitment to the projects and areas of my choosing. I follow my heart!
I am living in total abundance and prosperity and am successful on all levels.
I am comfortable and self-confident in positions of power. I know I am enough and I maintain my center, focus and sense of peace in all situations.
I am living my true purpose and surrender to my Divine inner knowing and follow its guidance with trust, grace and ease.
I am living in complete trust. I follow my guidance completely and whole-heartily. I take action now and see it through until completion!
I am living in total abundance and prosperity and am successful on all levels.
I am comfortable and self-confident in positions of power. I know I am enough and I maintain my center, focus and sense of peace in all situations.
I am living my true purpose and surrender to my Divine inner knowing and follow its guidance with trust, grace and ease.
I am living in complete trust. I follow my guidance completely and whole-heartily. I take action now and see it through until completion!
Heart is Skipping
Today marks a milestone for me! The Food for Ascension Recipe book that I have been working on for the past few years, has officially gone to the first printer! As we speak, a shopping cart is being created for our website. It feels like we are moving into a whole new stage of outreach, and it is certainly a milestone for me, and for Michael as well.
What is even more exciting and completely unexpected, is today, on our way into Kanab to take the book to the printer, we met three people within that short journey who are eagerly awaiting the book. This comes as a surprise to us, since we had not expected for there to be much local interest in Food for Ascension. The Guides and Ancestors lined it up for us to see that we can lose that limitation whenever we choose, hopefully sooner than later! It is so wonderful to identify a place where I have set a limitation, and then to set it free!
We sent the book off with a smudge and a song, and the intention that it will help thousands and thousands of people on the ascension path.
With Love to All Life!
kachina333
What is even more exciting and completely unexpected, is today, on our way into Kanab to take the book to the printer, we met three people within that short journey who are eagerly awaiting the book. This comes as a surprise to us, since we had not expected for there to be much local interest in Food for Ascension. The Guides and Ancestors lined it up for us to see that we can lose that limitation whenever we choose, hopefully sooner than later! It is so wonderful to identify a place where I have set a limitation, and then to set it free!
We sent the book off with a smudge and a song, and the intention that it will help thousands and thousands of people on the ascension path.
With Love to All Life!
kachina333
Thursday, March 4
The Time Has Come
It has taken me a while to gather the courage to share myself with everyone and contribute to the blog, and I am happy to say that I am ready. My life is not what I ever expected it to be. For what feels like forever, I just went through the motions without ever being conscious of my own actions and what I was creating in my life. I blamed and made excuses for why things were the way they were, never spending the necessary time with myself to begin to uncover the real truth. Never listening...always distracting and avoiding.
In early January, an unexpected and even unwanted shift began to occur. I say unwanted, because it was just easier to stay the way I was than to work through my issues. I began to uncover, with the help of a very dear and true friend, that I no longer had to settle for the way things were. Instead, I could create anything I wanted in life. No limits.
These change would not come over night. Either stay the same and let the things that were eating away at me fester, or listen and recognize the issues so I could fix them. Turns out, I was my own worst enemy. My life was the way it was now, today, because of me and only me. This was when I truly decided that I wanted to love myself again and live life to the fullest, not settling and hiding. I want to see who I really am and what my purpose in life really is.
It was told to me that coming to this land would change my life. To be honest, I guess I was afraid. Afraid of facing myself and my past. I am no longer afraid and the time has come to be who I want to be.
Thanks to everyone for your inspiration,
SwiftWater
In early January, an unexpected and even unwanted shift began to occur. I say unwanted, because it was just easier to stay the way I was than to work through my issues. I began to uncover, with the help of a very dear and true friend, that I no longer had to settle for the way things were. Instead, I could create anything I wanted in life. No limits.
These change would not come over night. Either stay the same and let the things that were eating away at me fester, or listen and recognize the issues so I could fix them. Turns out, I was my own worst enemy. My life was the way it was now, today, because of me and only me. This was when I truly decided that I wanted to love myself again and live life to the fullest, not settling and hiding. I want to see who I really am and what my purpose in life really is.
It was told to me that coming to this land would change my life. To be honest, I guess I was afraid. Afraid of facing myself and my past. I am no longer afraid and the time has come to be who I want to be.
Thanks to everyone for your inspiration,
SwiftWater
the Universe is Magical
I joined 5 other women for a beautiful full moon ceremony at DiamondHeart where we all realized we were powerful and able to weave the world to assist in the healing , regeneration and ascension of the planet, humanity and all life.
You know I have been writing and living trying to resolve the issue of my family beach house for the highest good of all the estate beneficiaries. It has been quite the 2 week day and night journey with my ego, fears, self-doubts, inner guidance and strong intention to be heart-filled leadership. Today I made a choice!... and amazing things happened! I decided to proceed with offering the house to my nieces at a substantial discount that I could still justify as fair to all other beneficiaries including my brother Francisco, myself and my children. I pushed the send button to my attorney giving him the go ahead to call my nieces' attorney. I felt relief. I went to my healing room looking forward to a relaxing time of tuning in with guidance. I immediately felt to connect with the angel of the beach house (an amazing spirit whose beautiful vibration I have had the gift to encounter before) and the spirits of the land there. I asked if it was going to be very difficult to part with the beach house and received a no. I got the urge to ask for their names which are Pacyna and Mavesas is the overlighting spirit of my mother's lovely garden. Mavesas shared a big heart, sweet, gentle and happy energy. This spirit then told me she had messages for me. I could feel it was my family on the other side of the veil. I was happy for the anticipated connection. First my mother came forward and communicated how happy she was with my efforts to resolve the beach house for the highest good of the girls and the rest of us. Then my older brother's spirit Frank (the spirit who left to allow a walk-in Francisco to come into his body still here on earth) told me he would like me to call on him more for help. He told me a whole host of spirits, even Mayans, are acknowledging the work and choices I have made about the family house. He said it is a healing on a much greater level than my family. It is for thousands and I could see the energy in the Medicine Wheel at the beach house. He said I had planted energetic seeds in that Medicine Wheel for trusting in the abundance of the Universe, for fairness, for walking the path of Truth, for co-creation, for knowing our cosmic memory and for connection to it. Frank communicated that all things for the resolution of the family estate will now unfold in Divine timing & perfect synchronicity for the highest good of all. Next my sister-in-law Barbara, who rarely comes to me, came forward to acknowledge the good job I had done and thanked me for how I have taken care of her daughters in my efforts and choices. That meant a huge amount to me. She told me that a new form of connection to their parents for both girls will be a beautiful unfolding. I know I am to play a part in teaching them ascension. I asked her if the girls trust me at this time and she said no but that they will in the future. I was told that my brother Ben is helping me with the finances, Barbara is helping me and the girls emotionally and my brother Frank is assisting the girls. Through all of this I sobbed happy tears with the joy of connecting, of a resolution and the release of the pressure I have had on myself. Then Mavesa told me I am to do a balance in my Medicine Wheel between my extended family, the spirits of the land at the beach house and the Divine Planetary Blueprint. I have a feeling some of my extended family are going to buy the house for an interim period until my nieces get a windfall settlement from their parents plane crash. Then I will not have to say good-bye to the house and garden either. In any case, the Universe is magical! By the way I found out the Medicine Wheel in my mother's garden is called "Men of Ben"! I think Ben is helping men with ascension and that's why he is hanging around WhiteSageLanding's Medicine Wheel and you Michael! Wow, magic everywhere!
You know I have been writing and living trying to resolve the issue of my family beach house for the highest good of all the estate beneficiaries. It has been quite the 2 week day and night journey with my ego, fears, self-doubts, inner guidance and strong intention to be heart-filled leadership. Today I made a choice!... and amazing things happened! I decided to proceed with offering the house to my nieces at a substantial discount that I could still justify as fair to all other beneficiaries including my brother Francisco, myself and my children. I pushed the send button to my attorney giving him the go ahead to call my nieces' attorney. I felt relief. I went to my healing room looking forward to a relaxing time of tuning in with guidance. I immediately felt to connect with the angel of the beach house (an amazing spirit whose beautiful vibration I have had the gift to encounter before) and the spirits of the land there. I asked if it was going to be very difficult to part with the beach house and received a no. I got the urge to ask for their names which are Pacyna and Mavesas is the overlighting spirit of my mother's lovely garden. Mavesas shared a big heart, sweet, gentle and happy energy. This spirit then told me she had messages for me. I could feel it was my family on the other side of the veil. I was happy for the anticipated connection. First my mother came forward and communicated how happy she was with my efforts to resolve the beach house for the highest good of the girls and the rest of us. Then my older brother's spirit Frank (the spirit who left to allow a walk-in Francisco to come into his body still here on earth) told me he would like me to call on him more for help. He told me a whole host of spirits, even Mayans, are acknowledging the work and choices I have made about the family house. He said it is a healing on a much greater level than my family. It is for thousands and I could see the energy in the Medicine Wheel at the beach house. He said I had planted energetic seeds in that Medicine Wheel for trusting in the abundance of the Universe, for fairness, for walking the path of Truth, for co-creation, for knowing our cosmic memory and for connection to it. Frank communicated that all things for the resolution of the family estate will now unfold in Divine timing & perfect synchronicity for the highest good of all. Next my sister-in-law Barbara, who rarely comes to me, came forward to acknowledge the good job I had done and thanked me for how I have taken care of her daughters in my efforts and choices. That meant a huge amount to me. She told me that a new form of connection to their parents for both girls will be a beautiful unfolding. I know I am to play a part in teaching them ascension. I asked her if the girls trust me at this time and she said no but that they will in the future. I was told that my brother Ben is helping me with the finances, Barbara is helping me and the girls emotionally and my brother Frank is assisting the girls. Through all of this I sobbed happy tears with the joy of connecting, of a resolution and the release of the pressure I have had on myself. Then Mavesa told me I am to do a balance in my Medicine Wheel between my extended family, the spirits of the land at the beach house and the Divine Planetary Blueprint. I have a feeling some of my extended family are going to buy the house for an interim period until my nieces get a windfall settlement from their parents plane crash. Then I will not have to say good-bye to the house and garden either. In any case, the Universe is magical! By the way I found out the Medicine Wheel in my mother's garden is called "Men of Ben"! I think Ben is helping men with ascension and that's why he is hanging around WhiteSageLanding's Medicine Wheel and you Michael! Wow, magic everywhere!
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