The other night I had a dream that I was walking alone across the tundra in Bethel. The sun had just set and it was the middle of winter but still pretty warm/bright out. I was walking along when something from the corner of my eye caught my attention, I looked and it was a big beautiful wolf.
The first time ever in my dream life I stopped and made the conscious decision to either freak out OR stay calm knowing that this wolf wasn't here to hurt me. I chose to stay calm (wow!) than when I did the wolf turned white.
I continued walking and the wolf followed me everywhere I went, keeping a distance of about 20 ft behind at all times but I felt very safe and very protected.The dream was completely silent.
I had this dream about 5 nights ago and since than as I just noticed reading back over my 90day journal that this wolf has been in every one of my dreams since. Even if my dream has nothing to do with anything about wolf's it will appear just for a second, like a flash. Last night I was dreaming about flying again than right before I woke up this wolf FLASHED in my mind and jolted me awake..... hummmm, what could this mean??.. I have such trouble interpreting my dreams but did look up wolf but, it seems like maybe more than that... perhaps the message will come over time.
Today I was taking a drive out of town to go and look at this property I am interested in buying, I was concentrating really hard on the street names cause apparently this town in is so tiny that "you can miss it if you blink" so I was very focused than out of the corner of my eye I saw a JIANT white wolf,I gasped slightly, cause it kind of startled me, and when I looked it wasn't in fact a wolf but a very weird shaped building... hum.... somethings going on here... I wasn't think about this wolf, I was very focused on finding this road, but it did appear for a split second and definitely got my attention...
Thank you Wolf, I'm listening!
Wednesday, March 3
Anything Is Possible
I am grateful even through the recognition of resistance wanting to spring up and start talking. All I can do is smile with a little chuckle underneath. Everything that I face is something I have consciously asked for and as I see the beauty unfolding there is a little tapping of fear right behind it whispering in my ear. My husband left for his new job two days ago, all part of our manifesting future but reality unfolding can still catch me off guard and tickle a little bit in both the excitement and the fear factor. The same way it did today when I received the news that as of July 1 I will no longer have a job. Yes, I have been praying for this and working my way out of it since before I excepted it. Yes, I am clear this is not my true work. Yes, I hear you Spirit Walker, it is time for me to come out of the closet. Yes, I plan to be on the road to Colorado by June 1 and as I resist the but that comes next, I can only keep saying I am listening, and I hear. Nothing surprises me anymore and every day is just another confirmation of the unfolding for all of us. Little Zar says to me, "Mommy, I want to shape shift into a dinosaur and then a reptile and then maybe a lion or another animal. I keep saying to myself over and over, anything is possible. do you think it will happen today?" I get to say, anything IS possible, and KNOW in my heart that I am telling him the truth. Wow, how wonderful.............................Full of gratitude and giggles, Michelle
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