I have this dream, of owning LOTS of raw forest land, in a very secluded location, and building a little cottage/cabin on it for me and Murphy (my dog) to live in, very old fashioned, very simply. I have had this dream my whole life, ever since I could remember. I want a big organic garden, LOTS of animals, a studio for making products for animals, a commercial kitchen where I can spend my days dowsing and making custom, fresh and healthy high vibrational dog/cat foods, with a big walk in freezer/cooler. Than another studio for my crafts, a wall full of different beautiful yarns (maybe even getting my own alpaca and sheep and spinning my own) a pottery wheel, a lathe for making my own wooden bowls and cups, a old fashion sewing machine where I can make all my own clothes and LOTS of gifts for my family and friends and pet's (I have been collection patterns for many MANY years and I don't even know how to sew!...yet.) a section where I can do bead work,embroider,crossstich, patch work, just EVERYTHING! Aah this visual never fails to get me all tingly inside.
This has been my dream my WHOLE life, even before I knew what it meant to have a dream.
recently I found some property in Indian valley, it was significantly smaller than I had ever imagined (3 acres) which is still BIG... but not big enough for what I really want to do with it... and it is allot closer to town that I would like to be, but I have been practicing my "law's" this one was the perfect opportunity for me to practice the law of unattachment, knowing that everything will work out how it is supposed to. So, I let myslef fall in love with this land, I drove out there just about every day to visit it, I had ceremonies on it, I planted crystals, set intentions, visualized our future together,and for us to work together co-creatively, I visualized just where I would squeeze everything that I wanted so badly all on this land... And I was happy with that. I have been "planning" my life there (while staying unattached) for about two years now.
Recently though, anorther amazing opportunity came in, 28 acres of RAW forest land for just about thirty grand less than the other property and it's about an hour out of town! It is in a town I have never herd of before but I hear it is VERY secluded,but still close enough to my sisters, that alone makes my heart flutter. It all came in so perfectly and unexpected. I was driving in my car eager to get over my my sisters house for our dog walk to tell her about my "vision" and I was thinking about this every different direction. " This land sounds perfect but am I REALLY ready to move to the middle of no where with as little knowledge as I have about the work I want to do?" "I'm not a master animal communicator YET and I am still pretty new at dowsing, can I REALLY make a living and support me and Murphy JUST by making custom LOVE infused pet foods and products?" " I still have soooo much to learn about my work, am I stupid to want this now or should I wait till I learn everything I need to know?"... my mind was going a billion miles an hour, making plans, than doubting myself. Than I got it, it all came in all at one, like a water fall, with information pouring into my body,and I got butterflies in my stomach like a highschooler with a crush, it came in so clear with such detail that I was like WOW, I know exactly what I'm doing, and the layout was different than I had ever imagined but I loved it, it was perfect.
A place where people bring their pets to heal!.... or corss over. Say, if you have just been raising your pet on this store bought pet "food"( which I have been guilty of in the past) not knowing the depths of how very unbenificial it was for your pet whom you love soooo much only to find that your pet got, cancer, or diabetes or was significantly over weight or whatever other kind of un natural disease or medical "mystery" and your only other options were to pay top dollar on brutal vet visits, or to put them to sleep all the while thinking ("ooh my god, does my pet understand what's going on? I don't want to kill him, I wonder what he's thinking/wants" I have been there before and that feeling of helplessness is an awful feeling",) or let them suffer through it if you couldn't afford it... than I would come in! :) You could bring your pet to me, I would tune in with him/her and first and for most ask what her wishes are, does she WANT to leave her physical body, does she WANT to live? than take it from there. Sort of like those centers in Mexico and what not where cancer patients go to heal where they give you fresh juices and a healthy diet, it would kinda be like that.
I will have a BIG beautiful cozy barn with a BIG fire place to keep them warm and stalls in them with cozy beds (which I can make) with the pets favorite color, and pictures of their people and just make it as cozy as passable. I would ask for them to leave their pets there with me since I know that everyone cant stay away from work and their family's too long and I would do my thing, I would have a little cottage for people to come and visit or see what I'm doing with their pets so that they will understand and bring the knowledge home with them.
I would make each individual animal a custom diet, dowsing every meal for exactly what they need at that time, I would check in with them daily, take them on walks around the property, feed them birch water, ahh so many plans, I am so excited! and give them lots of love! I'm a big cuddler, I couldn't care less about cuddling with people but put me around animals and i'm a magnet spooner, I wouldn't be surprised if you walked in to catch me curled up with a horse or a pig or something, I love it.
I want to learn how to give animal massage/Riki and perhaps one day manifest a veterinary partner who knows how to nuder and spay.
I than can send the happy healthy pet home and hopefully heir person will continue to place orders with me for their food that I would custom make every time, fresh out of the garden and with healthy happy meats.
WOW, I cant wait. I know this is going to be allot of work but I cant think of a better way to spend my days/life. I would love every minute of it, passionately.
I cant wait, I know this is going to happen, I can feel it, and I know that the animals and land is going to teach me everything I need to know.
This is just my roughdraft and I am open to change but this sensation I have in my body is like nothing I have expierenced before. I just want to start already!
